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Xu Lizhong secretly observed Secretary Lu's face, and saw that his eyes were staring at the tomb in the barren grass for a moment, his expression was sad, his eyes were moist, and his burly body seemed to be trembling slightly, knowing that he was very emotional at the moment, he took him around a few thorns and thatch without saying a word, and walked along a path that seemed to be in front of the tombstone

Then Xu Lizhong put down the bag he was holding in his hand and took out incense candles, a lighter, three apples, three oranges, three pears, three small plates, three small wine glasses, a bottle of wine, and a firecracker with 5,000 rings

When he touched the woolen coat, Xu Lizhong hesitated, looked up and asked, "Chief, can you take out this clothes?"

Secretary Lu glanced at the woolen coat, nodded and said, "Take it out, in addition, you put the firecrackers in it, don't set off them, don't disturb her dreams...... She loved purity very much when she was alive, and she didn't like too lively places."

At this point, the tears in his eyes finally couldn't be controlled, and big dripping down big ones, and his voice was a little choked

Xu Lizhong also felt that his sour eyes began to moisten

After putting everything in order, Xu Lizhong knew that Secretary Lu and the others were going to carry out an extremely secret mourning ceremony, even if they were as close as themselves, it might not be appropriate to watch from the sidelines, so he stood up sensibly, patted the dust on his hands, and said: "Chief, I'll go down below to inspect it first to see if anyone comes up the mountain, you're done here, just call me, I'll come up immediately."

Although Secretary Lu has great trust in Xu Lizhong, and knows that even if he knows the inside story, he will never leak it, but he estimates that he will be very painful and sad when he waits, and he doesn't want Xu Lizhong to see his fragile and soft side; At the same time, he also knew that Xu Lizhong was an extremely cautious and cautious person, and he easily did not inquire about other people's **, so if he didn't let him go, he might still be uneasy in his heart

So he nodded and said, "It's better for you to go on patrol, and tell the police comrades below: If any villagers want to go up the mountain, you just need to dissuade them with kind words and ask them to wait, and you must not scare them, let alone be rude, you can go."

After Xu Lizhong left the small earthen flat and disappeared on the mountain road below, Secretary Lu bent down and rearranged the small plates containing apples, pears, and oranges, lit the incense candles with a lighter, and poured three small wine glasses full of red wine

Then, in the wisps of green smoke, he suddenly knelt down on the cement foundation in front of the tombstone, bowed his head respectfully, and muttered in a deep and mournful voice: "Zhao Han, my love, my wife, I'm here, I'm here...... I've never knelt down in my life except my parents, but I have to kneel down in the face of your dead spirit, and I have to kowtow to you to make amends...... Zhao Han: I'm a sinner, I ruined the happiness of your life and ruined the future of your life...... You think about everything for me, you plan everything for me, but you don't think about yourself...... How do you want me to bear your great love, how do you want me to repay you for this affection that is higher than the sky and deeper than the sea...... Zhao Han, my love, your soul is not far away, have you seen me, have you heard my words, the sinner deer has come to see you, and I have come to ask you for sin...... Today is December 2nd It's your birthday I brought you a birthday present that was more than 20 years late You know Jiuquan must accept this gift It's the middle of winter It's definitely cold over there I hope this gift can give you shelter over there and bring you a touch of warmth and comfort ......"

By the time he said this, he was choked up, his hands covered his cheeks, and tears of grief rolled down his face......

After kneeling silently for a few minutes of tears, Secretary Lu straightened up with difficulty, took out a tissue to wipe away his tears, and then bent down to take a closer look at the granite tombstone

This tombstone is round at the top and at the bottom, and above it is an oval eaves that shelter from the wind and rain

Under the eaves of the stele is a posthumous photo of porcelain The photo may have been carefully selected by Zhao Han and asked Ye Ming to post it after her death Zhao Han on the photo is still the same as when he was twenty years old Combing a refreshing ponytail hairstyle with a sweet smile on his face Clear and bright eyes seem to be looking at Lu Zhiyao in front of the tombstone with affection......

When he saw this photo, Lu Zhiyao felt a pain in his heart again: this photo was the first single photo that Zhao Han gave him when they were in college, and it was also the photo that Zhao Han was most satisfied with Obviously, she wanted to leave her most beautiful image on her tombstone Looking forward to the lover she has been thinking about in her heart One day to be able to come here to see her and be able to recall the good times they spent together......

When Secretary Lu moved his gaze to the epitaph under the photo, his eyes suddenly widened at the boss, and his heart jumped wildly again

I saw a few lines of poetry engraved on the smooth granite from right to left: "The mountain is high and the road is far away, and the longing is long; After this death, Yu Donggang was buried; Don't be sad or sad; The soul has knowledge and will always be in the north."

This poem must have been written by Zhao Han when she knew that she was about to die, and it was not only her epitaph, but also her desperate love letter to Lu Zhiyao in the last moments of her life. After she dies, she must be buried in Donggang, so that she can always look to the north under the Nine Springs......

What made Secretary Lu even more sad was that even when she was about to die, she was still comforting him, asking him to "not be sad or sad" after learning about her death, and told him affectionately: If her soul knows after death, she will definitely be tied to him forever......

This simple and straightforward little poem was like a tender dagger Pierced deeply into Secretary Lu's already aching heart He burst into tears again in an instant I couldn't help but hug the cold granite tombstone Stretch my lips over and kiss Zhao Han on the porcelain photo Choked up and said, "Han, you are so kind and considerate...... You want me not to be sad or sad, but I can't do it...... I'm a party member, a materialist, but you know what, I really want a person to have a soul after death, I really want us to be able to live after death, and be able to recognize each other, if there really is a soul, Zhao Han, you must wait for me over there, I have no way to marry you in this life, I have no way to marry you, then we will meet in the next life......"