Now Shen Tingyu doesn't care about Liu'er's life or death, anyway, he just feels irritated when he hears Liu'er's words, and just wants him to be quiet for a while, so he picks up the wine bottle and smashes his head.

As for how much force he used, Shen Tingyu didn't know, after all, he was now drunk indiscriminately.

"Chen Xuehao." Shen Tingyu suddenly raised his head suddenly, the drunkenness on his face was still obvious, but his eyes were cold, and he didn't look like a drunk person at all.

"What's wrong?" Chen Xuehao replied unhappily, "What else do you want to do now?" Yes! ”

"I didn't want to do anything, but I suddenly understood one thing." Shen Tingyu leaned back again, once again letting his body sink into the soft sofa.

It seems that as long as he is surrounded by these soft things, he can give Shen Tingyu a sense of existence.

"What's the matter?" Chen Xuehao raised his eyebrows, he didn't expect that Shen Tingyu would confide in him a lot of things next.

After all, Chen Xuehao has known Shen Tingyu for so many years, and he has never seen Shen Tingyu like this. The most Shen Tingyu said to Chen Xuehao was, damn, a woman slept with me yesterday and took my car away, it's really annoying.

The son of a gentleman is Shen Tingyu in Chen Xuehao's heart. Even if Shen Tingyu later worked in Shen's head office, Chen Xuejie still felt that Shen Tingyu was a fun-loving person in his bones, a heartless person.

Where does such a person have a heart?

"I'm not as good as him." Shen Tingyu closed his eyes, tilted his head and said slowly, "I know you all think so about this. ”

Chen Xuehao knew who he was in Shen Tingyu's mouth, it was the Shen Tingchen who was originally high.

Chen Xuehao tried to comfort Shen Tingyu, after all, everyone's company was lost by him, and he should be aggrieved, "Tingyu, this person is inherently different, not everyone has a talent in business." It can't be said that if you don't have this talent, you are inferior to your brother......"

"I used to ......" Shen Tingyu couldn't hear anything others said now, he just wanted to let him say what he felt in his heart. Otherwise, it was all suffocating in his heart, which almost made him feel suffocated, "Don't talk about the past, let's talk about me when I was a child." I used to live with my biological mother, although it was said that it was my biological mother, she treated me badly. How can I say it, it's a *, the purpose of raising me is to ask Shen Qingyou for money. Never had any normal concern for me, anything a mother should do. Shen Qingyou is my father, although he doesn't see me twice a year, he is very kind to me every time he sees me, gives me a lot of money, takes me to play, and gives me a feeling that I am no different from other children. It wasn't until later that my birth mother died. ”

Shen Tingyu slowly opened his eyes, and there was indifference in his eyes. When he first heard the news of his biological mother's death, he was also so indifferent, even he would be sad when his own cat died, but his biological mother died, and he didn't feel anything.

At that time, the neighbors thought that Shen Tingyu was too sad, so he couldn't shed a single tear.

"Then Shen Qingyou came, and he said he wanted to take me home. Let me live with them, he said that I will have a very gentle mother and a very smart brother......" Recalling that day many years ago, Shen Tingyu laughed self-deprecatingly, "Do you know, I was only in elementary school at that time, I really believed it, I really believed Shen Qingyou's words." I longed for it, I imagined it with joy, and I couldn't wait to go to their house, to see my mother, to see my brother. ”

What happened later, Chen Xuehao can probably imagine it, either Mrs. Shen doesn't want to see him, or the parents treat the two children unequally, so Shen Tingyu became like this.

Chen Xuehao didn't open his mouth to interrupt Shen Tingyu's words, just sat quietly on the side, waited for Shen Tingyu to pause for a long time, and then lightly opened his thin lips and spoke eloquently.

"I happily returned home with Shen Qingyou, the furnishings at home were simple and clean. Mrs. Shen also met me and treated me very well, really a very gentle person. While following her around my room, I innocently asked her if she could sleep in a room with my brother. Then her face changed, and I probably knew that my brother might not like me all of a sudden.

Until Shen Tingchen came back in the evening, my brother came back, and when he saw me, he was like crazy, and he yelled at me in a rage, calling me a dirty bastard, and telling me to get out of ......"

The darkest feeling in my memory welled up from the bottom of my heart, making Shen Tingyu take a few deep breaths, "At that time, Shen Qingyou slapped Shen Tingchen hard, but I was still afraid of him, afraid of Shen Tingchen, so I had to leave, I didn't want to live with him."

I thought that I would never have anything to do with Shen Tingchen again in my life, and I would never see him again. But do you know that since I was in junior high school, Shen Tingchen has appeared in every corner of my life. He is so good that there are reports about him almost every few days, plus Shen's influence is so great in H City...... I just don't want to think about this person, it's too hard. My classmates and teachers will ask me, I am so similar to Shen Tingchen's name, are we brothers? Ask me: Why is Shen Tingchen so powerful? ”

Chen Xuehao could probably understand Shen Tingyu's unconsciously painful expression.

"Although everyone is invisibly telling me that I am not as good as Shen Tingchen, I don't feel it in my heart. It's just that Shen Tingchen is in that kind of family, in the atmosphere of the Shen family, and the best people surround him every day, and he is infected in that environment, what's so great about being so good? What makes me most unwilling is that I may also get everything he enjoys! But because he resisted me alone, the Shen family couldn't tolerate me. At that time, I kept thinking, I want Shen Tingchen to lose under my hands, I want to prove to everyone that Shen Tingchen is not great at all! ”

Shen Tingyu stopped again, the unwilling anger in his eyes gradually subsided, and then turned into a weak dimness, "So I spent many years collecting Shen Tingchen's black spots, thinking that one day I could deal with him." Then I finally got my wish, I joined the Shen head office, so many directors were willing to listen to me, and I also had my own project...... Finally, I wanted to catch up with my brother, but when I woke up, I found that I had done all stupid things, and I had just given up the Shen family, I messed up everything, and I was really inferior to him. ”

Chen Xuehao silently stretched out his hand and put his hand on Shen Tingyu's shoulder, "You actually just want to be on an equal footing with your brother." ”