Chapter 396: It's easy to die, but it's hard to live

When He Chenfeng quickly arrived at He Jinhang's cemetery, the sky was already stormy.

He Jinhang's tombstone became more and more hazy and unclear under the storm, but He Chenfeng saw his portrait with his own eyes, and even how much he didn't want to see the fact at this moment.

However, He Jinhang's clear and clean smile was revealed in the portrait like that, he looked so clean, obviously a very sunny man, and even, He Chenfeng knew He Jinhang's personality, he was actually a very positive person.

However, he is such a person, he just left, especially for him, He Chenfeng's eyes were filled with tears mixed with the crazy pouring of the storm, "Why, He Jinhang, you talk to me, why do you do this!" You shouldn't! You really shouldn't, you shouldn't do this to me! Let me live in repentance and remorse for the rest of my life, life is better than death! ”

He was really uncomfortable, full of guilt, his mood was gloomy as if it was such a gray weather, and he was so depressed and low that he was about to lose his breath, obviously he was uncomfortable, and it was clear that life was worse than death.

He Chenfeng gently whispered the portrait of He Jinhang with his fingertips at this moment, he seemed to have never been so intimate with him since he was a child, especially ironic, he and He Jinhang can be so intimate together, it is only now in the state of yin and yang that they can get so close.

In particular, He Chenfeng could accurately hear the "crying" and "complaining" about He Jinhang at this time......

"Since childhood, we didn't like each other, but I didn't expect our reconciliation to be in such a situation, He Jinhang, who made you feel amorous!"

"Who asked you to save me! Yes, I'm so ignorant, I'm just not rare for you to save me! ”

"You must know that because of you, she is also guilty all her life, and she and I will never be together."

With such a thing as He Jinhang between them, how could they be together!

In particular, He Chenfeng finally understood why Qu Ran resisted him like that at this time, and resisted him, not because he hated him for standing by back then, but because the obstruction between them was so deep.

He Chenfeng leaned tightly against He Jinhang's tombstone, letting the storm wash over his whole body, in a very cold climate, he didn't even feel a trace of coldness, only endless numbness spread in his heart.

He Mingxi also encountered heavy rain along the way, but he also went to He Jinhang's cemetery desperately, and sure enough, he saw He Chenfeng in the cemetery, he looked like he had completely lost his fighting spirit, as if he was in pain.

He Mingxi's heart tightened fiercely, and when he saw He Chenfeng's appearance, he felt very uncomfortable, "Go, go back with me, if you have anything to do, it's not safe here......"

He Mingxi stepped forward to hold an umbrella for him, but he couldn't block the raging rain, and the big raindrops fell on him like that.

"Get up for me! Let's talk about it later! He Mingxi tightened his sleeves, but he still couldn't drag him away, and at this moment, He Chenfeng seemed to be fully mentally prepared, as if he really wanted to accompany He Jinhang here and give him a funeral.

"He Chenfeng, did you hear me, get up for me, what do you mean! Do you know how they worked hard to save you at the beginning, are you worthy of Qu Ran, and He Jinhang! ”

"If He Jinhang is unwilling, in fact, you know better than me, no matter how much Qu Ran begs him, he will not agree, after all, human life is a matter of heaven, but He Jinhang still saved you without hesitation!"

"Since I survived with his life, you have to give me a good life, otherwise, you will never be sorry for He Jinhang, and even more sorry for Qu Ran! You left like this, are you worthy of the effort of Qu Ran! ”

He Mingxi roared hysterically, even if it was loud, but it was very small in the pouring rain, He Chenfeng heard it clearly, but he didn't feel any better because of He Mingxi's words.

He didn't even think about anything now, he couldn't think of anything, he just sat in front of He Jinhang's tombstone like that, thoughtless, as if he wanted to see how long he could sit here......

He Mingxi was so afraid of He Chenfeng that he couldn't think about it, "He Chenfeng, you are still not a man!" If you really feel sorry for He Jinhang, sorry for Qu Ran, and owe them both, you can give me a good life! It's easy to die, but it's hard to live, I know this very well, don't you have to be so irresponsible to leave the qu dye alone! ”

Hearing the name of "Qu Ran" in his ears, He Chenfeng's eyes were even more red, and in his bloodshot eyes, as long as he thought of all the pain and suffering Qu Ran had endured over the years because of him, even if he used his life to make up for it, he would not be able to make up for her.

He Mingxi squatted down, at eye level with him, and when she saw the pain and torment in He Chenfeng's eyes with her own eyes, she was also very uncomfortable in her heart, "Chenfeng, I'm sorry, I also hid this matter from you, but we just know that you will definitely not be able to accept such an arrangement, so we will hide it from you." ”

"Are you relieved, no one will blame you for this matter, don't blame yourself, try to make up for the warp dye, it is what you have to do in the future, after all, this woman has really paid a lot for you, which ordinary women can't do."

Of course, He Mingxi was deeply touched.

Lin Yiran's "death" put her in a predicament, she, a living person, is even more miserable than Lin Yiran, and is tormented by the madness of missing every day, even if she accepts Deng Yun now, but there is still Lin Yiran's shadow in her heart, and some people are not forgotten if they say they can forget.

"Think about how desperate Qu Ran was to go to prison in the first place, she didn't want to live anymore, so it doesn't matter if she goes to prison, even if she is wronged, it doesn't matter if she even squats in it for a lifetime, she has suffered a lot for you, such a woman who does her best to survive for you, you have to know how to cherish it."

When He Mingxi said this, he couldn't help but feel that Qu Ran's image was even taller.

Indeed, such a big sacrifice is not something that ordinary people can give, especially a careless sacrifice like hers.

"Qu Ran ......" He Chenfeng muttered Qu Ran's name in his mouth, his palm was unconsciously clenched into a fist, and he didn't feel the slightest pain when his sharp nails sank into the flesh, the pain was extreme, the pain was so much that he had nothing to say, probably how he felt now.

He Chenfeng seemed to be physically and mentally torn and unable to accept this fact, whether it was for Qu Ran or He Jinhang, he was forever guilty and indebted in his life.

He Mingxi lowered his voice, knowing that at this moment, He Chenfeng was more ashamed of himself than anyone else, "Qu Ran is worried about you now, let's go back, think about it, Qu Ran can't see with his eyes now...... If she can't see you again, how panicked she will be, in the future, don't let her worry and be afraid. ”

Now that He Chenfeng finally knows about this matter, maybe he can make Qu Ran feel a little relieved, and he doesn't always have to worry about He Chenfeng knowing the truth one day, and how tormented and sad he will be after knowing the truth......

He Mingxi has been waiting for He Jinhang here with He Chengfeng, I am afraid that this is also the closest time for their three sisters and brothers, and He Mingxi also realized at this time that she had ignored many things because of Lin Yiran.

She usually has the most contact with He Chenfeng, as for He Jinhang, even if it is a cousin and brother, she has never talked face-to-face like now.

At that time, there was only Lin Yiran as a man in her world, and all other family and friendship were thrown aside.

For Lin Yiran, at that time, she clearly abandoned the whole world.

"Jinhang, let's live a good life over there, forget about us people, and start over!"

In fact, thinking about it, He Jinhang is not so bad.

In the past, He Jinhang may have fought with He Chenfeng, and he fought endlessly, but in fact, he was a very good person.

For a long time, He Chenfeng and He Mingxi didn't know how long it had been raining here, and He Mingxi could clearly feel the pain from He Chenfeng, "I'll send you back, when you're in good shape, you can go see Qu Ran again, and now your appearance will only make Qu Ran even more uncomfortable." ”

"He Chenfeng, if I were you, even if there was an obstacle between you and Qu Ran, you would have to be together desperately and keep your beloved woman by your side, this is the most right choice."

She doesn't believe in the words that she wants to push the other party away for the sake of the other party's good.

If the other party is really so good, how can he be willing to push it away!

It's like Deng Yun, she just can't push him away.

He Mingxi was also full of happiness when he thought of Deng Yun at this moment, how glad he was that he was finally sober.

He Chenfeng was silent, and his wet appearance looked like he was as embarrassed as he wanted, but now he really wanted to be with her, and he wanted to be with her, but he didn't dare to be with her.

It's not because of He Mingxi's so-called "pushing away the other party", but because he is afraid that his existence will make Qu Ran even more painful, after all, as long as he sees him, Qu Ran will naturally think of He Jinhang's death.

However, He Chenfeng had a new idea, "Take me to see Qu Ran, I want to see her." ”

"......" He Mingxi heard this, and didn't know what to say for a while, and finally after hesitating for a moment, he said, "You go and clean up your body first, and then go see her, Qu Ran can't see it, but she can feel it, don't bring bad emotions to her." ”