Chapter 20 A Thousand Thoughts
After the drowning incident caused by Xiao Yuhan's reckless picking of leaves and sending it to Chu Cong, it ended with Lin Yuhao being suspended for three days with a severe fever and Lin Yuhan being suspended from class for more than half a month.
At the same time, Chu Ning, who was overly frightened, every time Chu Tianxing and Ye Mei went to the Lin family before, she couldn't wait to follow and never miss any time to play with the Lin brothers. But since the drowning incident, she has only been frightened at first, causing her to sleep unsteadily at night, whispering in the middle of the night, and subconsciously avoiding talking about the incident.
But since she knew that Lin Yuhao and Lin Yuhan were both sick and out of class, her mood has changed a lot, and every day in addition to the normal class time, she often locks herself in the room alone, and no one knows what she is doing inside.
During that time, Chu Tianxing wanted to avoid the impact of the Lin brothers' learning caused by the suspension of classes, so he insisted on making up lessons for the two brothers every night. So Chu Tianxing, who wanted to take his daughter with him, had to look at the door and sigh every time.
In the face of his daughter's unconventional behavior, Chu Tianxing also tried his best to talk to her who suddenly changed her temperament, but every time she opened her mouth, her daughter retreated like a frightened rabbit. So such a daughter had to attract Chu Tianxing's attention.
Chu Tianxing, who was at a loss, although he thought of many ways, but he could not change his daughter's current situation, and finally had no choice but to find a senior doctor in the psychology department of the hospital for help, and the result of the diagnosis made the couple almost collapse, they never imagined that their daughter suffered from autism.
Although it was only mild autism, Chu Tianxing and Ye Mei did not dare to be sloppy.
Chu Tianxing thought about it and felt that it was very likely to be caused by shock and self-blame after the drowning incident.
The psychiatrist suggested that she try conservative therapy first, first diverting her attention and slowly relieving her mental baggage, so it is recommended to take her out for a walk or let her listen to soothing music.
In order to cooperate with the doctor's treatment, at first, Chu Tianxing and his wife wanted to take Chu Ning out for a walk, but when she stayed in the room alone, she was reluctant to come out at all, and it was useless for Chu Tianxing to persuade her. In the end, Chu Tianxing had to change to another way. He went out of his way to buy a record player and went home, and he also bought a lot of records about music.
As a result, in the living room of the Chu family, all kinds of music often come out. Soothing, brisk, pop, classical ......, everything. I have to say that music is a magical and beautiful thing, its melody can be integrated into the brain in a few seconds and hit the deepest part of the heart.
After a long time, Chu Tianxing, who became more and more anxious, was surprised to feel that his daughter had some slight changes, and he found that his daughter would occasionally quietly stick her head out of the room, first probing the movement outside, and then gently went downstairs to the living room, and stood in front of the record player for a long time......
Finally, one day, a children's guzheng made of nanmu was added to Chu Ning's bedroom.
Chu Ning looked at the antique guzheng, at first a little surprised, she looked at Chu Tianxing suspiciously, after getting Chu Tianxing's approval, she walked to the guzheng nervously, and couldn't put it down caressing the neatly arranged strings and columns, and finally nervously stretched out her hand, and slowly crossed each string with her index finger and thumb, so the strings made a crisp and bright, clear and pleasant sound under her immature fingertips......
For more than 20 years, he has been concentrating on the field of medicine, and now he is a high-ranking expert and professor in the medical field, but he has never set foot in the field of music, but he listened to it, and then felt that something seemed to roll in his eyes. He never knew that his daughter, who was only eight or nine years old, had such a heavy heart knot.
Chu Tianxing suddenly had mixed feelings, joy and sorrow. The joy is that his daughter has also continued his love and righteousness, and he is not worried that he is afraid that this affection will lock her firmly like a spiritual shackle in the future.
Chu Tianxing turned his head to look at the sky outside the window, he sighed faintly, and then walked out of his daughter's room with heavy steps, and closed the door for his daughter.
"Tianxing--, can we do this?" Ye Mei, who had been standing outside the door, looked worriedly at her daughter's closed room and said to Chu Tianxing.
"Ye Mei--, daughter is young, but she is not fragile." Chu Tianxing stretched out his hand to stop Ye Mei from wanting to enter the room.
"But I'm still not at ease!"
"Please believe me, trust our daughter, we are here with her." Chu Tianxing gently patted Ye Mei's hand.
Ye Mei looked at Chu Tianxing, and after a long time, she nodded at him. Yes, the man in front of her who loves her daughter as her life, what reason does she have not to believe it?
Ye Mei snuggled tightly into Chu Tianxing's broad chest. They listened quietly to the repeated sound of the piano coming from low to high and then high to low in their daughter's room. There was no melody, no melody, but they still felt that it was the most beautiful sound in the world.
Yes, music is born of people, and the sound of the piano is determined by the person who listens to it......
I don't know how long it took, there was a slight sound in the door of the room, and then, the timid little girl poked her head out, although her cheeks were still with unwiped tears, but Chu Tianxing knew that her baby daughter had walked out of that shadow.
When Chu Tianxing watched his daughter hesitate for a moment, and then calmly walked in front of him, he couldn't help but think of a word,-- reborn, yes, he must be this word.
"Mom, Dad, can I learn it?"
"Okay--, okay--, dad will find you a teacher tomorrow." Chu Tianxing excitedly stroked his daughter's cheeks and gently wiped away the moisture that remained in the corners of her eyes.
"Mom, Dad, Mom, I won't let you worry anymore."
"It's okay! As long as you're okay, it's okay! Ye Mei hugged Chu Ning tightly into her arms.
"Child, remember Dad's words, no matter what happens in the future, no matter what kind of pressure you have, the first thing to think about is that you still have Dad and Mom. Whether you can understand your father's words or not, please believe that your parents will always be your listeners, and your home will always be your harbor. ”
"Thank you, Mom, Dad! It's good to have you! ”
Since then, Chu Ning has started her long guzheng learning career, and since that time, she has formed a fate with music, of course, her talent and achievements in music are also amazing, which is a later story.
Time passed unconsciously, but Lin Yuhao's heart lost its peace little by little.
Regarding the accident ten years ago, before that, he Lin Yuhao had always felt that it was undoubted that he and his younger brother enjoyed all kinds of care, so during that time, he had also been silently and naturally enjoying all kinds of care.
As everyone knows, the catastrophe of their two brothers back then was also her catastrophe. He only knew that since then, she had become silent and lively, and the little girl who stuck to their brother all day seemed to grow overnight; The little girl who used to be lively and uneventful, has since been quiet and silent, and no longer revolves around them all day; The girl who relied on him in every way seemed to suddenly disappear from his eyes, and even a simple meeting became a luxury.
And careless like him, in those days when he was cared for, he never thought about it, why he often couldn't see her after the incident? Why did Ning Yatou, who used to follow him like a shadow, get closer and closer to Yuhan, but she is getting farther and farther away from herself......
Later, I heard from my mother that she fell in love with music, and learned that Uncle Chu had been sending her to the piano shop to learn guzheng for many years.
Later, she and Yuhan were both admitted to the key middle school and even high school in Y City with an absolute advantage; Later, she and Yu Han were admitted to the ideal university with the best grades, Yu Han entered a polytechnic university in Shanghai as he wished, and Chu Ning came to Jiangcheng, where he worked, and the ...... of the nationally famous conservatory, and all these later, he could only watch, listen, and feel from afar.
And what was he doing at the time? He only remembered that in order not to let his mother work too hard, he lived in school not long after, and then studied hard, buried all his doubts and losses in his heart, and then devoted all his energy to intense study.
A few years later, he finally graduated from a prestigious university in the north with excellent grades, but after graduation, he came to Jiangcheng alone despite his mother's opposition. This place, which was often mentioned by his father from his childhood memories, chose his father's favorite fashion design in his life.
Although his dream was not to become a fashion designer, it was a career that his father loved and pursued in his short life.
As in previous years, after Chu Ning and Lin Yuhan finished the reunion dinner, they went to the rooftop of the Chu family to set off fireworks, Lin Yuhao hadn't gone up to join in the fun for many years, and he had been in a very low mood after listening to Chu Tianxing narrate Chu Ning's autistic time, so it didn't take long for him to return to Lin's house with Lin Jinwen.
Probably because of Chinese New Year's Eve, although the hour hand has pointed to ten o'clock, the three villages in the south, north and west of the Han River are still brightly lit at this moment.
Looking at the night sky decorated with fireworks like flowers, Lin Yuhao was even more thoughtful, thinking about this Chinese New Year's Eve, he was destined to be sleepless.
At this moment, he only wore a slightly thicker dressing gown, opened the door to the balcony again, and walked straight to the balcony.
As usual, he saw at a glance the window that he had been silently watching for many years, but through the dim yellow light through the curtains, he did not see the figure that haunted him tonight.
It's just that he saw that there were brilliant fireworks on the roof of the Chu family's roof, and the fireworks floated into the air like snow trees and silver flowers, embellishing the night sky as dazzling as daytime.