Chapter 152: The Love That Can't Be Giving
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I heard Zhang Qi say to me very calmly on the phone: "Let's meet!" Mangi! Perhaps, I'm leaving! โ
"Let's go...... Where are you going? "I was shocked. Could it be that this kid is really going abroad? This is too capricious, don't do anything extreme.
"Maybe I need to have my own sky! to carry my own world, my own dreams. In fact, at this time, I realized how immature I was, and I couldn't take off on my own. Zhang Qi said to me very profoundly, "You are busy first, I can wait for you, wait for you to have time!" No matter where I go, I won't leave until I see you! He was absolutely sure.
I'm a bit stupid, but to be honest, I don't love him, but I don't want him to leave.
I was silent, not knowing what to say for a moment. The hand holding the phone was shaky.
"Mangi, wherever I go, I'll miss you! You're busy! Give me a call when you're not busy, we'll see you in person, and I'll keep in mind the harm to you! Zhang Qi's voice sounded a little sour.
We were all silent on the phone, and finally I heard a busy tone on the phone.
He hung up.
I sat there dumbfounded, clutching the phone, unable to sort out my own thoughts.
I quickly pulled out Liu Wu's phone and called: "Liu Wu, where are you?" โ
"Love me, Yan Manqi, you finally appeared, you ......" Liu Fu was crusading against me, but was interrupted by me.
"Let's get down to business first, let me ask you, is Zhang Qi at work?" I asked the catkins urgently.
"Mangi, you don't know yet?"
"What...... What I don't know? What do I know? โ
"Zhang Qi has completely decoupled from Zhang's and stopped coming to work, it is said that I have not seen him for two days after resigning from all his positions, and a new general manager has been sent to the store." Liu Wu told me about Zhang Qi's condition in one breath: "Say...... Mainly over. But it's really too, I support Zhang Qi, so I have to let her damn know that what she did was too vicious. โ
My heart was a little confused, and the roars of Zhang Qi and Fang Ru kept appearing in my ears, and I was a little flustered.
"Hey...... Hey, Mangi, no, don't talk! โ
"I'm here, hang it! I'll call you again! "I hung up the phone with catkins. I couldn't concentrate anymore, so I simply put away my computer and went back to my room to lie on the bed.
Outside the window, a bright moon hung on the sky with a large and round sky, which was very beautiful.
But my mood is not so beautiful.
I remembered when I went to the coffee shop for an interview, and that day I saw Gao Tong, who was cold to the bone, but I also met the handsome and sunny Zhang Qi. I remember when he greeted me, all I could think of was this domineering king.
I don't even remember or didn't hear what Zhang Qi said to me that day, I only remember that the resume in my hand, including the ID card, etc., were pinched in my hand, and I walked out of the general manager's office in a reluctant way, and I didn't know if the ID card was lost, he picked it up and caught up with me, handed it back to me, and said to me with a handsome smile: "Hello!" Yan Manqi, we will be colleagues from tomorrow onwards. Let's look at each other! โ
"Well, thank you!" I looked at this handsome big boy, his smile was so bright that he could blow away the dark clouds in my heart.
In fact, he only met Gao Tong a few days later, and Gao Tong entered my heart with a preconceived idea. Even though he never left my sight, I couldn't see what he did to me.
Now that I think about it, he has been silently doing things to take care of me, even if it is cautious, it is all done by Zhang Qi.
From being burned in my coffee shop, seeing Liu Qianya, dealing with He Sanye, taking me to find He Xuan, and I being kidnapped...... One by one, there was no Zhang Qi's silent protection, but I turned a blind eye.
I do think that many times, I really ignore this brother, it seems that those who are upset about Zhang Qi are right, he is a villain white-eyed wolf, enjoying Zhang Qi's care all the time, but ignoring his existence, and now people say that they are leaving, but they find thousands of threads of reluctance, and feel the sour and reluctant to be overwhelming.
I remember him saying, "Manqi, you are a little girl, don't compare yourself with the old man." I couldn't help but laugh when I thought about the way he said this.
Actually, he's 5 years older than me.
He even called himself an old man.
I tossed and turned on the bed, unable to get Zhang Qi out of my mind. I seem to be wavering a little if I want to meet him.
However, I myself knew that I would not forgive his mother, and I was even thinking that one day I would return to what she had done to me in my own strength.
I am very conflicted, even though he is so good to me, but I can't give him my love.
And all he wants is my love.
I picked up my phone and wanted to give him a call, but I didn't know what to say, and I felt it anyway, and I was speechless in front of him, in the face of that beautiful face and the doting eyes he looked at me.
At this time, even the pain of being separated like this, I was still letting Zhang Qi bear it alone, and I finally found out that I was really not human!
I looked at the WeChat Zhang Qi's avatar on my phone, and still gave up the idea of sending him a message.
In fact, I don't know how to avoid him, the more I escape, the more it hurts him, but I am not ready to meet him in any way.
But I clicked on {......} ๏ผใ๏ผ ใ
Unexpectedly, he replied to me with a message very quickly.
{......} : [I haven't slept yet!] ใ
Qingli raindrops: [Well, I'm looking at the moon, the moon is very round and beautiful today!] ใ
{......} : [Feeling good? ใ
Qingli Raindrops: [No, another thing is very confusing. ใ
{......} : [Tell me about it!] ใ
Qingli Raindrops: [I have a very good friend, maybe I have to leave, I don't know how to deal with it. ใ
I'm very dependent on this {......}, a lot of the time, and when I'm confused, I think of him very quickly every time, and when I'm confused, he can give me direction. And to me, he's just a symbol, or a virtual mentor.
He didn't reply for a long time, and I think he must have been thinking.
{......} : [Male friends? ใ
Clear raindrops: [Yes!] ใ
{......} : [Do you love him?] ใ
Qingli Raindrops: [No, all along, when I came here, he was by my side, and when I heard that he was leaving, it was today. I suddenly realized today that I have been ignoring his existence, or that he has never been in my heart, a special existence, ordinary cannot be ordinary, but he has done a lot of things for me silently, just like every day I came to Qingzhou, I have been ignoring him and failed to give him a trace of special attention. But even though I know now that this is my fault, I still can't give him the love he wants! I didn't even dare to meet him, I was running away because I was afraid to see him, but I understood that I was hurting him endlessly. ใ
Sending out this long message, I'm looking forward to it, even eagerly waiting to get {......} Able to give me a clear answer.
{......} "Or will you love him in the future?" ใ
Qingli Raindrops: [No, I don't want to think about it.] I just want to know how I am going to deal with his departure, and all of this is the result of my factors. ใ
{......} If you don't love him, you can't talk about your factors. This is the result of his wrong choices. ใ
Qingli raindrops: [Is this a man's thinking?] ใ
{......} : [The balance of feelings, not male and female, no gender!] ใ
I'm looking at {.......} I was speechless, I seemed to understand whether I understood it, I seemed to understand the truth of it, but it was not clear.
I looked out the window at the moon, it was really clean, like a heart without distractions.
{......} ๏ผใ๏ผ ใ
Qingli Raindrops: [I don't want to lose my friends in this way. ใ
{......} : [If you haven't gained him, why don't you lose it?] ใ
Qingli Raindrops: [I don't know how to face him? ใ
{......} "Then run aground, and wait for you to face it.] ใ
Clear raindrops: [It's good! The moon is so beautiful, it seems to be hanging in my window, good night! Thank you! ใ
Putting down the phone, I looked intently at the moon until it brought it to my dreams.
This night, I didn't think about Gao Tong, no!
I woke up late in the morning, I changed my clothes and ran outside, I didn't dare to wear a skirt, I wore white jeans, white casual shoes, and a white T-shirt.
My hair has grown a lot, and it's a little bit more feminine.
I squeezed the subway directly.
After a small trot, he arrived outside the gate of the building, but he was still blocked by a sudden incident.
Xu Jian, holding a bouquet of red roses from the boss, stood outside the gate, saw me running over, and stopped me at once, "Manqi! โ
He looked at me with a flowery face, and suddenly saw him fall down on one knee, "Mangi, I love you!" โ
All of a sudden, those who were going to be late, and the staff who were hurrying towards the building, as if they had fallen into an evil spirit, all stopped there, looking at the bloody plot here.
I jumped backwards in fright.
Nima!
That's an exaggeration!
I'm embarrassed and TM lost to the upgraded version.
"You're sick!" I had to compliment him.
"Mangi, I love you, I'm giving me a chance, let's start over!" Xu Jian knelt on the ground to stop me, and the face that looked really handsome appeared with a halo like a return to the light.