Chapter 17: No One Knows It's Me
Yuan Xueqin's 'spirit' is not bad at this time. I heard Yuan Qian say that she had already eaten. She sat down. And then I told Yuan Qian a lot of anecdotes that he had seen.
"Mom. I can't believe you've met so many interesting people when you're young." Yuan Qian sighed. In my heart, it is the Tao: If it is not for the father who is in my name. Mom, she's going to be happy now.
Can life. Where there are so many ifs.
"Shallow. You'll see more in the future. You will know the vastness of this world. Gone far. I've seen too much. The heart is generous and tolerant. Mom believes that Asa will grow well and well."' Kneading the original shallow hair. I thought about it for a long time. Yuan Xueqin then tentatively continued: "Shallow. You see Mom is fine. It's better for my mother to be discharged from the hospital in the afternoon. The small shop at home also needs to be watched by someone. Mom is a hard worker. Now I don't get used to it. Shallow. You also have to go to school. Don't delay your studies. Is it good?"
After all, the 'girl' was born by herself. What kind of 'sex' is Yuan Qian. Where can Yuan Xueqin be unclear. After asking like this. Sure enough, she saw the 'color' of the original shallow face change." Mother. I disagree."
Xu is too direct in his opposition. Yuan Qian began to understand the reason." Mother. Do you listen to me. You stay in the hospital. Other things. Shallow can take care of it. Mother. You don't let shallow worry. Don't be scared shallow. Mom is the best mom in the world. I want to see my mother safe."
There are suppressed stubborn tears in his eyes. Yuan Qian looked at Yuan Xueqin's slightly vicissitudes of life so persistently. Until the latter sighed helplessly. He nodded his head in detail.
"Shallow. Mommy just doesn't want my baby to work too hard. Shallow. Mommy only has you." Holding the thin body of the 'girl'. Yuan Xueqin muttered in a low voice. It's like a requiem in the dead night.
The original shallow heart originally hung high in the sky. This moment of free fall to the ground. Finally settled.
It's still a patient after all. The nurse came over and gave her a routine check-up. Yuan Xueqin thought about taking a break. People are old. The body is not as good as before. Obviously not more than fifty people. But she lives like an old 'milk' and 'milk' in her seventies and eighties.
Yuan Qian carefully folded the quilt for his mother. Then he left quietly.
Shang Shuze took everything into his eyes from beginning to end. Although it is not possible to know the specific content of the conversation between their mother and daughter. But I saw that stupid and stubborn little girl taking care of her mother so hard. He was so touched in his heart for some reason. I don't want to laugh. But he also put on such a lively and optimistic posture. This girl......
Yuan Qian was a little surprised by the existence of Shang Shuze... What was he waiting to do outside the ward. Visiting. But her mother didn't know him.
Pink lips twitched a few times. Yuan Qian finally asked: "Instructor. Is there anything wrong with you?"
"My name is Shang Shuze." Shang Shuze suddenly raised his eyebrows slightly. said very seriously: "The military training is coming to an end. The last parade remains. You don't have to call me instructor. After all, you don't participate in military parades either."
The military parade is the final ceremony of the previous military training. About 100 students from each company will be selected to participate. During the parade. Participating students form a makeshift platoon. They will walk around the parade ground or walk in unison or kick the right step. Or carry a model gun or empty-handed. There are many managers. It is again a voluntary principle. The vast majority of students did not participate. And Yuan Asa is one of the vast majorities.
"Instructor. I don't understand what you mean." Maybe. It's also understood. Just used to calling the instructor. You have to change your mind for a while. She really didn't know what to shout.
Shang Shuze looked at Yuan Qian thoughtfully. The latter nodded at him. Then he panicked and tried to run away. I don't know why. The light in the instructor's eyes made her a little uneasy.
Hara returned to his family's shop. When you add food, you have to eat. She left herself some side dishes. As for the soup. She prepared only her mother's portions. Speaking of which, the soup at noon is also a small 'flower' fee. And for today's original shallow. If you can, you can save as much as possible. She doesn't find such living conditions miserable. The only thing that suffers is that her mother can't stand in front of her in good health.
The rice is still warm. The dish is a little cold. The shop is open. Suddenly, someone came in without saying hello.
Shang Shuze put the lunch he bought on the table. That obviously means to eat with Harasa." I haven't eaten yet. Hungry. Get it here and eat it with you."
Don't look at the original shallow embarrassment. After Shang Shuze finished speaking, he took out the lunch box. And that bowl of fragrant soup.
Yuan Qian ate a little quickly.' Touch' is not clear about Shang Shuze's thoughts. At this moment, she just wants to finish eating and leave. Obviously this is her home. She's the owner of this place.
Frowning brows. Shang Shuze picked out the ribs in the dish. After that, it was unceremoniously stuffed into the original shallow bowl." Not. I don't like to eat this. You ate it. Don't waste money."
Then he pushed the soup in front of Yuan Qian." This one is also for you. I'm not used to drinking soup from someone other than my mother."
Hara Qian: "......"
I want to get things back. But the other party frowned after eating, I don't know how many times. It's like you're dealing with something that's hard to swallow.
Instructor he eats...... Not so fussy. Yuan Qian is not sure.
"The stuff in this shop is not tasty. Never buy it again." After lunch. Shang Shuze commented nonchalantly. It looks like I don't like the food. He must not know. The chef of a well-known restaurant wants to hear him say this. Definitely going to cry.
Hara shallow buried his head. In the end, I gnawed those ribs. Her eating appearance is very gentle. Even the soup is drunk in small sips.
'Touched' 'touched' the belly. Yuan Qian only felt that he could catch up with the rhythm of dying. It turned out that she wanted to say that she would not eat it. But the man on the other end just stared at her. It was clear that she was supervising whether she was 'wasting' food. She'll also want to ask if she's not there. What to do with these things that the instructor bought. But in the end, she shut up.
Yuan shallow is not stupid. Although Shang Shuze's way of caring is a bit clumsy. But she could feel it. Because I understand. So more scared. She didn't dare.. I don't dare to listen to the care that might come out of his mouth. She's shallow. Don't be greedy. Don't be attached to other people's shallowness......
In the morning, there was a discussion about the trouble. At this time, the original shallow is quite six gods and no master... She didn't know if she still wanted to work in Sister Si's shop. But she did need money.
Shang Shuze suddenly took out a painting. The painting is the original shallow with a half-'naked' back.
Hara Asa at the first glance of the scene in the painting. The face is 'colorful' and spicy.
"It's beautiful." Shang Shuze suddenly judged. Even with a little bit of violation, he put his hand on the pink shoulder of the person in the painting. Rubbing it consciously or unconsciously.
I didn't know how to deal with the situation in front of me. Shoulders are hot. She secretly annoyed her sensitivity. The face is slightly cold. The original 'excitement' in her eyes slowly cooled down. Tilt your head. Faced Shang Shuzawa's handsome face. She was puzzled." Instructor. What do you mean?"
Shang Shuze suddenly dragged Yuan Qian in front of him. Then she was forced to look at herself in the painting." Shallow. You said. Painting inside you drift not beautiful. Well. Answer me."
I heard the indisputability in Shang Shuze's words. The original shallow heart was annoyed. More is unclear so. She doesn't understand. I don't know why this man asks. I don't want to understand......
"Shallow. I don't think you are very seductive in the painting. It makes people feel the urge to sin." That sister Si is really good at grasping the sense of the camera. But a few dozen strokes made a 'girl' jump on the page. The style is on display. Vivid.
At this point, the question is already shallow. Can't move away. She closed her eyes for sex." Instructor. I don't understand what you mean."
"You said if someone buys your painting. It is for the artistic value of the painting. Or do you have something to think about the person in the painting? You see. The person on the painting is so good-looking. It will make people want to lift that layer of shawl. The urge to see your whole body clearly." There's a bit of annoyance when it comes to this. What the hell is going on in this woman's head? Innocent 'girl' child. Could it be that it is so good to draw these pictures and let others think about it?
Yuan Qian felt that the topic had changed. Fluttering eyelashes. Her tone was tinged with uncertainty. The voice is low." Nobody knew it was me."
"I know." Shang Shuze suddenly roared in Yuan Qian's ear. You are not allowed to do such work in the future. It's so nice to be stripped naked, isn't it? Fortunately, this time it's a 'female'. If you change to a male painter. Are you going to be naked. In the eyes of others, let others comment and appreciate. Do you know what it means to be hard in the world, and the human heart is not ancient."
Such a rebuke of hating iron but not steel made Yuan Qian's heart feel a headache instantly. Bowed his head. She looked at the bewitching self in the painting.' The lips and teeth are full of bitterness. There is a deep and shallow glitter in the eye sockets. But she doesn't cry... It's too cowardly to cry. This was her own choice. I can't blame anyone. She doesn't cry.
Shang Shuze put the painting away. After that, the original shallow chin is lifted. Plain and 'refined' little face. At the moment, he seems a little dull and tired. Suddenly, I couldn't bear to say anything hurtful." Girl. You need money. I know. But there is no need to put on your own ......" The word 'body' is somewhat inappropriate. Shang Shuze didn't say it. Instead, he said, "Have you ever thought about asking the school for help?"
It's not that you can't help her directly. I'm just afraid I'll scare her away. Shang Shuze never thought that he would have such a hesitant time. But at this moment. He's trying so hard to maintain the self-esteem of the 'girl' in front of him.