Chapter 134: What a Deficiency
"Got it, got it, are you worried about Xiao Yangyang!" Fang Weizhen smiled, and also came to Chu Ning's side to lie down, and then took Chu Ning's hand and said:
"Chu Ning, we have known each other for so long, in fact, I know very well what you want, although Rong Rong and I are cousins, but I am not partial to her, although I don't know why the eldest cousin is with Rong Rong, but I know that the eldest cousin must love you, this point is in Wuyang, I have been convinced, although I don't have much contact with the little cousin, but the degree to which he likes you is no less than the eldest cousin, but now between you and the two cousins, why did you come to this point?"
Obviously, Lin Yuhan brought a Jiangnan girl home, and Fang Weizhen already knew about it.
"Virgin, your two cousins are actually very measured people, and now they have people who can be with them for a lifetime, we should all be happy for them, you don't have to pity me, I'm fine! It's true. Chu Ning turned over, looked at the roof and said.
"Chu Ning, I have always felt that the way the three of you get along with each other is a little weird, especially the eldest cousin, what did he say when he looked at you? The eyes are very complicated, obviously the moment I saw you was very surprised, but in an instant it seemed lonely, as if you were at the end of the foot, but it seemed to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, out of reach, so I always thought that I was dazzled. But the little cousin is different, he looks at you directly, obviously, endlessly spoiled and possessed, and firm and domineering, I think this should be direct love! But this time he came back with another girl, so I was even more puzzled. Fang Weizhen also learned the way of condensation, turned over and looked at the roof.
"Virgin, I ask you, what does it feel like to love someone?" Chu Ning looked at Fang Weizhen again.
"When I feel that I love him, I will always think about him, I want to face him day and night, and when I can't see him, I will not think about him or eat, I can't sleep at night, I don't care about his background, and I don't care about how he treats you." Fang Weizhen said while thinking, and then threw the topic to Chu Ning: "Then what are your feelings?" ”
"I want to see it, but I don't dare to see it! After seeing it, I felt relatively speechless, and when I didn't see each other, I thought about it like a disease! Chu Ning analyzed carefully.
"Seeing, relatively speechless, not seeing, and lovesickness, condensation, why is there such a big difference in the feeling of loving someone?"
"Maybe it's because of our different circumstances, our identities, and our statuses. You have been a lady of heaven since birth, and I was just born in an ordinary family, at least the 'birth' problem you are worried about will never happen to me. ”
"Chu Ning, then when you are alone, who will you miss more? Is it a big cousin? Or a little cousin? ”
Chu Ning didn't answer Fang Weizhen immediately, and after a long time, she replied again:
"Virgin, when I was in Wuyang before, I also briefly mentioned it to you, you know, Brother Yuhao and Yuhan are two people with completely different personalities, Yuhan is sunny, naughty, and even a little casual, and I can easily solve any troubles with him; And Brother Yu Hao, although I will be nervous when I am with him, but more distressed, although he often keeps smiling, but I can see that behind his smile, there is indeed too much loneliness, I really want to help him smooth his frowning brows, help him share all the pain, but when --,I face him, I have lost any courage. Because I'm not sure--, it's like my heart is always blocked by him. ”
"Chu Ning, I understand, in fact, you have always known your heart, so you can not hesitate to refuse so many boys in Wuyang who pursue you, even Zhang Shaoyang, the son of a wealthy music family who is so arrogant, you refuse unequivocally, but why do you want to bear it alone? You can show your heart to your eldest cousin. Fang Weizhen asked puzzled.
Why do you want to love someone quietly in your heart? For example, she herself, she has never shied away from Xiao Zhe's liking, liking is liking, never dragging mud and water, although Xiao Zhe doesn't pay much attention to her, but at least she has no regrets.
"Virgin, you will definitely think it is incredible, or will laugh at me stupid, in fact, I and Brother Yu Hao, since I was a child, there has been an invisible tacit understanding, I have always felt that we don't need to use too many words to express, a look to know what the other party is thinking, originally I thought, this is the tacit understanding between us, so I think that although I don't show him, he must know my heart, so I have been waiting, waiting for the day when my love will blossom and bear fruit.
But from nowhere, he suddenly became stranger to me, but I didn't understand why he liked me so much that he kept me out, and I even wondered if there was something wrong with my senses, and my previous thoughts were just wishful thinking.
It wasn't until he looked at Rong Rong with doting eyes that I realized that it had really been my wishful thinking all along, and Brother Yu Hao liked Rong Rong's type of girl. At that moment, I felt like my heart was about to suffocate, not without illness*, but really painful and unable to breathe. ”
"Chu Ning, are you inferior? You can't bear it like this, Brother Yu Hao just brought Rong Rong to 'Shen Yuan', but he didn't announce that Rong Rong was his girlfriend, and they didn't talk about marriage, you can still go to him and ask him clearly? ”
"It's too late, I know Brother Yu Hao too well, he will never be with a girl easily, and he will never look at a person with that kind of eyes." Chu Ning's eyes were confused, and he said stupidly.
"Oh my God? What am I going to do? Chu Ning, you and I are really distressed like this, how can I help you? Fang Weizhen stroked her forehead with both hands, one was her cousin and the other was her best friend, and she also became helpless.
"You must be in a difficult situation, too! I guess it's better to let it be! I hope I can slowly accept this matter, because Rong Rong is a very good girl, and it can be seen that she likes Brother Yu Hao very much, they are so compatible together, what else do I have to say? Chu Ning saw Fang Weizhen's embarrassed look, but comforted her.
"Chu Ning, although I can't help you, I hope that from now on, no matter what unhappy things you have, you will tell me, I don't want to see you sad, otherwise I will be as sad as you."
"Virgin, having a sister like you is already my greatest happiness, and if it is possible, I hope I will never bring my troubles to you."
Chu Ning sighed, the last time Xiao Yangyang cried with her in the piano room, Fang Weinan appeared at the right time, and Chu Ning knew that Fang Weizhen must have asked him to comfort him out of concern. There are many true feelings in the world, Chu Ning feels very lucky, in her life, in addition to loving parents, there is also a strict teacher who is as kind as the sea, and a best friend who is like a sister, so her life is undoubtedly happy.
With this life, why not! As for her brothers next door, they will be just brothers from now on!
"Chu Ning, let me tell you, in fact, when I saw my eldest cousin for the first time, my heart involuntarily missed half a beat, fortunately, I had someone I liked when I was very young, otherwise maybe our two good sisters would eventually develop into a bloody plot of breaking up and even tearing up as men!" Fang Weizhen said whimsically.
"you, do you think it's a TV series? Can you imagine such a ridiculous thing? ”
"What's so strange about this, let me tell you the truth, in the former 307 dormitory, there was indeed a good sister who secretly had a crush on her eldest cousin?"
"One more? So who is that? Could it be Zhang Rui, no, is it Meichen? Chu Ning opened his mouth wide and said in surprise.
"Indeed, it's Xiang Meichen!" Fang Weizhen sighed.
"Meichen--, but why don't I know?"
"This is a little secret between me and Meichen, at the beginning, Meichen was very painful, I felt sorry for you, and I thought she often dragged me out to relax in order to avoid you."
"But don't you quarrel a lot?"
"That's just on the surface, in fact, in private, we have a lot of common topics, but it's all about big cousins."
"After you say this, I remember, no wonder I haven't seen you for a while, I still wondered at that time, why do you quarrel so much every day, whisper in private, and often disappear, it turns out that you--" Chu Ning suddenly couldn't cry or laugh, but there was a trace of pain in his heart.
Meichen, such a happy girl, has the mind of a little daughter, but the person she likes is too far away for her, maybe it is because Meichen can see it clearly, so after graduation, she chose to go to the UK without hesitation!
"Don't think about it, although Meichen and I are a little nymphomaniac, but the object of is not only the eldest cousin, the important thing is that we know that the eldest cousin has a soft spot for you, so it's just very simple, simple to the end of the day, Meichen chose to go abroad as soon as she graduated, proving that she didn't want to take this matter seriously at all, and I was fortunate to be his cousin. I think I'm happier with this title, maybe it's because we're connected by blood! Fang Weizhen saw Chu Ning's face gloomy, so she explained again.
"Sometimes, family and fate are a very magical thing." Chu Ning muttered.
"Let's put the unpleasant things aside! Chu Ning, I have a more ambiguous question for you, this is a question I have always been curious about. Fang Weizhen said with a wicked smile.
"I'm like a transparent person in front of you, what else are you embarrassed to ask."
"That's, that's—who was your first kiss to?"
"Virgin, you're so good, why are you asking about this?" Chu Ning's face flushed instantly, and then he covered his face with both hands and said.
"Isn't it normal for girls to talk about this?" Fang Weizhen glanced at Chu Ning and said seriously.