Chapter 4: Pain and Happiness
Li Haonan didn't care about Gu Xiaobei's resistance at all, he just ripped off his belt and plundered wantonly in the dry and narrow while she was not ready......
Gu Xiaobei snorted in pain, his hands clenched tightly, biting his 'lip', his face was pale, "Ah~~"
He was eager, furious, with a brutal hatred!
He hated himself.
He once insulted her, wanted to give her away like a pet, and even wanted to kill her.
But in the end, he couldn't do it.
Therefore, he hated himself even more, hated her even more, and longed to crush her into powder, crush her bones and scatter ashes.
Tonight, he wanted to humiliate her, in fact, as soon as he entered the hall, he found Gu Xiaobei as quickly as possible, she was wearing a well-cut 'fine' dress, which added a bit of elegance and reduced a bit of childishness.
I know each other all over the world, who doesn't know you? A full house of distinguished guests, acquaintances in one place.
It doesn't take a lot of skill to insult someone, and sometimes indifference is a weapon.
But seeing Gu Xiaobei standing alone in the shadow of Yixiang's sideburns in a panic and helplessness, he even saw her thick long eyelashes 'hair' trembling uneasily, occasionally raising her eyes, and hastily clear as a rabbit's eyes 'waves' timidly but pure.
Despite wearing a small dress, she still looks a little childish, like a child. His eyes were full of panic, pain and helplessness, as if a very small child was standing in a strange and terrible place, but he did not dare to ask for help from adults and only knew how to hide alone in a corner where no one was crying.
She just stood there like that, and it shook his heart, and his cold, hard, invulnerable heart shook again!
Li Haonan hated himself, hated his powerlessness, hated his weakness, he increased his strength, biting her 'lips', and the sweet blood spread between the 'lips' and teeth.
Gu Xiaobei's petite was really a little unable to adapt to his burly strength, she rejected and tried to expel him, but she unconsciously contracted and bit him tightly.
And Li Haonan enjoyed this pain and was happy.
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Li Haonan took Gu Xiaobei out for dinner, and he was still their usual 'mixed' friends, including men and women. In the rich and luxurious box, several men gathered around two tables to build the Great Wall on one side, and the atmosphere was warm.
They played cards very big, and Gu Xiaobei thought that they were still throwing pieces of waste paper at each other. There is a beautiful and eye-catching 'woman' waiting for the man. Gu Xiaobei sat beside Li Haonan obediently, in order not to attract attention, she couldn't wait to save her breath.
"Light me a cigarette." Li Haonan instructed her calmly.
Gu Xiaobei hurriedly learned from the other 'women', first put the cigarette in his mouth and held it, lit it and then sent it to Li Haonan's mouth. Because Gu Xiaobei had never done such a thing, it was extremely clumsy to do, and in the hurry, his arm touched Li Haonan's shoulder again and again, and Li Haonan knocked down the two mahjong tiles in his hand at once.
The people at the table are all masters of the hemp altar, and they naturally know the whole leopard at a glance, Xian Zhiming laughed and began to put five, self-'touch', and win money.
As soon as Gu Xiaobei saw that he had caused trouble, he panicked, and accidentally inhaled a puff of cigarette, and the choking smell of tobacco made her almost cry.
Xian Zhiming didn't let her go, and fell into the well on the side, "Gu Qingbei, you are really my lucky star!" ”
Gu Xiaobei was so frightened that she didn't dare to look at Li Haonan, she was really afraid of Li Haonan, she was already trembling with her hands and feet, and she didn't know what to do, and the six gods had no master and poked the cigarette butt that lit the spark at Li Haonan's mouth, and the angry Li Haonan waved his hand and knocked the cigarette to the ground.
Xian Zhiming and Ruan Wenzheng, who were watching the excitement, laughed first, but then saw Li Haonan's second-killing eyes, and immediately held back.
Gu Xiaobei was almost about to cry, and looked up at Li Haonan tremblingly, but Li Haonan didn't speak, just looked at her blindly, looking terrible.
Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei, his anger was steaming, and he had this expression again - staring at his big watery eyes, looking at him innocently and hopelessly, because he was holding back his tears, his little face was pink and tender, and the light was bright, and his whole face looked a little flustered. He hated Gu Xiaobei with this appearance, and hated himself who was impulsive when he saw her like this.
He stood up suddenly, Gu Xiaobei was like a frightened rabbit, rubbing to the side, her thin lips had been bitten by her, and the water vapor lingered around her long eyelashes, but he refused to blink for a blink, looking at him in panic.
Li Haonan looked at her nervous and disgraced, and her whole body was on guard, he took a deep breath and pointed to the chair: "Play with my hands for me, I'll go out and make a call." ”
Gu Xiaobei frowned, she really didn't know how to play mahjong, she was afraid of losing too much, but she didn't dare to refuse Li Haonan at this moment, with an embarrassed look.
Sister Hong sat behind Chen Jiaqiang, and had already seen Gu Xiaobei's predicament, and said to her with a smile: "Let's play, Haonan has won a lot, what are you afraid of?" ”
Gu Xiaobei really doesn't know how to play cards, and she can't understand the cards as soon as she has a lot of cards, so she puts the 10,000 characters in a row, puts the strips in a row, puts the tubes in a row, and the chief engineer puts more than ten cards in three rows in front of her, and everyone at the table looks at her like this, and they all hold back their laughter.
After only a short while, Gu Xiaobei lit the cannon twice, and Xian Zhiming laughed: "Big brother really took care of us today and sent her to send us money." ”
When Li Haonan came back, he saw Gu Xiaobei dividing more than ten mahjong tiles into three rows, biting his red 'lips' with his fine teeth, frowning slightly, like facing a great enemy, and he knew that it really made her embarrassed.
He looked at Gu Xiaobei's face, the familiar impetuousness came again, the kind of resentment that couldn't be spit out made him almost crazy, he was calm and calm at all times, but at this time he wanted to run wildly for a while, and vent happily.
During this time, he was really too much, Gu Xiaobei was his lover, his enemy's 'daughter', how could he indulge her again and again.
Now it's 'chaotic', he can't grasp his own affairs, and he hates this helpless Zhang Jian to death.
The good mood just now was gone, Li Haonan's expression dimmed little by little, and the cold aura slowly spread out from his body, and everyone in the room was intimidated by his momentum, and gradually became silent.
Gu Xiaobei lit Xian Zhiming again, and unexpectedly found that Xian Zhiming didn't laugh proudly, she realized that the room was quiet, staring at the innocent big eyes, and looked around in surprise, only to find out that it was because Li Haonan sank his face.
Li Haonan is not angry and arrogant, and if he doesn't speak, he gives people a huge pressure, and the huge momentum on his body makes him make others bow to him without doing anything.
Gu Xiaobei didn't know how Li Haonan, who was relatively amiable just now, suddenly became like this, but she was used to Li Haonan's moodiness.
She stood up with a sneer, gave up her place to Li Haonan, said that she was going to the bathroom, got up and walked out of the room.
She walked through the dimly lit hallway to the 'exposed' platform outside, and took a few hard breaths.
Li Haonan, a skyscraper in the so-called prime location, standing in front of the glass curtain of the 'dew' platform, can overlook the dense traffic like an ant line of the street, so high and so far away, the red dust is just mustard dust, as if a prosperous dream.
But in such a prosperous world, only her heart is barren, everything that was beautiful in the past collapsed, and the sweetness of love with He Zijun, the warmth of love and affection have all become dream-like things!
She once thought that the years ahead would be as imagined, even if there were some ups and downs and some difficulties, but after all, He Zijun's big hand held her hand, but now everything between them fell apart under Li Haonan's domineering viciousness!
These days, even when I dream back at midnight, it is mostly those bleak and vague memories of the past that haunt my heart, blocking the person in the dream to the ends of the earth, even if I know that he is out of reach, but I still refuse to look forward to the day when I hold hands and look at each other.
Gu Xiaobei sighed, heard her phone ringing, took it out and saw that it was Chen Shuang, and her unconsciously 'excited' heart was beating 'bang, bang'.
"Qingbei, is there anyone around you?" Chen Shuang asked nervously.
"Nobody, do you know? You say! ”
"My mom drank too much yesterday, and I accidentally knew that your dad died in a car accident on a 'spring' day, but they kept it a ...... from you"
Gu Xiaobei listened to Chen Shuang's voice, as if she had been struck by lightning, the combination of shock and disbelief made her head buzz, it turned out that her father was dead, and he had already died, Li Haonan had been using his weakness to choke himself to death. He was so stupid in this matter, he was 'blinded' by him in a daze, and he continued to be the lover of Li Haonan, a scumbag!
There are all kinds of stupid people in this world, and I am undoubtedly the stupidest one. In vain, he still boasted of being smart, but he was 'tricked' by Li Haonan so fiercely. She was stinging and angry, the humiliation was steaming in her heart, but there was also a hint of relief in it, and her heart suddenly relaxed.
Gu Xiaobei returned to the house, and unexpectedly found that Shan Jiatong didn't know when he came, with 'exquisite' makeup, wearing a short cheongsam, snuggled in Li Haonan's arms, and continued the topic they hadn't finished, and said coquettishly: "I thought that girl would be not small, or with her ability, she would be the 'female' number two?" Unexpectedly, it turned out that it was really Brother Li who was supporting her! There was a strong sourness in his tone.
The corners of Li Haonan's mouth twitched slightly, and the 'lip' line was clear and distinct: "What's the matter, she's in your way?" His voice seemed to have a trace of impatience, and as if it was tired, obviously it was not a love word, but it still burned her heart when she spit it out word by word.
Shan Jiatong was angry at her unreservedness, because she knew that she couldn't eat hot tofu in a hurry, and the richer the man, the more he liked you to hang his appetite, but she just had a hot brain, jealousy in her heart, and she couldn't think of anything.
She is usually 'shrewd', but as soon as she met Li Haonan, she was 'chaotic'.
Gu Xiaobei knew that what they were talking about must be the little star that Li Haonan had just picked up, she didn't want to disturb them, she was upset and just wanted to sit aside, but who knew that she was so reluctant that she stepped on Shan Jiatong's feet all of a sudden.
"Ahh The beauty snorted.
When Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei with a calm face, a strange dark light appeared on his angular cheeks, and his eyes were very bright, like polished needletips.
Gu Xiaobei had already been frightened by Li Haonan, and when he saw him like this, his body seemed to tremble uncontrollably, just biting his lip and lowering his head silently.
Li Haonan was upset about his emotions at this time, and at this time he looked at Gu Xiaobei like this, the kind of look he didn't want to see - a frightened look, restless eyes, with forbearance in his eyes, a snow-white face, with a slight flush, like a white 'flower' with a red 'color' added to it.
This kind of pitiful look of hers is something that no other 'woman' has - others are pretending, she is born! Her innate weak appearance, like a seduction of the soul, made people start the idea of possession, and once again 'provoked' Li Haonan's irritability.
He looked at Gu Xiaobei, this was the second time she looked at him with this expression today, she knew the lethality of her appearance! She deliberately teased herself with this look!
It was like pouring a basin of oil on the fire, Li Haonan felt angry, a stream of heat flowed in the meridians of his limbs, he suddenly stood up, there was a bloodthirsty fierce light in his eyes, and he raised his hand uncontrollably, it was a pair of hands that held guns and knives all year round, with thick calluses, revealing a sense of hardness and toughness.
"Smack!" Gu Xiaobei was hit by this sudden blow, her left cheek hurt, the smell of blood in her mouth spread, and finally blood flowed out of the corners of her mouth.
Li Haonan's hand was so strong that she fell to the ground, she covered her face, held the back of the sofa, and slowly straightened up after a while.
Everyone in the room didn't know that the two people who were okay just now, why Li Haonan suddenly moved his hand, his eyes were like searchlights, and he was looking back and forth between them, and some of the warblers were trembling with fright now, and they didn't dare to breathe.