As Gu Qinzhi's girlfriend, my normal reaction at this time should be to hug him and say to him with emotion, I know, you don't have to be sad, you will have me in the future. But I couldn't say a word. I sympathize with what happened to me and I sympathize with Gu Qinzhi's experience, but I feel like a superfluous person who took advantage of the situation to snatch Gu Qinzhi.

Gu Qinzhi looked at me: "This is what others deliberately let you know." Do you think it's really a lot more reassuring to know this? ”

I can't answer.

Maybe it's true, don't get to the bottom of it, because there are some truths that you can't bear.

"I lived in this house for a few months, and then I never came again." He looked up at the room and said, "Because I don't dare to come, every item here is arranged by her, and I can't face this house." Today is the first time I have been here since she died. ”

His words made me fidget, and I had come here in some capacity, as if my soul was still there, in a corner of the room, watching me like this.

I hurriedly stood up and said to him, "It's time for me to go back, I need to digest this matter." ”

After speaking, I rushed out of the door, but Gu Qinzhi didn't chase it out. I walked outside the house and realized that I couldn't walk back to the city on my legs.

Standing on the edge of the lawn, I looked at the window of the house, and Gu Qinzhi's figure was cast on the window, looking very lonely. I stood for a long time, and he didn't come out.

At this time, he should have forgotten about me.

I laughed at myself in my heart, and then walked outside the community, using my feet to understand the size of the community step by step. I was relieved when I got to the main road.

Just now in that seemingly beautiful community, I was extremely uncomfortable, and I was relieved that I was getting farther and farther away from the community at this time.

After waiting on the side of the road for about half an hour, I flagged down an empty taxi and headed for the city.

After knowing these things, I don't know how to face Gu Qinzhi.

I wanted to talk to someone, but I didn't know who to call when I was holding the phone. Angel is a best friend, Jia Ru is a good friend, in addition, there are about 100 people in my phone book, and there are more than 20 people who often contact. However, at the moment, I feel that it is not appropriate to call anyone.

At this point, I realized that there are some things that cannot be said.

It was already the middle of the night when I got home, and it was almost dawn after washing, and after listening to the sad stories of the night, my nerves were greatly stimulated, and I was so sleepy that my eyes hurt but I couldn't sleep.

Just when I was sleepy and closed my eyelids, the mobile phone rang, and I was so frightened that my heart almost stopped, and I connected the phone that I found out it was Gu Qinzhi.

"Xu Tu, where are you?" Gu Qinzhi's tone was anxious.

"I'm at home, I'm at home, and I can't stay in that house of yours for a moment." I was awake at this point.

"Scared the hell out of me." He let out a long sigh of relief, "I'm sorry. I was a little sad last night and ignored you. ”

"Isn't it a little late for you to think about this now?" I asked, "I really don't know how to deal with the loss of your lover, let me slow down." ”

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. He hurriedly apologized.

I hung up the phone, put myself in his place and thought about it, and after thinking about it, I still couldn't let go of it.

In this way, a man who lives with a dead person in his heart, what kind of woman can accept it. I suddenly had a lot of doubts about Gu Qinzhi and my own persistence, does it make sense for us to insist like this.

Fang Yihe should love Gu Qinzhi. So I can accept him when I fully understand his past, and I can't, I seem to have always passively accepted this relationship, so when there are any twists and turns, my first thought is to escape and end.

I don't love Gu Qinzhi.

This conclusion made me think about it in an instant. It's because he's always been good to me, it's because he's obviously superior to ordinary people's conditions, that I feel like I have feelings for him, but in fact it's not, I've been blinded by myself.

I saw that it was almost time to go to work, so I called Xiang Dong to ask for a leave, and then went directly to Jia Ru in the car.

Jia Ru's managed Paradise had the best business at night, and she was still sleeping when I arrived at her house, and when she saw me running away so early, she immediately knew that something important must have happened, so she immediately patted her face and sobered up, and asked me to sit down and ask, "Miss, what's wrong with you?" Did you ask about it? ”

"Expect things like gods!" I nodded and said, "He was there when you called me, and I heard it word for word." ”

"I'm sorry, I should have asked you if it was convenient first"

"No, no. I want to thank you, if it weren't for that, I really don't know how to say it. I tucked my body into the soft sofa of Jia Ru's house, stared at the chandelier above and told me about yesterday's events. Finally, he said, "I suddenly realized that I had been passive in this relationship. ”

"What do you mean?" Jia Ru stopped patting the mask and asked me, "You were forced by Gu Qinzhi?" ”

"Don't talk nonsense, be serious." I sat up straight, "It's always been Gu Qinzhi's initiative, I've been blinded by his initiative, and then I've always felt that I have feelings for him." But after what happened last night, I don't think it's right. If I loved him, I wouldn't be so entangled and think of retreating when I encounter a little problem. ”

Jia Ru looked at me and suddenly laughed: "You really think too much, if you are a woman who worships money, you won't give up because of what kind of past Gu Qinzhi has; If you don't feel it, you won't be with him. Don't lie to yourself, you just care too much, so you can't bear to have a little bit of his past that you can't accept. I suggest you chill it out, what to do, and see how he reacts. ”

"I think this kind of relationship is too tiring." I'm going crazy.

Gu Qinzhi's situation is more difficult than cheating, if it is cheating, I can ask to break up immediately, and I am confident, but now I am facing an invisible enemy, which is too entangled.

"Cold treatment, cold treatment." Jia Ru ripped off the mask, "Believe me, just wait for this paragraph, who can not have a past." ”

Jia Ru is right, but the situation is different. If Pi Pi was still alive, I really wouldn't care. But I'm dead, and no matter what I do now, I'll never be able to compare to a dead man.

What am I in his heart?

In addition, when I walked from there last night, Gu Qinzhi didn't find out until dawn, and I didn't find out that I couldn't go back to the city by myself. It's 100% neglect.

All of this adds up, and I can't help but think about it.

"Go to work, don't worry about a dead man, I'll ask Guo Jingran at night to see what he knows." Jia Ru pushed me out of the door and said. "Let's go, let's go shopping, I know that a few stores can hang Gu Qinzhi's account, go spend more to make him feel painful."

I really don't know what to do now, so I can only let Jia Ru arrange it.

In the end, I didn't go to work, and followed Jia Ru around the mall all day, buying a bunch of things. I have to say that shopping is indeed a stress reliever. My frustration that I had no way to vent was actually better in the ticking sound of swiping the card.

I called Gu Qinzhi in the evening and told him that I couldn't accept that he still had a person in his heart that I could never surpass, and I needed to separate for a period of time to deal with it, and I set this time for a month.

When it came to Bi Bi, he was serious, and after thinking about it for a few minutes and agreeing to my approach, I breathed a sigh of relief, and then pressed this matter to the bottom of my heart and began to return to my single life.

For the first three days, I felt uncomfortable, no one would keep calling to ask what you were doing, and I wouldn't receive a loving little expression, saying that I miss you, what to eat at noon, do you want to have a cup of afternoon tea, etc

Hold on for a while, I said to myself, Gu Qinzhi didn't make any moves, and I couldn't hold my breath first. It's just that you're not used to it, and then you get used to a single life, or you don't want to go back to the world of two.

The fourth day was the weekend, and Xiang Dong suddenly asked the secretary to inform him that the company needed a new leader and a meeting was needed to let everyone know each other.

I walked into the conference room with the computer in my arms, and as soon as I looked up, I saw Gu Qinzhi's smiling face. Bypassing him, I sat down in my place and looked at Xiang Dong.

If I'm not mistaken, this new leader is Gu Qinzhi.

The meeting ended without any suspense. At the end, Lin Bo looked at me with a wicked smile and said, "Xu Tu, Mr. Gu is in charge of administrative work." ”

I glared at him and returned to the office, and before my butt fell on the chair, Gu Qinzhi's phone called: "Xu Tu, come to my office." ”

"Mr. Gu has anything to communicate by email. I'm busy right now. I said.

"Okay, then I'll go find you." He wasn't angry at all.

"No, I'll go." I surrendered immediately. If Gu Qinzhi came to the company on the first day, he would come directly to the office to find me, and there would be gossip if there was no gossip.

Took a deep breath. I walked into his office with a notebook and walked to his desk with a blank face: "Mr. Gu, is there anything I need to do?" ”

"What should I do with you with your character?" Gu Qinzhi broke through, walked over with a smile, and sat on the table in front of me, with two long legs hanging down in front of me, "The temper is as stubborn as a stone in the toilet, to be honest, it's not cute at all." He paused, "Unfortunately, I like it." ”

"Mr. Gu, we said it would be cold." I deliberately said with a straight face.

"It's okay, it's cold, but now you and I have a superior-subordinate relationship." He smiled, "Wait for a working meal together, and arrange the next work by the way." ”

I rolled my eyes in my heart, Gu Qinzhi has so many tricks, does a company with thirty or forty people really need to have an executive president? () "Xu Xu Tuzhi" only represents the author's view of the rhinoceros running wild, if it is found that its content violates the national law and contradicts the content, please delete it.

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