Chapter 180: Finally Understood

said that he would no longer come to school and no longer contact, and in the next two months, there was really no news. Kim Taeyeon gradually adapts to S.M's life as a trainee. And moved into the dormitory assigned to her, and when she has free time on holidays, she lives directly in Seoul and practices nearby.

Maybe she wasn't as reluctant as she imagined, but now that she's calm, she doesn't have too many ideas.

He didn't go for the final exams, and maybe he won't come if he sends his transcript today. Kim Taeyeon entered the school, saw that he was much worse than before, pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, and casually stuffed the report card into his school bag.

That's what my father said, what to give up and what to choose, right? Who can really take care of everything, even if it's him...... Maybe it's hard, isn't it?

Thinking back to the end that didn't start that day, maybe Kim Taeyeon understands a little bit now. It may not be who is right or wrong, maybe he is not doing it right, and he may not really care. Kim Taeyeon doesn't want to think too much because she is not confident in her eloquence, but she is confident that she can definitely argue with him. The quarrel was not unprecedented, at least the only one...... I didn't lose.

Sighing lightly, Kim Taeyeon walked around the playground inexplicably. My father said that he would come to pick him up and go to Seoul, and from tomorrow, he will officially live in the dormitory and practice in the summer vacation. What's the use of winning or losing? In the end, he dumped himself and got involved with the trainee of the same company who split his legs. Kim Taeyeon believes that he is really not angry with himself.

After a short time together, Kim Taeyeon didn't dare to say that she knew more about him. But he knew that he disdained this way of discharging his anger, and he always did what he said. Twilight remembered that he had left something for himself at school, and since he did what he said, it must be true, right? Kim Taeyeon quietly turned back to the classroom and came to his class to excuse himself.

Rummaging through his desk, there was nothing inside and out, not even a single piece of paper. I don't want to end a lot of things at the beginning, and the whole school is looking for it, anyway, my father hasn't come to pick her up yet, and I'm idle. With such an inexplicable thought, it was considered the motivation to continue the search, but in the end, there was still no clue. Naturally, I didn't find it.

Pulling a branch and frowning, I don't know why, I came to the abandoned teaching building in the back mountain. Looking at the entrance, Kim Taeyeon came back to her senses and subconsciously stopped. Looks like it's been a long time since he's been here, since he's gone, since he's been around. Silently turned his head to leave, but paused for a moment, turned around and walked in again. Looking at the mottled walls and the dense overhead covered by tree branches, it didn't take long, but there was a feeling that things were wrong.

Suddenly, I saw a brand new diary and two pens of the same style and different colors. Kim Taeyeon sat forward with a complicated expression, knowing that it was him who had overlapped in space and staggered time, and had come. Flipping through the pages, there are all his messages, but none of them are his own. Come to think of it, he came a lot after that.

Leaning to the side, the corners of your mouth curled. What is this supposed to be? Always have to leave one and one appear, and this one and that one and leave? Reading from the first paragraph, Kim Taeyeon gradually became obsessed.

The first message: "I'm just a little special case, you weishenme so sensitive?" I bought a new journal and two pens. The pink one is yours, the white one is mine. I'll write with these two in the future. Don't make a fuss, come back quickly. Can you tell me something. Maybe I can really help you out. ”

Second message: "Haven't come yet? You can't be really angry, right? Please, I'm wronged. Accidentally ...... in the last diary Anyway, I didn't mean to. Besides, haven't you been showing up for more than a month? It seems that I came three days later than you, so you have to be so decisive? I'm sincere, or have I left my phone number for you? ”

Kim Taeyeon sneered, pursed her lips and wrinkled her nose as she stared at the diary.

The third message: "I seem to understand a little. You don't want to go on so you make excuses to blame me, right? You're such a gamer, why are you so shrewd here? Or is there a little shrewdness that has been used on me? Well, that's it. Anyway, I really don't have much time to come over in the future, even if you are too. ”

Kim Tae-yeon pursed the corners of his mouth, and he could feel his depression at that time.

Fourth message: "Not bad. I'm back again. Actually, I've been through a lot of things, I don't know if it's serious with you, but at least it's hard for me to bear. But I can't say anything yet, because maybe someone else is more disappointed and worried than I am. Hehe, maybe I'm a little stimulated too. When I met someone who caused me to do this, he could even pretend that he was innocent and that nothing had happened to him. I can't stand it. It would be nice if you were here, I could talk to you. When will you be able to deflat? Actually, the whole thing, I'm also innocent? ”

Kim Taeyeon couldn't help frowning, although he didn't say anything, but he was inexplicable, but he had a very familiar feeling. Continuing to watch, Kim Taeyeon's doubts deepened. Because he didn't say much after that, he simply left a string of numbers for him to contact after seeing it. Kim Taeyeon felt that this string of numbers was very familiar, and when she subconsciously took out her mobile phone to check it, she actually dropped a CD from her diary.

When I picked it up and looked at it, there was no text on the front and back. It seems to have been recorded. Looking at the page where Zuihou dropped the CD, it only marked the time, but there was no word left. Kim Taeyeon looked at the date on it, it was two months ago. Many images suddenly flashed in his mind, from the first time Wen Yanyou took the initiative to send a text message to himself in response, asking what he should do with her.

And after that, there was a big change of attitude. Sign up with yourself and take good care of yourself. It's like dating.,Although no one officially confessed anything.。

Sweetness is sweetness, but at that time, it was absolutely false to say that there was no doubt. I just wanted to ask him after the tryouts, but so many things happened. And on the night of a similar breakup, he also made it clear to himself that he wanted to end this vague and unstarted relationship.

When I took out my phone and was about to look up the number, I was about to click on it, but Kim Tae-yeon's fingers couldn't help but tremble. I didn't press it for a while. Suddenly, the phone rang, startling Kim Tae-yeon. After connecting, it was her father who answered her call to Seoul. Kim Tae-yeon packed her diary and CD into her bag, left the abandoned school building, and ran towards the school gate.

Maybe it's because her daughter's performance has finally returned to her original obedient appearance recently, and seeing that Kim Taeyeon is a little absent-minded, Kim's father didn't ask much. My daughter can change her mentality, even if it is really for someone who gives up her idea to become a trainee at S.M, she seems to be very devoted to practicing for two months. He is already very pleased to be able to behave like this.

After a three-hour drive, I drove Kim Taeyeon back to Jeonju at the door of S.M. Instructed her to take good care of her body when she started the stay, and to call if she had something. Kim Tae-yeon also calmly smiled and took her father away. Watching the car drive out of the corner, Kim Tae-yeon looked back at the S.M gate, but did not enter. Instead, he ran towards his dormitory.

I moved in with my own things one after another. Especially the computer and CD stereo, the brand new one has only been bought for two months, which is a reward for my father to finally figure it out and stop being angry. She finally figured out that when he faced his father that day, he was so eloquent with a mouth, but he was dumbfounded by his father, who usually didn't say much. No matter how to do it, what to do. Perhaps their age determines that any action they make is a child's temper.

But at this time, Kim Taeyeon didn't think too much about it, just stuffed the CD in. For some reason, my heart beat slowly. She had a hunch that the contents of this CD must be very familiar to her. However, after the prelude sounded, the answer was announced. Kim Tae-yeon's heart didn't speed up for long, but it slowly sank. Just staring at the stereo as if the notes were right in front of you.

"A gust of wind blew.

I turned around.

I found that you had left me.

I can't control it.

If that's providence.

I can only forget you as soon as possible

I can't have, I can't be together.

Life didn't give me the courage to face it.

I just want to know.

Reasons to leave me. ”

With her eyes blurred, Kim Tae-yeon told herself not to cry yet. Wait a while to confirm the number, just wait a while. Finally, the number on the diary was confirmed, and the person who coincided with his own space and staggered time was him. Kim Taeyeon didn't even have the strength to hold her phone, so she hugged her knees and cried bitterly.

In "The Reason to Leave Me" on the CD, the singing can't hide Kim Tae-yeon's crying. suppressed for two months, obviously she had cried on the phone that day, but when he hung up the phone, Kim Taeyeon was not reconciled, but did not shed a single tear.

But today, she finally couldn't help it. Crying with the voice she has the gift of singing, crying her little face, crying wet her sleeves. She also thought that she could secretly cry and release herself, but she didn't know that she had been inadvertently bumped into.

(Five million words before and after, Han Cuo has the first alliance leader.) I wanted to say a lot, but I didn't know what to say for a while except to thank Royyi.xi and Leon brother. In the style that Han Cuo has always had, it is better to say that it is better to do it. 10,000 rewards plus more, yesterday a total of 120,000 rewards, plus 12 more. However, Han Cuo thinks that he is the face of the festival industry, so he can't do anything to steal the camera. It will be completed in three days, six times a day, and I would like to express my gratitude to the two. )

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