Chapter 58: I'm Sorry for You
"Three years is not worth a few months of yours, how can I be willing!" Chen Yaxin stared at He Qian's gaze with wolf-like aggression, "Do you know, for you, I am jealous, envious and hateful!" ”
He Qian was helpless, obviously many things really didn't have anything to do with her, but Chen Yaxin still wanted to buckle the basin on her head, no matter how she explained, she just couldn't listen. God is pitiful, she really met a soldier in Xiucai, and she can't explain what she is.
"Love is not calculated by time. Love doesn't develop logically, and it's not eternal, so don't worry too much about it. Love is originally something you love and I want, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, there are not so many rights and wrongs. Moreover, if love is mixed with calculations that have nothing to do with it, then it is really not pure love. ”
"Don't tell me these big truths, I won't listen." She understands the truth, but she just doesn't want to!
"So what do you want?" He Qian had a headache and didn't want to go around anymore, so she simply went straight to the point. "You always put the fault on other people's heads, have you ever thought about your own problems?"
Eating from the bowl, looking at the pot, looking at Qin Duchu, uncertain, and complaining that others don't love her, who is to blame!
"What is wrong with me, and I am not married, my heart is free. Of course, I have to choose more so that I can determine who is more suitable, and is that wrong? "It's because their thinking is too conservative, and they blame her for being too trendy in thinking, and she hehe.
"You..." are really drunk, not from the same country at all, and talking is like playing the harp to a cow." Anything else, there's nothing I'll go first. ”
Besides, the person who was first was definitely her! There is no doubt about this!
"Old friends haven't seen each other for a long time, what are you doing in such a hurry." Chen Yaxin stared at He Qian's stomach faintly, and a smile of unknown meaning appeared on the corner of her mouth. "Or are you afraid I'll do something to this little thing?"
Chen Yaxin's hand stretched forward, and He Qian instinctively stepped back and dodged. Now Chen Yaxin is so terrifying, He Qian turned around and walked towards the gate, but Chen Yaxin had already seen through her attempt, closed the door one step earlier, and hung up a sign that was being repaired.
Looking back at the pale He Qian, she spread her hands and smiled particularly sinisterly.
"Okay, no one will interfere with our chat."
Hell, whoever wants to talk to her, she's just crazy!
"What the hell do you want to do?" He Qian was a little broken, how long did she have to dwell on it.
"I don't want to do anything, I just want to talk to you." Chen Yaxin put down the toilet lid, sat down, and calmly lit a cigarette. "It's been a long time since I've opened my heart to chat."
"You smoke?" He Qian's eyes widened, and there was an incredible light in his eyes. "Smoking is not good for your health."
"Heh, are you still in the mood to care about me? Now it's time to pose like a winner? Chen Yaxin sneered, "Don't be complacent, it's too early to close the coffin." ”
He Qian closed her mouth tightly and resolutely chained her mouth. Chen Yaxin is really crazy, and an ordinary sentence of concern can also be interpreted by her like that. Kindness is regarded as a donkey's liver and lungs, so let her fend for herself.
"You know, when I was with Ye Minglan, I really didn't think about Xu An. My days are monotonous, but I am immersed in them and can't help myself. I don't have to go to work, I have endless money to spend, and I have my own house to live in, and I really live the life of a legendary rich wife. Of course, Xu An is very good to me, but I want the best. Women don't always know how to be satisfied. ”
He Qian did not speak, quietly acting as a qualified listener.
"Actually, I knew from the beginning that such days would not last long, because Ye Minglan had no heart, and he would not stop for a long time for a woman." Chen Yaxin calmly spit out a smoke ring and continued: "But I don't care. I think, even if he Ye Minglan doesn't want me anymore, I still have Xu An. ”
Dare to be affectionate, this woman has always used Xu An as a spare tire. He Qian couldn't help but feel unhappy for Xu An, she was really not treated well, no wonder Xu An was so indifferent to Chen Yaxin.
"Until that day, I didn't know that Xu An blamed me, and besides, he hated me so much." Chen Yaxin looked at He Qian in the smoke, hooked her lips and smiled, "According to his words, he doesn't hate me, but hates me." He said I was dirty! ”
He Qian froze, suddenly not knowing what to say.
"At that moment, I was really sad. I've never been sad. "That heart-piercing feeling is still fresh in her memory." Ye Minglan doesn't want me anymore, I'm angry at most, and I'll cry at most. But Xu An really doesn't want me anymore, I feel heartbroken, I let go of my pride and self-esteem and pleaded hard, but what I got was his indifference and ignorance. ”
After she left, so many things happened, He Qian was dumbfounded.
"He threw me out the door and went after you, and when I came back, I saw his sweaty shirt. At that moment, I suddenly understood that he was in love with you. ”
Is this so, He Qian lowered her head, if this is really the case, invisibly, she hurt him again. Everything he said was true, he really wanted her to go home, to the home of the two of them.
"He Qian, I hate you. Because you snatched Xu An. By the time I realized that the person I loved was him, you had stolen his heart. Chen Yaxin threw away the cigarette butt, lit another one, and then spit out the smoke ring. He is nice to anyone and never takes the initiative, but is always available. I like him and I hate him. Because I don't think I'm any different from my normal friends. ”
Xu An is indeed like this, even when the two of them are together, she takes the initiative more.
"However, when I really lost it, I realized how precious his good was." It's too late. He was stingy and unwilling to give her a chance. "He Qian, I really love him, so don't you rob him with me, okay?"
Chen Yaxin looked at He Qian sadly, and asked sadly, He Qian's heart felt as bitter as eating Coptis chinensis.
"But he doesn't love you anymore, and it will be very painful to be with someone who doesn't love you." The most unbearable thing about love is reluctance.
"I don't care, as long as I can be with him, it's fine." She will make him surrender again under her pomegranate skirt.
He Qian smiled helplessly, "The person you are looking for is him, not me, we are not together, and I am not qualified to interfere in his life." ”
Love is never possession, as long as he is doing well, she feels happy.
"So you don't agree?" Chen Yaxin extinguished the cigarette butt and looked at He Qian viciously, "You don't want to give him to me!" ”
"It's really not a question of me letting it go." He Qian wanted to cry without tears, "It's a question of whether he wants to." ”
"You said he would!" What Chen Yaxin said is affirmative.
Look up to her so much? He Qian smiled bitterly, "I won't say it, because I'm not qualified." ”
She didn't want to say that she would never do such a stupid thing as pushing him to another woman with her own hands.
"Don't say so much about what you don't have, you just won't agree." Chen Yaxin pressed forward step by step, and He Qian, who was approaching, had no way to retreat. "I'll ask you again, and you won't agree!"
She He Qian has never been a coward, and she only succumbs to two threats.
"Don't say it, never say it!"
"If the child is gone, I don't believe that Xu An will still want to be with you!" Chen Yaxin had an impulse and pushed He Qian hard. He Qian, who was caught off guard, fell to the ground, and Chen Yaxin, who was unwilling to think about it, rushed up and kicked her in the stomach.
"Slut, you deserve to die!" If she hadn't snatched Xu An, maybe... Maybe Xu An wouldn't be so indifferent and ruthless to her.
He Qian barely managed to stand up, but a sharp pain hit her, forcing her to kneel on the ground with her stomach in her arms. It hurts, it hurts. Heath's forehead was covered with a thin layer of sweat.
Chen Yaxin looked coldly at He Qian, who was twitching in pain, "Slut! Slut ......" She scolded madly, and in He Qian's pleading gaze, Shi Shiran walked out of the toilet.
A thick wetness came from between her legs, and He Qian's face immediately changed. The trembling hand laboriously reached into the bag, pressed a number randomly, and said weakly, "Help me, I'm in Lanxin." ”
"Hey, Hey, what are you talking about!"
However, he was met with endless silence.
He Qian must have had an accident, Xu An hung up the phone and made another call. "Hey, I'm Xu An. You go to Lanxin now, He Qian has an accident. ”
Hung up the phone and dialed another call, "Book me the nearest flight to the imperial capital today." ”
In the quiet ward, He Qian was lying on the hospital bed, her little face as pale as paper. It seemed that she was sleeping very unsteadily, she suddenly murmured, and her hands kept flying in the air, "Don't, don't leave me, don't!" ”
"He Qian, you wake up, wake up!"
However, He Qian's hands were still scratching aimlessly, and Lu Shaoyang had no choice but to forcibly hold down her hands.
He Qian suddenly opened her eyes, and her eyes were snow-white. She suddenly touched her stomach, the slight bulge disappeared, her eyes were red, and tears flowed silently.
"Kid... Is the child gone? ”
Lu Shaoyang knew that the truth was too cruel to He Qian, but there was no way to hide this kind of thing.
"Hmm. You have a good rest, and the child will have it later. Lu Shaoyang looked at He Qian with some sympathy, he knew how important the child was to He Qian, he wanted to comfort, but suddenly he was out of words.
"It's me who is sorry for him, it's me who didn't protect him. It's all my fault, it's me who is so incompetent. ”
He Qian cried bitterly, she regretted it a lot, but to no avail. Her children were gone forever.
The loss of the child was not only a piece of flesh and bone in the belly that was dug away, but also her love for Xu An.
He is the proof that she and Xu An have fallen in love, and when he leaves, it means that the only bond between her and Xu An is gone.
At this moment, He Qian couldn't stop hating. hates her incompetence, and also hates Chen Yaxin's ruthlessness.
"You're alright." Oh my God, her face was so hideous, like a devil awakened from a deep sleep.
"I'm fine." He Qian gritted her teeth, "Hey, you're here like this." ”
If she remembered correctly, this man was supposed to be the private investigator.
"My name is Lu Shaoyang, not Hey." The man pouted angrily, he would not pretend to be mysterious if he knew it, and he would not have reported his family earlier, so that he would not end up without a name.
"I'm sorry." He Qian apologized, "It was my slip of the tongue, but why are you here?" ”