Su Nian's expression froze, as if he was stuck, and he didn't come back to his senses for a while.

Ye Shucheng stared at her for a few seconds, retracted his gaze and smiled self-deprecatingly, leaned back slightly, leaned on the head of the bed, and secretly scolded himself, how could he still expect her?

What a difficult and long process it was for him to die.

Even if she broke up with He Fan, he didn't have the courage to ask more, the matter of Huanya had made him see her determination clearly, and he knew very well that the reason why she stayed here now was because of guilt.

The incomprehensible silence in the ward spread, Su Nian lowered his head, for a while, clenched his fists, his heart beat faster, and he mustered up the courage to speak, "Actually, ......"

The voice was interrupted by a knock on the door, and the courage she had finally gathered was shattered, and she wrinkled her eyebrows and went to open the door a little depressed.

Rita arrived, and brought some documents that needed to be signed by Ye Shucheng and his laptop.

Su Nian's whole body was wilted, and he sat at the window alone and looked out of the window very sadly.

Just now, the sentence "I can also be yours" turned back and forth, and almost blurted out, you must know how difficult it is for her to muster up the courage to say this kind of thing, but half of the words are stuck back, on the one hand, she is very aggrieved, on the other hand, she feels that it is difficult for her to pull down her face and say this kind of thing.

Originally, I almost said it along the water, but now, ......

She was a little annoyed with herself.

She doesn't want to be hypocritical, but she doesn't have enthusiasm to that extent, she can say it regardless of herself, looking back, he once said to her the words "I love you" with a cold face, but every time she shows her heart, she is very tactful, Xu is a character, she pondered these words in her heart, she panicked and got goosebumps.

Forget it, she stared out the window a little disappointed, resigned to fate.

Rita brought good news, although the Ye family intervened, but did not hang up the real job, Ye Jin as a director instructed Ye Junya to temporarily be the acting director of the business line, the main purpose is to stabilize people's hearts, and Ye Shucheng's negative news and other news were dealt with together, and the current situation of the company is quite stable.

Su Nian listened at the window the whole time, and he was relieved after hearing it, at this time, the Ye family's willingness to help was a blessing in misfortune.

Rita stayed for a long time, and when she left, it was already evening, Su Nian bought porridge for Ye Shucheng in the hospital cafeteria, and set up a simple small table on the hospital bed, so small, Su Nian sat here and he sat there, head to head when eating, both of them had to bend over, and their movements were simply aggrieved, Ye Shucheng was in a better mood, seeing Su Nian bowing his head and drinking the same porridge as him, he suddenly asked, "Why do you eat this?" ”

In my impression, in the past few days when she buys food, she still has a little tricks for Mianmian, but she always eats the same tasteless porridge as him.

Su Nian didn't look up, "Otherwise, you drink clear porridge, I have big fish and meat?" There is a lack of virtue, so that you can see that you can't eat. ”

He was stunned for a moment, and then laughed and teased: "When have you been so understanding." ”

"I've always been like this." She put down the spoon and squinted, "Am I snarky in your eyes?" ”

Ye Shucheng stopped talking, lowered her head and drank porridge, she twisted her eyebrows, and asked dissatisfiedly: "To make it clear, do you have any prejudice against me......

He laughed and didn't answer, she was a little annoyed, "I'm not good enough for you, am I?" Do you see that which other person doesn't come to see and leave, stay here to take care of you, it's just me, and you're not satisfied? ”

The smile in his eyes was even stronger, "Are you asking for credit?" ”

She was stunned for a moment, and then pouted, there was a hint of coquettishness in her appearance, "Invite you to be big, if you still have some conscience, don't reverse black and white, see you fall so far, and in the end I am the only one who takes care of you by your side, which means that I am the best person in the world for you." ”

His eyes narrowed, he looked at her, his lips hooked for a few seconds, "The best person for me...... Is it? ”

She was stunned and lowered her head in some annoyance.

Why can't she help but laugh so much, and run out of everything!

She said indiscriminately: "Eat and eat, eat without sleeping." ”

He put down his spoon and suddenly said, "What are you going to say before Rita comes?" ”

She was drinking porridge when she choked and coughed violently.

He frowned, seeing her coughing face red and embarrassed, he felt her water cup from the bedside table and handed it to her, "Drink water first." ”

Su Nian took it and drank two sips of water, and it was easy to breathe a sigh of relief.

It's just that his face is unnaturally crimson, he lowers his head and wipes his mouth with a tissue, his sideburns hang down, he stares, and sees her moving eyelashes, like butterfly wings, sweeping his heart itching, throbbing, warm, soft.

His heart was beating a little fast, and he withdrew his gaze the moment she looked up, and lowered his head, "Let's eat." ”

Suddenly, he didn't have the heart to joke, there was something in his heart that he didn't know before he knew her, but now, after so much experience, he knew very well what it meant.

He hated himself a little, how could he not die if he learned it, and at this moment he remembered An Ziyan and said that she had broken up with He Fan, and his thoughts involuntarily pulled far away, vaguely expectant.

This expectation is a little scary, how can he still have illusions? She just stayed by his side because of guilt, he couldn't tie her up with guilt, he had already decided to let go and let her find her future, he couldn't waver, he couldn't ruin her happiness because of his selfish desires.

After that, the two of them ate in silence, Su Nian was still thinking about his question in her mind, thinking about the sentence she almost said, she was alone there, and it wasn't until a while after the meal that she realized Ye Shucheng's sudden low mood.

Because of her later questioning, he ignored a word or two and replied, and a little indifferent attitude made her unpredictable, wasn't it okay before?

The low air pressure on his body lasted until the nurse on duty came to make rounds in the evening.

What came today was a little nurse who was still transferring departments, a girl who was at most twenty-three or fourteen years old, very faced, much more than those nurses who had been in the department for a long time, and the people were also enthusiastic, asking a lot of questions to Ye Shucheng.

Su Nian stood at the window and Mianmian on the phone, and turned around after a phone call, only to find that the topic of the little nurse didn't know when it started to be a little far.

The little nurse actually talked to Ye Shucheng about her own situation, saying that she had transferred to the Department of Digestive Surgery and needed more care, Ye Shucheng had a faint smile on her face, which was obviously perfunctory, but the little nurse was very excited, and she couldn't stop talking excitedly.

Su Nian frowned and sat next to the table and turned on the computer to draw, his eyes were on the CAD software interface, but his mind was gone, and his ears were pricked up and he kept listening to the little nurse.

The little nurse belongs to the self-congratulatory type, even if Ye Shucheng answers a question or two words, the little nurse still chatters, she feels a little annoying, and she secretly glances at it, and the little nurse looks nymphomaniac.

She looked at the computer, tugging at the corners of her lips disdainfully.

This kind of little girl shouldn't be Ye Shucheng's dish......

But she was very young and in good shape, she couldn't stop secretly sweeping her eyes, and she heard the little nurse lower her voice and asked Ye Shucheng, "Mr. Ye, is the one who takes care of you your lover?" ”

She straightened her back, her body moved back subtly, and the little nurse's voice was so low, she was afraid that she would not be able to hear Ye Shucheng's answer clearly, but Ye Shucheng's voice was not restrained at all, and she replied to the little nurse briefly and quickly: "No." ”

"That's a friend?"

“…… Sort of. ”

Su Nian's fingers clenching the mouse, and his heart clenched for a while.

Even a friend has to add a "count", so reluctantly.

Even if she knew that there was no clarity between her and him, she still couldn't stand it.

When she came back to her senses, she found that she didn't know when she clicked the mouse, and the picture became a mess, she hurriedly retouched the picture, her brain was messy, and she heard the little nurse ask about Ye Shucheng's postoperative recovery.

The little nurse said that she wanted to see the current situation of the knife, and Ye Shucheng's face changed slightly, "This was seen by a doctor yesterday, so it shouldn't be necessary." ”

He had been dealing with it patiently, but he didn't expect this little nurse to be endless.

The little nurse said, "This is also within the scope of the doctor's order, I just confirm your recovery." ”

This is a hospital in the end, and a big man, it is hypocritical to hide it, he happened to be lying down, so he lifted his T-shirt.

The little nurse looked down carefully, her hand also reached out, swept over a layer of white gauze at the edge of the knife, touched his abdominal muscles, and Su Nian's voice came abruptly, "Confirm that you don't need to use your hands, right?" The doctor didn't touch it either. ”

He turned his head slightly, and saw that Su Nian had come over without knowing when, standing on the other side of the hospital bed, looking at the little nurse.

Su Nian's words were sharp, and the little nurse's face turned pale, and she was slightly embarrassed: "I just want to see if there is any infection around the knife ......."

"Then you're done reading it now," Su Nian said with a calm face, "You can take your hand back." ”

The little nurse wrinkled her eyebrows, a little displeased, "I also care about the patient, since you are a friend of the patient, you should cooperate a little more." ”

Su Nian was a little annoyed, and didn't look at Ye Shucheng, "Who is his friend?!" I'm not. ”

The little nurse was also angry, "What's the matter with you?" How do you take care of the sick? Talking so impulsively, did you eat gunpowder? ”

Ye Shucheng was dumbfounded, he only felt inexplicable, why did he suddenly quarrel?

He pulled up his clothes and struggled to get up, the little nurse hurriedly went to help when he saw this, Su Nian saw it, and felt even more eyesore, so he simply bypassed the hospital bed and pointed to the little nurse's hand holding Ye Shucheng, "Can you let it go?" He can get up on his own. ”

In fact, now Ye Shucheng can get up by himself, but it is a little difficult, and if he moves a little bigger, he will pull the knife edge slightly, and he has already sat up at this time, looking at Su Nian, "Don't make any noise, okay?" ”

He looked depressed, and he couldn't figure out which point was worth arguing about in the whole conversation, and the person who didn't speak well at the beginning was Su Nian.

He thought she was a bit abnormal and vexatious.

Su Nian bit his lip, feeling very aggrieved, Ye Shucheng actually protected a little nurse who took the opportunity to rub oil on him, it was a nervous disorder!

The little nurse got Ye Shucheng's support, and her aura immediately grew, and she said to Su Nian: "You have to be careful and considerate when you take care of the patient, now he can get up by himself, but if he pulls the knife, it will hurt, and you won't even help him......

Ye Shucheng only felt that the little nurse in his ears had been buzzing for a long time, a little annoyed, and his polite smile became a little stiff, and he said to the nurse: "It's okay, I can do it myself, you can let it go." ”

The little nurse had been holding his arm for a long time, he couldn't ignore it if he wanted to, it was one thing to look at the knife edge, and at this time, no matter how dull he was, he felt uncomfortable.

Su Nian was dissatisfied with the tone of the little nurse, as if she had become an outsider, she said: "How can I take care of the patient without being taken care of by others, he is happy with this patient, and he can't ask for it!" ”

"How ...... you are?"

"Shut up, okay?"

Ye Shucheng's voice sank.

I originally wanted to be polite to the nurse, and I didn't think about Su Nian, but at this moment, the two women were inexplicably-for-tat, and he couldn't stand being caught in the middle.

To be honest, he felt that Su Nian was unreasonable, no matter what the little nurse said, she was also a medical worker, and it was understandable to really look at a knife, but Su Nian looked like she was going to eat people.

As soon as he looked up, the little nurse had an aggrieved expression on her face that was about to cry, and Su Nian twisted her eyebrows, fierce, obviously with a delicate face, but with a subtle shrewd atmosphere, he had never seen her so unreasonable, and he didn't know what was wrong with her, frowning at her, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Su Nian was stunned for a moment, glared at him without saying a word, gritted his teeth and turned around and sat down in front of the computer.

Ye Shucheng was a dull big fool who deserved to be taken advantage of, and she suddenly felt that she was simply nosy.

Ye Shucheng looked at the little nurse again, "You go first, I'll talk to her." ”

The little nurse nodded sadly, lowered her voice and leaned into Ye Shucheng's ear, "Mr. Ye, please hurry up and ask for an escort, otherwise this kind of person will have an impact on your physical recovery!" ”

"This kind of person" is extremely impolite, he frowned, his expression turned cold in an instant, "Thank you, this is my business, the medical staff won't even care who I find to accompany me, right?" ”

The little nurse was stunned, her face was a little surprised, "No, I'm ...... for your good."

Ye Shucheng already smiled, "Thank you then, it's good for her to accompany me." ”

“……”

The little nurse was speechless, turned around angrily and left.

The door was slammed shut, Su Nian was still facing away from him, looking at the computer, he moved a little, and he saw a bunch of messy lines on the CAD interface, even if he didn't understand the design, he could see that this picture had been destroyed.

He thought for two seconds and said, "Are you in a bad mood?" ”

She was angry and didn't speak, staring at the computer screen, annoyed with herself.

He loves to be touched by others so much, why can't she help but be nosy?

Ye Shucheng was confused, he had known Su Nian for so long, he had never seen her like this, he was angry and inexplicable, quarreling inexplicably, completely unreasonable, he asked again: "Did I offend you?" ”

Su Nian suddenly raised his hand and buckled the computer, and put it in the computer bag.

She was still very angry at this time, and if she stayed any longer, she felt that she was going to curse again, so she got up and looked at him, "You rest first, I'll go outside for a cigarette." ”

He lost his patience a little and rolled over and got out of bed as she went to get a cigarette in his bag, endured the pain of the knife, and walked towards her.

No sooner had she touched the smoke and lighter than she heard footsteps.

Got up and turned around, he was already standing in front of her, and she was surprised, "Why did you come down by yourself, you have to stay in bed now, it's okay to try to ...... as little as possible."

"What the hell are you doing right now?"

Despite his best efforts to suppress it, his tone still revealed a faint displeasure.

She froze.

"It's fine when I eat, I quarreled with the nurse for some reason, and the nurse obviously didn't say anything, where did I offend you, and you are angry with others?"

The paper cigarette case in her hand was a little deformed, and she couldn't help it, "She is clearly playing on the topic, can't you see it?" The doctor didn't touch it that way, so why did she touch it? And there's a lot of nonsense, you and she don't know each other, why listen to her so much nonsense? ”

"I ......"

He spit out a word, and was interrupted by her, "Are you stupid, she doesn't care if she touches you?" ”

Her chest was rising and falling, obviously angry, he was silent for a moment, and then spoke: "I didn't pay attention to what she said about her, and as for her touching me......"

He paused, "She's a nurse, it's normal to touch it in the process of seeing a patient, I'm a big man, I won't drop a piece of meat if I touch it, wouldn't it be strange if I dodged it?" ”

"Is it normal?" She smiled bitterly, "Where is normal, can you have a snack, she looks at you with that look, she can't wait to pounce on you, that's called normal?" ”

He looked stunned and stared at her strangely.

She was stared at uncomfortably, and wrinkled her eyebrows, "What are you looking at?" ”

He lowered his eyes thoughtfully, and she didn't bother to pay any more attention to him, and was about to leave, when the man's long arm stretched out across her chest, and she turned back to find him smiling.

"What are you smirking at?" She was a little annoyed again.

The smile on his face gradually expanded, and she couldn't bear it, she raised her hand and patted his arm, "Neurotic, get out of the way, let me out." ”

He burst out laughing.

"What the hell are you laughing at......"

"Do you mind?" He interrupted her and asked.

She froze.

"Others touched me, I'm not in a hurry, what are you anxious about?"

"I ......"

She seemed to be poked all at once, and her face was embarrassed, "I...... I'm kind! You're so sluggish, and it's easy for you to take advantage of those messy women when you look at them like this, so I ......"

"I'm being taken advantage of, and you're so angry?"

He asked with a smile as he looked at her.

She opened her mouth, her ears were red, and she didn't hold back a word of rebuttal.

"Do you know what you look like like this?" He asked again.

She looked at him with a smug smile on his face, and suddenly felt that he had seen through it, and still had the intention of teasing her, she was a little angry, "You get out of the way, I want to go out." ”

He didn't move, so she changed direction to go the other way, only to have his other hand raised as well, and imprisoned her between him and the wall, between his arms.

"It's like being jealous."

She bit her lip and glared at him, "Forget me being nosy, you like to be touched so much, okay, next time she will touch it casually!" ”

He raised his hand and grabbed her chin, looked at her stubborn expression, and narrowed his expression, "Don't change the topic, Su Nian, you will make me misunderstand like this." ”

The cigarette case in her hand was already crumpled and unsightly, and even the cigarette residue inside was falling downward, little by little, spilling on the floor, her fingers curled up tightly, and her heart beat suddenly.

He looked her in the eye and said, "You know I can't stand the misunderstanding right now. ”

After saying this, he fell silent and waited for a long time.

Everything she had done before had made him lose confidence, so much so that at this moment, he was still unsure whether he was being amorous or not.

Little by little, they stared at each other quietly, her lips pursed, and her heart was completely confused.

Do you want to say it?

She felt like she wanted to say that she liked him and wanted to be with him, and she didn't want to hide it, she had been through so much, she didn't want to miss it again, but how to say it? She didn't know.

No matter how much psychological construction she does, she still can't confess directly, it is too difficult for her, he used to take the initiative, but now, he threw the problem to her.

His eyes darkened little by little, and finally he smiled self-deprecatingly, let go of her, and turned to leave, but the corners of his clothes were pulled by her.

She was a little anxious, she only felt that she was clumsy, and blurted out: "If it wasn't a misunderstanding......"

Before the words fell, her eyes were dark, and she was pressed against the wall again, and the deformed cigarette case in her hand fell to the floor along with the lighter, with a crisp sound, and her eyes widened, reflecting his eyebrows that were too close to be closer, and his lips were pried open by him, and he drove straight in.

For a few whole seconds, his thoughts were pulled back, he was kissing her, fierce and fanatical, what reached the boiling point, looking for an outlet, he was in her world, stirring upside down, no skill, just frenzy, urgency, wanting to get closer, closer, no distance is best.

Her mind went blank, she slowly closed her eyes, her hands up from his chest, tentatively climbing, little by little, and finally wrapped her arms around his neck.

The breath that blended together was chaotic, forgetting the time and the place, she kissed back unwillingly, out of control with him, sinking like him, and finally found the same pace, she realized that she also missed him, thought very much, and she was also greedy for this breath.

This is a breath that is unique and belongs only to him.

I don't know how long it took me, but when they separated, both of them were out of breath.

He lowered his head, his forehead against hers, touched her crimson face, and the small kisses fell on the corners of her eyebrows and eyes, and he slowed down, tracing her lip line with his lips, so precious and important.

A little dampness slowly grew from the corners of her eyes, and she raised her hand to touch his face.

As his breathing calmed down, he hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear, "Don't pity me, and don't say such things to me out of guilt." ”

She closed her eyes and opened them, hugging him tightly, "I didn't pity you, and it wasn't because I felt guilty. ”

"Don't feel that you have to be with me because of Mianmian, Su Nian, I want you to be happy, nothing is more important than this."

She was like a fish in her throat, her eyes were sour, "I didn't say these ...... because of Mianmian"

She wrapped her arms around his shoulders, "I've already broken up with Hefan...... I say this because I know that I won't meet another you, and no one can replace you, and I say this because I don't want to fight against myself anymore, I'm still afraid, but even if I'm afraid, I want to try again, even if I'm injured, I want to try again, Ye Shucheng ......"

She paused, her voice trembling slightly, "I want to be with you." ”