"I have to say, his words are quite convincing, so I sat in his car that night, he didn't even pick up the customer, sent me to a nearby hotel, he called the Kahu, let the Kahu look at me, don't let me commit suicide, and he ran to pick up the customer when he was done."

Kahu stayed with me in the hotel for two days, eating and drinking, and if I wanted to commit suicide, Kahu would stop me until Zheng Hetai came, and when he came, he came directly with a psychiatrist, and they were all enlightening me, including the psychiatrist. ”

"At the beginning, there was no effect, I still wanted to commit suicide, alcohol, self-harm, many times I needed sleeping pills, or tranquilizers to stabilize myself, but slowly, I didn't know how I was adjusted, I didn't have the urge to die, this cycle was very long, about three months, or even longer, Zheng Hetai would visit me almost every day, and then Kahu for a period of time, he looked at me every day, and the psychiatrist also watched me for a long time over there and treated me, That period was actually the most painful period in my life, during that time my health was not good, just finished the miscarriage, I was almost ruined every day, he also hired a special medical team for me, hired a nutritionist for me, to condition my body, and later, when I didn't think much about suicide, I felt that the world was still very beautiful, Zheng Hetai began to take out time, take me to travel around, take me to enjoy all the beautiful scenery, go here, go there, give me money, buy me clothes, buy me jewelry, It's been so long, I finally smiled, I saw the sunshine again, I saw hope, and finally felt that life was beautiful, so to speak, that short time, if it wasn't for Zheng Hetai, I, Jiang Linyao, would not have lived 100% now, so my life was given by Zheng Hetai, you look at me like this now, in fact, I was like that at that time, only I know it, so I still remember Zheng Hetai's goodness, and I remember everything about him. ”

"So later, when Zheng Hetai asked you to marry his son, you married almost without thinking about it, and married desperately, right?"

Dong Ye asked this, Jiang Linyao nodded with a smile, "That's right, do you know, Zheng Hetai and I have so many opportunities to have opportunities, so many opportunities to be alone, he didn't even touch me, even when I put it up myself, he would push me away." ”

"At that time, I asked him why he was doing this, and he told me that I was a good girl, he had his own family, and he couldn't give me a family, and he couldn't give me what I wanted, saying that I was still young after all, and I couldn't follow him and be a junior for the rest of my life."

"Actually, at that time, I still wanted to be a junior by his side, I think as long as I can be with him again, then anything can be done, I may love him, maybe I like him, but I can't deny it, that is, I rely on him, he has feelings for me more or less, but he controls it very well, Zheng Hetai is a very ruthless person to himself, and he is also very decisive in doing things, he has also stayed with me for a long time, likes my personality, and maybe recognizes my temperament, he introduced his son to me, so I married Zheng Chenglong. ”

When Dong Ye heard this, he hurriedly shook his head from the side, "I don't want to say anything about you anymore, Yaoyao, you are taking your own marriage as a child's play, you know, for a woman, marriage is the most important thing, you actually take your own marriage as a child's play!" ”

"Yes, so, I was punished, I met Zheng Chenglong after marriage, this is fate, but marriage is a thing, for me, it has long ceased to exist, when Qi Xin betrayed our oath and abandoned me, it didn't exist, and when our children were gone, it didn't exist, so I recognized everything and accepted everything, so I said, I don't blame Zheng Chenglong, you know?"

"Zheng Chenglong and I, since we got married, I haven't looked at him squarely, to be honest, I haven't screamed when I slept with him, looking at his eyes, I feel very strange myself, not to mention that I will go to please him, do you think Zheng Chenglong is stupid? In fact, he is quite smart, he is a loser, he just loves to play, but he is not stupid at all, on the contrary, he is not only not stupid, but also very good at pretending to be stupid and pretending to be confused, in fact, he understands. ”

"I married him originally to see Zheng Hetai more and become a family with him, so you said that Zheng Chenglong couldn't feel my indifference to him for a day or two, and he still couldn't feel it for a month or two, a year or two? So he's always suspected that I had someone outside. ”

"It's just that he didn't know in his dreams, what happened before me and Zheng Hetai, and he didn't know why I married him, but he was willing to know that I didn't love him, and not only did I not love him, but there was almost nothing to follow him, what he was willing to do, I never cared, he was willing to play with women, he went, he was willing to be merry and happy, he also went, he didn't return at night, it didn't matter, let him go, go with him, I don't care at all."

"His violent behavior towards me, one is out of my heartfelt indifference to him, I don't care, and the other is because of Qi Xin, the man who abandoned me before, and now he is back to me, and Zheng Chenglong has already felt it."

"I have never given Zheng Chenglong any explanation, knowing that this kind of thing that not giving any explanation is almost equivalent to default, and for a man, it is actually quite painful, isn't it? Therefore, Zheng Chenglong can't be blamed for everything, he beat me, and I also think that it was my irresponsibility for marriage first, and he didn't have any interest in this man at all, and he wouldn't feel it. ”

"I can see everything now, I'm already like this, I won't be more embarrassed, fortunately, Zheng Hetai has been consistent with me for so many years, he regards me as his good daughter-in-law, I also regard him as my good father-in-law, and I will take care of my mother-in-law, that's it, it's good."

"As for Jiang Linyao, they are all dead a long time ago, Dong Ye, to be honest, you are the third person in this world who will care about me, the first one is Zheng Hetai, the second is Wen Xiaoyu, and the third is you, of course, Wen Xiaoyu cared about me at the beginning, and it was also out of concern for my sister-in-law."

"But what I can't understand is that you left Wen Xiaoyu and chose a big cat, Dong Ye, the big cat is not suitable for you, he and Wen Xiaoyu don't have a platform at all, he is far worse than Wen Xiaoyu, I am also a woman, I can feel it, you don't love big cats either, do you?"

When Dong Ye heard this, she was silent for a moment from the side, and then she laughed, Jiang Linyao said so much to her in one breath, it was really not hiding anything from herself, she was absolutely honest with herself, she told herself about such an unbearable past, she more or less needed a friend, and she actually had a lot of pressure in her heart, she had just deceived the big cat's family of 30 million, and she didn't know when the incident would happen, she didn't care, she picked up the wine glass from the side, as if Jiang Linyao had just now, I also drank it all, and with the strength of the wine, Dong Ye also smiled, "Sister, you have told me so much, I will also tell you my heart, that's right, I was just saying that you are joking about your marriage again, in fact, I am also joking about my marriage, I don't love him at all, but I am different from you, that is, I can act, I am very good at acting, so they can't see that I don't love him, what they see is the love that I Dong Ye can give everything for them, so although I am also very tired, at least it will not be like you, sister, Sometimes, I really feel that we are connected by the same fate, Wen Xiaoyu is indeed a good man, and he will definitely be very happy to marry him, but everyone's pursuit is different. ”

"I Dong Ye just like money, if Wen Xiaoyu has money, then I Dong Ye can have money and love, we will be very happy, but Wen Xiaoyu has no money, when I choose one of the two, I can only choose money, because I have personally experienced too many bloody realities, if there is no money in this society, what kind of love can be talked about, I can't say that it is completely empty, but it is definitely very scarce, I originally thought that God would let me get love and money after I Dong Ye was a child after I had so many sins when I was a child, but now it seems that I still have to choose one or the other, but I don't regret it, it's my own choice. ”

"I'm rich now, I can't say a lot, but in my life, I don't have to worry, I've been in the big cat's house for so long, to be honest, I still understand a truth in my heart, I'm not a good match with them, so a lot of things, I do it very carefully, very tired, Wen Xiaoyu's mother and the big cat's mother are not the same, Wen's mother is a very good person, I don't care about your background, experience, but the big cat's family, what the says."

Dong Ye smiled and said, "Actually, I live a very insecure life, and I have also thought that one day, I will be swept away by their family, so I can't be poor, I have to have my own money, and to be honest, do you know what kind of thoughts I have now?" ”

When Dong Ye said this, he smiled at Jiang Linyao, "I still thought about it, take my current money, go to Wen Xiaoyu and reconcile, let's live together again, I have money, he will give me love, I will give him money, in this way, we can be the same as before, what do you think?" ”

Jiang Linyao shook his head from the side, "Wen Xiaoyu won't reconcile with you again, Ye Zi, let's die that heart, follow the big cat steadily." ”

Dong Ye laughed "hahaha" and nodded, "That's right, but what I told you is really what I think in my heart, but just like what you said, this is impossible, you and I both know it, in fact, big cats are also good for big cats, big cats are taken to death by me, I said east, he doesn't dare to west, if I can do this for the rest of my life, it's also good, but I have to prepare myself for the back road." ”

"I don't have any friends in this city anymore, Qingqing doesn't count, if you really say it, sister, I only really kiss when I see you now."

Jiang Linyao also raised his wine glass, Dong Ye immediately raised his glass, and the two of them continued to clink glasses and drank them all.......