Chapter Eighty-Seven: Let Go of Hatred
"You also know this person, he is Shen Yankang, your current owner, I only learned about it from your cousin Fang Weinan a few days ago." Speaking of Shen Yankang, Lin Jinwen's face softened a lot.
"I guessed correctly." Lin Yuhao thought about the scene when Shen Yankang came to the office today, when he thought it was just the boss's concern for the employees, but he didn't know that someone was interested in inquiring about his mother's news.
"Is that person also a family marriage?" Lin Yuhao suddenly asked again.
"Do you mean your uncle? That's right, he did get married back then, but the object she wanted to marry was no one else, it was your owner's sister Shen Huijun, fortunately, the two parties in this family affair were in love with each other, so they hardly experienced any toss between them. ”
"It's really a coincidence, I didn't expect Shen Dong to be Dean Shen's younger brother, this marriage is really amazing, a pair of sisters and brothers marry a pair of brothers and sisters, but you don't love Shen Yankang, just because you are in love with your father, so you and your father and aunt were banned at the same time, right?"
Lin Jinwen didn't answer Lin Yuhao's question, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and continued:
"Yu Hao, it takes so much courage to love someone, your father lost his proud designer job in order to be with me, and I, because of the pressure of the family, no one dared to hire me anymore, for a while I was even locked in the house and couldn't go out, if it wasn't for Shen Yankang taking pity on me and helping me escape, I think, my life would have been rewritten.
After escaping, I, your father, and your uncle and aunt depended on each other, relying only on your uncle's meager salary in the hospital to survive, and there was nowhere to settle in Jiangcheng, we lived in the hospital's utility room, the unoccupied ward, and the dark and damp rental house, and lived a long time without a fixed place, and it was in those days that I found out that I was pregnant with you.
You didn't come at the right time, we couldn't even support ourselves during that time, and we had to hide from those people, I thought about giving you up, but your father firmly disagreed. After discussing with your uncle, he finally chose to come to Y City, in order to let those people completely give up tracking me, before leaving, I wrote a letter of decision to them, I told them, I have a child with your father, even if we die, we will be destined to be together for the rest of our lives, if they continue to disturb my life, I will let them see one corpse and two lives.
"It is because of this letter of decision of yours that we have lived a peaceful life for so many years, and you can imagine how desperate you must have been when you wrote that letter of decision." Lin Yuhao said.
"But whenever there is a little bit of a turnaround, I don't want to break with my relatives, the home that I once loved so much, but it will ruin the happiness of my life. I think it was because of my hatred and despair that I would have taken that path! ”
"Mom, do you still hate them now?"
"Mom doesn't hate it anymore, I used to hate that family as much as I loved it. But with the transfer of time, Mom's hatred seems to be slowly fading, Mom also hopes that you and Yuhan will not have resentment and revenge, more than 20 years, watching your two brothers grow up, Mom gradually understands that the child's growth process needs to pour too much energy and effort, and the love of any parents and relatives is strong and even selfish.
Parents and relatives all over the world have a common purpose, that is, they hope that their children or relatives will not have to endure hardships and will not be harmed. It's just that some people's way of love is too suffocating, in their subconscious, as long as there is something contrary to their way of love, they will destroy and suppress it at any cost, as long as they can achieve their goal. ”
"Mom, but I hate, very, very hate, the reason why I can still stand here calmly and talk to you is because I want to know more, what he imposed on you and Dad back then, I will definitely return them one by one, even if I don't have so much strength to fight them, but I have the time and energy."
"Yu Hao, my mother told you so much because I hope you can let go of your hatred, because the grievances of the previous generation, my mother doesn't want to continue to your generation."
It took so many years for you to eliminate the hatred in your heart, but have you ever thought that I haven't had time to digest that tragedy in my heart, let alone come out of that shadow, and you cruelly asked me to let go of my hatred, have you ever thought about my feelings, I am your biological son, can I do it so freely? Can I put it down easily? ”
"Yu Hao, it's all over, don't you think mom is okay now? Mom told you so much just to tell you that hatred can distort a person's heart, in Mom's eyes, you are the best and most outstanding child, and Mom doesn't want you to get involved in the grievances of the previous generation. Lin Jinwen looked at Lin Yuhao earnestly.
"I didn't have a chance to meet your previous generation, but that person, a sanctimonious hypocrite, did so many things that hurt you and your father back then, and now, what does he want to do? I swear! From now on, it will be up to me to protect you! No matter what that person wants to do, I will accompany him to the end! ”
"Yu Hao, you listen to your mother, since there are some things that can't be stopped, let it happen! You must not do anything stupid, everything is faced by the three of us mother and son! ”
"Mom, you still don't have to say anything, I just need to understand who forced my father to death, who caused our family to be incomplete, all of this, I will never be able to deal with it calmly, but I promise you, if he doesn't come to us for trouble, I won't take the initiative to go to him." After Lin Yuhao dropped this sentence, he returned to the room without looking back.
"Yu Hao--" Lin Jinwen watched helplessly as Lin Yu Hao's strong back disappeared from her sight, and then collapsed to the ground.
"Mom, it's so late, why hasn't Dad come back yet?" Chu Ning snuggled up to Ye Mei, the mother and daughter were both nestled on the sofa, and the TV was on, but both of them had their own concerns, and Chu Ning looked at the wall clock on the wall from time to time.
Ye Mei also looked a little anxiously in the direction of the courtyard at this time, and then comforted Chu Ning: "Don't worry, your father will be back soon." ”
"Mom, can you tell me, is something happening to Brother Yuhao's family? You all look like you're all ready to fight, and it makes me feel a lot of pressure. Chu Ning finally couldn't help but express his doubts.
"Good boy, it's all between adults, it's a bit tricky, but it's not as serious as you think, so you don't have to be afraid." Ye Mei gave Chu Ning a comforting smile.
"Mom, I've long been an adult, isn't Brother Yuhao only a few years older than me? In your eyes, he is an adult, and I will always be a child. ”
"Child, your Uncle Lin left early, and Yu Hao is the eldest son of the family, and he has already picked up the burden of the family in him, so there are some things he must know, and you, father and mother hope to protect you like this forever, and don't want you to be hurt and wronged."
"Mom, I can't figure out what you call between adults, so I don't want to think about it at all, and when I believe I can know, I will definitely know, so I went to sleep first."
"Oh well! Rest early! Ye Mei gently patted her daughter's cheek.
"Good night, Mom!"
After seeing her daughter go upstairs, Ye Mei walked out of the house with a lot of concern, he looked across the Han River, the Lin family's house was still lit, Ye Mei sighed softly, and was about to walk towards the house.
"Ye Mei, is that you?" Chu Tianxing's voice came from far and near with the sound of footsteps.
"Tianxing, are you back?" Ye Mei followed the direction of the voice, saw Chu Tianxing's vague figure, and stepped forward to ask anxiously.
"Why did you run out again in the black light?"
"I'm thinking about going over and seeing." Ye Mei hugged her husband and sighed.
"Is my daughter asleep?"
"Hmmm! I just went up to rest. ”
"Let's go inside!" Chu Tianxing patted Ye Mei's hand comfortingly.
"Tianxing, I wondered, is it really coming to an end after so many years of peaceful life, what I was worried about is finally here, with the coldness of the Fang family back then, I don't know what will stir up again?"
"When the wind and rain come, you can't stop it if you want to! Fortunately, they just sent that stinky boy over to test this time, I guess he also has some scruples, after all, they know Jinwen's temperament too well, and that letter of determination must still have a certain authority, I think that if it makes things bigger, they won't end well, so what we're most worried about now is Yu Hao. ”
"Are you worried that he will do something he shouldn't have done because of these old debts?"
"Maybe I'm overthinking!"
"Yuhao, this kid has always been measured, but I don't know if he can survive this hurdle?"
For several days, Chu Tianxing always paid attention to Lin Yuhao's movements, and Lin Jinwen told him that Lin Yuhao had been locked in his room for the past few days, but on the evening of the day before Chinese New Year's Eve, Lin Jinwen suddenly called Chu's house and said that Lin Yuhao had not returned home since he went out yesterday.
After putting down the phone, Chu Tianxing immediately asked Ye Mei to follow him to the Lin family, Chu Ning did not show weakness and followed behind Chu Tianxing, Chu Tianxing nodded thoughtfully, and then the three of them rushed towards the Lin family in a hurry.
When looking at Lin Yuhao's neat room that didn't seem to have been moved, Chu Tianxing also frowned.
"Did Yu Hao say anything to you before he left?" He turned around and asked Lin Jinwen.
"No, he didn't let me follow, saying that he wanted to go out for a walk, so I could only watch him go out from a distance, and I had inquired about everything I could." Lin Jinwen pondered if there was anything missing.
"Aunt Lin, in which direction did Brother Yu Hao go out?" Chu Ning suddenly stepped forward and asked.
"Towards the river, Chu Ning, what's wrong?" Lin Jinwen asked puzzled.
"By the river?" Chu Ning thought about it, if Brother Yu Hao was by the river, it would be easy to see if he couldn't stay for two days and one night, then along the river-
"Aunt Lin, maybe I know where Brother Yu Hao went?" A place suddenly flashed through Chu Ning's mind.