"I don't think I ever mentioned what happened after our family moved, did I?" After a moment of silence, Qian'er suddenly spoke.

"When I was a child, I often went to your house, and you were always envious when I saw my uncle and aunt so much, and I often ran home to ask my grandmother why my parents were not like my uncle and aunt. Grandma always said that Mom and Dad also love me like uncles and aunts love you, but they have different methods, they are busy trying to make money every day to make me live a good life. But I just hope they can take me to the park on my birthday, or we can sit down and have a meal together a few days a week," Qian'er smiled helplessly.

"When I was a child, I was always stupid, always thinking that one day when my parents would be busy with me, who knew that they would get divorced. I still remember that day, I followed my grandmother in a daze, left home overnight, and got on the train before I had time to say goodbye to you. Then I went to a strange place, just dad and grandma. I asked my mom where she had gone. My grandmother just hugged me and cried, telling me that she would always be with me. I accepted their divorce for a whole holiday and understood that the dream I had been dreaming had been shattered. Two years later, my father remarried, and I lived with my grandmother, and my parents would give us a little money on a regular basis, but I rarely saw them a few times a year. ”

Yi Chen listened to Qian'er's story quietly, feeling the helplessness of a child, and seemed to see the figure of a little girl alone. It's been five years, and this is the first time Yi Chen has heard Qian'er talk about herself. It's really a little strange tonight, Qian'er is preoccupied when she eats. However, even though Yi Chen was full of doubts, he also knew that it was good to be a listener at this moment.

"Later, my mother had a new family, and I had less contact with her. My father wanted to immigrate to Australia, but my grandmother didn't want to go, so I stayed with my grandmother. My dad would transfer us a sum of money every month, and my grandma and I were living steadily. Later, I went to university to work as a teaching assistant in a training institution, thinking that I could earn money and improve my spoken English, but who knew that I would meet him ,,, Jiang Ruichen. ”

It took a long time for Qian'er to say the name, and she seemed to have exhausted all her strength and courage. The name is like a Pandora's box with so much joy and sorrow in it. Yi Chen couldn't help but hold Qian'er's hand, as if this would give Qian'er strength, but Qian'er just smiled and shook her head.

"Because our classrooms are next to each other, we often bump into each other, but neither of us takes the initiative to speak. It wasn't until I took the bus home once that I forgot to rush my bus card and didn't have change in my wallet, and he helped me out, and we knew each other. ”

"And then you became friends?" Yi Chen asked cautiously.

Qian'er shook her head slightly. "I don't have any friends, and I don't want to make more friends. If you don't rely on others, you won't be disappointed. So I didn't say much after I paid back the money. But since then, I've always seen him. Training institutions, buses, and even schools, it turns out that the two of us are from the same school. There was even a school activity where the two of us were in the same group. ”

Qian'er never mentioned the past, but today she really recalled, and Yi Chen would rather she could forget it. The past, full of past, has been soaked with sadness just at the beginning.

"I never thought about falling in love, let alone getting married. I had no confidence and was more afraid of losing. But he forcibly broke into my life and changed my mind. Since when? Is it a joke every day, is it to help me practice speaking every time, or is it to help me take care of my grandma and make her happy? There were so many things that I didn't even notice to myself. Yi Chen found that Qian'er smiled inadvertently, a kind of happiness of being loved, maybe she didn't notice it herself. Although Qian'er only said a few words about their relationship, and didn't even describe that person too much, Yi Chen knew that this must be the most beautiful past in Qian'er's life, even if it was already a scar at the moment, it would still make Qian'er feel painful but happy.

"We've been together for four years, we're facing graduation, and maybe we're breaking up like many campus couples. But he revealed nothing. But I'm slowly seeing the end of our line. At that time, I was already preparing to become a teacher, but his parents had high hopes for him to study abroad. Watching him busy day by day, although I knew that the separation was in sight, I still didn't want to take the initiative to speak, greedy for that rare happiness. Until one night," Yi Chen saw Qian'er's eyes like water, as if he had returned to that moment.

"He dragged me around the campus for a long time without saying a word, and I knew that maybe it was time for it to end. But when I stopped and was about to smile and say goodbye to him, he suddenly hugged me tightly and said something that I will never forget in my life, yes, how could I forget, I was stupid to think that it was happiness, didn't it? As he spoke, tears flowed uncontrollably. Yi Chen looked at Qian'er, as if she had returned to the place she had been running away from, with the people she loved the most and her biggest pain.