Chapter 179: Don't let yourself suffer all the time
"It doesn't matter, you just hate it."
Tang Keqing retreated step by step, no hysteria, and her mood was low and depressed, but she seemed to have more ideas.
She clearly wanted to find Qu Ran, if Tang Keqing went to see Qu Ran, He Jinhang could think that in fact, this was something he couldn't obstruct, just like Tang Keqing couldn't stop him from going to He Chenfeng's liver donation surgery now, it was the same reason.
"Tang Keqing ......" He Jinhang raised his eyebrows, and there was a lot of worry between his eyebrows.
At this time, Tang Keqing had nothing to say, and the retreating step finally turned to leave, He Jinhang realized that the situation was actually very serious, after all, Tang Keqing, this woman, was really not reasonable, it was simply unreasonable, and she was sloppy to the extreme.
He Jinhang called Qu Ran at this time, but Qu Ran's mobile phone was turned off.
Qu Ran was accompanying He Chenfeng in the intensive care ward, and the unconscious He Chenfeng was obviously worse than the last time Qu Ran saw him, her fingertips gently brushed He Chenfeng's emaciated cheeks, "My face has lost a lot of weight, I always thought that people like He Qi would never be sick and hospitalized." ”
At least, such a solemn atmosphere, even the heaviness of facing death, is not suitable for He Chenfeng at all, but what Qu Ran didn't expect was that He Chenfeng almost lost his life for her.
"Although there was an accident, I can't get sick and have an accident in the future......"
He Chenfeng must not know how worried she is, and with such worries, He Chenfeng may not have the opportunity to understand Qu Ran's intentions in the future.
"Don't have any more accidents, after the operation, get better soon."
Qu Ran stayed by his side, muttering alone, and there was too much reluctance and expectation in his low words, as if even if she had to be with He Jinhang in the future, as long as He Chenfeng was safe and sound.
In particular, there is another thing that Qu Ran can imagine, and it is still unknown whether she can survive herself.
"He Chenfeng, do you know, in fact, I thought about it, before I was about to die, I could meet you and have a relationship with you, I was lucky, otherwise, if I left like this, I would really be worthless, and I would feel regretful."
But now even if you leave, you have no regrets, no regrets.
Qu Ran clearly has a thousand words to say to He Chenfeng at this moment, but he is always emotionally uncontrollable, so he will think of some bad things, and his words are a little incoherent, and in the end, Qu Ran simply didn't say a word, gently stroked He Chenfeng's face, and the slightly cool touch came, which also filled Qu Ran's heart with reluctance and discomfort to the maximum.
But in the end, all she could do was silently pray that his operation would go smoothly and that he would be safe.
It's just that even though He Jinhang is willing to give He Chenfeng a liver donation operation, everything is not so smooth, even if He Jinhang's decision cannot be influenced by anyone, it is not easy to go so smoothly, there are always small episodes around.
Especially Tang Keqing's desperate obstruction, it seems to be unreasonable, but to a certain extent, it has increased the psychological burden of Qu Ran, and the guilt seems to be rampant and occupies her whole body.
Tang Keqing didn't care about coming to He Chenfeng's ward, she had to let Qu Ran give an explanation, "You come out with me, I promise not to kill you." ”
At this moment, Tang Keqing's attitude was already very fierce, and her tone was extremely bad, especially the surrounding atmosphere like dark clouds was particularly suffocating.
"Keqing." Qu Ran understood what Tang Keqing was going to say, she must have come for He Jinhang, and Qu Ran was also ready, no matter what Tang Keqing said, no matter whether Tang Keqing scolded or abused, she would not shake her decision.
Tang Keqing's face was full of anger, "Don't call me, you don't even deserve to call me by name, I told you a long time ago not to provoke He Jinhang, you can't sacrifice He Jinhang because of He Chenfeng, you are really more despicable and shameless than I imagined, selfish." ”
"Are you for a He Chenfeng, and your conscience is gone!" Tang Keqing clenched into a fist, seeing that she was about to be beaten, but she still had some concerns, seeing Qu Ran's red and swollen eyes crying, her face didn't look good, she must be very worried about He Chenfeng, but she couldn't sacrifice others because of He Chenfeng's life and death.
Qu Ran lowered his head, it was useless to say anything at this time, it seemed that no matter how he explained, it was a loss, after all, she was the one who shamelessly begged He Jinhang to do liver donation surgery, and she was the one who finally made He Jinhang change his mind, and she had an unshirkable responsibility.
In particular, at this time, Qu Ran didn't think that there would be any accidents in this operation, although he was ashamed of He Jinhang and it was very unfair to him, but Qu Ran was sure in his heart that he would definitely use his limited life to repay him for today's efforts in the future.
Tang Keqing saw that Qu Ran didn't speak, and her anger intensified, "Speak, I asked you to speak, every time you don't look very aggrieved and innocent, you just used such eyes to deceive He Jinhang and win his sympathy." ”
He Jinhang is too, why is he blind to this extent, knowing that Qu Ran is "uneasy and kind", but he still willingly agrees.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't do anything else, I know it's not right, but I can't watch He Chenfeng die."
Qu Ran finally spoke, her words were getting heavier and heavier, more and more full of sadness and desolation, tears were flowing desperately on her face, tears were surging wildly, but they could not relieve the pain in her heart at all.
Even though Tang Keqing has been a friend of Qu Ran for so many years, in this part, she doesn't understand Qu Ran very much, "You think He Jinhang only needs to sacrifice a liver to let He Chenfeng survive, since it is such an easy and simple thing in your heart, why don't you fucking donate it yourself, why do you want others to do things that hurt your body." ”
"I really don't have a friend like you, Qu Ran, the most blind thing I've done in my life is to know such a rotten person as you, don't blame me for not reminding you, even if it's a troublemaker, I won't let He Jinhang be with you, let alone let He Jinhang do such a stupid thing."
"No matter what He Jinhang's current attitude is, in the end he must be my man, I don't allow my man to suffer all the time and be taken advantage of, he has been wronged enough in the He family, let He Chenfeng die, everything is what he deserves, if you want to blame him, blame him for being such a rotten thing as you."
Between the words and sentences, Tang Keqing's hatred for Qu Ran was full of dissatisfaction with her to the extreme, the words were full of humiliation and ruthlessness, but Qu Ran could only bear them one by one, and the words were cruel and sad in Qu Ran's ears.