Chapter 30 The heart is like ashes
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After finding the kidney source suitable for Gu Qingbei, Gu Qingbei's mood was obviously much better, and the person was also 'refreshed', after all, the hope of life beckoned to her again, and her feelings for Gu Xiaobei and Li Haonan were indescribable.
Gu Xiaobei is good to her sister from the bottom of her heart, and she doesn't need her feelings at all, and Li Haonan disdains her feelings and feelings.
Everything Li Haonan did for Gu Qingbei was for Gu Xiaobei, he contacted the best experts for Gu Qingbei, and the day of the operation had been scheduled for two days later.
On this day, after Gu Xiaobei got up in the morning, he pushed Li Haonan as usual to ask her to go to the company with him and ask the driver to send her to the hospital.
Gu Qingbei's ward has a large floor-to-ceiling window, you can see the lush growth of those trees below, Gu Qingbei saw Gu Xiaobei coming, happily supported the weak body and sat up, how many days, they only have this time most like sisters, the two sat together, talking and laughing in a low voice, talking and talking about the topic of "chaos" from the original child, and gradually five "flowers" and eight "doors".
The two of them sat on the edge of the 'bed' and laughed, He Zijun sat on the sofa reading magazines, and a nurse came to inform Gu Qingbei to go for a preoperative examination, and He Zijun and Gu Xiaobei accompanied her to the examination room.
The doctor pushed Gu Qingbei into the examination room, He Zijun and Gu Xiaobei stood side by side outside the 'door' and waited, the white clouds slowly drifted over and obscured a dazzling sunlight, and He Zijun, who was well-dressed and unassuming, smiled sideways at Gu Xiaobei.
This smile seemed to touch a long-forgotten corner of his memory in an instant, Gu Xiaobei suddenly mourned in his heart, how many days have she and He Zijun stood side by side like this, but at that time they would hold hands, or laugh, now, there is only a meter between them, but it seems to be so far away, so far that each other's faces have been blurred.
The dust is like a dream, and all the past has been transformed into an ethereal melancholy.
He Zijun also seemed to feel the embarrassment between the two, looked at Gu Xiaobei and smiled again, and said obscurely, "Xiaobei, thank you." ”
Gu Xiaobei shook his head indifferently at him, "What are you thanking me for?" She is my own sister, and whatever I do for her, I should do it. ”
He Zijun lowered his head to look at her, raised his eyebrows slightly, but did not express any objections, and after a while, he finally spoke up and said in a low voice: "Then I will thank him." ”
Gu Xiaobei's reaction was always half a beat slow, and he asked puzzledly, "Who?" ”
"Li Haonan, it was he who found a suitable kidney source for Qingbei, so that my 'daughter' would not lose his mother."
Gu Xiaobei suddenly fell silent, and after a long while, he said slowly: "He is my husband, and he should do this." ”
"Yes, he's your husband." He Zijun felt bitter in his heart, and his gaze was fixed on Gu Xiaobei's face, "Xiaobei, I know that I owe Li Haonan this time, but I won't repay it with our former relationship." His voice was as calm as the autumn sky, and only a little emotion leaked in the last sentence.
The faint pain in He Zijun's eyes made Gu Xiaobei's heart blocked, she knew that He Zijun was not doing well now, and in these unsatisfactory things, there was a lot of money she added, "Brother Zijun......" Gu Xiaobei's eyes had a mist like water.
At this time, the doctor pushed Gu Qingbei out of the examination room, and the two of them stopped talking and greeted them.
Gu Qingbei's operation went on as scheduled, the corridor of the hospital was filled with the unique smell of disinfectant water, Gu Xiaobei and He Zijun were restlessly waiting in the lounge outside the operating room, Li Haonan sat on the side, accompanying Gu Xiaobei.
Because Li Haonan was personally sitting here, the hospital specially made arrangements in the lounge, and there was a tea cup on the coffee table, Gu Xiaobei was worried about his sister, and subconsciously reached out to turn the cup.
At this time, the vice president of business in a white coat walked in, Gu Xiaobei thought that something had happened to his sister, and his fingers shook inadvertently in his restlessness, and the hot tea immediately splashed out, and a few drops fell on the back of her hand, which hurt vividly.
Gu Xiaobei couldn't help but 'twitch' in pain, sizzling and exhaling, He Zijun, who was closest to her, looked at her frowning and enduring the pain, and when he saw the little red marks on the back of her hand, he hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "What's wrong?" Is it hot? ”
Before Gu Xiaobei returned, the tall 'yin' shadow immediately shrouded him, and the hand that was still frozen in mid-air had been held by Li Haonan, but the big hands full of strength, the strength at this time was controlled just right, not light or heavy, and the fingers skillfully avoided the places where the reddish marks were burned, and there was anger in concern: "Why are you so careless, it's burned!" ”
The vice president who had just entered the 'door' had already met Li Haonan's little wife these days, and knew how much Li Haonan was like a jewel to this little wife, he saw Li Haonan's distressed face, and pointed in the direction of the bathroom: "Mr. Li, you take Mrs. to rinse it with cold water first, and I'll go find the 'medicated' ointment." ”
He Zijun watched in disappointment as Li Haonan carefully took Gu Xiaobei to the bathroom, listening to Gu Xiaobei whispering to Li Haonan, muttering that it hurts, her voice was light and thin, separated not far away, as if it was yesterday.
He felt that something was tightly entangled in his heart, and listened to Li Haonan soothing Gu Xiaobei with a soft voice and laughter inside, as if something had scattered all of a sudden, that man had more power than him, and he had incomparable love and patience for Gu Xiaobei.
He Zijun took a deep breath, and after taking such a long time, his heart seemed to have finally suddenly cleared up.
Gu Qingbei's kidney transplant was a great success, and he was sent to the observation room after the operation. Gu Xiaobei sat on the chair with a pale face, because she was worried about her sister's operation, she didn't sleep well last night, and after staying up for another day at this time, her face looked a little bad.
Li Haonan couldn't help persuading her to go home and rest, He Zijun also said that he was here and asked Gu Xiaobei to go back, but Gu Xiaobei refused to leave, Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei who was so pitiful, and he was angry and helpless in his heart.
Li Haonan, who had no way to persuade Gu Xiaobei to leave, had to ask the hotel to send some things that Gu Xiaobei liked to eat on weekdays, coaxing Gu Xiaobei to eat like a child, feeding her soup with a good temper, looking at her clumsy big hands, doing these things skillfully.
Gu Xiaobei couldn't bear to brush Li Haonan's mind, endured the annoyance and anxiety in his heart, ate something, and looked a little more energetic.
He Zijun looked at Li Haonan and Gu Xiaobei, who loved each other so much, and so far, his heart was like ashes.
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