Chapter 49: He doesn't want her anymore
"Why?" He asked. Just because he's a step late. I couldn't save Wei Zhe before I did. So she can hurt him so recklessly.
"You don't have the heart." See her silent. Shang Yiqi spoke again. in his tone. There is a deep but hard-to-detect embarrassment buried.
Gu Xiyan suddenly looked at Shangshang Yiqi Senran's cold face. The heart 'chuckles'. It's a little sour. It hurts a little. Knowing that he doesn't love her. And yet his indifference at the moment. Still makes her a little hard to accept.
But. Gu Xiyan. Isn't that what you want? You want to break away from this man. You want him...... Happiness. Instead of wasting a good time by your side. A man as good as he is. There will be many, many women to love. Why do you delay him from coming to happiness?
After admonishing yourself like this. Gu Xiyan suddenly felt that the sadness in her heart was nothing at all. Just remember that you want him to be happy. Other. Just forget about it. If you mind too much. Life is going to get hard. And she. Ben just wants to live the second half of his life like this.
"Give me a reason to convince me." Shang Yiqi chuckled suddenly. What the hell is he dissatisfied with. She never gave him any promises. He doesn't care about it. It's just wishful thinking.
"Enlightenment. I'm sorry. From now on, I want to sleep with Yan'er. Let's say you find someone who catches your heart. So. Let's get a divorce." Gu Xiyan stood up from Shang Yiqi's arms. Pull the hair from your ears to the back of your head. She whispered softly...... So she thought it was a perfect word.
Gu Xiyan's words made Shang Yiqi angry. Are you so eager to get back to your old flame. I'm not as good as him anymore. I can't satisfy you, can I?" Roaring. Shang Yiqi completely ignored Gu Xiyan's head and shook his head. Gu Xiyan. What did you say? Are you swearing that you have nothing to do with Wei Zhe and that you are false? Or do you think. I, Shang Yiqi, will be so cheap that you must have to do it."
In a fit of rage, Shang Yiqi flipped the table. The sound of pots and pans smashing on the ground was unusually loud. Gu Xiyan was also shocked and took a few steps back.
"I don't." Gu Xiyan retorted in a low voice. The head is drooping low. Shang Yiqi directly determined that she was weak in heart.
Gu Xiyan didn't have a weak heart. She's just sad. She knows. He prepared her lunch with such care. But I haven't eaten a quarter of a meal. The rest of the dishes were fed to the floor. She easily failed his hard work.
It's just that. Can you stop being so nice to her. She can't afford it. Don't afford to.
Shang Yiqi rarely had violent emotional fluctuations in his life. For the most part, he is always a calm spectator. He will laugh sincerely. But only for a few. He will also be uncomfortable. But it also shows itself only in front of certain people. And at this moment. in his heart. It's unspeakable hatred.
Nothing to complain about. He has been good to her for so many years. Ben didn't want her to be grateful to him, either. He just hates her. Hate how she can not care about him like this. Divorce. I'm afraid she didn't have this idea on the first day.
He hates himself even more. Apparently she was so clearly going to push herself to someone else. But why did he still want to hold her by his side? Even if she doesn't love him. She is in love with another man. He didn't want her to leave either. He hated himself for not being able to cut it in two. When had he ever been so indecisive and hesitant before.
I'm afraid. I want to keep it. She's not uncommon. If there is no Yan'er. She hadn't planned to leave him in the morning? Also right. How did he always ignore the fact that she didn't love him. Now that I think about it, I still have a delusional idea of being able to conceive offspring with her. It's just pitiful and ridiculous.
Child. How could he forget. She doesn't want his children yet. If it were the man who made the request. She didn't say yes early in the morning.
Shang Yiqi turned around. I don't want to see Gu Xiyan's still beautiful and bright face again. There are many things he deliberately doesn't think about. I just don't want to block the two. Now that she's made it clear that she's going to give up on him. So what does it matter if he remembers one more and remembers less. She wouldn't care anyway.
Shang Yiqi didn't know. Gu Xiyan's face at this time was by no means bright. It's bleak. Be downhearted. Scold. Their relationship really broke down easily.
Both hands reached out to the face together. Gu Xiyan wiped the tears on the side of her cheeks with both hands. A faint smile bloomed again at the corner of his mouth. Shang Yiqi was walking in the direction of the gate. And she. Gently watched him leave. The eyes were steamed so that only blessings remained.
Open. I wish you happiness.
The wound on his back was like a fire in an instant. Gu Xiyan's mouth was bitter. Actually, even if there are no such injuries. They can't be together forever. Child. This sensitive word. is the chasm that straddles them. Maybe she was moved by what she said before. But after careful consideration, you will find that reality can never be as perfect as you imagined. Conceive a child with someone who doesn't love her. She knows it well. I can't do it myself. Even if this person spoils her to heaven.
When Shang Yiqi walked to the door. Gu Xiyan still didn't move. From the living room to the door.78 steps.Every step.He stopped consciously for a moment.Even he didn't know what he was expecting.Expecting her to come to her senses and tell herself that she shouldn't have said something like that.Or did she expect her to tell him that she loved him.Expecting her to tell him that she loved him.
Don't kid yourself. Shang Yiqi felt a little sad in his heart. But so it is. He still wanted to look back at her. He was going to use her joyful gesture to remind himself of her cruelty to him.
The moment Shang Yiqi turned around. Gu Xiyan also happened to turn around and squat down to clean up the mess on the ground. He could only see her moves. No panic at all. Methodical.
Original. His bitterness and hatred are deep. In her eyes, it was just a passing cloud.
"There's no me. You're going to live well or even better, aren't you?" Something cold and elastic stuck to Gu Xiyan's earlobe. Gu Xiyan's hand shook. The shard of glass in his hand fell to the ground.' Wow. The fragments are divided into finer pieces.
"Tell me. Yes." Shang Yiqi pulled her to her feet. In his voice. There's an inexplicable sad element in it.
Gu Xiyan is like a child who has done something wrong. Don't dare to move.
Will live better. Gu Xiyan was suddenly shocked. She seems to be ...... I never thought about what my life would be like without him. All these years. She had long since become accustomed to his presence.
If one day. He no longer held her in his arms as he did now; If one day. When they met, he whispered and laughed at another woman; If one day. From his eyes. She could no longer see the warmth he had for her. She could only see his coldness to her at a glance; If one day. He really told her. I'm in love with a woman. Very much love, very loved. Let's get a divorce; If one day. His world no longer needs her involvement......
It's really. Is that what she wants.
The legs are weak. Gu Xiyan is about to slide down. The heart that has been calmed down. At this moment again to make waves why. Why remind her later? She doesn't think about it. Later. There is no future for him and Yan'er; Later. After the only one who is left alone; Later. They are like strangers to the future.
His eyes were covered with a gray mist. Gu Xiyan bit the tip of her tongue with two rows of shell teeth. Until there was a streak of blood on it. The tears swirling in his eyes were forced back and welled up again. Full round teardrops drop by drop. With some warmth. Along her pink cheeks. Flowing into her snow neck. Hidden again.
The sobbing sound of forbearance could no longer stop the trend of the prairie fire. Gu Xiyan sobbed loudly. She needs to vent. Even if it is seen as vexatious.
Later. Gu Xiyan cried. Crying and crying. She laughed again. In that laughter. Heaped with desolation. The bricks are full of hopelessness. It's full of loneliness. She thought. If she's smart enough. She should have grabbed the man next to her. Dead skin followed him with a grimace. Let him discover all the good in himself. Or. She can go back to Wei Zhe. Even if his family wouldn't allow her to exist. With his protection. Naturally, she can live well.
Just for feelings. She's never been smart enough. So. She wants to find another beautiful woman. I also want to get rid of the relationship with Wei Zhe. Is she stupid. Gu Xiyan smiled. Maybe.
Shang Yiqi secretly blamed himself for being soft-hearted. Why did she just shed a few tears. He immediately felt distressed. Hold the person in front of you in your arms. No matter how much she cries. He was determined not to let go. Silly girl. He sighed.
Tired of crying. Tired of shouting. Gu Xiyan looked straight ahead. The eyes are wandering. Thinking of the person holding her. Gu Xiyan hid her poignantness." I'm fine. I just want to cry all of a sudden. Let's go."
There was still a slight tremor in Gu Xiyan's words. She admonished herself. Weak. And that's it. Later. She just couldn't be sadder. She was the only one who licked the wound.
Shang Yiqi's shirt was stained with her tears. I noticed that her mood was normal. He was about to breathe a sigh of relief. But she said unrelentingly, 'You go'.
"Good. Okay." Shang Yiqi held his breath. Laughing angrily. It's his own passion. He shouldn't have come back. The hand that hugged Gu Xiyan tightly let go. After this time. He would never again send his pride to her to trample on.
"You don't have to clean up the floor. I'll call someone to collect it. From now on. You can do whatever you want. If you want to find that man, go for it. Just give me a memory. Before the end of our relationship as husband and wife. Don't let him touch you. As you wish. I'll find a woman you can say will make my heart tickle." After coldly shaking off such a sentence. Shang Yiqi turned around and left without the slightest attachment.
You want to be with that man. I will fulfill you. You will be perfected.
Gu Xiyan's hand was still in the air. Obviously, he subconsciously wanted to grab Shang Yiqi's clothes. Shang Yiqi didn't look back. She collapsed to the ground. A shard of glass was pressed on his right hand.
The blood of the demon. Climb to the glass. Bubbling out.
He finally . I don't want her anymore. Gu Xiyan sobbed. This moment. It was as if the warmth of the whole world had left her.
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