Chapter 111: Selfishness
Huo Yi just listened to me, and smiled clearly disdainfully, "Marx quotations, Jin Duoyu, are you sure that you are disciplined, you are not naΓ―ve, not reckless, not impulsive?" Not blind?! You tell me, how can a woman with no background and no background earn two million, relying on two feet, two fists and one mouth, and all your Jin Duoyu's cleverness? What are you going to do?! Yes? Can't you stay by Lao Tzu's side safely! β
Resource!
In today's terms. Jin Duoyu has no resources, Huo Yi's questioning is completely normal, he didn't say it too ugly, regardless of men and women, who said that if you make money, you will make it? So easy to earn? Li Sandao didn't go in and squat for two years in order to start a family, dreaming.
I, Xiao Xin, occupy only the light of the prophet, and the particularity given by the times, I must add four words, 'guts economy.' β
"Normal work."
I'll go back!
looked at Huo Yi very bluntly, "Big brother, I understand what you want to say, but, even if I want to make money, I won't have a conscience or sell myself, in this life, I stole it." I want to live the way I want to be. β
The cheeks were pinched very painfully, and I could only breathe a sigh of relief, and my tone was hoarse and gentle, "I have read a book, and my life is only seventy, except for ten years of ignorance." Ten years old and weak, only fifty ...... left Of the fifty, the day and night were divided again, and only twenty-five remained...... When it is windy and rainy, sick and dangerous, running around, how many good days are left? It's better to laugh in front of you, be a man, and live happily. β
Even so, it's something I once didn't dare to ask for.
Huo Yi's eyes were very close to me, as if he wanted to see through me and get to know me again, "Can't I make you happy." β
"You can."
I wanted to laugh, but it was sour, I couldn't laugh, "But, I want to be on my own." β
The surroundings are quiet, but they are also turbulent.
"Jin Duoyu, do I want to thank you for your confession."
Huo Yi spit out a sentence lightly, let go of his hand viciously, and stood with his back to him, as if he was desperately trying to control his emotions, unusually cold, "You are really, selfish." β
My face was still on the side with his strength, and I froze for a few seconds, stupid, perhaps, I should have confessed sooner. Earlier.
"Big brother, I'm selfish."
After a while, I looked at him with a wooden face and pressed at my shoulder, "I know, the wife you like is gentle." Lively, lovely, you are interested in me, you think I am interesting, but people, are multifaceted, you have to talk, I will tell you all today, in my heart, you are my eldest brother, the only eldest brother, but ......"
I paused. "Big brother, I can't give you what you want, and I can't ask you too much, because. I can't afford it yet. β
Huo Yi didn't answer, his hand took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit a match, bowed his back slightly, turned his back to me, and spit out wisps of smoke......
It's chilling in my heart.
He was chilled.
I took a deep breath. "Big brother, Chief Huo is an elder I respect and admire very much, I will do what I can, as long as I am your wife for a day, what do you need from me. I will fully cooperate, and when the old chief Huo finishes the operation, after we divorce, you will definitely find a more suitable person, a more favorite person, but. At that time, you will still be my big brother, forever. β
"Divorce?"
Huo Yi repeated the two words, turned his face, and lightly bit the cigarette tail with his teeth, white mist. Wisps of silk came out of his mouth, just a pair of ink eyes hidden behind the smoke, so clear and disdainful, "Jin Duoyu, are you willing to be the eldest brother of Lao Tzu?" Addicted? β
I snorted, smiling uncomfortably, "Yes, my branch, climb high, I don't deserve it, big brother, if I leave, I'll ......"
"Enough!"
Huo Yi took a deep breath, twisted his cigarette, took the coat on the sofa with a dark face, and turned around and walked to the door with a cold feeling of alienation, "Jin Duoyu." β
"Huh?"
He didn't look at me, his hand attached lightly to the doorknob, "You want to be on your own, don't you?" β
"Yes."
"You want a divorce, don't you?"
"Hmm."
"Heh~"
He laughed self-deprecatingly, "We are a military marriage, you know very well, right?" β
"Clear."
"Good!"
He turned his eyes to me. His eyes were red, "Aren't you amazing, go out and find a job, prove your own ability, people, you have to do it first." In order to have the confidence to say it, I found it, I won't care about you, you can do whatever you want behind your back, and if you want to divorce, just do what I say. On the surface, you have to have a job and stay until my father's surgery, otherwise, I won't let go, you for the rest of your life! They all have to lie down here! β
'Bang! β
I was excited by the sound of the door closing, and my nose was filled with the cold smell of disappointment he had left behindβ
"I'm sorry."
He lowered his head and inserted his fingertips hard into his hair, "I'm sorry, big brother." β
Said it, this time it really happened.
I'm just afraid, but I don't know what I'm afraid of, and during this time with Huo Yi, I feel a bit like playing with fire.
You can only get warm by sitting around the fire, and you will definitely burn yourself by hugging near the fire.
I was afraid I wouldn't be able to pull out, and I didn't know what to do.
My heart is sour, but everything I say is the truth. Bloody truth.
I have to make money, I know that Xiao Xin was born in 87 years, how painful it is for him to have no money for a heart transplant, with a base of 500,000, who can help him?
There is also millet grain, she was born in 86. It's like, like me, I was thrown at the door of the welfare home and picked up.
Leukemia, we both played together when we were kids, but she died before I graduated from elementary school, and the night before I left, she was bored. Still looking forward to it, expecting herself to live, she said Xiao Xin, when I grow up, I want to eat a lot of sugar, and biscuits, I want to buy a princess dress to wear, I want a new one, not an old one.
I talked to her a lot, but I didn't put on the new dress until she was pushed away and burned, because she was already in the stove when Xiao just arrived with the new dress.
There is also Fu Qiang, who is congenital cataract, missed the best time for surgery, and has been blind all his life.
When I was a kid, he always asked me. What color is green, what color is red, and what is color!
I'm so annoyed when I ask, so annoying!
I know that Xiao Gang has done his best, and the welfare institute is not a for-profit organization, and it all relies on ZF grants and social fundraising.
There are so many children, few of them are healthy, and we all look forward to being adopted, but there are few who are not disliked.
"Big brother, I really need a lot of money......"
Somehow, I burst into tears, I took half of the cigarette he smoked and put it in my mouth, lit it, and held it in my mouth, with a curling white mist, quietly leaning on the sofaβ
The meaning of rebirth, with me, is not only to make a fortune, but also to do a lot of things, I Xiao Xin is not heartless, before, just powerless!
In the past, like millet grains, I was rich and strong, and it was difficult to protect myself!
I took a hard puff of the cigarette, then spit it out, I extinguished the cigarette butt, got up and let out a long breath, this is good, at least it is clear......
After the buddy becomes a woman, he can quit smoking and drinking, and he can slowly quit Huo Yi!
The same is true for the eldest brother, what he likes is the innocent and innocent Jin Duoyu, and I don't deserve him if my appearance and memory don't match!
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