Chapter 13: The Farthest Distance
Fang Wenqing and Huang He introduced Su Wen into the courtyard next door, and Su Wen had time to observe the layout of the house. The house is simple and elegant, made of blue bricks. Enter the door with a hollow wall, turn around and enter the depth and wide, under the corridor of the wing room stand weapons racks and stone locks and other objects, there are also two gangs waiting to see tea. The three of them sat down, and Su Wen found that the tea was actually milk tea, which tasted similar to the milk tea he usually drank, and was served in a large bowl. Sure enough, it is a place where animal husbandry is the mainstay, and it is quite rude.
"This is where the two of us live, I am a ranger, and I teach at school in my free time. Senior Brother Huang and Senior Sister Su are still studying, and there are not many opportunities to go out of the city. A few days ago, the Central Academy of the City Government investigated the matter of the leopard demon. The academy originally arranged for Senior Sister Su and Senior Brother Huang to lead a team to inspect, but I was afraid that the situation would be changeable, so I was hired to accompany me. You and I all know what happened next. I am fortunate to have met Brother Su, otherwise the good luck will be unpredictable. Xiaosheng replaced the wine with tea, chatting and expressing gratitude" While speaking, Fang Wenqing and Huang He raised their glasses together.
"We have lived and died together, and you don't need to be polite. If you are new to your place, you will need your support in the future. Come on, come on, you and my brother have done this. As soon as he finished speaking, Su Wen regretted it, what kind of lines from TV series did you learn? Cheers at every turn, Oh, isn't it good for you to drink tea with a tea cup? Why are you taking such a big sea bowl?
The three of them chatted a few words about trivial things such as weather, scenery, and terroir.... Su Wenqing took an opportunity and leaned forward. Looking at Su Wen's eyes, he said: "Forgive me for taking the liberty, Brother Su is extremely strong, his fighting skills are exquisite, and his background must be extraordinary, I don't know where the immortal residence is?
Su Wenzhi was not surprised, and thought: Okay, it's finally here, I already want to ask when I look at your eyes, right? I've been hiding from you for two days, and I still can't hide from you. Luckily, I'm not new to the city. He replied solemnly: "It's okay, I have a good life with you, but at first sight, life and death friendship." Naturally, we should know everything, and we should say everything. ”
Su Wen pondered the language. He also said: "I come from a big mountain (Ajin Mountain, big enough), and I don't know how many thousand miles away from here (I guess you haven't heard of this unit in light years, so I won't fool you). My people and I originally lived carefree on the mountains under the protection of the Immortal Heaven, but later fought against the demon beasts, chased and killed the demon beasts, got lost, and wandered into a deserted mountain. Snow-capped and frozen for thousands of miles. Altitude sickness is strong (I rub it, do these people know what high altitude is?) Many people suffer from diseases and can't survive when they see it, and at this time a person suddenly appears, wearing strange clothes. This man brought us to a place where water and grass were abundant, peaceful and safe, and saved everyone. Everyone doesn't want to fight with demon beasts anymore, and since it's a paradise, they want to go back and pick up their clansmen. When we set off, we made an appointment with the man to return at the latest, and the man repeatedly told him to be on time. And gave me this piece of demon pill, saying that I can go back according to the direction of the demon pill. ”
Su Wen said that his mouth was dry, he stopped and swallowed his saliva, and went to drink half a bowl of milk tea, only to find that it was just a dry mouth. Now I drink a sea bowl and half a bowl of milk tea, and my stomach keeps gurgling, which is very uncomfortable. Frowning and thinking: Do you want to go to the toilet first?
"And then?" said Su Mei's crisp voice from the door. After a while, she changed her outfit, changed out of the chivalrous suit, wore a white long skirt, and stepped on a pair of deerskin boots with a little powder. is less heroic and sassy, and more charming and coquettish, which amazed Su Wen again, and said to himself secretly: In the future, try to stay away from this woman, what if you don't want to have fun?
"Go aside, don't get in the way. Huang He said impatiently to Su Mei. Then it was also Baba who looked at Suwen.
Are you going to go all the way to the dark on the way to become a single dog? Su Wen glanced at the Yellow River with some pity. In the eyes of Huang He, Su Wen was sad about the sad fate of his people, and his eyes were full of melancholy and sadness.
Su Wen rode the tiger with difficulty, and continued: "Ahem... Cough... Later, I was responsible for protecting the most precious property in the clan, and I fought with the demon beast (marmot if counted) for too long, although there was a demon pill to guide the way, but I still got lost. By the time I arrived, I had already missed the appointed time, and the demon pill had stopped guiding the way.....
I haven't seen anyone since, and probably never again. I don't know how to get to that place. I don't even know which direction they're in? How far away from me is? I'm left alone, and I'm here in a daze, with nothing around me.....
I hope that one day I can feel the demon pill to guide me again and find my way back. I didn't want to stay here, I just wanted to go home, there were my friends there, I missed them, I wanted to see them again. There are my relatives there, and I miss them too. Of course, there are my parents, and they are the ones I want to see the most, even if it's just once. They have raised me for so many years, feeding and closing, sending me to school, taking me to the doctor, helping me heal, worrying about me, giving me everything they can, and I am the only child in the family, I haven't seen them for a long time before I came here, and I am busy with some every day. It's not that far away, but I don't go back to see it very often.
I haven't done a day of filial piety. If they know that I can't go back, I don't know if they will be very sad? I don't know if they will be happy in the future, how will they live?... How can they get by?... When they are old, their hair is gray, and they can't walk anymore, who will bring them tea and water?... Who helps them with laundry and cooking?... Who takes them to the doctor?... What if someone bullies them?... And who will send them to their end?"
Su Wen felt the same way, he couldn't control his emotions for a while, he couldn't speak, he lowered his head and bent down, and the green tendons pinched by his fists burst out. Two large strings of tears took the opportunity to sneak down---- there is a way that the man has tears and does not flick, but it is not time to be sad.
The three of them looked at each other, helpless.....
Su Mei's face also had tears on her face at some point, but she didn't know who the tears were flowing for.
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After a long while, Fang Wenqing let out a long sigh. He made a clear look and said, "Maybe it's the legendary immortals?Where did the immortals come from?Why did the immortals come?There is no record in the academy classics, maybe it's just a legend, and it is not known, but the rumors and records in the books three hundred years ago are not unique. It may not be credible, but it should not be denied. The little junior sister has read a lot of miscellaneous books, but there are clues?" said and secretly glanced at Su Mei and Huang He.
Su Mei received the hint and thought: I know that you see that this rammer is depressed, and I want to find some thoughts for him. But the old lady only likes to read miscellaneous books of talented and beautiful women, heroes and beauties. I don't look at the mountains and forests, how can I know about the immortals? Fortunately, this rammer has never read a book, and he copied some textbooks indiscriminately, which may work.
Su Mei was confident, straightened her chest, and coughed lightly: "Legend has it that the Su Dynasty was built by immortals, and the royal family of the Su Dynasty may have a record, right? Quietly stepped under the table and stepped on the Yellow River.
Huang He also got a hint and was thinking about how to quote the scriptures and how to phrase them. I didn't expect Su Mei to finish talking so quickly, and kicked the ball to herself! The most hateful thing is: you big-chested and brainless shameless girl, you actually finished telling everything I knew about immortals!!
Fortunately, Huang He also had a quick wit, wiped the fine sweat on his forehead, learned from Fang Wenqing to look like a bamboo in his chest, and said slowly: "Song Sangongzi... I've mentioned a lot of things about immortals, and he... It's right in town. Why don't you ask him about dinner first?"
Fang Wenqing was so hung that he almost didn't choke to death in one breath, he usually knew that there was no ink in these two straw bales, but he never expected it to be so unbearable.
Su Wen didn't look up, he took the towel handed by Su Mei and wiped his face. continued to bow his head and remain silent, not knowing if he heard the three of them talking.
Su Wen, who was staring at the blue brick floor and counting ants, was very satisfied with his story, and couldn't be more satisfied. Originally, I was just looking for an excuse for my origins, but I had relatives, and I didn't know where I was, so I lost control of my emotions, and I didn't know if others believed it or not, but I really believed it anyway.
It doesn't matter if it's really crying, or if it's fake. cried a lot, and a lot of blocks in the chest were removed.
It is rare to calm down and examine the situation of the past two days. Su Wen was shocked to realize that it was not him who came from the earth. Rather, he is a person who is annoying and obedient and describes obscenity: he has never killed a chicken in his life, but yesterday he actually enjoyed the pleasure of strangling a leopard alive; he is usually kind and upright, but yesterday he was indifferent to a wounded man covered in blood; he was usually indisputable and even a little cowardly, and he even thought about how to fight and kill people in the martial arts arena; he usually obeyed the old and loved the young, respected women, and even met Seki who wanted to blaspheme his life-saving benefactor!!
Su Wen remembered the sports phobia he had in college: after several consecutive training injuries, his physiology and psychology became very reluctant to train, and the school once arranged for a psychologist to treat him. Then I remembered that many movies depicted PTSD after the war, "PTSD". Although I don't know the specific content of "PTSD", I don't know if crossing is a trauma, and I don't know if killing a leopard is a war (do all people in the slaughterhouse get sick?), but his performance is indeed the same as some people in the movie: I feel that I don't belong to this world, and the people in this world and what they do have nothing to do with me at all (wake up, brother, you don't belong to this world in the first place!). Fear of communicating, numbness, loneliness, apathy, emotional detachment, excessive sense of self-preservation, severe violent tendencies, strong desire to conquer and what to do.
Now that you know the problem and the cause, you can prescribe the right medicine, I don't know if you can find a psychiatrist here? Su Wen couldn't help but read out a sentence when he thought of it:
"Heart disease also requires heart treatment. ”
Everyone was embarrassed on the sidelines when they heard Su Wen's words. Hurry up and get off the donkey,
"Yes, yes, Brother Su, don't think too much, you can always find a way. Su Mei hurriedly answered.
Fang Wenqing shook his head and smiled, and said in his heart: This brother has suffered such a major change, and he can get out of the shadows by himself, he is really not an ordinary person, and he will definitely be able to become a great weapon in the future.
Huang He thought: This guy is a little pitiful, but is it appropriate for a big man to cry like this? Anyway, it's getting late, what about the big meal that he said? Let's drink and get drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows. ”
"Oh! I made an appointment today to eat and drink, and divide the money. I forgot to take the corpse of the leopard demon to receive the reward, but this banquet can't be mistaken, it's getting late, and it's not good to make the guests wait for a long time. You and I pack up and go. Go quickly. Fang Wenqing patted his thigh and stood up, and hurriedly said.
Everyone responded and hurriedly got up.
Heroes must take the lead in the battlefield, brave and decisive, and so are heroines. The heroine who goes to the banquet is a different species.
"How about this set?" Su Mei jumped out of the courtyard, holding the hem of her skirt, and turned around to look at everyone expectantly.
"Beautiful! O fairy! And they hurried to their own answers.
"Well, I also think it's not good to drink and dress too elegantly, soon, I'll try to change the set again" After saying that, Su Mei jumped back into the room again.
Fang Wenqing and Su Wen glared angrily at the Yellow River.
"I'm wrong, I shouldn't have said immortals. "The Yellow River is chattering. "Next time, I'll say it's the right thing. Before the words fell, Su Mei jumped out again, and her whole body actually changed.
Huang He thought to himself: This is a trick, isn't it? and he is afraid of making another mistake. Hurriedly shouted: "It's so suitable"
Before Su Wen and Fang Wenqing could see the color of their clothes, Su Mei had already jumped back, shouting as she ran: "The Yellow River is said to be suitable, and it must be the death of the soil." How can I have this outfit?"
Huang He wanted to die, and asked weakly: "What will I say next time?... Or don't speak?... Senior Brother Fang, are you making an appointment for supper?"