Chapter 13: Husband and Wife Fight
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Li Haonan, who was angry at home, listened to the maid tell him that Gu Xiaobei was back, he almost couldn't believe that this little girl still knew that she was back! But no matter how much he gritted his teeth, watching Gu Xiaobei's figure enter the hall, his mood also improved.
Gu Xiaobei watched Li Haonan sitting on the sofa and watching TV intently, she didn't even bother to take off her shoes, she walked over quickly, her tone was a little impatient, and her voice was unconsciously raised: "Li Haonan, you already know about my sister's illness, right?" ”
Li Haonan was already in a 'gloomy' mood, but listening to her tone with a bit of questioning, it was even worse, he was 'gloomy' with half of his face, "I said why was I willing to come back so soon, it turned out that I came back for them to ask for the guilt?" He felt uncomfortable, Gu Xiaobei and He Zijun hugged each other, looking at his 'female' and other men - that man was still her childhood sweetheart, and her first love who forgot to die hugged each other, which man would be comfortable?
Gu Xiaobei listened to Li Haonan's unpleasant words, she pursed the corners of her mouth, insisted on letting her voice not carry any anger, and asked with low eyebrows: "Since you already knew, why didn't you tell me?" ”
"Why am I telling you?" Li Haonan's eyes narrowed, and his tone did not fluctuate: "Does someone stipulate that I have to tell you everything?" What does it matter to me whether she dies or not? ”
Gu Xiaobei was finally 'provoked' by his cool tone, and raised his voice again, "But she's my sister?" Why are you like this? That's right, in fact, you have always been like this, cold-blooded, selfish, ruthless, and only thinking about yourself......"
These accusations of hers made Li Haonan's eyebrows jump suddenly, this time Gu Xiaobei returned to him, he secretly made up his mind countless times to rebuild the relationship between the two, but he found that he was losing his elastic 'sex', maybe because he was getting older, his nerves were becoming more and more susceptible to the little girl's sting', in short, he wanted to get angry when he looked at Gu Xiaobei, who was defending He Zijun like this, and his tolerance for her was declining, at a terrible speed.
Li Haonan had the picture of Gu Xiaobei and He Zijun hugging each other at the 'door' of the hospital, and he patiently listened to Gu Xiaobei finish cursing himself, and then slightly raised the corners of his 'lips', as if he was smiling, but his eyes were cold: "Why are you so 'excited'?" Why are you in such a hurry to deny me? Didn't you see your brother Zijun anxious and you couldn't stand it, and you felt distressed when you saw him haggard and helpless? Are you sad because of your sister, I think you are anxious because He Zijun has encountered something, right? ”
Li Haonan's cynicism Gu Xiaobei was dizzy, she wanted to get angry with him and make noise, but then she thought of her sister who was lying in the hospital, like a 'flower' withering, she took a breath and didn't look at Li Haonan's provocative eyes, just stared at Li Haonan's lips, and said: "What I care about is my sister, it really has nothing to do with He Zijun, you have a wide network, can you find someone, call a better doctor for my sister, or, help her contact a kidney that can be replaced." ”
Watching Gu Xiaobei pretend to say this call calmly, Li Haonan felt even more angry! How hot is this little girl's temper, when has he swallowed his anger like this for himself? As long as he dares to provoke her a little, she will try to control him and make things difficult for him in every way.
She has hurt her so much now, and she is still willing to beg herself in such a low voice, except for He Zijun, what else can she do? What is that He Zijun better than him, can make her think about and maintain it so much?
Li Haonan can't see Gu Xiaobei and He Zijun involved in his life, he can tolerate and love Gu Xiaobei in every way, but the bottom line is He Zijun, he can even accept that Gu Xiaobei doesn't like him, but he definitely can't bear Gu Xiaobei's attention to He Zijun more than himself, that time in the hospital, he saw Gu Xiaobei secretly go to see He Zijun, and he was stabbed 'excited' and went crazy in the mountains, as long as Gu Xiaobei has a relationship with He Zijun, he will immediately exceed his bottom line.
"Tell you, I can't do anything about this matter, even if there is a way, I won't save her!" Li Haonan's heart was blocked, and he said with a sneer, the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of mockery.
Yun Qingqing's expression, cold and mean words, Gu Xiaobei was disheartened by Li Haonan's words, her worry and anxiety he turned a blind eye, looking at his lofty posture, she really couldn't say the words to plead for him anymore, she stared at Li Haonan's 'yin' eyes, and a thought popped up in her mind, he said when he was in the hospital, if he left, don't come back, he is so stupid, why did he come back to him? It's a big deal to put this life out of the account!
In a few seconds, Gu Xiaobei's mind was turning, she gritted her teeth, turned around and walked out of the 'door', Li Haonan, who was still calm just now, saw Gu Xiaobei turn around and left, her face was instantly blue, and she stood up and chased after Gu Xiaobei without thinking about it, because she was too fierce and too urgent, she hit the coffee table in front of her, and just happened to touch his injured 'leg', "Ah! With a muffled grunt, he slumped down on the couch.
Gu Xiaobei's nervous face suddenly turned white, she hurriedly took a few steps back, wanting to see Li Haonan's situation, Li Haonan's face was also pale in pain, he pursed the corners of his mouth, and his two eyes seemed to be digging out a few 'holes' in Gu Xiaobei's body, "Gu Xiaobei, you say, have you ever really loved me?" If you love, how much you love, does it always have to be ranked behind He Zijun? ”
The floor-to-ceiling window of the living room is facing a few plum trees not far away, at this time, there are pink and white 'flowers' blooming sparsely, full of green leaves, Gu Xiaobei looked out the window, her eyes were trembling, her heart was cold, her whole heart seemed to be pressed into ice water, where could she still speak.
She doesn't love him?
Indeed, she did not love him, and she did not love him until after the divorce, and would rather endure the loneliness and jealousy that ate her heart than stay in this city with him; She didn't love him, she didn't love him so much that she walked into the minefield when she heard that he was married; She didn't love him, she didn't love him so much that she knew that he was hurt, and she didn't care about any hurt and sadness, and immediately returned to him from thousands of miles away......
Li Haonan saw the change in Gu Xiaobei's face, and he also felt that he was a little 'confused' when he asked, but thinking of the tears she shed in He Zijun's arms, his heart was unbalanced, he knew that what he asked was like adding fuel to the fire, but he just wanted to vent his dissatisfaction at this time, and he didn't want to coax her at this time.
Li Haonan's ridicule and questioning 'forced' Gu Xiaobei to a dead end, there is no past, who is not young and frivolous? Why did Li Haonan hold on to himself and He Zijun so much? The real fatal problem among them is not He Zijun, but his distrust of her.
How can two people who don't trust each other be together?
He wouldn't believe her? Gu Xiaobei's heart was sour and bitter, feeling that the tears in her eyes could no longer be held back, she smiled self-deprecatingly, wanting to say something to Li Haonan, but she was afraid that her voice would be choked and trembling out of her control and lose people, so she turned around and strode outside.
Li Haonan watched Gu Xiaobei leave resolutely, his heart immediately emptied, he was remorseful and resentful, he was such a strong and confident person, but as soon as he was on He Zijun, he panicked, He Zijun gave Gu Xiaobei too many memories, and he seemed to be unable to dilute these memories no matter how hard he tried, so that Gu Xiaobei only loved himself with all his heart.
Gu Xiaobei was born to be his own enemy, and when he was not good, he fought with him, and he did not give in to each other when he was reconciled.
Li Haonan looked at Xian Zhiming, who was probing his brain at the entrance of the 'door', he thought for a while, and said, "You send two people to follow her, don't look for her back first, but don't let her have an accident." "This little girl, just throw her hands and leave at every turn, he can't always get used to her 'problem', she and her temper are too big, you have to clean it up.
Gu Xiaobei left the house, only to feel a burst of grievances and sadness in her heart, looking at the gradually darkening sky, she felt hungry, she went into a "fine" restaurant for dinner.
Looking at the lights outside, the city in the night is still bustling and noisy, Gu Xiaobei looked through the window, panicked in his heart, getting colder and colder, 'mixed' for so many years, he is still a rootless duckweed in this city, sad and doesn't even have a nest to hide and cry, it turns out that it is better to rely on anyone in this world than to rely on yourself to be safe and reliable.
She took out the phone and looked at it several times, hoping that Li Haonan could call her, but the phone screen was very clean, there were no missed calls, and there were no text messages.
Tonight's sky is a little cloudy, the moon is stingy and refuses to 'show' her face, Gu Xiaobei walked aimlessly on the street alone for a while, the busy streets, and strangers she didn't know hurriedly passed by, unconsciously, her tears slipped down, she thought of the pity of being alone, thinking of the sadness of her sister lying in the hospital and dying at any time...... Later, she was a little tired from shopping, so she found a nearby hotel and opened a room to stay.
Gu Xiaobei didn't even have the mood to squander Li Haonan's money today because of something in his heart, he just opened a single standard room, took a shower and lay on the 'bed'.
In the dead of night, Gu Xiaobei still couldn't sleep, she couldn't stop looking at her phone, wondering if Li Haonan would call her or send a text message.
Tossing and turning until the middle of the night, she finally couldn't help but turn on the phone, waited for half a minute, the phone vibrate, a text message came in, her heart followed a shock, and then sweetness and sourness swelled, she pressed the key, two text messages, one is the weather forecast, and the other is to advertise fake documents.
There was no phone call from Li Haonan, and there was no text message from him.
Gu Xiaobei lay on the 'bed' with her head up, tears slid down silently, half of her heart was blocked and the other half was empty, Li Haonan, you are a bad man, she turned off her mobile phone and threw it aside in anger.
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