Chapter 268: The Grinding Donkey For the relatives who gave the tourmaline diamonds
These words hit his heart like a hammer, and his anger disappeared in an instant, hugging my neck: "Ah worry, I'm sorry, my brother shouldn't have told you this, I'm sorry......"
I cried so much that tears and snot came out, I was completely messed up, I didn't know who was the best for me and who loved me the most in this world, I didn't know who I loved.
Mangkang, Mangkang, I thought of that face again, I thought of that photo again, I remembered the poignant story that Tang Yunzong told me, and I remembered the fortune teller who told me that someone was broken for me.
The car kept driving and driving for a long, long time, and finally stopped.
Yukawa Shu took me out of the car and asked me, "Do you remember here, my grandfather decided to buy a house here just to facilitate family reunion." ”
Like, the Norwegian forest, I've been here once before.
I didn't want to go in, Jin Jiang looked at my appearance and said, "Ah Xiu, you sit in the courtyard for a while, I'll go cook first." ”
I was angry: "Who wants you to care?" ”
She didn't bother with me, and went in with a smile.
Yukawa Xiu took my hand: "Okay, okay, it's all my brother's fault, okay?" ”
I glared at him viciously: "Then you say, where are you wrong?" ”
He raised his hand, as if swearing: "I shouldn't go back to Cannes without your consent, I shouldn't tell you that I'm with Jin Jiang, I shouldn't ...... It's all my fault. ”
The more he talked about me, the more angry he became, holding the phone tightly, but what he thought in his heart was, why didn't Luo Ange call me yet.
As long as he explained to me, that he was there to do Bogart a favor, that he loved me, that there was nothing between him and Bogart, as long as he said it, I believed him.
It seems to be telepathic, the phone suddenly remembered, looking at the three words Luo Ange flashing on it, my breathing suddenly became short, as if I was afraid that he would hang up in the next second, so I hurriedly picked it up.
But it was Yuan Shengqi's voice: "Luo Ange, are you going to fight against me today?" ”
Then came Luo Ange's voice: "Yuan Shengqi, don't come with me like this, I just ask you, where did you hide Yuntian?" ”
"What, you want to raise a son for me?"
Yuan Shengqi sneered, "What, I played with the broken shoes I played with, and now you want to raise a son for me?" Let me tell you Luo Ange, Bo Jia did it on purpose, she took the initiative to leave, and she took the initiative to let the child live with me...... Now that I find you, a rescuer, I want to go back on my word? ”
Bao Jia's cry: "Yuan Shengqi, you are talking nonsense, you hid Yuntian, you forced me to leave, and you did not reunite our mother and son." Why are you so disgusting, how am I ......"
Yuan Shengqi interrupted her: "What, do you think I'm disgusting?" Bogart, don't put on a face for the Virgin Mary, I'm disgusting too. ”
Bogart continued to cry: "Ange, don't believe what he says...... Who am I, don't you know yet? If it weren't for Yi Yanshan deliberately revealing my whereabouts to Yuan Shengqi, the two of them would have joined forces a long time ago......"
Yuan Shengqi roared impatiently: "Bo Jia, you shut up for me, don't talk about Yi Yanshan." ”
Bogart sneered: "What, poked your sore spot?" Don't think I don't know, Yuan Shengqi, you got someone to follow Yi Yanshan, you enlarged those pictures and pasted them on the wall of your bedroom, what were you thinking when you did that thing with me and your sister? Why did you dare to talk to us after drinking...... Because you don't dare when you're sober, because when you're like us, you're shouting Ishan's name......"
Yuan Shengqi roared "You shut up, you slut", then Bao Jia's screams, she shouted "Ange help", then the sound of fighting, and then Yuan Shengqi sneered: "Luo Ange, yes, I just like your wife, I miss her in my dreams...... Yes, I'm envious of you, why can you have her? If we met her at the same time, who do you think she would choose? ”
There was no sound of talking, only the sound of fighting, and Bogart's plea: "Stop fighting, Ange, don't fight, please, don't fight......"
I don't know who has the upper hand, I only heard a snorting panting, and then Yuan Shengqi's voice: "Luo Ange, why are you hitting me?" How clean do you think you are, how honest do you think you are, how much do you think you love Yan Shan? Do you dare to tell her that you are looking for someone to assassinate Tang Chuanxiu, do you dare to tell her that you arranged for Jin Jiang to be by Shu Wenan's side, do you dare to tell her that everything was planned by you? ”
There was no sound of fighting, only Luo Ange's cold voice: "Yuan Shengqi, don't pretend to be a saint." What am I afraid to tell her? ”
I stumbled forward two steps and fell on top of Yukawa Shu, who hugged me and shouted my name, but I didn't have any strength at all, I just opened my eyes in a daze.
His face was getting more and more blurred, his voice was getting farther and farther away, I felt so tired, I closed my eyes and passed out.
When I woke up again, in the dim light, I saw myself sleeping in a strange room.
I pulled open the quilt and tried to get out of bed, but I found that I was in pain all over, and at this time, the door was pushed open, and Yukawa Shu came over with a bowl of something.
He helped me up and asked me to lean on his shoulder: "Ah Wei, you have a fever, this is a Chinese medicine to reduce fever." ”
I used to be most afraid of eating these things, but now I'm out of breath, and I'm drinking all the way to the end with his hand.
He helped me lie down and wrung a hot towel to help me wipe my sweat: "Tell my brother, what's uncomfortable?" ”
I'll be honest: "Headaches. ”
"Brother help you get a massage, okay? Do you remember, when I was a child, my mother taught us massage, and you learned the fastest, and I was stupid with Mangkang, and I couldn't learn anything. ”
I silently shed tears: "Brother, I'm sorry ......"
I'm sorry, I didn't know that Luo Ange was looking for someone to assassinate you, I didn't know that you were so dangerous with your grandfather.
Yukawa Xiu helped me smooth my hair and laughed: "Ah worry, my brother is fine, and my grandfather is okay." Rest assured, we're all fine. ”
I choked up: "Jin Jiang is Luo Ange's person, you let her go." Brother, let her go...... As long as you let her go, I'll go with you to Grandpa...... We are a family of three, and we have a good life. ”
I couldn't cry, and Yukawa Xiu comforted me: "Okay, okay, my brother listens to you, I'll let her go later." ”
He comforted me for a long, long time, and I sweated and fell asleep again.
When I woke up and felt better, I offered to go out for a walk, and Yukawa agreed to find a windbreaker for me to wear, and led me downstairs.
Jin Jiang is really gone, only Ami is arranging flowers in the living room, and when she sees me, she politely calls me Miss.
I nodded weakly and asked Tang Chuanxiu: "Isn't there a porridge shop outside the community, can you accompany me to eat a bowl?" ”
Out of the community is KFC, and then there is a porridge shop, passing by KFC, I saw a young couple arguing at the door.
The man said I want a so-and-so burger, why did you buy me this, don't you know that I don't eat seafood? The woman said, "Aren't they all the same, it's all bread and meat." The men started upset, the women didn't get upset, and then they started arguing.
At first, they just hummed and scolded each other, but slowly the girl's face couldn't hold it anymore, and she scolded, and the two began to quarrel mercilessly.
Yukawa Xiu quipped: "These two people are really two people, and they quarrel on the street over this bit of, is this necessary?" It's not annoying to be so noisy after a tiring day. ”
I didn't speak, and for a moment I thought, isn't that all of us like this? I often feel that the other party doesn't understand me, is not considerate enough, not romantic enough, and I am sad and sad for the sake of sesame big things, and then I am disappointed or even desperate, and I feel that I can't go on with the other party.
What makes us, who were originally in love, become hedgehogs?
Is it the trivial life and various pressures that make us lose the rationality we should have, or is it the other party's feelings that make us can't help but be disappointed when we can't get the results we want?
The deeper the feelings, the more expectations and the more disappointments there will be. But aren't we all like that? There are more times when I am irrational, there are more times when I am disappointed, and slowly I will despair and die. Occasionally, there will be times when you are unwilling, but what can you do if you are unwilling? How can you take feelings? How can you take life?
The couple couldn't get a result of the quarrel, so they went their separate ways. Another girl who has been watching the excitement of the young couple asked the boy: "Honey, do you think this life is the boss of the universe?" If it's in a good mood, it will make you feel free about food and clothing, and you can drink a little wine, and if it's in a bad mood, a slap can slap you to death. You can't resist yet. It slaps you on the left side of your cheek, and you have to reach over your right cheek, begging it to be comfortable and ravage you. ”
The boy said, "My dear, I promise that no matter how nasty you scold me, I will not quarrel with you." ”
I suddenly remembered what a friend said, she said: Life is a grinding, we are all donkeys who are grinded by the neck, and you look at the tender grass hanging high in front of your eyes. You think that what you are after is ideal, and you are moving forward step by step, but in fact you repeat it in circles and circles. We often foolishly think that we have left the past behind and started a new life, but one day, when we look closely, we are still the donkey that circles around the mill.
I told Yukawa Shu this passage as it was, and he was silent for a long time, and said, "This tough life, every slut will bow to it in the end." Those who don't bow to it or think they're not sluts don't end well in the end. ”
I sighed, yes, how many people are you going to make this forced life helpless and captured?
When he was sitting in the porridge shop, he asked me, "You suddenly told me about grinding donkeys just now, because you remembered Luo Ange, right?" It's been a day and a night, and he hasn't come. ”
Yes, Luo Ange didn't come, and there was no phone call, no text message.
It was as if he had suddenly disappeared from my life, and I had no news at all.
I lowered my head to drink porridge, Tang Chuanxiu called me, I raised my head, followed his gaze, and saw that on the TV of the porridge shop, Luo Ange was wearing a suit and leather shoes to attend an award ceremony.
It was a live TV broadcast, he and Yuan Shengqi sat together, yesterday they were fighting, and today they sat together, like brothers, when one came to the stage to accept the award, the other applauded cooperatively at the bottom.
I remembered those words on the phone, lowered my head a little sadly, and then asked Tang Chuanxiu: "Jin Jiang is Luo Ange's person, did she send her to your side to go undercover?" ”
He shook his head: "No, I've known Jin Jiang for more than ten years." ”
I don't want to mention the names of other women now, so I asked, "Didn't you say you found my aunt, what about people?" ”
He smiled mysteriously: "People are in the United States, and I have the opportunity to take you to see her." ”
I put down the bowl that I had eaten cleanly: "Then let's go to the movies, I recently had a cartoon and I want to watch it." ”
After watching the movie, it was already more than ten o'clock, the night was hazy, the street lights were also hazy, I coquettishly asked him to carry me, in fact, I really couldn't walk, not only physically tired, but also psychological.
Yukawa really spoiled me, and every time he responded to my requests, I would damn think of Mangkang, and then I forced myself not to think about it.
It turns out that I have the feeling of being an older brother, and it's so good.
When I arrived at the gate of the courtyard, I saw Luo Ange's exclusive car parked there, and Ami stood at the door with a frightened face, and saw us trotting over: "Sir, it's not good, there are guests at home." ”
Yukawa Xiu carried me behind my back and shushed: "What a fuss, it's not a tiger and a leopard." ”
He turned his head and asked me, "Ah Wei, he came to pick you up, do you want to go back with him?" ”
"Do you want me to go back?"
He shook his head: "He will hurt you, I don't want you to go back with him." But I respect your choice, Ah Wei, you are free and not under my control. ”
I laughed: "Then don't go back, you can take me to the United States in two days." ”
Entering the door, Yukawa Shu put me down, he squatted on the ground and took out his fluffy slippers for me to change.
It was a pair of pink slippers, and I remember the first time I was here, I wore this pair.
After changing his shoes, he walked inside, and saw Luo Ange sitting on the sofa alone.
When he looked up, I happened to look at him, and then he got up and walked over to me.
Before I had time to dodge, I was already in his arms.
He rubbed my back: "Baby, baby, I'm sorry, forgive me." ”
I pushed him away and looked him in the eye: "Forgive? Luo Ange, which thing are you referring to? For Bao Jia to leave me at the airport, or take Bao Jia to find Yuan Shengqi, and then let me know that Yuan Shengqi also likes me, or do you find someone to assassinate my brother, or do you arrange for Jin Jiang to ambush Shu Wen'an in the morning? ”
He bowed his head slightly, and when he raised it again, he was full of determination: "Baby, I can explain everything, you come home with me first, okay?" I'll explain to you when I get home......"
He wanted to pull me, but Tang Chuanxiu stood in front of him: "Luo Ange, my sister said that she doesn't want to go with you." Hurry up, we're going to rest. ”
Their eyes met in mid-air, and I heard the sharp sound of sparks from the collision of weapons.
Luo Ange gritted his teeth: "Tang Chuanxiu, don't force me." ”