Chapter 150: What is Love?
"Mom, it's sad for you to talk like this."
Dong Li said: "I'm telling the truth, don't be greedy for fun, you are the same age as Nizi, everyone has something to do, you either study hard, or find something to do, otherwise you only think about hooking up with beautiful men every day, what should you do if you are cheated of money?" ”
"No, it won't."
"What won't, your mother's old way. I don't want you to go. When you come back with a big belly, I won't be able to clean up the mess for you. Dong Li gets along with the two children more like friends than elders, and what she says is also jaw-dropping.
The white fox pouted with a look of displeasure: "I don't want to be like you, the man I am looking for must be more reliable than my father and brother!" ”
Xiao Rui and Dong Li knocked on her head alone: "What are you talking about?" ”
Dong Li smiled: "Let's eat, there are many places in the provincial capital, Nizi has never been there, you take her for a walk, oh, just order a room, right?" And save some money. ”
Xiao Rui was pouring wine for everyone, and after listening to her words, he accidentally spilled the wine and spilled it on the back of his hand.
I hurriedly took a towel to help him wipe his hands, but he grabbed him, I pushed him and retracted my hand.
The white fox looked at me with a grin: "You two really love each other now." ”
I lowered my head and didn't speak, Xiao Rui smiled and picked up the cup: "Come and toast." ”
The first time I drank red wine, the taste was very sour at first, but the aftertaste was very good, I had something in my heart, I drank a few glasses in a row, how to eat a meal, I forgot it, my brain has been dizzy.
When I said goodbye to them, I couldn't stand steadily, leaning on his shoulder, and the bottom of my feet seemed to be stepping on cotton.
Dong Li looked at us and said with a smile, "You can take it easy at night." ”
"Mom, we're serious." Xiao Rui said.
"Got it, let's go." The two men left.
Xiao Rui took me to the hotel where I stayed last time.
I fell softly on the big bed, looking at Xiao Rui sitting beside me and looking at me, my heart suddenly felt sour.
"Look at what you're drinking, you're as red as a monkey's butt. Drink less in the future, I don't want to marry an alcoholic wife. ”
"Hmm." I looked at Xiao Rui and reached out to touch his face: "Xiao Rui;; ”
His whole body stiffened, then he pulled my hand down and smiled, "What, you still want to seduce me?" I'm a very gentlemanly person, don't let me make mistakes. ”
"I'm thinking that one day, you don't like me anymore, what should I do?"
Xiao Rui thought for a moment, and then helped me up: "Did my mother say something to you?" ”
I shook my head, tears starting to fall, "I just want to know." What would I do if you didn't want me one day? ”
"You can do whatever you want. What a silly girl. ”
"Huh?" I looked at him stunned, I didn't expect him to say that.
"You think I'm going to say I love you for the rest of my life?"
I paused, then nodded.
Xiao Rui patted me on the face: "Anyone can say such a thing." I've often said before, but how many can make it happen? Nizi, the two of us are independent individuals, even if we are separated. You also have to think about moving on. ”
I looked at him in surprise and nodded after a while: "What you said makes sense." ”
"We support each other, we have an equal relationship with each other, it's not that you hang on me and let me pamper you for a lifetime. That's not love. That's the relationship between the owner and the pet. You don't like that, do you? Otherwise, I will give you my money, you can just spend it, why do you continue to earn, because you have never thought about relying on a man to support you, nor have you thought about spending money, right? He stroked my hair.
"You;; Have you ever been in love? I looked at Xiao Rui.
Xiao Rui shook his head: "No, I'm not exploring with you?" Do you think what I'm saying makes sense? ”
I rubbed my forehead: "Yes?" But I always feel that this is a precautionary shot you took in order to abandon me one day. I like you very much now, I care about you, I'm worried that you don't want me anymore, I'm going to be sad. ”
"So you've been afraid to get serious?"
I hesitated for a moment, then nodded: "Feelings are difficult to self-contained, and they can't be put away if you want to." I; I want to like you well, but I'm insecure. ”
Xiao Rui smiled: "Why have you been worried that I will abandon you, not that you will abandon me?" ”
"Huh?" I was stunned.
He smiled and said, "Nizi, why don't you want to think about it. I still have two years to marry you, and in this time, if you become more and more beautiful and better, and see better people run after him. What should I do? The relationship between people is water, it is fluid, it changes at any time, and what I pay is not feelings? Why are you always worried that you are paying wrongly? ”
I blinked and looked at Xiao Rui: "I seem to understand a little, but after a long time, I will always get tired of it." ”
Xiao Rui nodded: "That's true, otherwise my dad wouldn't be disgusted with my mother." But that's not love, it's just a desire, like the elation of getting a toy, and throwing it away after a long time. But if you get a gem in your hand, the longer it goes, the more reluctant you will be. ”
I laughed and said, "You're turning me into a gem?" ”
"It's all together, cultivating a sense of responsibility, family affection, and interdependence, and when the time comes, they will be inseparable."
I nodded.
"Okay, tell me what you think now, are you still afraid that I will dump you?" He sat directly in front of me, took my hand and looked at me.
I looked up at him and pressed my lips to it.
This is the first time in my life that I have taken the initiative to kiss someone. The technique is jerky, slow and hesitant, but the feeling is wonderful.
Suddenly, he began to respond to me fiercely and silently, his hands were like electricity, cruising on my back, I felt Xiao Rui's heartbeat, this person I really like him.
The two of us collapsed on the bed.
For a moment, he really wanted to give himself to this person now, but he killed the gate in time and didn't continue.
He got up and smiled, "Baby." Good night. ”
"Xiao Rui; I don't care; ”
Xiao Rui turned around and said, "But I care, you're not an adult yet." I'll wait until we get married. I know what you think, I'm a gentleman. I don't want to complicate this relationship just for a momentary pleasure. ”
"But you're bleeding from your nose." I got out of bed and grabbed the toilet paper next to me.
Xiao Rui was stunned for a moment, then wiped his nose and scolded: "Rub!" I wanted to pretend to be a gentleman once, but I turned out to be like this. Remember, don't tell anyone about it, or I'll eat you. ”
I couldn't help but laugh: "Go wash it, I'll help you find a wet towel." ”
"No need, you can sleep." He walked out quickly.
I fell on the bed, thinking about what he had just said, and what I couldn't let go of before, now I understood.
I slept happily that night.
The next day, he started to show me around, but I didn't observe the scenery, but the small food sold near the attractions, many of which I had never eaten, and I took a notebook and wrote them all down.
Xiao Rui's hand was on my shoulder: "Don't always think about business. I was finally able to come out and have fun. ”
"Okay, I got it." I grinned and wrapped my arms around Xiao Rui's wrist and walked forward. He didn't like to take pictures very much, but he took a camera and took a lot of pictures for me, except for one group photo, which was helped by an old man. Xiao Rui and I fought side by side, watching me all the time.
I smiled and nudged him, "Look over there." ”
"I want to see you."
At this time, when we heard the sound of the card rubbing, we took a picture of zhào piàn looking at each other, and the effect was not bad.
The two of us bought a lot of things in the provincial capital, a lot of clothes and shoes. They were all given to Cheng Xue and them.
On the last day, he accompanied me to the food factory and ordered some shrimp jelly and some drinks and other goods. I was at loggerheads with those salesmen. Keep the price to a minimum.
Xiao Rui stood aside and said, "It seems that I am still not attractive, such a handsome guy is in front of you, you can still do your business seriously." ”
I laughed and said, "yes, because I have to make money to support you." ”
"Okay, I'll wait for this day."
We're done with that. I bought some more things for them and prepared to go straight back in the car in the evening.
In the afternoon, Xiao Rui wanted to find a place to eat, and at this time, two women came over, young and beautiful. is very energetic, at first glance, it is a girl with a good family background, and the two girls shouted together when they saw Xiao Rui.
"It's Xiao Rui!"
Xiao Rui pulled me to stand there, frowning slightly.
The two had already walked over together, and Zhuo Yan hurriedly said, "Do you remember us?" ”
"Remember, you are Zhuo Yan, Lu Ying." His expression was calm.
Lu Ying is more beautiful, her eyes are full of water, she is a měi nǚ in the real sense, and she is even better looking than Zheng Sisi. Her demeanor was very gentle, and she said with a smile: "Long time no see, Xiao Rui, I heard that you are doing well." ”
"Yes, I've always been doing well." Xiao Rui said.
Zhuo Yan looked like a straightforward girl, she looked me up and down, and said with some dissatisfaction: "Where did you find this girl again?" You change girlfriends as often as before. It doesn't seem like a girl who can be hooked so easily. ”
"What does it have to do with you when I'm in love, I need to talk nonsense?" Xiao Rui said coldly.
Zhuo Yan was stunned for a moment, and his face turned white.
Xiao Rui didn't give up, and continued: "Do you know her? Do you two have any deep hatred, and why did you say such things in front of her? ”
I gave him a tug and shook my head.
Xiao Rui said: "I will not let people misunderstand you. Zhuo Yan, you apologize to her. ”
Zhuo Yan glanced at me, and then said, "I'm sorry, I'm just fighting for Lu Ying." ”