Chapter 30 The beauty of childhood, the reality of reality
People sometimes really want to grow up when they are young, looking at the dazzling everything, always think that only when they grow up can they have these things, but only when they grow up, do they know how enviable they are when they are childish and harmless, I don't know what I mean by going around in this dream, for a while it is when I was a child orphanage, everyone you compete for me to eat, a newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, always want to grab the most food.
Suddenly, I turned to reality, the delicate and elegant napkin, listening to the charming conversation between you and me next door, but the delicious meal on the table was unable to swallow.
When I was in college, and I made a wish that they had lived as they wanted, suddenly, in the office, you and I had a sarcastic conversation...... One dream after another.
Did it make me retreat from the difficulty, let go of everything that didn't belong to me now, and suddenly a dazzling light flashed in the dream, and I felt uncomfortable, and woke up from the dream all of a sudden.
I really rarely cry, because I know that crying really can't solve any problems, and in reality the problems are still there.
To be honest, I'm not very old, I don't know why I feel so tired, I've cried, I've packed myself up and I'm ready to go to treat myself, sometimes I really feel like I'm a contradictory individual, one will be the wind and the other will be the rain, but only the little shadow knows about it.
I walked around, turned to a snack bar, found a seat near the street, listened to the lives of strangers around me, and watched the traffic outside the window.
A mother and daughter said, look at how old you are, 25, when I was 25, your brother was several years old, you look at you day by day, good food and clothing, 25 all, return clothes to open your mouth, food to stretch out your hand, you don't think about the long snack, you say, why don't you want to deal with the object that your brother introduced to you.
Girl: 'What's wrong with 25, not all of them are married at 30 now, what's the big deal, my brother introduced me, you see he introduced me, there are a few good ones, the clothes they wear seem to be unwashed, it's nothing more than him using each other, remembering to introduce people to people, and then I don't know how to remember my cousin who can't beat me, next time you do something like this, please tell me first, introduce me to everything, even if you are forced to marry like this, it is also a divorce, why do you bother like this, What did my brother say, don't be naïve at the age of 25 to mature, what's wrong with maturity, why is his daughter-in-law mature, and what's wrong in the end, marriage is a matter of 2 families, it's not something you look good at, nothing is forced, even if it's not forced, you think a good marriage, you look at who is really happy around you, don't force me to do everything.
"Sit next door and think about yourself, is it me also asking for something, is it love, it should be humble love."