She smiled slightly: "Not exactly, I just feel that he has tarnished my love, I just feel that the world is too dirty, I am too tired to hold on." ”

"And now?"

She was slightly stunned, Xu remembered something, and finally said: "When I cut my wrists, I heard blood dripping on the ground, have you heard that sound, what is it like?" Like the sound of love leaving, I thought, it's good, I don't have to get drunk and die for that person anymore, and I don't have to have anything to do with that person anymore. It's so good, I'm clean and innocent again. ”

I put her head on my shoulder: "Fool. ”

She laughed: "Really, fool, it's not worth it." ”

I turned off the TV and urged her to take a nap so she wouldn't be awake and cranky.

Because of Xia Qi, I didn't dare to go out, so I stayed at home with her, sometimes talking about things in college, sometimes talking about He Junxi, sometimes discussing what work to do after graduation, most of them were me talking, she just nodded, and said casually when she was in a good mood.

But we will never mention Jiang Chengphantom again, as if he is a virus, and we will die if we mention it.

When I was on the phone with Luo Ange, I thoughtfully asked him when he would come back, and he smiled evilly and asked me if he was not there and I couldn't sleep alone.

I despised myself countless times in my heart, and it was natural that I could not sleep alone in his absence, because I had lied, and I always felt that it would take a hundred more lies to fulfill this first lie.

Luo Ange said: "I dreamed of you last night. ”

I didn't know it was a trap and asked, "What are you dreaming of me?" ”

He was serious: "I dreamed that the two of us were in bed, and we were excited, and I found that the condom was used up." ”

I suddenly understood what was coming, and shouted: "Luo Ange, you are shameless." ”

He snorted twice: "You forgot, when I was in bed, who begged for mercy under me, who was shameless?" ”

Every time I discussed this topic with him, it was me who lost, I was angry and wanted to hang up the phone, Luo Ange shouted to me: "Don't worry, I love you." ”

I'm about to break my bones in these terrible sweet words.

"Well, Luo Ange, I love you too."

Shu Congxuan went to work and called back a few times, asking us what we wanted to eat and what we needed, so considerate that I felt that he was simply the best man in the world.

Fortunately, he has a family screening room comparable to a luxury movie theater in his house, where all kinds of movies are available, and I went in with Xia Qi once, and I never wanted to come out again.

When the wound was almost recovered, I took Xia Qi to the hospital to remove the stitches, that day it was Shu Congxuan who accompanied us, it was an elderly doctor, he checked the wound, brushed and brushed what was written in the medical record book, and suddenly said: "Little girl, I see that you are only in your twenties, the same age as flowers, why can't you think about it?" Do you know that even if the stitches are removed, there will still be scars, which is ugly. ”

Xia Qi nodded lightly: "I know." ”

The old doctor said, "This has left a scar, what can I do in the future?" Don't be impulsive in the future, you're not even afraid of death, are you still afraid of living? ”

I think what the old doctor said is very reasonable, and I guess Xia Qi also listened to it, because when she came out of the hospital, she suddenly proposed to go to the movies.

Shu arranged for us from the saddle, chartered a small private room, bought us snacks, and accompanied us to watch cartoons for children.

After watching the movie, Xia Qi proposed to go to school again, I know why she wants to go back, there are countless good memories of her and Jiang Chenghuan.

She still can't let go, she still has obsessions, and she thinks she can go back to the past.

Although it was a weekend, I was afraid that going to school and meeting acquaintances would bring back memories for her, so I persuaded her to change places.

She insisted on going, and we had no choice but to take her with us.

Fortunately, not many people know about her breakup with Jiang Chenghuan, and the school is now on holiday, so it should be fine.

Now she is the boss, as long as she is happy, even if she wants me to learn to bark, I am willing.

I didn't think about it, and I met a girl who had a good time with us in the next class in the middle of shopping, and she asked, "Kiki, when are you and Jiang Chengphantom going to Germany?" ”

I tried my best to look at the girl, but she didn't see it, and asked, "I met Jiang Chenghuan to buy a ring that day, why didn't I see you?" ”

Xia Qi stood there blankly, I motioned to Shu Congxuan to get the talkative girl away, Xia Qi smiled and took my hand: "I'm tired, let's go back." ”

I made a look, Shu Congxuan understood, and said: "Xia Qi, let's pass the past, it's not a big deal." If you can't get by, I'll go and arrest Jiang Chengphantom in front of you now. ”

Xia Qi looked around: "It's okay, I'll be sad for a while." ”

After she went back, she said that she was tired and wanted to sleep, and she never came out of the room, and told her that she would not eat after eating.

I was afraid that she wouldn't be able to think about it, and I wanted to go to see her, Shu Congxuan grabbed me and shook his head: "Let her digest it by herself, and she will get through it." ”

Xia Qi hadn't come out at eleven o'clock, I couldn't help it, I ran in to see her, and found that she was still crying, probably because she didn't want us to hear it, she bit her fingers.

At ten o'clock, Xia Qi finally came out and said, "I'm starving, give me a bowl of noodles." ”

I was stunned on the sofa with Shu Congxuan, and she said again: "I'm hungry, who will give me a bowl of noodles." ”

I jumped up in ecstasy, ran barefoot to the kitchen, and cooked a bowl of noodles as fast as I could, and lay an egg on it.

And Shu Congxuan is diligently helping Xia Qi massage, just like Li Lianying serving Cixi.

Xia Qi was not polite, Hulala quickly ate to the bottom, she patted her belly and shouted: "If you eat too much, who will accompany me to the yard to eliminate food." ”

Shu Congxuan raised his hand like a good student: "I'll go, I'll go." ”

I offered my courtesy: "I'll help you get your coat." ”

That night, Xia Qi and I were lying on the big bed in Shu Congxuan's house, and I asked her, "You went to Guizhou because you didn't want us to know that you were pregnant?" ”

Her voice was cool: "Yes, I want to deal with the child myself." ”

"Why don't you tell Jiang Cheng Phantom?"

She shook her head, turned sideways and hugged me, and my chest got wet.

I also started crying, but she comforted me: "It's okay, he's just a chilblain on my hand in winter, and it'll be fine after winter." ”

I said, "I'm afraid you'll die." ”

She said, "Fool, no, I swear." ”

Perhaps, everyone is the same, they have experienced a heart-wrenching experience, they have been to the ghost gate once, and they will live well in the future.

The next day, I slept in a daze, and received a call from my dad, in a very anxious tone: "Where are you, come back quickly." ”

I hurriedly asked what was wrong, and my dad didn't say anything, just kept repeating that I should go back quickly.

I didn't dare to be careless, so I got up and washed up indiscriminately, waking Xia Qi up.

I told her that I needed to go home, and she nodded stunned: "Then are you still coming back?" ”

I didn't think about it and said, "Xia Qi, from now on, we will only depend on each other, and we can't leave each other." You wait for me here, I'll go back and see, and I'll be back when it's okay. ”

She shrunk into the quilt and left, sleeping peacefully.

My movement was too loud, Shu Congxuan came out of his bedroom with sleepy eyes, and smiled when he saw my posture: "Why is it like a great escape?" ”

I didn't have time or mood to talk to him, and asked him if he had time to take me back.

I didn't expect that the moment I opened the door, I would see such a scene: my grandfather, my dad and Luo Ange sitting on the sofa drinking tea, Yi Huayang peeling apples on the side, and my mom was busy in the kitchen.

I subconsciously wanted to turn around, I wished I was blind and deaf and died, and it was better than seeing the face that made me think about it.

A man's voice sounded behind him: "Yan Shan, what's wrong?" ”

The feeling of ten thousand arrows piercing your heart is nothing more than that, the person you think about for a long time sits at your house and drinks tea with your grandfather and father without saying a word, and another man you told you not to come with you is standing behind you at this moment, with a gentle voice dripping water, asking you what's wrong?

I felt the smell of gunpowder in the air, and what made me more uncomfortable than ten thousand arrows piercing my heart was that Luo Ange didn't look at me all the time, just holding a teacup.

Instead, my grandfather said, "Stand there and do something, come in, Ange has been waiting for you for a while." ”

My mother came out of the kitchen and was stunned when she saw Shu Congxuan behind me: "Girl, this is ......"

Shu Congxuan introduced himself: "Hello Auntie, I am a friend of Yan Shan. ”

At this moment, I couldn't care about Shu Congxuan at all, my legs seemed to be filled with lead, as if I was in shackles, I walked over step by step, stood in front of Luo Ange, ignored Yi Huayang's mocking gaze, and asked in a trembling voice: "Why are you back?" ”

I was about to cry, and I prayed in my heart: Luo Ange, Luo Ange, you must not, don't ......

He finally put down the teaglass, glanced at me, and smiled faintly: "I'll come to see grandpa and uncle and aunt, let's go." ”

He's so light-hearted, my heart is pinched, and I'd rather he beat me and scold me than he treats me like a stranger now, but is more familiar with my family.

My grandfather saw something and stood up to play a round: "An Ge, you are very tired from catching a plane, you must be hungry, let's eat something first." ”

My dad helped: "Yes, yes, your aunt's porridge is famous, eat some." ”

He greeted Shu Congxuan, who was standing at the entrance: "That gentleman, you are a friend of Yan Shan, you can also eat a little." ”

Luo Ange stood up and didn't look at me: "Grandpa, uncle, no need, I'm just here to see you." The company still has a bunch of things to deal with for me, so I'll go first. ”

At this moment, my grandfather and my father couldn't hold their faces, and my grandfather pulled me, winked at me, and asked me to speak quickly.

I don't know what to say, even if I admit that I was wrong, but will Luo Ange believe me?

Coldly, Shu Congxuan stood up: "An Ge, you misunderstood, I'm ...... with Yan Shan."

I shouted at him: "Shu Congxuan, shut up, it's none of your business, go back quickly." ”

Feeling Luo Ange's knife-like gaze stabbing at my face, I grabbed him and lowered my voice: "You listen to me......"