Chapter 30: Let Me Hold You Again

It's already late, the sunset is pouring down softly from the treetops obliquely, paved on the road, the light and shadow are scattered, and the streets in the evening are lively and noisy, but all together, like a world isolated from Gu Xiaobei.

She was exhausted from crying, weak as a wounded bird, with nowhere to go and homeless.

In the past four years, it seems to be a dream, she has been in a dream, with great joys and sorrows, ups and downs, and in the end, Cinderella was finally beaten back to her original form, but even the air and broken house that she relied on for survival in the end were gone. There is so much ugliness in the truth that she admits she can't bear it. When a husband deliberately cheats on his wife, when all relatives and friends become enemies, when the closest lover loses the value of trust, when the once relied on drifts far away, she does not know where else to seek warmth.

Unintentionally looked up, Gu Xiaobei across the street, and saw the huge billboard on the opposite floor, it was a poster of internationally renowned brand clothing endorsed by He Zijun, He Zijun on it was only such a cool stop, already peerless, Gu Xiaobei hurriedly got up, and left the bench in despair, she didn't dare to look at the poster anymore, he didn't belong to her now, he and his world were far away, he was already his brother-in-law, from now on, she would no longer miss him! In fact, she was disqualified a long time ago, and when she signed a contract to become Li Haonan's lover, she had already lost the qualification to miss him.

Gu Xiaobei walked forward in a trance, passing through the street and through the flow of people, his eyes were blank, like a wandering soul in this prosperous city.

Because it is the rush hour for getting off work, all intersections and streets are extremely crowded, pedestrians rub shoulders one after another, and people are 'crowded'. Li Haonan had been silently following behind Gu Xiaobei, and the distance was very close, but she didn't even notice it. From his point of view, he could only see Gu Xiaobei's silhouette, she lowered her head slightly, she couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, she could only see her slender figure, shoulder-length long hair, and the afterglow of the setting sun gilded her with a layer of 'color' dyed with a faint halo.

Whenever Gu Xiaobei raised his hand to wipe his eyes, Li Haonan's eyes would squint slightly, and his 'chest' would be pinched as if he had been maliciously pinched.

Gu Xiaobei didn't think about it, she walked aimlessly on the street, because she hadn't eaten well for two days, she cried again, her head began to ache faintly, her body was also tired and abnormal, and her 'spirit' was a little sluggish, and she unconsciously walked down the sidewalk, a taxi, just rushing in her direction.

Li Haonan, who was not far behind her, noticed that something was wrong, and almost didn't think about it, so in a burst of exclamations, he rushed forward desperately, hugged her as quickly and neatly as a leopard, and rolled towards the sidewalk. When he landed, he still subconsciously protected her tightly.

Gu Xiaobei felt that the sky was spinning for a while, her head was blank for a while, her consciousness seemed to have not returned to her place, and she heard a familiar voice beside her shouting anxiously: "Xiaobei, what's wrong with you, how do you feel?" Is there anything uncomfortable about talking? Surrounded by a familiar aura, she slowly reacted that the person who saved her was Li Haonan.

"Move around and see if there's anything uncomfortable!" Li Haonan was really a little annoyed, what kind of tricks did he play with this child, knowing that she would lose her soul after being stabbed, and if she didn't take her home in time, she would consume her physical strength and mind, if something really happened to her just now, I am afraid that she would regret hitting the wall and die.

Gu Xiaobei looked up blankly, looking at Li Haonan's cold and hard face and worried black eyes, she subconsciously obeyed Li Haonan's irresistible majestic command, moved her hands and feet, and found that everything was fine, and then felt that Li Haonan had picked her up horizontally, and strode forward, she suddenly remembered that she and Li Haonan had divorced a few hours ago!

"Where are you going to take me, let me go?" Gu Xiaobei struggled hard.

Li Haonan said coldly: "I'll take you home." ”

"Where do I go home, and where do I have a home? We're divorced, what else do I go back to with you? Let me down, you let me go! Gu Xiaobei once again remembered the scene of He Zijun and his sister snuggling together, and couldn't help the resentment and pain in his heart, and angered Li Haonan, "I blame you, I blame you, you are all responsible for all this!" She cried, beating Li Haonan's chest with her hands with hatred, and whimpered again.

Li Haonan didn't stop Gu Xiaobei from venting, letting her cry, beat, and struggle, he just tightened his arms, for fear that the villain in his arms would struggle hard and fall to the ground again.

Some curious passers-by threw surprised glances at them, but at the same time, they felt the 'yin' cold aura emanating from Li Haonan's body, and they were all frightened, and they immediately turned around and pretended to look to the side.

Li Haonan hugged Gu Xiaobei and walked a few steps, feeling that Gu Xiaobei, who was still struggling to move in his arms just now, suddenly softened, he was shocked, looked down at Gu Xiaobei, and saw her tear-stained face, miserable white without blood, her head was weakly crooked in her arms, at this time she closed her eyes tightly, no longer yelling, obediently, as if asleep.

Li Haonan was really a little panicked, but when he turned around, he saw Xian Zhiming driving a car and following him on the road with his bodyguards. He hurriedly hugged Gu Xiaobei, got into the car, and urged the driver to drive faster over and over again.

The driver, Xian Zhiming and the others naturally knew how nervous Li Haonan was with Gu Xiaobei, but at this time it was the peak time of the traffic jam, no matter how high your driving skills were, no matter who you were, you couldn't make the car speed up in the traffic in front of and behind. Xian Zhiming listened to Li Haonan cursing in a low voice, looked back at Li Haonan and Gu Xiaobei, and had a lot of complaints, he wanted to say that Gu Xiaobei must be hungry and faint, and he was fine, but looking at Li Haonan's 'yin' face, as if he wanted to kill someone, he didn't dare to say anything after all.

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After Gu Xiaobei was sent to the hospital, he was still in a coma and did not wake up, and the examination was due to malnutrition and excessive consumption of 'essence', and then he had a high fever and a cold!

After many days of anxiety, unexpected fright, and exhaustion, like a "wave" after a "wave" of monstrous "waves", she was embezzled, their marriage had irreparable problems, she was disheartened, He Zijun and her sister were together, which became the last straw that crushed her, and she finally couldn't resist it!

Li Haonan was guarding Gu Xiaobei's bed, his face was so pale that there was no blood, he kept 'touching' her forehead with his hand, the fever still did not subside, and the temperature of his forehead could scald a 'chicken' egg.

"Shinobei, Shinobei!" He squatted beside her 'bed', knowing that she couldn't hear, but kept calling her name, and she seemed to be in a deep 'coma', and her eyelids didn't even move.

The feeling of heartache is really tormenting.

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Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei's pale and haggard little face in a coma, he clenched his fists, his nails kept sinking deep into his palms, regretting and annoying to death, even if she was clamoring to divorce herself, he shouldn't have stabbed her like this, she was already stunned by this sudden fact, and he embarrassed her like this. She is just a little 'girl' child, she has had enough blows these days, how can she 'force' her again!

Gu Xiaobei had a dream, in the dream she seemed to have returned to the past, she and He Zijun were still in the town, living together, standing under the lush locust tree at the entrance of the town, laughing and laughing, but suddenly two people came, vaguely seemed to be my sister and Li Haonan, my sister took He Zijun's hand, turned around and left, and she wanted to catch up, but Li Haonan hugged her firmly, she cried, she made trouble, so real heartbreaking, she thought this must be a dream, it was a nightmare, just wake up, it will be fine when you wake up......

She didn't wake up until late at night, her lips were dry, her throat was tight, and her hunger and thirst made her make a 'muddy' voice, and someone next to her immediately accosted, "Xiaobei, I'm here, you're awake!" ”

There was only a small light in the room, glowing faintly, Gu Xiaobei tried to open his eyes, and what caught his eyes was Li Haonan's close face, and she saw her face in his eyes that shimmered with joy.

"Xiaobei, you're awake!" Li Haonan looked down at her, grabbed her hand, and his voice was a little hoarse, "How do you feel, what do you want, tell me." ”

"Water, I want to drink water!" At this time, Gu Xiaobei's ambition and dignity could no longer compete with the intense hunger and thirst.

"Okay, okay, I'll get you water!" Li Haonan couldn't hide his joy and shook Gu Xiaobei's sick 'bed' a little, picked up the water prepared on the table, and carefully fed her some as if he was his favorite child.

Gu Xiaobei drank two sips of water, she was a little more refreshed, she unintentionally lowered her head, looking at Li Haonan's hand holding the spoon and the hand holding the bowl, there were obvious abrasions, she was looking along his cuffs and saw 'naked'. On the bronze 'colored' skin outside, there are also scratches, and there is obvious bleeding, which looks very hideous and shocking.

What happened on the road was remembered by Gu Xiaobei little by little, Li Haonan was holding her so hard and firmly, protecting her whole body in his arms, and using his flesh and blood to compete with the hard road.

Gu Xiaobei felt that her chest was a little painful, her eyes were sour, she looked up at Li Haonan, and saw that the well-dressed president of the Imperial Dynasty on weekdays had completely changed his appearance at this time, his hair and clothes were all 'messy', with obvious dark circles under his eyes, and green stubble popping out, looking very haggard.

The high-spirited face that should have been handsome, but it was just heartbreaking to look at it at this time, Gu Xiaobei quickly lowered his head, his lips trembled, "I don't drink!" Then he avoided Li Haonan's gaze, slipped out of the quilt, and buried his face under the quilt.

Feeling half of the 'bed' sinking and sinking, two arms pulling her close to the strong 'chest', Li Haonan's tall body lay on her side, his big hand gently stroked the top of her head, and the thin 'lips' fell on her side cheek, kissed it lovingly, and whispered lowly, "Xiaobei, Xiaobei!" ”

Gu Xiaobei wanted to withdraw from his embrace, but one of his arms grabbed her waist tightly, "Xiaobei, let me hold you for a while!" "His voice is deep and magnetic.