"Do you think I'll stay where I am all the time, and I'll still be the same little girl from the country?" Song Ru: I was a little sad, but more calm.

Li Mubai held her hand and was reluctant to let go: "Little me, if I miss it once, you will leave me for five years." I don't want to miss it anymore. ”

In the hospital room in the middle of the night, the light on the white 'colored' walls was a little dazzling. Song Ru's eyes returned to Li Mubai's face, which had appeared countless times in various dreams that woke up in the middle of the night.

Li Mubai when he was a teenager, he was proud and wanton, he always had a smile on his face, and his white teeth were neat and beautiful when he opened his mouth, and he always liked to put his arm around Song Ru's shoulders and take her here and there. Song Ru is also extremely sure that Li Mubai at that time really liked her.

So once the ending is tragic, there will always be blood.

Song Ru's tone was a little light: "Mu Bai, have you looked for me all these years when I was abroad?" ”

"I know you looked for me at the beginning, but probably because I hid too well, you never found me. And then later, two, three, five, you've lost faith. ”

Song Ru smiled at me: "But, Li Mubai, do you know how I have come over in the past five years?" ”

"I'm in the UK and I only have 2,000 yuan on me. I just gave birth to a child, and I don't even dare to sit in confinement and have to go to a Chinese restaurant to work and wash dishes, because I don't have a clue about next month's rent. You know the price of goods in London, I wash tens of thousands of dishes a day, and I can only make ends meet. ”

The night was so quiet, and the ward was so quiet, only Song Ru and I were so calm that there were some terrible words.

"I shared a house with a large group of people, a ninety square meter house, a total of ten people, one of the rooms also lived a family, probably not a serious profession, always come back in the morning with a smell of alcohol. Every time I go to sleep, I have to put the 'door' against it, and even then I still can't sleep well. ”

"Little me......" Li Mubai's face was a little pale, and his eyes turned red in an instant.

"Later, I was finally admitted to the scholarship, but probably because of the physical condition of the Orientals, I didn't have a good confinement and fell into a lot of 'fault' diseases. I had just gotten better when I got sick. I really didn't have any money at the time, and I couldn't afford to buy 'medicine', so the 'girl' children who worked together put it together and gave it to me. ”

"Li Mubai, I will never forget the weight of pound by pound in my life."

Song Ru still smiled: "I still have a cold 'legs' in winter, and I don't feel it." ”

"What is it like abroad?" Song Ru's face darkened: "As long as you work hard, you won't starve to death." I even fell in love. ”

Li Mubai was a little incredulous, and shook his head instantly.

"It's true, I said, I'm going to live it." Song Ru smiled again: "His name is Ji Fan, he is a very good boy, we met in college." He...... Much like you back then, when you laugh, you always feel like the sky is better in London. ”

"Little me......" Li Mubai seemed extremely uncomfortable: "You ......" He always knew that he had hurt the most vivid heart, and he put Song Ru's sincerity and love in front of her in the clouds, and then fell freely and fell apart.

"Then we broke up, and he was angry that I didn't love him." Song Ru thought of Ji Fan, and the smile on the corner of his mouth faded.

She finally said softly: "Later, Ji Fan died. ”

"I'm sorry, ego." Li Mubai held Song Ru's face and looked at each other: "Little me, I should die, I shouldn't ask for your forgiveness, I'm sorry." ”

Song Ru I just smiled, and then put Li Mubai's hand down, her eyes suddenly stared at the outside of the ward, she looked at it for a while, and then said in a low tone: "Mubai, to this day, I tell you this, I don't want your apology, I want your understanding." ”

"I want you to understand that my difficult days have come without you, and it doesn't matter if I have you or without you now."

Song Ru said a little tiredly: "Over the years, I have finally understood a truth, love is a luxury, and I am just an ordinary person, I will not die if I don't have it." ”

"Let's go, you and Fu Yucai are newly married Yan'er, don't be sorry for others."

"Little me," Li Mubai smiled bitterly: "After you told me this, if I let you go again, am I a 'bastard'?" ”

Song Ru didn't speak, but she didn't want to talk anymore, she leaned on the pillow and closed her eyes to recuperate.

Li Mubai felt unprecedentedly frustrated, and Song Ru I returned to Busang, but I was farther away from him. Calm returned to the ward, as if the depressing and uncomfortable facts just now had passed away. But Li Mubai couldn't let go of his feelings anymore, he hated himself very much, he lost his best daughter-in-law, Tubaozi, and his Song Rume.

"Rest, I...... I'll see you tomorrow. Li Mubai pulled a smile that was more embarrassing than crying.

Song Ru, who was lying on the 'bed', listened to the footsteps that were gradually moving away, and tears slowly overflowed from the corners of my eyes. One by one, they rolled into the pillow. These pasts were actually scars formed by her blood, and now they have been turned over again.

In the second half of the night, she finally fell asleep slowly, but she had become a habit of sleeping in London, and she slept very lightly. In her sleep, she always felt that someone was staring at her.

In fact, after Sheng Congsu received her call, Sheng Quan still told him about her whereabouts in an awkward 'kiss'. He knew she had been in a car accident and drove over in the car.

He stood at the entrance of the 'door' and heard the second half of the conversation between Song Ru and Li Mubai, he heard Song Ru and I admit that he had a new relationship, and heard her reject Li Mubai.

Sheng Congsu turned on the 'bed' headlamp, and under the soft dim light, Song Ru's face was incredibly small, scattered on the pillow, and only the 'color' of the face was amazingly white.

He sat down, and suddenly uncontrollably leaned his hands on Song Ru's cheek. When she was young, she always smiled with a touch of blush on her face, and her shy appearance made people itch. Now, she has become like this, cold and calm and a little cruel.

She already has a natural expression towards Li Mubai, who she loves so much, so what will she do to herself who she has never loved?

"Song is like me, sometimes you are really embarrassing." Sheng Cong said in a low voice and then withdrew his hand: "You have a car accident today, why don't you let me know?" Shall I count you down like a villain? ”

Sheng Congsu leaned his head back on the chair, closed his eyes and recuperated, and his heart was surging. But at this time, Song Ru, who was lying on the sick bed, suddenly woke up with some symptoms, she didn't know what she dreamed, she actually cried slightly, and kept beating her 'chest' with her hand.

Her panting voice became louder and louder, as if she was very uncomfortable, and the innermost unconscious "woo-woo" sound.

"Song is like me? Song is like me? Sheng Congsu felt that something was wrong, so he hurriedly leaned on the 'bed' and gently pushed her, but Song Ru seemed to be in a boundless dream, and said pitifully: "Don't, don't." ”

Sheng Congsu's eyes darkened, and he hurriedly patted her face: "Little me! Ego! ”

Finally, Song Ru and Meng took a breath, and suddenly woke up, her eyes were dark, but her eyes were in a trance, and she looked at him in a daze.

"Are you alright?"

"Why are you here?"

Song Ru and I finally reacted, pushed Sheng Congsu away, and pointed to the 'door', her face was not good-looking, but she said, "You can go." ”

"You don't look good." Sheng Congsu always pointed out the problem like this.

"I don't want you to be pitied."

Sheng Congsu didn't move at all, just looked at her fixedly, and said to her in the same tone as Sheng Yang for a while: "Don't lose your temper. ”

Song Ru and I raised her head suddenly, her eyes were red, and in the silence of the night, she seemed to have walked into a dead end, the more angry and resentful she became, staring at Sheng Congsu deadly.

She turned to him with a resentful and spitting 'kiss': "You pervert, you get out!" Get out! ”

Sheng Congsu's brows furrowed, he felt some remorse for the first time, he had always known that he had hurt her. She's the way she becomes, and he's to blame.

"My ......"

Song Ru and I suddenly started crying, just like Sheng Yang, the tears kept flowing, and I couldn't erase them.

She trembled, Sheng Congsu leaned over, grabbed the hand that Song Ru I had been holding tightly, and after breaking it open, the palm of the hand was really pinched out of blood again.

It was as if a slap on the back of the head was blowing, and it was like a basin of cold water on the head. Sheng Congsu's face froze, and he said a little weakly: "Can you not be so afraid of me?" ”

His words seemed to beg and helpless, which was completely different from the last ridicule. Song Ru and I still looked at him vigilantly.

How do the two get along with each other? Is it tense or does he take the initiative to give in? He was disappointed and cold, but when he looked at her, he always felt that he had done something wrong after all.

When Li Mubai abandoned Song Rume, he Sheng Congsu finally pushed Song Rume to a place that he could no longer reach.

When she first went to London, he did not dare to go to her and withdrew everyone. Later, Sheng Yang was sensible and began to look for his mother, so he sent someone to London again and learned that she was in love.

He is Sheng Congsu and Sheng Qi. He thought about letting go, but he exhausted the despicable means, 'forced' people to a desperate situation, hurt others and hurt himself, and in the end he still appeared in her hospital room.

He spoke so much, and told Sheng Quan to send two divorce agreements, but in the end he still tore up the text.

"Why don't you leave!" Song Ru, who was on the sick bed, felt uneasy about his long silence, and suddenly jumped up from the 'bed' and kept wanting to go out.

"Song is like me!" Sheng Congsu stopped her, and she froze on the spot like a frightened rabbit.

"Sheng Yang's custody belongs to you, okay? You don't want to be like that, okay? I'll leave now, okay? ”

Sheng Congsu did what he said, and immediately walked past her, Song Ru and I watched him go all the way, without looking back, just walking very slowly, like a movie scene in slow motion, step by step as if he had made up his mind.

The tears in Song Ru's eyes suddenly stopped, she smiled, and walked back to the sick bed. She lowered her head and looked at her still bleeding palm, and her eyes darkened--27761+dsuaahhh+24o41831->