(61) Don't explain it for her
She couldn't forget the name he had called when he had indulged in her to the top; She couldn't forget that she was pushed to the ground by him because of a photo with "mylove" written on the back, bleeding profusely; She couldn't forget the snow photo she saw on his phone on that snowy night, as well as the unedited text: Ziyan, I hate you so much. Once again, I came uncontrollably to the hut where we lived, but you tell me, where are you?
He said the man was dead. She thought she was really dead. Therefore, she can't care, she can't be jealous, and she can't show all the unhappiness on her face.
The dead are greater, how can she fight with a dead man?
However, the gentle words just now brought Chen Ziyan back to reality alive, and vividly exposed a dream he had woven for her!
Wen Ya was also frightened by Luo Qi's reaction, she blushed and said, "Is Chen Ziyan dead?" Hasn't she been living abroad all the time? How...... God bless said she was dead? ”
This time, Luo Qi understood everything. Standing there, his pursed lips turned white.
Seeing that something was wrong with her, Wen Ya hurriedly explained: "Luo Qi, don't get me wrong. I'm just angry, in fact, Chen Ziyan, even if she is alive, for Tianyou, his heart is dead, and this woman is no different from death in his heart. ”
"Don't explain it to him!" Rocky waved her hand to stop her, and now her mind was in a mess, and the result exceeded her expectations and made it difficult for her to accept.
"Loki, you don't hold a grudge against God for this, do you? Chen Ziyan and him are long gone, and she is now married. With her original betrayal, God will never forgive her!"
"Don't talk about it!" Luo Qi hurriedly picked up the bag, "I'm sorry, I want to be quiet." Sometime...... I'll see you another day......"
She walked out recklessly, and the door of the ward was hurriedly opened from the outside, and the two of them walked in a hurry, and suddenly bumped into each other.
"Kiki?" Chu Tianyou held Luo Qi, who was staggered by him, and saw that it was her standing in front of him, he looked surprised, "Why are you here?" ”
Looking at Wen Ya on the hospital bed, and the flowers in the vase, and then at Luo Qi, he seemed to understand something: "You come to see Wen Ya?" ”
"yes, I'll see her. Is there something wrong? Seeing him at this moment, Luo Qi's mood was very complicated, and in the face of his questioning, she was not only angry, but also a little more provocative.
"You already knew she was sick? Then why didn't you tell me? After hearing this, Chu Tianyou's face changed and he became even more aggressive.
Oh, yes? Why? Luo Qi sneered, she wanted to tell him, but did he give her a chance?
"God, don't blame Luo Qi...... Wen Ya saw that the situation of the two was not right, and tried to explain it for Luo Qi.
"Don't speak for her. I know what she thinks! ”
Is this girl sincere in going against him to the end? She couldn't resolve the grievances between her parents, so she turned her anger on his family; Now, I am afraid that he will have any dirty feelings with Wen Ya, even if Wen Ya's life is in danger, he will not reveal anything to him!
If Akai hadn't told him, he wouldn't have known that Wen Ya had been struggling on the brink of life and death.
Chu Tianyou glanced at Luo Qi in disappointment, the hand on her shoulder suddenly let go, and he came to the gentle bed in a grand manner, deliberately holding her slender hand.
"Wen Ya, don't be afraid, I won't spare Chu Yexiao, this time you are not allowed to return to his side!"
Listening to Chu Tianyou's words, Luo Qi, who was standing at the door, smiled sadly.
Looking at the pair of hands held together, Luo Qi's heart was empty, and she pushed open the door and rushed out without looking back.
The wind was a little cold, Luo Qi didn't know how she ran out of the hospital, she was tired of running, and she didn't care about the cold on the ground, she found a step and sat down.
Afraid that tears would fall, she raised her head and looked at the sky above her head, the sky was very blue, and there was no trace of impurities in the blue. The sky was so clear and lofty, but it couldn't make her laugh, and she still felt depressed and breathless.
I don't know how long I sat like this until Chu Chen called her. She remembered that she hadn't taken today's inspection report.
Only two minutes after the phone hung up, Chu Chen walked out of the main building of the hospital, and when he saw Luo Qi sitting on the steps, his face sank, and he came over and picked her up directly.
"Do you know that the ground is cold? Can't you take good care of yourself? He asked angrily.
Rocky was silent, tilting her face to the side. At this time, she hoped that the person who cared about her would be Chu Tianyou, not Chu Chen.
"What's wrong with you?" Chu Chen finally noticed that something was wrong with her, and his tone softened: "I had a bad attitude just now, but I'm going to be a mother, you have to take good care of yourself, you know?" ”
Luo Qi's heart tightened: "You mean the test results are out?" At this moment, she could not tell whether she was happy or sad.
"It's out. Congratulations Kiki, you're going to be a mom. But ......"
"But what?"
"However, the results of the examination show that the foundation of your body is not very good, the hemoglobin is low, and the progesterone index is not very high, and the process of pregnancy is estimated to be very hard. Be sure to pay special attention in the early stage, and call me immediately if something is wrong. By the way, what about him? You should tell my eldest brother about such a big thing, you need to take good care of it now, you can't be sad, angry, tired, and sitting on the steps like just now, it's definitely not okay! In order to attract her attention, he deliberately accentuated his tone, and took out his mobile phone as he spoke: "I'll call him now!" ”
"No way!" Luo Qi snatched his mobile phone without thinking about it, Chu Chen was shocked by her actions and looked at her in surprise, "Why not?" You're his wife! ”
Why not? Luo Qi was also stunned. She thought she just didn't want to tie a man to a child. If Chu Tianyou knew about this, maybe he would be happy, maybe he would coax her and return to her.
But that's not what she wants! Whether she has this child or not, she hopes that he will love her, tolerate her, and be considerate of her, instead of misunderstanding her based on his own judgment like now!
What's more, what if he doesn't like the child?
She didn't dare to think about it.
"Chu Chen, I want to ask you a question." She said.
"You say."
Luo Qi bit her lip tightly: "Is Chen Ziyan Chu Tianyou's favorite woman?" She...... Where is she now? ”
"......" Chu Chen looked at Luo Qi in amazement, and didn't speak for a long time.
"You say! Where the hell is she now? ”
"Kiki, Chen Ziyan and him are already in the past. No matter where she is, there is no possibility of them getting back together, isn't it self-inflicted on you to dwell on this issue now? Chu Chen tried to comfort her.
"Past tense? Do you really think they are already in the past tense? I am the one who lives by Chu Tianyou's side, and no one can feel his every move and every subtle change more than me. I guess in his heart, that woman, has never left, at least never left his heart! ”
Perhaps in the eyes of others, her questioning is ridiculous, even exaggerated. But women are sensitive animals, and she has always felt that even if she and Chu Tianyou are intimate, there will always be a shadow among them.
Therefore, Chu Tianyou is often in a trance, often suddenly unable to give up, and often looks at her, but there is something in her eyes that she can't see clearly. In the past, whenever this happened, Luo Qi told herself that it was okay to see things and think about people, which was also human nature.
was tempted by him at the beginning, wasn't it because of his affection?
But that's because she thought she was dead! Therefore, she can tolerate everything and be considerate. If that shadow becomes a living person, it is torture, it is torment, how can she bear it?
"Chu Chen, I finally understand why you said that you should not fall in love with him before he fell in love with me. Because it's really hard and exhausting to love him stupidly, I really don't know how long I can last......"
"That's why you don't want to tell him? Kiki, I reminded you because I didn't want you to fall in love with him. However, since you are in love, you have not thought about it, in fact, you can be very happy. Love is not right or wrong, it is a process of giving. ”
"But people are always so greedy and don't get anything, they think that if I get a little, I want more, and when you get more, you want to get everything. Chu Chen, this is not something I can control. ”
She was tired and wanted to grab something, but there was nothing around her. Chu Chen stood behind her, his hand just put on her shoulder, her heart was sour, and she turned around and leaned on his shoulder.
Chu Chen was still wearing a white coat from the hospital, the smell of disinfectant on his body was very reassuring, she thought she was just too tired, and wanted to find someone to stop, even if it was just for a few minutes.
"Chu Chen, I made a desperate gamble and gave up everything, do I deserve this?" She asked sadly, burying her face on his chest to prevent him from seeing her tears.
Chu Chen was very uncomfortable, his fingers wrapped around her hair, and hugged her tightly: "Qiqi, if you feel tired, it is reluctant." Do you remember the gift I gave you on your birthday? It is always your other option for as long as you want. ”
Gift? Luo Qi was stunned, and then remembered the ring that Chu Chen gave her at the beginning, he said that he would always be her hope.
However, he did not misunderstand her words. Luo Qi then remembered that this was a public place, how inappropriate it was for her and Chu Chen to hug each other like this, and she raised her head, wanting to break away from his embrace. But Chu Chen hugged her tighter instead.
"Kiki, let's go. With your mom and dad, let's get out of here together. We will live a very simple and happy life. Even if you won't marry me, as long as I'm by your side, I have a way to make you happy. Chu Chen muttered, too many things have happened in the past two days, and he has long lost a trace of nostalgia for such a home.
"Chu Chen, you let go first, many people are watching." Rocky pushed him with a red face, as if those strange gazes had fallen on her.