Chapter 53: Give Me an Answer
"Shallow. Don't leave tonight, okay?" Wearing only a white 'colored' shirt on the upper body. Staying in the living room for a long time inevitably gives birth to a little chill. The 'gate' of the brain rests on the 'legs' of the original shallow. One hand in front of his leopard eyes. Long. Shang Shuze asked inquiringly. Be careful.
Shallow..
He finally . No more calling her shallow. No longer draw a clear distance between them. Now that I think about it, I don't have nothing to fear. It wasn't that long ago. He's really been so close to death. Luckily survived. but it is based on a debt to another person. Even at the beginning. He was well-intentioned. And I never expected it to turn out this way.
Keep your head down. The original shallow, long, sultry black hair hung down on Shang Shuze's handsome cheeks. His eyes are covered. Now all she could see was his thin 'lips'. There is a faint pink 'color'. But it's particularly attractive. The curvature of his jaw is very resolute. Fierce and bursting with a strong fierce atmosphere. But she didn't feel majestic when she looked at it. On the contrary, I feel at ease.
Consciousness is stirred into a puddle of paste. The original shallow 'mystery', 'mystery', 'meng' and 'meng' poked out his awesome hands. And then it covered the man's 'lip' flap. Her fingers are cold. The man opened his mouth slightly. And then he grabbed one of her index fingers without hesitation.
The numbness that came from the belly of the finger made Yuan Qian's heart beat abruptly. A low exclamation overflowed from her pink lips. It seems that at this time. She realized what she had done in a big way." Hmmm......"
"Answer me. Shallow. Don't run away." The other big free palm clasped the plain hand that was stretched out from the original shallow. Shang Shuze said and 'licked' her white fingers one by one. One. Another one.
Yuan Qian suddenly felt that the scene in front of him was too hot, and he turned his eyes away. She tried to 'pull' her fingers out." Brother Shang. Don't do this. You ...... first"
"What first. Shallow. I'm not going to play with you anymore. Tonight. Give me an answer." After speaking. Shang Shuze removed the hand that was resting in front of him. The interior light then sprinkled over his leopard eyes. This made Yuan Qian a little indistinguishable from the charm flowing in his eyes.
Slightly open mouth. But he didn't say anything. Yuan Qianshang was combing the meaning of Shang Shuze in his mind. The latter has already continued: "Shallow. Actually, you should know. I like you. I'm twenty-three. Before you. I've never been tempted by other 'women'. I met you for the first time at the bar. I didn't really have a deep impression of you at the time. If you hadn't been assigned to the row of students I had brought with me. Maybe we're just missing it. During military training. Because of the previous encounter at the bar. I'll look at you once in a while. That's when I told myself. I'm just a little curious about you. But the feelings are too wonderful. Who can tell. Curious. It just became the beginning of the heartbeat. Then I happened to save you. At that time, I just thought we were 'quite 'fated'. After all, it's in this place in Hannam. There are very few people who have more to do with me. I have never served before. But that time feed you noodles. But my heart was overjoyed. Even if I didn't say it. You don't know. You looked really cute back then. Stupid stupid. Like a good doll."
Speaking of which. Shang Shuze couldn't help but sigh faintly. Seeing that there was panic on the original little face, he was stunned. There is resistance to retreat. He frowned slightly. Sit up straight again. When I left Hannam a few months ago. He had begged her not to fall in love with anyone else. At least not until he returns. At that time. He couldn't let go of her in his heart. And now. He is even more sure and convinced. He likes her. Exact point. It's time to say he loves her. Whether it's her joy or her sorrow. She's well-behaved, she's spiky. Everything about her. He couldn't even let it go. Can't give up.
She had wanted to cut off those affections with him. Be right to ordinary friends. But he's too ambitious. If you don't want to do it, you will seek perfection. She doesn't love him. Not even a liking. Then he gave her the distance and the dividing line she wanted. I plan to eat her up a little bit. Appropriate to one's own use. He thought he had the patience and forbearance. You can wait until the iron tree blooms and bears fruit. Can be at this moment. Look at the struggle in her eyes. I can't give up that kind of thing. But I still don't dare to hesitate to move forward. He was just shocked. Original. Face her. He was never a good hunter. But where there is a glimmer of possibility. He wanted to keep her. I want her to smile softly at herself. I want her to rely on him with peace of mind. Rely on him. Don't live that hard.
"Shallow. I don't want to guess what's going on in your mind anymore. I don't know what you've been through in the past. I can only guarantee it. I'll give you a secure future. Shallow. You're here tonight. Explain that you care about me. Right?" Leaning sideways and looking at the people in front of you. Shang Shuze's voice revealed a trace of almost undetectable expectation. Soon. That hope is gone. For her. He never had much of a chance of winning.
Yuan shallow was silent. The atmosphere in the living room is stagnant. The two were so quiet that they could hear each other's heartbeats. Memories freeze in a certain location. Suddenly, Hara Shallow remembered that night. The long wind of the northwest ran with her. At that time, my heart was as cold and desperate as ashes. At one point, she felt like a drowning person. Never breathe again. No more pain. She is strong. Pretended to be nothing. Still smiling at the children cleanly. Even Xia Yiyang felt that her smile was still warm and bright. Only she knows it in her heart... It's not the same. No matter how beautiful that smile arc is. After all, it has lost its former popularity. Her heart told her a terrible truth. But she was afraid to accept it. So I can only pretend not to care. Pretend that nothing has changed.
In fact, the moment I heard Qiaoqiao's little secret that day. Her heart was so distressed that she couldn't do more. She thought. She could pretend that the man had no effect on her. But at that moment. Despair overwhelmed her. For a moment. She even thought about dying.
But she. No.
From the night I learned about the plane crash. She didn't really get a good night's sleep. Xia Yiyang is in the same dormitory with her. But he didn't know. Six nights in a row. The pillow on the side of her cheek was wet in the middle of the night. The middle of the night in the back. She listened to his even breathing. Holding that clumsy bear doll. Hopelessly opened his eyes until dawn.
In ten long dark nights in a row. The bottom of her heart. There was not a single ray of light. And after that. She couldn't help but hate the man. She hated him. I hate him for breaking into her world so strongly. And without saying hello, he walked completely. But so it is. She still didn't want to pay tribute to him. Because. She does not accept the fact that he left. I can't accept it anyway. Clearly. He's such a good man. Heaven. What is the reason to take him away.
Shang Shuze sensitively sensed that Yuan Qian's body was trembling. Ben is stubbornly begging for an answer. can watch her look like this, change her complexion and inexplicable trembling. But there was a thousand pity in his heart. A sigh in vain. He really hated his indecision." Shallow. That's it. I'm not going to force you."
Thought about it. Shang Shuze stood up. One more sentence to add. It means something." Shallow. But to all who love you; All I hope is that you will be happy."
After speaking, don't give yourself a chance to hesitate. Shang Shuze strode in the direction of the stairs. He could not 'force' her this time. But he couldn't stay and comfort her. Humans have a terrible instinct. It's called habit. He didn't want her to get used to her unprincipled goodness. He was also afraid. I'm afraid of one day. She will covet his good. But it's out of habit. Instead of. Out of love.
Yuan Qian didn't understand why Shang Shuze wanted to run away. Leave her. Was it her performance that hurt him? can hurt him. It was never her intention.
Both hands clutched the lower circumference of their clothes. The originally smooth coat was tossed out a few folds by her. The urgency of a man's departure is like a pebble. Thrown into the lake of her heart. Thus it set off a ripple. The line of sight becomes hazy. Yuan Qian didn't shed tears. I just feel that the light in the living room is chilling at the moment. It was so cold that she couldn't help but shiver.
He asked for it. Just an answer. And this answer. Buried in the bottom of her heart. In fact, it has long been called out of 'desire'.
That's when I first met. She thought he and the people who came to the bar for fun. More fear for him. She'd even think about it. As long as he has something rash. She was about to run to the ends of the earth. She recognized him the day the training began. She became cautious. It's just that he doesn't want to be recognized. After all.' Female' college student goes to work in a bar. It doesn't sound like a normal sentence. And then she found out. He really didn't seem to see who she was. This. She didn't know whether to be happy or disappointed. Probably. I'm glad I guess it's right. She hasn't always had much of a presence anyway. It's best if people don't know her. That time he said on the training ground that her eyes were not murderous. She was a little surprised. After that, he became more and more honest and did not make mistakes. Although look around. Each student wears a 'camouflage' uniform. It seems like all of them are pretty much the same. But she didn't want him to come out one day with a "Huh. Aren't you the one who was at the bar last time".
She didn't expect that something would happen to her tutor on the way back. Before he appeared. She had given up her resistance. She thought that night would be a nightmare for her eternity. But he saved her. Hold her in his arms without disgust. At that time, all the sensations were blocked in the throat. For a moment she was greedy for his chest. Because. It's warm. Such warmth. She never thought she would meet another man.
Afterwards. The bond between the two grows more and more. She began to get scared. Not afraid of losing. Because they dare not be greedy. The man invaded her life more and more. What she was afraid of. Someday. She will forget the love of her heart.
Summer time:
Affection is shallow and deep. It's just summer time. It's a spell. No one has ever broken it. But after the appearance of this man. Everything seems to have quietly changed.