He Zijun and Gu Xiaobei's childhood sweetheart grew up together, so he naturally knows some of Gu Xiaobei's living habits, and he knows that Gu Xiaobei's close-fitting clothes must be washed before wearing them when they are bought.

Gu Xiaobei looked at this, and felt that the strength in his body seemed to be hollowed out all of a sudden, and he didn't even have the strength to stand, so he leaned against the wardrobe and slowly collapsed to the ground, only for a moment, tears had flowed all over his cheeks.

The layout of this room, the storage and purchase of these clothes, bit by bit, how much thought did He Zijun put into it? What kind of mood is it?

He Zijun actually loved herself like this, and she still doubted him, until today, she realized how wrong she was! It turned out that He Zijun was so kind to her!

She almost fell into hell, she almost 'lost' her 'life', she almost passed by the happiness she longed for the most, she almost lost He Zijun who loved her so much!

Gu Xiaobei hadn't cried like this for a long time, when was the last time he cried like this? She doesn't remember.

Crying to the back is no longer for anything, but just a kind of venting, a catharsis of emotions...... So he cried loudly, crying until there were no more tears in the back, until he didn't even have the strength to cry, and then he sat leaning against the 'door', staring blankly ahead, his eyes were unfocused, and his mind was blank.

Gu Xiaobei sat stupidly for a while before walking into the bathroom, inadvertently turned around, and was startled when he saw himself in the mirror, his hair was scattered and messy, sweat stuck a little broken hair to his forehead, his eyes were like peaches, the corners of his mouth on the left side were slightly cracked, and there were traces of blood that had dried up, half of his cheeks were still red and swollen, with clear finger prints on it, because her skin was extremely white, and the red finger prints looked a little hideous.

She 'touched' the beaten cheek, it was hot, Li Haonan was really ruthless! It seems that he will not stop until he 'makes' himself to death!

Gu Xiaobei felt that his face was hurting, but he felt very comfortable...... Because of this pain, it will make the 'chest' feel less sorry for his father.

Although there was some hesitation in my heart, I was calm and understood.

Looking at everything He Zijun has done for himself, thinking about everything Li Haonan has done to him, as long as he is a 'woman' with a normal head, he will not hesitate to choose to be with He Zijun.

Li Haonan, you devil, I can finally say goodbye to you!

Gu Xiaobei stayed in He Zijun's home for him, calm and leisurely, and there was absolutely no slightest anxiety in other people's homes. She likes to clean all the rooms every day, and then prepare He Zijun's favorite dishes and serve them in the soup. Then sit cross-legged on the couch and watch TV. Every day in this same way, waiting for He Zijun's return. In addition to worrying about He Zijun, there is absolutely no one to disturb the solitude here, and there is absolutely no humiliation and oppression that she will face at any time, she really enjoys such loneliness.

That afternoon, she cooked the soup and turned off the heat. I went to the kitchen to get an apple and washed it, walked to the living room with bare feet on the cool floor, sat on the chaise longue in front of the living room window and ate, the wind blew in through the half-open window, and the air was fresh and warm. She found a movie to watch to pass the time, but the plot didn't appeal to her, so she couldn't help but lie down, and it didn't take long for her to fall asleep.

Gu Xiaobei had a nightmare, in the dream she stood on the straight road, on both sides of the road were large endless lavender, and the wind blew up layers of purple 'color', 'flowers' and 'waves', gorgeous and bewitching'.

She saw He Zijun walking towards her at the end of the road, handsome and 'straight', his eyes were gentle and expectant, and he said, "Xiaobei, you are back." ”

Gu Xiaobei ran towards him, but found that she was stopped by something, she looked at it, and found Li Haonan standing behind her with a 'gloomy' face, she trembled with fright, and ran forward with all her might.

She looked at He Zijun in front of her not far away, looking at her silently, with helpless longing in her eyes, as if tears were about to fall, she couldn't bear to run towards him desperately, as if she had gone through thousands of mountains and rivers, exhausted all her strength, and finally stood in front of him.

She stretched out her hand to touch the perfect face in front of her, but she heard a sudden 'bang', He Zijun's 'chest' was lying with blood, and the person slowly fell. Her whole face was bloody and terrifying, and she let out a scream and struggled to finally wake up.

Gu Xiaobei opened her eyes suddenly, but found that the reason why she had nightmares was because someone was lying on top of her, and her head was just pressing on her 'chest'.

It turned out that He Zijun, who didn't know when he would come back, fell asleep on his body.

As soon as Gu Xiaoqing moved, He Zijun also woke up, he raised his head, his eyes were not very clear, he looked at Gu Xiaobei's face and frowned and thought for a while, and then put his head back on her body and did not move.

Gu Xiaobei looked at He Zijun's face, gasped a few times before she came back to her senses from the terrible dream, she found that she was still lying on the chaise longue in front of the window, covered with a thin quilt, no need to ask, it was He Zijun who helped her cover it.

At this time, the sky has darkened, and you can vaguely see the tall buildings below, the black "color" lane is surrounded by tall trees on both sides, the branches gently sway with the wind, a little farther away is a clearing, and there is a lush and green tree in the middle, covering the boss's 'shadow'.

In the dim light, she looked at He Zijun, familiar and unfamiliar, as if someone had suddenly covered her mouth and nose, and her 'chest' was obviously suffocating, but she couldn't breathe in a trace of air.

"Nightmare?" He Zijun's voice with a thick nasal voice came.

"Hmm." Gu Xiaobei replied in a trance.

"When did you come back?"

"Two hours ago."

The two of them maintained such a posture, familiar with each other like an old husband and wife, asking and answering, and the atmosphere was quiet and lazy.

Gu Xiaobei moved his body and asked him, "Hungry, I'll go and get you something to eat!" ”

He Zijun just hugged her waist a little tightly, and replied sullenly: "I'm not hungry." ”

"I'm still hungry!" Gu Xiaobei was together, and He Zijun dragged her back, and he said impatiently: "Don't move!" ”

Gu Xiaobei lay there looking at He Zijun, obediently no longer moving, her arm was grabbed by him, and in the next second, her body hit his 'chest', his scorching body temperature, through the thin shirt, 'tide' rushed over, as if to pounce on her.

She reacted as well, hugging him tightly, greedily breathing in the familiar and warm breath of his body. They hugged each other for a long time, and she thought that if she could, she would rather die here for the rest of her life.

He Zijun picked her up a little, his breath carried the familiar and unique clean fragrance, everything was close at hand, blowing on Gu Xiaobei's face, his eyes were brighter and more dazzling than the brightest star in the sky.

He 'kissed' her 'lips' unprepared, 'kissed' her gently, and his eyes were always shining in front of her eyes, as bright as stars.

Her 'lips' were as soft as her breath, and her hair was draped down from the sides and down to his face. He 'kissed' down her neck, sucked hard, and then bit her collarbone, she shrank slightly in pain, but his arm was firmly around her and she couldn't retreat. The tip of his tongue gently 'licked' the place where he had just bitten, and slowly descended, gnawing at her little by little.

After so many days and nights of despair, such warm lips have the warmth that Gu Xiaobei longs for most in this life.

The more she 'kissed', the more sad she became, as if she was afraid that it would be too late, but she was afraid that there would be no past, and there would be no future, she subconsciously grabbed He Zijun's clothes, as if she wanted to get the most solid support from him, like a child finally returning home, suffering so many grievances, and shedding so many tears, only by snuggling in his familiar and clean arms at this moment can she alleviate some of the pain in her heart.

I don't know how long it took, He Zijun gently let go of Gu Xiaobei, Gu Xiaobei seemed to have stopped breathing, only the clean breath on his body, and the warm attachment. Until he reluctantly removed his lips, her eyes were still 'confused' and 'cloudy' with shame.

"Shinobei, Shinobei, you're finally back!" He Zijun's eyes were full of affection, excitement, pain, fanaticism and even a little panic, and he passed through so many time and space and fell on her face, without a trace of change.

"Xiaobei, I really regret quarreling with you during the New Year, I was always willing to let you, but only this time, I almost lost you...... Shinobei, in the past year, I have paid the price for my own actions, you don't know how scared I am, I am really afraid that I will never find you again............ But who knows that the more I am scared, the more things happen without warning, and everything catches me off guard, I can't accept it, and the whole person is almost crazy...... Even if you say you're leaving me, I can't miss you. I want you to be strong enough so that you can suffer a little less; But I'm afraid that you'll be so strong that you will forget me immediately, so I won't be able to enter your life again, Shinokita, you don't know how scared I am...... When I met you at the party, I said to myself, I can't afford to lose you again! ”

"Xiaobei ......" He Zijun whispered in pain, his voice trembling hoarseness. His strong arms wrapped around her tightly, as if to insert her into his body.

He Zijun buried his head in Gu Xiaobei's shoulder socket, his 'lips' touched her skin, and his voice was hoarse: "Xiaobei...... I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll never get you back, and I've been thinking about you every day, all the time...... I'm afraid you'll treat me like someone who doesn't have anything to do with me...... I'm scared ......."

Gu Xiaobei lowered his head and let his tears fall big and wide, blurry, "Brother Zijun!" She thought that he would never want her anymore, she thought that she had missed the life she loved the most, and from then on she lived alone in darkness and fell into the infernal hell.

She snuggled in his arms and cried, crying breathlessly, it turned out that they still loved each other, he still tolerated himself, cared about himself, in the 'labyrinth' of life, they were not separated after all because of love.

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At this time, Li Haonan's office was brightly lit, and Li Haonan relaxed himself into a large font and sat on the sofa.