……

The car was too dark, and I tried hard to see Zhuang Shaofei's face, but what caught my eye was an illusory picture......

Xiaolan and I came out of the compound, and I was still wearing the civilian military clothes that looked like Lenin's suit, the newlywed clothes, no, not me. It was Jin Duoyu, she and Xiaolan saw the red cloud on the side of the road, and the eggs were exchanged for scarves......

The picture turned quickly, and Jin Duoyu was overwhelmed by the doorman of the experimental elementary school......

She invited Xiaolan to eat noodles and secretly smoked in the women's toilet...... She rode a bicycle in the compound to teach the woman who pulled her wife's tongue, nineteen-year-old Jin Duoyu, riding on a bicycle with her arms outstretched, as comfortable as a bird.

She went to Qinghe Village...... Her eyes and smile are incomparably clear......

I tried hard to open my eyes wide, and saw Jin Duoyu meeting her eldest brother in the car, she was singing, and she bumped into Zhuang Shaofei who was taking a bath at the stinky boy's house, and she was angry for the stinky boy...... She was saved by her eldest brother...... She sang Katyusha to her eldest brother in the kitchen......

In my eyes, there was a sudden gush of liquid, and I stared blankly, until the corridor of the nursing home appeared in front of me, and it seemed that someone was calling my name, Xiao Xin, Xiao Xin......

"I'm leaving...... I'm leaving......"

I made a voice in my hoarse voice, it didn't hurt anymore, the hole in the back shoulder didn't hurt anymore, I was very tired, very tired, it seemed like I had taken sleeping pills again, and when I closed my eyes, it would be very comfortable, "Big brother...... I'm done...... I'm done...... I gotta go......"

Qi Zhongheng grabbed it and opened it.

"Fish! Don't say stupid things! You'll be fine! No, it won't!! ”

Zhuang Shaofei's voice trembled, "Hurry up and drive the car!" She can't be fine! There can't be anything!! ”

"Garlic...... Garlic ......"

He shouted that my eardrums hurt, but I couldn't see him clearly, and raised my hand vigorously, as if touching his face, there was something wet, "You're crying...... Why are you crying, don't cry...... Dude is okay...... Just leaving......"

"Don't scare me, fish...... Don't scare me......"

Zhuang Shaofei hugged me tightly. "Master Jin will be fine, what Master Jin is going to do...... You can't go, you can't go anywhere...... Don't sleep, be obedient. Don't sleep!! ”

"It's not up to me...... Not by my ......"

I put my hand on his face, my palm warm and wet, "Listen to me...... Hanako wants 56 Mitsubishi thorns with Jun. I actually asked my eldest brother to say hello and got it for me...... I lied to Huazi and said that I didn't get it, I was afraid that he would have an accident when he played with the military thorn, that thing was too ruthless, and the military thorn let me hide under the bed in the flower cellar lounge...... When the time comes, find out and give it to him...... Thank you for me, my buddy......"

"Fish! Don't talk about that! ”

Zhuang Shaofei sniffed, "You give it yourself!" You give it personally! He has to get snot bubbles out of his fun!! ”

"Huh...... Ahem......"

I didn't know why I was coughing, I didn't know what was squirting, it seemed like saliva. Very fishy saliva, slimy, and......

"Fish, fish......"

Zhuang Shaofei kept wiping my mouth for me, "Hurry up!! ”

It's crazy, it's crazy, he screams so much that his throat is about to burst!

"Garlic ......"

I uttered intermittently, "Jiang Nan wants the score of those songs I sang...... I've written them all down, and in the drawer, you help me give it to him...... There's so little I can do...... I don't know how to thank them...... That's all I can do......"

"Fish, you ......"

"Company, my company will be handed over to you, don't forget what I said in my hometown...... Welfare home......"

I was so sleepy that my eyelids couldn't hold open, and my hand pressed hard against his face, "Garlic...... I'm so grateful to have met you here...... You have to be good...... Maple leaf, maple leaf ......"

In my mind, the picture of Xiao Gang watching the maple leaves on the mountain with me on my back inexplicably poured inexplicably......

"I love Maple Leaf...... Garlic, you help me burn a red leaf, write Xiao Xin...... Bless me. In the next life, there will be a home...... I want to have a home...... I want to have a home......."

"Fish!!"

Zhuang Shaofei's voice completely changed, "I will agree to whatever you say!" Don't talk about that, buddy will buy a mountain in the future! Plant a mountain of maple trees for you! Let's not break the leaves! No! ”

"Gotta ...... Gotta be. This is the day I stole it...... Gotta go back......"

I opened my mouth, coughed twice, and felt as if it was raining, and liquid kept falling on my face, and Zhuang Shaofei's face, which I touched, became more and more wet, "Don't cry, don't cry...... Remember...... You want me to read the diary...... Looking at the diary, I wrote three books...... Three ...... You want me to see it......"

'呲~!! ’

The car braked suddenly, and I 'poof'~ squirted out a mouthful of sweet and moist liquid-

The body immediately hung in the air, his hand fell from Zhuang Shaofei's face, and his arm was shaking all the time~

"Doctor! Doctor!! ”

Zhuang Shaofei shouted loudly, "Come on!! ”

Hold your eyelids hard. I finally saw the white light—

I thought, I'm not really dead, I'm just leaving.

Give Aunt Jin's life back to her.

There is fluid gushing out of the bottom of the eyes. I was trembling, and in front of me was Huo Yi's appearance......

He lowered the brim of his hat in the car and chuckled, and he pulled my shoulder. He kicked the door of the toilet, he coaxed me to open the house, he grabbed my hand and pressed it to his own heart, "Listen, here!" You're in! It doesn't matter if you're a human or a ghost! It's a man or a woman, don't even think about letting me out!! ”

"Big brother, big brother ......"

I couldn't control my tears, there were too many memories, and I couldn't add enough distress, "Big brother, big brother...... I miss you...... I don't want to go...... Don't want to go......"

Lying on a stretcher, surrounded by people. Messy vocals......

My hand was tightly grasped by Zhuang Shaofei, and his voice sounded at the tip of my nose again, "Yu'er, you'll be fine!" You can rest assured! Your big brother will be back soon! You miss him! If you want to see him, you have to live well! Live well, don't scare dudes! Yes! ”

"Garlic...... Garlic ......"

"I'm here, I'm here!!"

I opened my mouth, my eyes actually saw clearly at this moment, like a return to the light, I saw Zhuang Shaofei's face clearly, stained with blood and tears, how could he seem to have just crawled out of the pile of dead people, and made it so miserable?

"You say. You said! ”

Zhuang Shaofei ran after me, his ear was in front of my mouth, "I'll listen and listen......"

"You help me and tell my eldest brother...... I love him......"

I said. Tears flowed and spit, getting weaker and weaker, "I love him...... I thank him for giving me a home. Three years, three years, I should be content...... Let him...... Be nice to Kim Do-yu...... Take care of Kim Da-yu...... I'm leaving...... I'm gone......"

"Fish!!"

The door of the operating room was open, I raised my head vigorously, stretched out my hand and rushed to Zhuang Shaofei in the corridor, "Help me tell my eldest brother...... Big brother, big brother...... Eldest brother! ”

"Fish !!"

Zhuang Shaofei staggered and chased after me for a few steps, and his knees 'poofed'! knelt on the ground and looked up crying, "You're scared of me!" How can I live if you have something!! How do I live!!! ”

“……”

I didn't have the strength to reply, the door of the operating room faded with my light, and the clothes on my body seemed to be soaked, dripping down my arms......

There were a lot of voices ringing in my ears, chaotic-

I tried my last bit of strength and whispered Huo Yi's name repeatedly, big brother...... Eldest brother...... I'm sorry, I didn't stay with you after all, I didn't wait until next month, and I didn't listen to you, don't blame me......

I can feel you in the crowd, put it in the palm of my hand, your sincerity~

I love you.

If there is an afterlife, I hope, I am a woman......

……

Suppose I don't see the sun.

I may endure the darkness.

But now, the sun has taken my loneliness.

The light shines even more desolately.

……

'Wow~~'

I closed my eyes, the liquid ran down the tails of my eyes, and there was a baby sound in my ears, who was crying?