I've been wondering, is the love between me and Jiang Zuoyi on a collision track, would rather use destruction to create the most brilliant sparks? Or Ben is on two parallel tracks, accidentally chasing a kind of inevitable pleasure.

But either way, it is nothing more than a cruel reality that proves one thing - we are not from the same world.

I have the principles and morals that I hold dear, and he has his unscrupulous intrigue and determination to kill.

If you can't prove who is right and who is wrong, then it's up to who can stick the knife deeper.

"Jiang Zuoyi, you don't even have a word of explanation?" I was like a condescending judge, but there was not even the slightest smug in my eyes. In addition to the distress, I only have bottomless despair.

I think that the moment Wang Xiaofei fell from the upper floor, it was not only every bone in my body that was broken, but also my love that could no longer be glued.

Although I really don't want to cry so ugly in front of Jiang Zuoyi again and again, why did he force me to come here!

"What grudge do you have? What's the problem? Can't you just sit down and talk like a normal person?

Must let the dead? You have to let Wang Xiaofei die, do you have to fuck to sleep! I grabbed Jiang Zuoyi's tie with my hands, and the man's heavy body was thrown into my hands, like a sack sealed with cement. I can't shake his steady down, let alone my determination to tear him apart: "A boy like him, Jiang Zuoyi, how can you do it!" ”

"Shu Lan, let go of Mr. Jiang!" Andy squeezed my shoulders in one blow, and this martial artist can accurately judge his opponent's weaknesses with just a few intervals. Rao is such a helpless woman as me, and his paw also unceremoniously grabbed my previous gunshot wound.

There was no room to fight back, and I was grabbed by him on the back of the shoulder and knocked on the knee!

I knew he was probably trying to knock me unconscious, but the moment I stood on my tiptoes, I went up to the road - and pulled out the dagger he used to hide behind his boots!

I'm sorry you've fucking pretended to be in front of me too many times. I haven't eaten pork, but I'm tired of pigs running.

"What are you doing!" Andy didn't expect me to be so strong at all, and his face turned miserable at that time: "Give it back to me!" ”

I sneered and said, Didn't you still shout at me last time? You, a waste with no right or wrong and no brains, can only be a lackey who comes and goes at the right time by the side of others.

"Shu Lan, if you think that I have done something bad, there are objects and evidence, I can't explain it to you now! But...... This has nothing to do with Mr. Jiang. "Andy is incoherent when he is in a hurry, I have already learned this.

I said that you are not very good at learning Chinese, but you should understand the true meaning of our ancestors who have been 'raising and not teaching strictly' for thousands of years.

"What are you doing? Can you just play with human life in the palm of your hand...... You think you're righteous and loyal? But he, Jiang Zuoyi, should know that even if he has a dog, he should know to tie the chain! I pressed towards Andy, tears of resentment falling on the blade of the dagger, like beads: "For people like you, the way to solve a crisis is to use a knife and a gun, and the best way to solve the trouble is to kill people."

You said you did it? It's so good, I believe it so much. At the beginning, you could have given me a shot indiscriminately, can you also kill Xiao Fei with a worried look for Jiang Zuoyi today!

Andy, don't you want to take responsibility? Don't you like to be ruthless?

Today you will give me three knives and six holes, and I will choose a place to stab! Do you dare! ”

I admit that my out-of-control emotions pushed my brain waves frame by frame with the picture of Wang Xiaofei falling from the building. I also understand that once anyone goes crazy, any cultivation can be transformed into a word of accusation. I believe that even if Andy can't understand every word of me, he can feel the humiliation of being loveless from my fierce words.

"What dare I dare! Anyway, I owe you a favor, whatever you want! "That's howl, but Jean didn't intend to let me continue to hold a knife to gain the upper hand there. Facing the blade, the splitter snatches it up.

I swept over with a flick of my hand, grabbing his bandaged right hand as he dodged!

I didn't think I could really fight this man, but I hated it so desperately that I couldn't control it when I was hysterical.

But for Andy, is he looking for an opportunity to fight with Jiang Zuoyi's woman?

Hehe, otherwise how could he have come out of his legs so without leaving water at this time!

I really think of myself as a junior, don't you!

"Andy, stop me!" Jiang Zuoyi threw a punch and smashed Andy directly in the face, but unfortunately it was a little slower by half a beat, and this bastard still rubbed my waist with one leg and swept me down!

I'm only about 1.6 meters tall, and I'm as light as a paper-bound person. At this moment, the next plate was empty, and the whole thing rushed to the corner of the table in front of me.

"Shu Lan!" Jiang Zuoyi turned around and grabbed me by the shoulders, dragged me ashore and hugged me in my arms. In the end, he knocked over the pots and pans and bento boxes on that table, and fell in embarrassment.

I hated myself to death, even at this very moment. I still feel palpitations from the familiar breath in his chest. Jiang Zuoyi, how many bad things do you have to do to make me not love you?

The familiar smell of tobacco, a faint laundry detergent, and the occasional sugar fragrance that teases the appetite, and the deception of people say that they have quit......

But why is there such a strong smell of rust, fishy and heavy? Sticking to my thin pajamas, there are layers of hot and humid body temperature.

I suddenly panicked and pushed his chest to break free, but he pressed my shoulders and breathed in my ear and said, "Shu Lan, close your eyes." ”

"Jiang Zuoyi, you let go, you!"

I guess I didn't mean to. When he threw himself into his arms, he sent the dagger in his hand with him!

The hilt of the knife in my hand seemed to grow on him, and I couldn't even touch the ice of the iron blade when I removed the layers of sticky blood!

"What if you ...... I think I did it, so I won't explain......" Jiang Zuoyi's hands were still resting on my shoulders, moving back a little bit. The entire palm was pressed against my trembling back, and I heard the sound of his breathing spreading in my ears, and the heartbeat and instinctive pain twitched uncontrollably: "Shu Lan, yourself...... Be careful. ”

"Jiang ......" I only felt that his warm palm was slowly losing strength on my back, slipping off little by little.

"Jiang Zuoyi!"

I pulled out my bloodied hand and pushed his shoulders to lift the heavy upper body.

I couldn't see where the dagger was rooted, and the overwhelming blood-red seemed to dance in the soft light of the living room as if it could dance to a melody of despair.

Andy pounced and grabbed him. Later, I heard Jiang Zuoyi frowning and saying to him, 'Take me away first'.

And then ...... I sat alone in the middle of the living room in a trance for I don't know how long. Until Ye Jinliang suddenly pushed open the unlocked door and rushed in,

I just cried like a stupid woman with no backbone.

"Shu Lan! What's wrong? What the hell is going on! ”

I said I killed someone......

"Murder? Who did you kill! ”

I grabbed Ye Jinliang's arm and cried so much that I had no master. I said I killed Jiang Zuoyi, and I stabbed him...... A lot of blood......

"What about the others?!"

I shook my head and said I don't know, I don't remember anything like I was stupid since just now.

"I don't remember how Andy took him, dragging or hugging, walking through the door or flipping through the window.

He seemed to have fallen from the upper floor, taking the evidence of Xiaofei's harm with him, telling me to be careful, and then vomiting my blood. What about my leaves! Did I give her dad my own hands-"

I was sleepwalking and talking incoherently crazy things, almost disrupting all the events that had happened throughout the day like a dream.

"Shu Lan!" Ye Jinliang pinched my jaw and almost shouted into my desperate eyes: "You are sober!! ”

I said I wanted to be sober too! But why! Why can't we be together?

In the desperate cry, I couldn't hear what Ye Jinliang was saying to me clearly. Later, how he was carried into the bedroom, and how he changed into clean clothes, is even more unclear, but when he woke up, it was dawn.

The leaves lay beside me, two little hands dangling in front of my eyes.

"Mom, are you awake?"

"Leaves?!" I stood up and hugged my daughter, and then I remembered that Li Dongye had said that Ye Zi was originally discharged from the hospital today.

"Daddy is making breakfast, Mommy, are you going to get up?"

Father?

I lifted the quilt and jumped out of bed, running out without wearing shoes: "Jiang Zuoyi!" ”

Where else is Jiang Zuoyi? I leaned against the door frame and pressed my temples, only to see Ye Jinliang coming out of the kitchen with a porridge bowl. He said to me, "Shu Lan, get up and eat something first." ”

"Jiang Zuoyi......" I looked at the neat floor, and there was not even a drop of blood left.

I wish everything yesterday was a dream.

He ...... It should be fine. ”

I said how do you know he's okay.

"Mr. Lin has eyeliner staring, saying that he saw Jiang Zuoyi being sent to a remote private hospital."

When I said Mr. Lin, do you mean Lin is light? How did you ..... know him?

"Well, he's been to me before. said that he was assisting the police to investigate the matter of Song Jia, the former dead financial director of our company. You fainted in a trance last night, and I asked the winter night to find out that Wang Xiaofei had an accident.

You said that you stabbed Jiang Zuoyi, and you were confused, and I don't know who to ask about the situation——"

"So I thought of Detective Lin?" I was so weak that I sat down paralyzed on the chair: "I have to go and see Lin Yuqing." ”

I said that Jiang Zuoyi is not dead, just keep his life and wait to accept sanctions.

I now have to hand over the memory card and buttons in my hand.

Thinking of this, I bent down and looked on the clean floor. Under the coffee table, in the sofa, it turned over for a long time.

"Shu Lan, what are you looking for?"

I said you cleaned up the floor? I'm looking for Jiang Zuoyi's murder evidence, the button.

"Is that it?" Ye Jinliang buttoned the ashtray that had been burned by Jiang Zuoyi with a cigarette butt.

I said no, this one is fake. I said I took it out yesterday and stuffed it back into my clothes, and then I didn't know where it fell after an argument.

Ye Jinliang said that he didn't see it when he was cleaning.

I said forget it, I guess Andy picked it up and destroyed it. Now it doesn't make much sense, people just throw away that shirt, and they can't do anything about it without evidence.

A small button, any Kutch shirt button is pretty much the same style.

I walked into the study and saw that the memory card on the computer was still there. They didn't even take this thing with them.

"You're going to ...... Leave it to Detective Lin? ”

I said yes, I can't get over Xiaofei's business.

"You haven't thought about it, maybe Jiang Zuoyi really doesn't know......" Ye Jinliang blew the porridge in front of him and pushed it in front of me.

I said Ye Jinliang, even you think that as long as you don't know, you can be forgiven!

"But how many tragedies he condoned that shouldn't have happened at all! Even if my dad is guilty, what about Little Zero? Even if Xiao Zero doesn't care about him, who did Wang Xiaofei offend!! ”

"Shu Lan," Ye Jinliang glanced at Ye Zi, who was obediently helping me fold the quilt in the house, and called my name in a low voice: "I just feel sorry for Ye Zi." You haven't told Jiang Zuoyi yet, have you? ”

"Yes...... I haven't told him yet, and I'm glad I didn't. I rubbed my forehead and stared blankly at the half bowl of porridge in front of me: "My leaves are already too pitiful, I can't let her accept a man with such a distorted outlook on life and worldview as a father."

He didn't even have the slightest reverence for life. When the leaves grow slowly, I'm afraid she ......"

Ye Jinliang didn't say anything, just got up and went into the house and hugged Ye Zi out: "Good, come over for breakfast, after breakfast, Dad will take you to the park, okay?" The cherry blossoms are in full bloom in March. ”

"Okay......" Ye Zi squinted at me and asked me if my mother was going?

"Mom still has something to do later, can Ye Zi play with Dad?"

"Yes. Anyway, I was born to be a daughter, which man you want to follow, I'll call it dad with whomever you want! "Grabbing the bean paste bun on the plate, my daughter who turned into a 'smile' in seconds glanced at me.

I really didn't even feel shocked. I said laughing, you accompany the leaves to the house to eat. This and this and this are all for you. I have something to talk about with your dad.

Frowning, I put a few buns and snacks on a plate and stuffed them all into her hands.

Ye Jinliang said that this is not a solution.

"By the way, last time Su Xihang introduced me to a psychiatrist, in Canada-"

"You're going to take the leaves abroad to see a doctor?"

I shook my head and said I wouldn't be leaving for a while, but I wanted to send the leaves away.

"Jinliang, your little aunt is in Canada, right? I want to ask you a favor. ”

Ye Jinliang said that he understood what I meant, and the little aunt Shen Xinci was Shen Xinpei's only sister. He settled abroad with his uncle in his early years, if his mother was still alive...... Now it's in the past.

"Aunt Shen has no children, she used to be with us during the New Year's holidays, and she has always loved Ye Zi." I said I wanted to send the leaves out for a while and leave them to take care of them for a while, okay? By the way, you can also let your child receive psychotherapy.

Ye Jinliang said that there was no problem, after all, whether Ye Zi was his daughter or not, the little aunts didn't know the secret. After her mother passed away, she has also been immersed in sad emotions, and having leaves by her side may be good for everyone.

"But Shu Lan, you actually don't want Jiang Zuoyi to see the leaves again, right?" Ye Jinliang asked very directly.

I laughed miserably and said yes.

"Don't ask me why I'm so ruthless. I just feel like that's the price he should pay. ”

Ye Jinliang said that he didn't think it was strange, but he felt sorry for me to torture myself so badly.

Looking at the two oblique scars on my fingers, which should have been accidentally cut when I grabbed the dagger yesterday, I didn't even feel any pain.

I said I wasn't going to torture myself anymore, I had to stand up and face the biggest enemy I've ever faced in my life.

I always thought that without Jiang Zuoyi's help, I would be useless, and I never dared to imagine that the battle without him by my side would be the darkest and most winnable.

But it wasn't until this moment that I really realized that being an opponent with Jiang Zuoyi was the most challenging and hopeless battle.

"Shu Lan, what are you going to do?"

"Ye Jinliang, now you are the director of Zhongshan Jianye. Don't you want to defend this base camp? I picked up the bowl and swallowed hard. I've always felt that the sign of a person starting to get excited is to force himself to eat, whether he has an appetite or not.

"What do you do, I'll help you."

I say thank you, but I'm not going to rush to make up my mind. That's what only a resentful woman does.

I'll have to think about it and plan it. Figure out some things, and divide all the pros and cons.

I can't keep an enemy by my side, and I can't put a weakness in the hands of the enemy.

Although I am so heartbroken that I don't want to think about who this 'enemy' is.

I said Ye Jinliang: "How did I deal with you in the first place?" Do you remember? Ruthless or not? Does it hurt? ”

"It's not ruthless, but it hurts." Ye Jinliang said that in fact, I have never understood it, the back side of love is not hate, but indifference.

"So, seeing you and Jiang Zuoyi getting into trouble like this, I don't ...... at all Can't be happy. ”

I got up and patted him on the shoulder, and I said great, I'm growing, and you're finally starting to grow.

Walking into the bathroom, I brushed my long unkempt hair, ripped off my sexy silk nightdress, and changed into a rigorous professional attire.

I came out and hugged the leaves and kissed them, I said that today my father will accompany you, and my mother will go out first, and in a few days, my mother will take you abroad to play with your aunt and mother-in-law, okay?

"Mom, where are you going? Why do you seem to be happy and unhappy? Ye Zi grabbed my long hair with her chubby little hands, and she was still chewing on the bean paste bun in her mouth.

I smiled and said that because my mother always failed the exam, I had to take the make-up exam this time. When the leaves reach the age of reading, they will know that this is really a painful and happy thing.

I took the camera memory card that Wang Xiaofei left for me, and went downstairs to a barber shop first.

This euphemistic wavy curl has been around since I was confinement, and I haven't changed my hairstyle for three or four years.

I asked the barber to cut it for me, and cut it into a men's short haircut. The ears and forehead shall be exposed.

The hairstylist must have thought I was out of love because after the first scissors went down, I cried.

When I went to the hospital to see Wang Xiaofei, Lin Yuqing was the only one there.

He told me that Wang Tianyu was still breastfeeding, and he was afraid that his body would not be able to bear such a big thing, so he stayed up until this morning and said that he was dragged back by her husband after half of the dangerous period.

"Mr. Narin, you ......"

"I'm waiting for you."

I nodded, and said I could guess that I would come.

"Let's go see Xiaofei first." When I pushed the door, I could see in the glass reflection that he had been looking at my hair. So I smiled and said, I'm afraid of bacteria in my long hair, and Xiaofei's current body is most afraid of infection.

Lin Yuqing's expression was probably 'It's good if you're happy'. Without saying anything else, he threw me a set of sterile isolation gowns for visiting the patient.

"You don't know how many stitches he has on his body, and if a wound becomes infected, he basically has to turn it over again as if he were plowing."

I didn't speak, just walked quietly to the boy's bed. The face that was already so swollen that I couldn't see the outline of my facial features shocked me first-

"It will take at least half a month to reduce the swelling, and if there is fluid in the brain, there may be a second craniotomy."

I choked up and asked if I was sure...... Vegetable?

"Shh Lin Yuqing took the infusion tube that had fallen aside: "He has a sense of hearing, he can't say this kind of thing." ”

I wiped my eyes and said I'm sorry, I just wanted to wake him up soon. Gently walking over and crouching down, I grabbed his bandaged hand.

"Xiaofei, I cut my hair. Do you think it looks good this way, or does it look good before? ”

Lin Yu was so light and funny that I indulged my emotions even more: "You...... Can you get up and take another picture for me? If you say yes, move your fingers. ”

The pale fingertips didn't even react at all, and the doctor had said before that if he could still have even the slightest sensory reaction, it would be a very good sign.

I said, "You don't like it if you don't move?" Then when my hair grows longer, I can still put it up again and wear a wedding dress......

At that time, if you are willing to wake up obediently, will my sister marry you as a wife?

Dumbo ...... You fool...... Fool ......"

At this moment, someone gently tapped me on the shoulder.

I quickly wiped my embarrassed face and stared at the woman I didn't know in front of me.

I don't know it, I don't know it, but at least I've seen it.

She smiled and asked me if I was Shu Lan.

I nodded and said I saw you yesterday, you are Dr. Su's wife, right?

"Well, my sister-in-law has just given birth, and I can't stand it physically and mentally. Our family came over to help her take care of Xiaofei. Luo Qi said, Wang Tianyu is a very good person, yesterday may have been too excited, and her words were a little heavy, so I don't want to take it to heart.

I nodded and said I wouldn't mind, and besides, I really couldn't escape the blame for what happened to Xiaofei.

"Also, thank you, Mrs. Su, you and your husband have helped me a lot. Especially Dr. Su, in order to save my daughter, even—"

I still remember Su Xihang's decision when I was at the door of the operating room and the leaves were ischemia. This is the mother of someone's daughter, who can feel good in her heart?

"Healer's parents' heart, it's his duty to do that." Luo Qi told me not to take it too seriously, the two little devils in the family are in good health. If she really draws two tubes of blood, she can go home and stop her for two days.

I said that there is still my father's business, and I will trouble you, Mrs. Sue. I took so many research reports to help me solve my doubts-

"Research report?" Luo Qi was obviously stunned: "Isn't it?" ”

My ears pricked up, and I said, what's wrong?

"The project report. That day, Western Airlines mentioned to me that I was on a business trip. So he said that several materials were in the drawer, and let him sort them out casually, and help others.

But when I came back, I found that he hadn't taken it—" said Luo Qi, who thought it was just a trivial matter, and that she didn't take it seriously.

My face sank all at once, what do I mean by that?

Luo Qi said I'm sorry, you wait for me to make a call.

saw her go into the balcony behind, and the style of painting suddenly changed-

"Su Xihang, are you an idiot! I say the L-shaped folder of the third drawer! What—

Ouch, do you know or I understand? The things you took were scrapped from many years ago. I'm going to publish a paper in the second half of the year, and I'll look at it. Don't you even look at the date?

You can still tell me nonsense that doptic lymphamine can proliferate rapidly in an acidic environment with polysaccharide molecular formulas, and you can give me a try for strong alkali polypeptide oxides that are water-soluble!

Playing with bones is silly, right? ”

"Don't quibble with me, give me a braille diagram and you can force me into Star Trek.

I'm really convinced of you, and I can take a few project reports out of context to justify myself.

Now that this man's life is at stake, beware of people accusing you of misleading testimony. ”

", don't fight with me! I'm also PHD now, okay? I'm more senior than you in this area, shut up! Go home and cook!

Oh yes, the head teacher called, saying that Qiqi and Eleven had ripped off the boy's pants at school. Fart, your genes are weird-

I have two shopping cards on my desk that will be issued by the annual meeting, and you can take them to extinguish the fire for the class teacher when you pick up the children. What one is enough? If your two daughters pick it up together, you always have to give two of them! ”

Luo Qi turned her back to me, hung up the phone, reached out to comb her hair, and wiped her face. Then he turned around with apologetic eyes and a smile: "I'm sorry Ms. Shu." ”

I shook my head and said what you meant by that.

Luo Qi was embarrassed, saying that this matter might have accidentally caused an oolong, and asked if I was free, and then help me talk about it later.

I said, please, can you tell me now? If what Dr. Su told me earlier about the cause of my father's death is anything else, does that mean—

Luo Qi nodded, and said that he didn't blame Su Xihang for making a mistake before. Because the research results of dopabenamide drugs have been settled for more than ten years, it has only been in the past two years that a foreign scientist has overturned the theory of acidic soluble hyperplasia.

"To put it simply, the hyperplamine lycohormone that can cause your father's sudden heart load is probably not due to high sugar intake, but an adverse reaction caused by some kind of drug conflict.

As far as I can know at the moment, there are only two kinds -

One is the main component of cimetidine, and the other is a very uncommon organic catalyst that only survives for 20 minutes in the air. However, once the two are combined, the blood concentration will become viscous and the paraamine lymph hormone will rise significantly, which in turn will aggravate the cardiac conformity. ”

Looking at me with a blank face, Luo Qi paused and explained: "Among them, cimetidine is a common pancreatic drug. The other organic compound is basically uncommon, so the scope of research is also limited—"

I immediately understood, I said that my father had pancreatic surgery in his early years and had been taking this kind of medicine. So you mean - somebody deliberately gave my dad that kind of compound!!

But you just said that organic compounds have a limited amount of time in the air...... So who exactly is the drug and how is it given?

"Shu Lan!" At this moment, Lin Yuqing suddenly ran over, his tone was very serious, and his expression was serious: "This memory card you gave me was really given to you when Xiao Fei had an accident?" ”

"Huh?" My brain circuit didn't turn around for a while, and I said yes, I put it again this morning and kept a backup, which he threw into my trench coat pocket yesterday when I was at the scene.

I said, I guess it was the moment his camera shattered, and he struggled to protect it?

"That's not right." Lin Yu shook his head lightly and seriously: "There is a problem with this card." ”