880. Be a warrior, don't be a martyr
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Chu Qiao was in a hurry all the way, especially when he met the four policemen who were tied up halfway, and when he learned that Ruan Shu was taken away alone, the whole person almost went crazy.
Finally found the car parked on the side of the road, and saw Ruan Shu handcuffed to the car, lying motionless on the window of the car, Chu Qiao's voice was hoarse for a long time, and then he called her softly in fear: "...... Little Ruanzi? β
Ruan Shu did not react.
Chu Qiao's heart almost stopped beating, and he didn't dare to step forward to touch her at all, he was very scared.
After four or five seconds, Ruan Shu slowly raised his head and said in a loud voice, "I'm fine......"
Chu Qiao's tears immediately burst the embankment, hugged her and apologized again and again: "I'm sorry!" What am I doing?! I don't deserve to be a police officer at all! I'm sorry little Ruanzi! I'm useless! I'm so useless! Not only can't you catch people! It also puts you in danger! I'm sorry! I should go to the police academy again and rebuild it! β
Ruan Shu wanted to comfort her, but at this time, she was really powerless, and closed her eyes and leaned on Chu Qiao's shoulder.
Her silence made Chu Qiao feel uneasy, and he grabbed her shoulders and hurriedly checked her situation: "What's the matter, little Ruanzi?" β
Seeing her hand covering her lower abdomen, Chu Qiao felt uneasy: "Stomach is uncomfortable, do you take it?" Did Ruan Chunhua do something to you? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid! The godson also endured! IβI'll take you to the hospital right away! β
As she spoke, she turned her head and called the rest of the police officers to prepare the car, and then she turned around and wanted to take Ruan Shu out of the car.
Ruan Shu shook her head: "I'm not uncomfortable, I'm ......" she raised her finger and pointed, "Ruan Chunhua ran in that direction, I left five minutes ago, maybe you can catch up with ......"
The police officers who followed Chu Qiao immediately took action when they heard the words.
Chu Qiao took the key to Ruan Shu to untie the handcuffs, and was worried: "But your face is obviously ugly!" Let's go! Let's go back to the hospital first. β
"It's not...... I really didn't feel uncomfortable, I just ......" The shackles of the handcuffs were lifted, Ruan Shu was able to hold her stomach with both hands, her eyes were raised, and tears slipped out of her red eyes, "I'm just afraid that something will happen to the two children......"
Chu Qiao hurriedly wiped her tears: "No, they will be fine." They are the children of you and Fu San, but like you and your husband, they are very strong! β
"It's not...... Wasn't this ...... I'm afraid of? Ruan Shu shook his head and leaned back on Chu Qiao's shoulder.
"And what else?" Chu Qiao patted her on the back.
The words before Ruan Chunhua left swirled in his mind, Ruan Shu was still terrified, and couldn't help sobbing fragily: "I miss him...... I want to see him......"
Chu Qiao cried with her, and nodded like garlic: "Okay!" Go see Fu San! I'll go back to the hospital now! I will definitely see Fu San for you! β
After a few words of explanation with other colleagues, she simply didn't change the car, and was about to drive the car away.
Ruan Shu sat down and fastened his seat belt.
Chu Qiao drove the car and drove back in the direction of the hospital.
It didn't take long for him to meet another car, Jiao Yang leaned out most of his body from the car, waved at Chu Qiao, and asked Chu Qiao if he had found Ruan Shu back.
However, before Chu Qiao could answer, Jiao Yang had already seen Ruan Shu in the passenger seat, and his heart was relieved: "Miss Lin Er, are you okay?" β
Chu Qiao's eyes only saw the old K next to Jiao Yang, and she quickly stopped the car.
Lao K and Jiao Yang also stopped the car.
Chu Qiao slipped out of the car and rushed to Lao K: "Please!" Find a way to let Xiao Ruanzi and Fu San meet! β
Lao K ignored Chu Qiao, bypassed Chu Qiao, walked to the car, looked at Ruan Shu inside, took her eyes that had obviously just cried into her eyes, and immediately worried: "How is it?" β
Ruan Shu pursed her lips slightly: "Thank you, Ruan Chunhua just borrowed me to escape, I'm fine." β
"Okay." After a pause, Old K asked, "Would you mind having a few separate conversations with me?" β
Chu Qiao ran back, his face full of vigilance: "What do you want to talk to Xiao Ruanzi about something that Jiao Yang and I can't listen to?" β
Lao K still ignored Chu Qiao and only looked at Ruan Shu.
Ruan Shu nodded: "Yes." β
Chu Qiao turned his face to look at Ruan Shu.
Ruan Shuyu gave Chu Qiao an affirmation in his eyes.
In this case, Chu Qiao naturally respected Ruan Shu and avoided Jiao Yang for the time being.
Ruan Shu opened the car door and made a gesture to get out of the car.
Old K stopped her: "No, I'll go to the driver's seat." β
"It's okay." Ruan Shu said, "I just want to get out of the car to breathe." β
Old K stopped talking to her and reached out to help her.
"Thank you." Ruan Shu saluted, stretched his hands and feet twice, and then leaned on the body with a weak body.
Old K looked at her face: "Is it really okay?" β
Ruan Shu wanted to continue to shake his head, but after thinking about it, he finally chose to nod: "Something." β
Old K's eyes were inquiring, waiting for her next step.
Ruan Shu lowered his eyes and raised his hand to cover his lower abdomen: "If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have become as fragile as I am now...... I don't think about him at every turn...... You won't want to seek his protection as soon as you encounter something helpless...... I won't find that it is so difficult to stay sane and resist emotion at all times......"
"So, your intellect is being crushed by emotion right now? Are you vulnerable right now? Are you thinking about him right now? Do you want Officer Chu to take you to the hospital to meet him and ask him for help? Old K asked.
"Yes." Ruan Shu was very confident, and said, "I don't think I'm just ignorant like this." β
"Well, I didn't want to accuse Miss Ruan of being ignorant." Old K understands, "Human nature." β
In the next sentence, Lao K asked again: "Then how long will it take for your reason to overpower your sensibility again?" β
Ruan Shu didn't answer.
Lao K asked again: "At this moment, are you still as desperate as before, eager to go back to the hospital to find him?" β
"I know what you're trying to say." Ruan Shu said lightly, "It's not as urgent as before." But I really wanted to see him and talk to him before I left. β
"What if I still don't agree?" Old K asked again.
Ruan Shu stopped talking again.
Lao K Bang replied: "If I still don't agree, you will still sort out your emotions, leave Jingfeng according to the original plan, and return to the city." β
Ruan Shu looked at him, pursed his lips and said nothing, which was considered a tacit acquiescence.
Old K was quiet for two seconds and said, "It's not 'if', I really won't change my mind, and I still won't allow the two of you to venture to meet." β
Ruan Shu B recalled the tide in his eyes, and his lips pursed more and more tightly.
Lao K also leaned on the body: "Originally, I planned to wait for you to leave Jingfeng safely and stabilize again, and then I will find a chance to tell you, but now that I have come here on purpose, I will simply tell you directly." β
From his tone, he could hear that the words were very important, and Ruan Shu couldn't help but prick up his ears and concentrate his thoughts.
Old K shoved a cigarette into himself, but didn't light it.
His little habit is obviously very similar to Fu Lingyuan. Ruan Shu estimated that it was because of the mutual influence between the two of them in the years when they fought side by side in the Yunnan-Vietnam region.
Lao K held a cigarette and said slowly: "The reason why I appeared in Jingfeng as an investigator this time is not because I learned that his old friend was in a difficult situation and came to Bang him. It can be said to be a coincidence, but it is not entirely a coincidence. β
Ruan Shu didn't understand, frowned, and waited for the following.
Lao K passed the cigarette to the corner of his mouth on the other side: "I have a case in my hand, which is related to Tai Guo Naoye, and after a few years, I have finally made a great breakthrough and progress recently." And Tai Guo Nao Ye and Lu Zhenhua have business cooperation, and they are also friends. A few days ago, the two got in touch. β
"I am inconvenient to disclose the specific content of the case. When I asked Haicheng for Lu Zhenhua's information and sought cooperation, I learned that Lu Zhenhua's case was at a critical point. Later, due to the special circumstances, he was able to obtain high-level secrets, and further learned that the policeman who was responsible for following up Lu Zhenhua was an old acquaintance. β
"So, I came to Jingfeng as a special investigator. On the one hand, it is indeed necessary to confirm whether Fu Lingyuan has defected first. On the other hand, after confirmation, I want to cooperate with Fu Lingyuan for the second time. Provided, of course, that his personal wishes are respected. Because, this will inevitably extend the length of his current mission. And it's more dangerous than before. β
Ruan Shu's heartbeat unconsciously accelerated, and his voice became clearer and clearer: "He...... Withβ"
The last word "meaning" with an inquiring tone was not spoken, and she was stunned by herself.
Because her slow brain had just caught up with her thoughtsβwhere else did she need to ask? There is no need to ask at all, Fu Lingyuan's personal will must be to agree.
Maybe he would hesitate to consider her at first, but eventually he would have agreed, otherwise he wouldn't be him.
I heard Lao K say: "He asked me to confirm, does this matter have to be him?" β
Ruan Shu's fingers curled up. This is undoubtedly his hesitation......
She remembered that Fu Lingyuan had conceived of changing jobs after finishing this mission and no longer working as a police officer. His cognition is very clear that even without him, there are other people like him who continue to dedicate, and it is enough for him to do his best to fulfill his responsibilities when he was in office. At that time, she needed him more than the police force.
And now, he hasn't stepped back...... Not yet......
As long as he hasn't stepped down, his responsibility remains.
Ruan Shu felt sorry for him, sorry for his hesitation in considering her.
He actually understands that he doesn't have to. But with him, a lot of effort can be saved. Lao K said so, and didn't directly tell her whether Fu Lingyuan agreed or not, anyway, he also knew that Ruan Shu would have the answer.
Ruan Shu smiled, laughing but couldn't control his tears.
She turned her face away from Old K's gaze and turned her face to wipe her tears.
Old K didn't speak, quietly giving her time.
In an instant, Ruan Shu turned around and faced Lao K again, had already sorted himself out, and nodded: "I understand." Thank you for telling me. β
She already has enough consciousness to realize what she may face as Fu Lingyuan's wife. So there is no need for anyone to do much ideological work with him.
Old K probably knows this, and the end of the conversation is over.
Ruan Shu took a deep breath: "If there is nothing else, I will go first." It's dark. β
Old K's eyes obviously had more respect for her.
Ruan Shu accepted it calmly.
In front of him is Fu Lingyuan's battlefield, he has already shouldered too much, she shouldn't have added any more burden to him, she wants to muster up strength to overcome all kinds of difficulties when he is not by his side in this battlefield that belongs to her alone.
"If there is anything you want to say to him, I can find an opportunity to convey it to you." Old K asked.
Ruan Shu's heart trembled slightly, his palm covered his lower abdomen, and he gently opened his lips: "Bang I told him, be a warrior, don't be a martyr, the three of us will always wait for him." β
It was he who said it, and he didn't want to leave her alone.
She had only one hope, that he would come back to her alive......
Nothing else, needless to say.
Old K nodded cautiously: "Okay, I'll bring it to you as I said." β
"Thank you." Ruan Shu smiled again, this time restrained, did not cry again, and immediately sat back in the car.
Chu Qiao and Jiao Yang walked back, and Lao K said a few words to them.
Chu Qiaolai asked Ruan Shu in a low voice to confirm: "Is it true that Fu San is missing?" You're not threatened with anything, are you? β
"Nope." Ruan Shu reassured her heart, "It's that I don't want to go back." I was just on the spur of the moment. β
Chu Qiao looked at Ruan Shu and choked up distressedly: "Why do you always have to be so sensible?" β
Ruan Shu leaned over, hugged Chu Qiao, and was silent for a long time.
- Not sanity. Instead, Fu Lingyuan has already become her god and her faith.