Chapter 2 I'll Wait for You to Come Home
Gu Xiaobei looked at He Zijun and before he could speak, Shi Lei behind He Zijun had already strode between them, and said in a low voice: "Zijun, are you crazy?" Li Haonan is as famous for his ruthlessness as his 'fine' wisdom and wisdom, and he doesn't leave any affection for anyone when necessary. If you get in his way, he won't care who you are! ”
Everyone here knows that Gu Xiaobei is Li Haonan's person, and since Li Haonan deliberately hangs Gu Xiaobei and embarrasses Gu Xiaobei, he naturally has his reasons, he can't let He Zijun get in the way of Li Haonan's affairs, and no one can afford the consequences of angering Li Haonan.
"I don't care! I can't look at her......" He Zijun looked at Shi Lei stubbornly.
Gu Xiaobei instantly saw the situation in front of her, she suddenly sobered up, no matter how embarrassed she was, how much bitterness she felt, but it was not as important as He Zijun's safety.
She repeated secretly and vigorously in her heart: Gu Xiaobei, Gu Xiaobei, you have tried your best, you have been humiliated for a night, you have endured for a night, you can't fall short, you are angry, you must not cry, you must not affect Brother Zijun.
She knew that Li Haonan was still here for everyone to humiliate, and she just didn't have the qualifications to hide, because where Li Haonan asked her, she had to be there.
However, for the sake of He Zijun, even if she was punished by Li Haonan, she did not hesitate.
Gu Xiaobei tried to keep his eyes open, knowing that if he stood here and cried, he would be in big trouble, Li Hao had to strangle himself, and He Zijun would not still let her cry and ignore it.
She nodded politely to He Zijun, pretended to go to the bathroom, and then, through the brightly lit corridor, walked briskly to the 'flower' garden at the back.
The 'flower' garden behind the house does not have the hustle and bustle of singing and dancing in the hall, the bright and icy moonlight pours down, the orange and white 'flowers' cluster in the moonlight clinging to each other, the fresh fragrance is like mercury, pervasive, and directly dips into every 'hair' hole of people. Along a piece of turquoise water, the reflection in the lake is also a 'wave' light flow. The musical fountain changes shape with the sound effects, and everything is touched by the moonlight, as if it is covered with a thin veil, which is very moving under the night 'color'.
Gu Xiaobei stood under the shadow of the tree, biting his lip to prevent tears from flowing out. In the face of Li Haonan's difficulties and humiliation, she can always be strong and pretend to be very strong. But when he saw his only relative appear in front of him, he desperately wanted to defend himself, but he only felt aggrieved and sad, and he couldn't suppress it.
The sound of small footsteps came from far and near, listening to the familiar footsteps, her heart thumped, and after a while, He Zijun walked out of the path between the 'flowers',
Standing under the dim street lamp, He Zijun smiled at her slightly, his black eyes like water fell into the silver light of the moon, and he was extremely handsome and 'fascinating'.
Looking at the face in front of him that had been lost for a long time but was familiar to the bottom of his heart, Gu Xiaobei felt even more sore in his heart, as if he had been scratched by something sharp, and the pain was unstoppable.
"Shinokita!" He Zijun stretched out his hand to her, and she retreated in panic, stepped on the soles of her feet, and fell to the ground.
He Zijun shot neatly, as if he had done it thousands of times, skillfully holding her in his arms, and his heavy and sad voice sounded on his head: "In the years when you once loved me, I was the happiest person in the world, but those days have become a thing of the past, and I can't keep it." ”
Gu Xiaobei raised his eyes and looked at the unspeakable pain written on him, and he couldn't hold back the bitterness and grievances he had endured for a night.
If a person is not distressed and has no one to rely on, then no matter how big the grievance is, no matter how great the suffering is, it is not suffering, they can bear it, and pretend to be strong, and a person can face everything.
However, when she has someone to rely on, a shoulder to rely on, and someone who feels sorry for her, then, even if it is just a little grievance, it is all grievance, and she feels wronged, especially in this case, He Zijun came to her side desperately, which stabbed her tear ducts, and tears suddenly poured out.
Gu Xiaobei suddenly felt so wronged, so tired, and so painful.
Many, many feelings that had been deliberately hidden, especially at this time, made her heart 'twitch'. The tip of the nose is even more sour, which is the feeling of being loved!
It's just, why does it hurt so much!
He Zijun's throat seemed to be blocked, Gu Xiaobei just hugged his waist hard, and threw himself into his arms regardless of it, tears all over his face stained his clothes, cold and seeping skin, and wet into the depths of his 'chest'.
She was crying hoarsely, and her whole body was sad and 'desired'. He didn't need to look at it, he also knew that she was as wronged as before, biting her 'lip' and holding back without making a sound, tears rolled down in her eyes a few times.
"Xiaobei, why are you lying to me, you are obviously not doing well, why do you want to lie to me!" He hugged her tightly, and her trembling weakness like the autumn wind sweeping through the fallen leaves made him feel distressed.
"Brother Zijun, I'm not doing well, Brother Zijun, I don't want to leave you, I'm having a bad time!" Tears rolled to the 'lips' like beads, converging into a glittering bright line, and under the weight of Li Haonan's repeated killings, her reason broke the embankment!
This sentence seemed to have been waiting for a lifetime, and He Zijun instantly seemed to feel that the smell of the air had changed. The relief of relief and finally liberation broke the straight nerves.
He couldn't confide in Gu Xiaobei about what kind of psychological torture he had experienced these days, and he was almost devastated. He just hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to pour all the pity into her body, he 'kissed' her hair, 'kissed' her tears, he looked at her water-soaked eyes, and the inner words naturally rolled out of his throat: "Xiaobei, leave him, he disrespects you like that, bullies you, and doesn't cherish you at all, will you come back to me?" ”
Gu Xiaobei was stunned when he heard He Zijun's words, and slowly turned his face away, and after a while, he heard her say helplessly and hard: "Brother Zijun, I can't go with you!" I, I signed a contract with him! ”
"What a contract, that's illegal, not recognized in front of the law!"
"Then what about my dad!"
He Zijun was slightly stunned, he and Gu Xiaobei have lived together for many years, and naturally knows Gu Xiaobei's longing and blind love for this ethereal parent, her fanatical pursuit of her parents is enough to make anyone's scalp tingle, he has never seen anyone with such a strong desire to get the attention of his parents.
Even though her parents never showed up, or even brought a word, it still couldn't stop her from fantasizing about them.
Because I don't have it, I want to get it more.
You can imagine her ecstasy when she saw her father, and you can imagine that she would go out of her way to get his father's love.
That's the desire and trust she has born in this world.
Gu Xiaobei was so persistent that he cared about his father distortedly, so he was willing to become Li Haonan's mistress for his father!
He Zijun thought of Gu Xiaobei's 'bastard' father, and almost wanted to kill someone. But he couldn't 'show' a little contempt for her father in front of Gu Xiaobei, because she didn't allow it, in her heart, she worshiped her father as a god!
"Xiaobei, have you seen your father these days? Has he contacted you? ”
Gu Xiaobei shook his head blankly, since he became Li Haonan's lover, his father really never appeared.
"Xiaobei, why are you so stupid! Since I met you at the last banquet, I have been inquiring about your situation and knowing some things about your father and Li Haonan, but I haven't found any news about your father, he may have run away now, maybe, maybe he was harmed by Li Haonan......"
When Gu Xiaobei heard this, his face turned pale.
He Zijun hurriedly hugged her and comforted her, "Xiaobei, I'm just guessing nonsense, don't worry about it first." What I want to say is that you are not a saint, you can't go into hell like this endlessly......"
"Ahem!" Someone coughed lightly under the shadow of the 'flower' not far away, and He Zijun knew that it was Shi Lei, and someone must have come over.
He hurriedly took out a key from his coat pocket and stuffed it into Gu Xiaobei's hand, "Xiaobei, someone is coming, I have to leave, otherwise let Li Haonan find out, and you will be in trouble." Remember, don't put up with it, when you want to leave, this house is the last time you visited, this will always be your home! Shinobei, I'll wait for you, go home! ”
kept returning home, Gu Xiaobei still tightly held the key that He Zijun 'handed over' to her, this is the key to going home, the home he gave himself, where all his dreams, all his warmth, and the people he loves the most.
Many decisions in life are often made in the blink of an eye.
Originally, Gu Xiaobei was determined to spend so much for her father and Li Haonan, after Li Haonan's repeated threats and bullying of herself, and after reuniting with He Zijun, she finally realized that in fact, in life, many times it is just mediocrity disturbing herself, many times, there is no need to think about it, there is no need to think about it, everyone naturally has everyone's calamity, and she really doesn't need to be a holy 'daughter'.
She had faith in love, not in order to be subordinated to the needs of others like a lowly animal. The corners of her lips pulled into a poignant smile.
Ever since she was with Li Haonan, she has always felt love.' Desire' is disgusting, but he is reunited with He Zijun again, he still loves himself, he still wants himself, his warmth woke her up, and the happiness that slowly became ethereal in the memory was palpable again, like a person who was about to suffocate and suddenly breathed fresh air. She remembered the beauty of love, it was so sweet, so pure, and when she was with the person she really loved, even if it was just holding hands, her heart would be excited and happy beyond words, and her heart would be full of joy. And not that disgusting love.' Desire'.
Now He Zijun has given her a way back and a home. As long as she wants to, home is there, she doesn't have to endure humiliation, she doesn't have to endure humiliation, as long as there is a home, her home is there, there will always be a warm light waiting for her.
No matter what time it is, no matter where it is, no matter where she is, she knows that He Zijun will be waiting for her at home.
Gu Xiaobei held the key in his hand and kept crying.
Brother Zijun, only her brother Zijun would treat her wholeheartedly like this.