Chapter 180: The Meaning of Time
Genius remembered for a second, "Love โ รท small? Say โ', provide you with wonderful novels to read. As soon as Wang Jiaci walked in, the door of the ward was quickly closed.
The white door made my eyes dizzy, and I stood in the doorway for a moment before I sat down on the side again.
At this time, I had a very uneasy feeling in my heart. It seems that everyone who comes to the hospital feels this way, especially those who know that they have health problems with their important people.
I can't describe how I feel. Even though today is the most meaningful day in my life with Wang Jiaci, I still can't be happy at all.
Because I know very well that her heart is like a little ticking time bomb, and I don't know when she will suddenly snatch her away from me, and what is even more terrifying, I can't do anything about it. Carry it as much as you can.
There are so many things in this world that I can't do anything I can't do, but this is the only one. It made me live in self-blame and fear.
I sat at the door and thought about it a lot, until my mind was a little cloudy, and I suddenly remembered the mountains.
The mountain that meowed was calculated like that by the little white face, and I don't know if I'm still upstairs
Thinking of this, I had the idea of going upstairs to have a look, after all, I haven't heard any news in the past two days, I don't know if Jiao Yang has solved the little white face, and I can tell him about my burial of his two teeth by the way.
After making up my mind, I stood up, and it would take a while to see Wang Jiaci's appearance, so I went upstairs to see that there should be no problem. Besides, she also has a new mobile phone number now, and when she comes out, she will definitely call me if she doesn't.
With this in mind, I stepped aside and trotted upstairs.
I still remember very well where the room was, but I don't know if Takayama was discharged from the hospital.
When I got to the door of the ward, I was stunned.
I saw that Gao Shan was still lying on the hospital bed, and Ling Lingling was sitting on the side, his eyes were a little straight and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Probably sensing that I was coming, Ling Lingling suddenly turned his head.
She was stunned for a moment when she saw me, then immediately shook her hand and made a quiet gesture to me.
Her gesture made me stand on my feet. I looked to the side again, and realized that Takayama seemed to be asleep.
Damn, this thing slept with a happy expression, and it was estimated that it was quite beautiful in the hospital.
Just as Ling Lingling was thinking that she stood up again, she slowly walked in front of me and led me out of the corner of the door before asking
"Why are you here, aren't you supposed to be in class now?"
I didn't know how to answer Ling Lingling's question, so I turned my head to look inside the ward, and asked in a low voice
"Gao Shan, he's okay, what.. Haven't been discharged yet"
Seeing that I didn't answer her question, Ling Lingling stared at me a little strangely, but soon she still opened her mouth and spoke
"It's been fine, it's just.. I want to skip class for a few more days.."
After saying this, Ling Lingling paused for a moment, but still added
"You also skipped class, don't tell me that you specifically skipped class to come to see the mountains... Can't you just ask?"
I was slightly stunned when I saw Ling Lingling's serious expression, hesitated in my heart, shook my head, and said in a low voice
: "No.. No.. I am.. I came to the hospital with others, and I just thought that I would also see Takayama in the past two days, so... I'll just go upstairs and take a look."
I don't know why I said this in a very small voice, and Ling Lingling's eyes flashed after hearing what I said. After a while, she regained her composure and said in a flat tone
"That's it.. Seemingly.. Something is getting bad."
Although I didn't make it clear, I still understood the meaning of Ling Lingling's words, and among the girls I knew around me, I have to admit that Ling Lingling was the most calm one.
Although she has a very cold personality, underneath her coldness is a heart that is clearer than anyone else.
It seems that nothing can be hidden from her, and it seems that she has already seen through everything.
Thinking of this, I took another deep breath and nodded slowly.
I can't say why, I have a very strange sense of trust in Ling Lingling, I can't tell where this trust comes from, maybe she gave me special advice when I was most gloomy and depressed...
At this time, Ling Lingling's expression changed again after seeing me nodding, she looked at me and hesitated for a while, and then asked
"That's what to say. She's downstairs now herself... Tell you everything."
Hearing Ling Lingling ask this, I nodded and spoke
"Well, she told me... She puts things on... I've told them all.."
Maybe it was the frustrated expression when I said this that Ling Lingling saw in her eyes, she seemed to be infected by me, and she actually spoke softly, and asked softly
"That's it.. Then you.. It's okay."
I raised my head to look at Ling Lingling in front of me, smiled a little self-deprecatingly, and then replied to her
"I can't say it clearly, I feel. It's numb, and the inside of my body is empty.. I don't know what I can do.. I actually felt sorry for myself... Couldn't help at all. โ
My heart was threwd when I said this, and the feeling of powerlessness began to come up from the soles of my feet again.
And Ling Lingling seemed a little helpless when she saw me say this, she was silent for a while, and then spoke
"Actually... I probably knew it before you... She left you for physical reasons.."
Ling Lingling's words made me startled, and I looked at her with some puzzlement, and when I saw that I was looking at her, Ling Lingling moved her mouth again, and continued
"Do you remember, I know about the teacher in the school infirmary?"
Ling Lingling's words reminded me of the incident when Ling Lingling took me to the infirmary after she was singled out with Xiaobaimian, indeed at that time she seemed to know the teacher in the infirmary, and she had been taking medicine from her.
This made me nod slowly, still staring at Ling Lingling seriously.
Seeing me nodding, she took another deep breath and continued
"Later, when I went there, I heard the teacher say that there was a student who used to go to her to get medicine like me, but then he moved away.."
Speaking of this, Ling Lingling paused for a moment, and then said softly
"That's when I thought... Wang Jiaci.. So I asked by the way, and it turned out to: . It's really her, and what she occasionally gets is some heart-strengthening medicine."
Ling Lingling's words stopped at this point, I looked at her in disbelief, and suddenly remembered what she said before, "Cherish the time with her."
No wonder Ling Lingling would say something like that, the "she" in her mouth at that time was referring to Wang Jiaci, it turned out that she had long known that Wang Jiaci's heart really had a problem.
At this time, I suddenly remembered a long, long time ago when Lin Qiaoman was sick, Wang Jiaci went to the infirmary with me, and the teacher looked like he knew her at that time, and I thought it was my own delusion. I didn't expect it.. It turned out to be like this.
Those who originally thought that they were living a peaceful and quiet life had already buried rotten rhizomes.
I didn't know what kind of expression I should make at this time, so I just stared at Ling Lingling for a while, then lowered my head and said weakly
"That's it.. Blame me too.. I didn't notice it sooner.."
"In that case... I wouldn't have misunderstood her... In that case... I'll spend more time with her."
My words were full of self-blame and ridicule, and for the first time I felt so bad.
And my performance seemed to be in Ling Lingling's expectation, she looked at me for a while, and suddenly spoke
"I don't think.. There's something wrong with you."
"This kind of thing, it's not something you can decide, right? It's a lifetime down.. She's going to have to take it. So.. I think it's a real waste of time for you to be so sad now, don't you understand that she's coming back now.. What the hell is it for?"
Ling Lingling's words made me stunned for half a minute before I understood as if I had just woken up from a dream.
That's right, isn't the meaning of Wang Jiaci's coming back to make up for the time we spent together, so she said something she wants me to forget about her illness, isn't she just to be able to be happy with me
This thought made my blood start to surge, and I glanced at Ling Lingling with some gratitude, and then spoke
"I see.. I know.. What should I do.."
"That.. I.. I'll go downstairs first. Thank you.."
After saying that, I couldn't even wait for Ling Lingling to speak again, so I turned around and ran downstairs.
At this moment, I have something I want to say to Wang Jiaci, I have something to tell her.
And Ling Lingling saw me running away in a hurry, and the expression on her face became lonely and lonely.
But when I ran downstairs to the aisle, before I could reach the door of the specialist clinic, I saw several nurse-like people carrying stretchers and hurrying into the outpatient room.
This made my back feel cold, and my whole body froze there.
...
... Reading, a better reading experience.