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All the way, He Yan was always silent.
Some things are cancer, and unless you go under the knife, they will always remain there and kill you.
He Yan thought carefully about the past ten years, not to mention her, he had never mentioned this name once in front of her: forward.
He Yan felt that he disdained to mention it, and now that he thinks about it, he is still afraid after all......
Because he did not believe in evil ground, he was wounded.
The day after their marriage,
She woke up after washing her stomach and looked at him with the first thing she said:
"He Yan, I have a love, you also have a love, we are equal. I figured it out, this marriage model is good, I did stupid things......"
At that time, his brain was numb, and he asked something that he regretted,
"Who is your dearest?"
There she lay there,
Slowly raise your hands,
Both hands are crossed with the index finger and middle finger,
Shook it,
"It's always been him, don't you know?"
Know.
Of course he does.
Double ten.
October 10 is Xiangxiang's birthday.
It is also the most painful day of her year,
It is also the day when she wants to die the most......
For Yuan Xiaochun,
It's nothing for a single "ten" to appear, once it becomes a pair, it's her magic moment,
In the days after her mother's death, there were two "ten o'clock and ten o'clock" every day, and Koharu's body was like being grabbed by death, and she broke through the ghost gate without hesitation......
Maybe it was this sentence of "beloved" that hurt him, and He Yan would never touch anything related to "Double Ten" so far. In the same power field, there are always encounters, and in the past ten years, he has not seen Qianqian, but he has always been strange. Yes, He Yan was not interested in inquiring, he disdained this person, he told himself, either hatred or disdain.
At this moment, He Yan let go of everything, experienced it carefully, and had to admit that where there is only disdain, he is still afraid after all.
Until now, he didn't have the courage to listen to the message that Koharu left on his mobile phone again...... Because, inside, she shouted "forward".
It's been ten years,
This is the first time that he and Koharu, face to face, have said the name so bluntly,
I heard her say, "Yanzi, I've met Qianqian." ”
You know, He Yan's eyes are really dark, very much like blindness. He turned over violently, and the tear on his back was clearly felt, but he didn't feel pain, because his whole body was confused...... He Yan knows that these are neuropathic traumatic behaviors caused by fear and high levels of stress......
However, he still firmly remembered every word in her message,
He also called her back no less than dozens of times, and she turned off her phone......
He Yan knows that he has to be calm now,
Forward is the cancer of her life, since it has attacked again...... Double Ten, since you are a part of her life, then I have no reason to avoid it. Because, I have long shared the same fate with her, her cancer is my cancer, and I will share it with her to the end!
"As far as I know, the Yiqing Garden is holding a dinner party for the Ministry of Defense Conference, and you are going to ...... What the hell is going on, can you tell me, maybe I can help. Jiang Xiang said sincerely.
He Yan did turn his head to look at him at this time,
"Do you know how to move forward?"
"Onward?" Jiang Xiang frowned, "Cheng Shuang's secretary? ”
He Yan looked at him and didn't say anything.
Jiang Xiang seemed to take a deep breath and said slowly,
"In the capital, he is also a character. I don't have much direct contact with him, but I do have some contact with the Cheng family, and you know that my father is Cheng Yuan's old department.
I think since you asked about Qianqian, I guess you know a little bit about his family background. The Xiang family used to be considered a prominent family, but the 'Qinling case' was implicated, and later it declined.
But few people may know that the Xiang family and the Cheng family are actually related by marriage, which is why Cheng Shuang has always cared about Xiang.
Maybe his family was affected by that big case, and the Xiang family was very low-key later, and when they came forward, they were all Cheng families. I still remember that it was more than ten years ago, and Cheng Shuang also entrusted my father to find a position for his younger brother Xiang Xing......"
Hearing this, He Yan slowly sat up, "You mean, there is a younger brother in Xiangqian?" ”
"Yes, it is true that few people know that he still has a younger brother, the 'Qinling case' demolished Xiang's family, I heard that Xiang Xing was born frail and has been raised in Switzerland, and later returned to China and has been entrusted to Cheng Shuang to take care of, but it is still a day off, and he left at a young age. I remember my father mentioning that when Xiang Xing died, his cornea was donated......"
He Yan's heart...... Sinking and sinking, he really didn't know...... And so it came to pass......
"I won't go to the Yiqing Garden, you can take me directly to Cheng Shuang, it seems that only her old man can ......" He Yan didn't continue, turned his head to look at the magnificent imperial capital land outside the cabin, and breathed a stalk in his throat...... There is already a sharp pain in her heart, Xiaochun, this time, can she break through......
Unexpectedly, Cheng Shuang was not surprised by his visit, as if this day would come after all.
"You may be seated."
At the age of eighty, the old man still looks tough, with a slanted cheongsam and an all-white bun.
"Hello, excuse me. I am He Yan, the husband of Yuan Xiaochun, and I want to ...... you "He Yan gets straight to the point,
The old man smiled and shook his head,
"I know who you are, sit down kid. He had been nervous when he went out this morning, because, to see Koharu. To tell you the truth, he is afraid of revealing his stuffing. ”
has said this, He Yan will no longer hide it, and ask directly,
"The 'he' you say is actually Xiang Xing'......"
The old lady nodded,
After a pause,
Finally sighed,
"I passed away eleven years ago, blood cancer."
He Yan's hand on his knee unconsciously wanted to shrink into a ball,
He and her family inherited the same terminal illness, what kind of fate is it...... Koharu, how do you carry it......
"I think you also know about Xiangxiang and Koharu's child, cough, I can only say that the love is not long...... Brother Xiang Xiang and Xiang Xing were not raised together when they were born, Xiang Xing was weak and was taken to Switzerland, and later his family felt that the roots were still in China after all, and they were brought back when they were teenagers, and they have been raised by me all the time.
Twelve years ago, Xiang Xing was unwell again, and Xiang Xiang rushed to accompany him to the hospital for examination, but as a result, he said that his kidney was not good, and Xiang Xiang did not say a word that he was willing to donate his kidney to his younger brother, but when he checked his blood, Xiang Xiang was found to have blood cancer......
When he walked forward, the kidney was given to his younger brother, and the cornea was also given to his mentor who was just right to match the type, so to speak, everything that could be donated was donated, but only one heart was left to Xiaochun.
This heart is too well-intentioned.
I really don't want to say that I am pitiful forward, but he is really pitiful.
When he was dying, he read Koharu, and his brother knew that he couldn't rest assured, and said that he would never let her know the truth one day, so that he took his last breath and closed his eyes......"
The old man looked at He Yan sadly,
"It's a matter of heart, it's almost his brother's death day these days, don't blame Xiao Xing for insisting on going knowing that Xiaochun is very likely to be exposed today...... It's been ten years, and he has ignored Koharu according to his brother's instructions, but some secrets have been hidden for a long time,...... Xiao Xing also felt bitter ......"