Chapter 64: Why?
Gu Xiyan's silence seemed to Shang Yiqi to be a disguised acquiescence. The corners of her lips drew a touch of anger, and Shang Yiqi stared at Gu Xiyan coldly, until she couldn't bear to turn her head.
What the hell is he still delusional? Delusional that she could tell herself that she and Wei Zhe were nothing. If it were nothing, they would kiss in the car, she would let Wei Zhe touch her cheeks, stroke her hairline, she would affectionately tie her scarf around Wei Zhe's neck.
Oh yes, the scarf, she didn't, she forgot that the scarf was given to her.
Because of anger, Shang Yiqi's two iron fists were clenched, and there was a faint pain in the joint of his right arm, as if something was spraying out of his body, sticking to the heavy gauze in his clothes and then being blocked.
The one in front of him is the woman he can't let go. The injury in Shang Yiqi's eyes was so obvious, but Gu Xiyan didn't dare to look at him, so she couldn't understand his pain at all, "Hahaha......"
Shang Yi laughed wildly, why. Why? Why should he be self-righteous to think that her obedience and closeness to him during this time is because of her own performance. Why should he arrogantly think that in her heart, if not the most important one, he still has a place. Why can't he care less about her, and treat her as an ordinary bed partner.
Look, how pitiful you are. It took so many years to learn to care about a woman, but she was just a happy person to this woman, and she could find another man to take her place at any time when she was away. He even wondered if every time she fell in love with him in the past, she just regarded bed as a task. If he had come back a few days later, she and the man would have been more than just kissing.
The thought that she might be lying in the same bed as the man made his heart feel like it had been bitten by thousands of poisonous insects...... The laughter seeped into the sadness, Shang Yiqi stopped laughing, passed past Gu Xiyan, and went upstairs.
After Shang Yiqi left, the tears in Gu Xiyan's eyes finally couldn't be controlled and gushed out. Squatting down weakly, Gu Xiyan bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from whimpering. His eyes were red, red, and his eyes were hazy with tears, and he couldn't see the scene in front of him clearly.
If it had been in the past, she would have asked Shang Yiqi with concern whether he had eaten. If he hadn't eaten dinner, she would have happily prepared it for him, and then she watched him eat.
Not long ago, no matter how late he worked, he would go home to eat again, and she also persuaded him to eat in the army and not hurt his stomach, how did he answer at that time?
He said that lunch was no longer eaten at home, so how could dinner not be eaten at home. He also said that the things on the outside could be the same as what she made, and he said that the food she made had her taste on the inside, and the things on the outside would never be as good as what she made. He even said that he would never get tired of what she made for the rest of his life.
Won't get tired.
God knows, when she heard him say this, she didn't show joy on the surface, but her heart was already bright. At this moment, she was in no mood to cook for him. Besides, even if she did, he wouldn't ...... I will eat it.
Shang Yiqi has been upstairs and has not come down, and Gu Xiyan has been downstairs and has not gone up. There was a TV on in the living room, Gu Xiyan was bored looking at the eight o'clock file, and Gu Xiyan was actually very annoyed by the untidy and messy love and love in it. However, only when she is annoyed will she not think too much about it, and she will be able to ignore the harm she has suffered.
The TV series that Gu Xiyan watched happened to be the finale of a drama. At the end of the script, the male and female protagonists experienced a happy ending. And when she saw the male and female protagonists wearing Western-style wedding dresses and walking into the wedding hall, Gu Xiyan smiled. The gripping thing about most TV dramas is that no matter how much heartache or even betrayal and mutual harm the protagonists go through, they will always come together in the end. The last scene of the finale is that after the male protagonist kisses the female protagonist affectionately on the lips, his eyebrows are flying, and Lang said to the heroine with a smile: "The best promise I can give you is that when we go to Huangquan together after a hundred years, at that time, you and I are buried in the same tombstone, and on the tombstone, my photo is close to you." On the inscription that belongs to you, your name, and my surname, constitute the whole interpretation of you. I love you, my wife. ”
The best thing in life is probably like this, you can grow old with the people you love.
As soon as the TV was turned off, Gu Xiyan's smile dimmed, and she grew old together, what did it have to do with her. Fortunately, Yan'er is not at home, otherwise the little girl would be sad to see the two of them fighting like this.
Half past nine, ten o'clock, eleven o'clock...... The electronic clock on the wall slowly moved towards twelve. Tightening his clothes, Gu Xiyan tilted his head, and he really ...... I don't want her again. How could he be so bad, how could he lie to her. He clearly said that he wanted to be good to her, and he said that he wanted to be good to her, to be good to her, to be good to her......
That's what he called good. Is it.
Turning off the lights, Gu Xiyan moved in the direction of the stairs, Xu is thoughts were too wandering, Gu Xiyan accidentally kicked the stairs when going up the stairs and almost fell, but fortunately she grabbed the handrail of the stairs at the critical moment, which avoided the fate of falling.
When she walked to the door, Gu Xiyan didn't open the door for a long time. What should I say when I go in? Or rather, say nothing.
In fact, there is no need to think so much. Gu Xiyan secretly laughed at herself, since when did she have to be so cautious. What should happen will always happen, so why should she bother herself beforehand.
When Gu Xiyan entered the room, Shang Yiqi just came out of the bathroom, and he didn't look at Gu Xiyan, Shang Yiqi went straight to the direction of the hair dryer.
After drying his hair, Shang Yiqi walked to the bed and fell asleep. Gu Xiyan wanted to cry again, he was really too bad, he didn't know how hurtful his indifference was now.
Forget it, since he doesn't want himself anymore, can't she still stick it up? Gu Xiyan tilted her head slightly to let her tears flow back, blinked her eyes again, and then walked to the side of the bed expressionlessly and hugged her pillow in front of her.
Walking around the pillow to the door, Gu Xiyan didn't know that her behavior was completely superfluous, because there were pillows in the little girl's room, if she wanted to go to the little girl's room to sleep, then she didn't need to do this kind of childish act of taking her pillow away. Perhaps, even she herself did not know, she would do this, maybe just to see if he would keep him.
Gu Xiyan walked very slowly, and every time she took an extra step, her heart was like ashes. She knew he hadn't looked at himself anymore, or if he didn't care about him at all. Whether he left or stayed, it turned out that he really didn't care at all. Poor and ridiculously don't care.
Gu Xiyan, don't be sad, nothing, really, nothing. He never said how much he needed you, and it wasn't like you couldn't live without him. In this world, the people who want you will not let you go, and the people who don't want you can't ask for it, so why don't you live for yourself. Gu Xiyan told herself.
However, the fact that he didn't want her still made her heart cold for a while. There is a kind of person in this world who is very bad, he doesn't want you, but he wants you to know his good. Then, as if you were drinking to quench your thirst, you want to cling to him to survive. When your thoughts are contrary to his wishes, you will be heartbroken, and this heartache is like a sharp knife piercing your heart, piercing blood, piercing scars, each scar, called love.
"Stop." Gu Xiyan was about to push the door out, but Shang Yiqi finally spoke up after being silent for so long.
Gu Xiyan had never hated herself so much for a moment, and she had obviously made a decision not to care about his thoughts anymore, but his tone could be said to be bad words that made her stop, and even more, she had already sprouted in her heart whether he wanted to keep herself, whether he realized that he was wrong, and whether he still wanted her and other thoughts.
Gu Xiyan, how can you be so bad. secretly scolded herself, but Gu Xiyan was still inexplicably moved by him for stopping herself.
I can't help but admit that this man's influence on her is already too deep, too deep.
"It's so late, where are you going?" Shang Yiqi's tone was more akin to questioning. But at least, it shows that he doesn't care about his life and death completely, does it?
Gu Xiyan just turned around and told him that he could not leave, if he wanted her to stay. However, before his body could fully turn back, Shang Yiqi spoke again, and his words were so cruel that Gu Xiyan's heart trembled a few times, and she was so painful that she was unconscious.
He said, "How." Can't wait to get away from me. Because I know about you and Wei Zhe, I don't even want to deal with it on the spot. Doesn't it make you feel bad to be in the same space as me, well, by the way, don't you really like me touching you? You should enjoy your time with Wei Zhe very much, don't you hate me for coming back so soon and disturbing your good deeds, I really don't know it, but if I don't come back, I'll give you a steal. It's a good time to be in love, although you don't mean that important to me, but, as my wife, you should always have the awareness of not cuckolding me. ”
Shang Yiqi said coldly, it doesn't matter, God knows how important she is to him. But she has such an indifferent attitude towards him, how can he still expose his attachment to her, how can he let her recklessly add wounds to himself,