My dad came to hit me again, and he slapped me on the head, one slap after another, and a few very hard hits on my ears, which made my ears buzz.

"Ishan, why are you so shameless?"

I sat there, didn't move, didn't cry, didn't react, just heard my mom crying, "Stop fighting, stop fighting, I'm going to die if I hit again." ”

My dad yelled at her: "What do women know, if I don't beat her, she will do even more shameless things." ”

My mother rushed over, protected me, knelt on the sofa and begged my father: "Yi Guangshan, stop fighting, don't fight, do you want to kill her?" ”

I feel tired, really tired, no matter how hard I try, there are people who are not satisfied.

"Mom, leave me alone, let my dad beat me to death."

This sentence completely angered my father, he broke my mother's hand that was dragging me, carried my mother out like a chicken, slammed the door, and locked it, and said viciously: "No one will pull me, today I will beat this stinky and shameless thing to death." ”

My mother was crying outside, shouting to Yi Huayang: "If you beat someone to death again, go and persuade your father, go quickly." ”

My dad was looking around for something, and suddenly yelled, "Huayang, get your mother away." ”

Yi Huayang's voice came in high and low: "Mom, you know my dad's temper, let him vent." If you want to blame, blame Yi Yanshan for not being angry. ”

Rong Luozheng's voice: "Auntie, let's leave it alone, let's go first." ”

My mom's voice slowly died down, and I looked up and suddenly saw my dad grabbing something out of the locker.

It's a leather whip.

It is said that when my grandfather's grandfather was a fart child, this leather whip did not survive in the Yi family.

The last time I almost killed the dog man and woman, my dad tried to whip me with this skin, and my grandfather hid me. My grandfather said that my father was a reckless man, and for fear that he would kill me, my grandfather hid the whip with me.

I did bad things with good intentions, and I hid things seamlessly, just to prevent my dad from finding them, but I didn't expect to find them.

My dad slammed the whip on the coffee table, and the coffee table cracked a few small openings, and he condescendingly asked me, "Is what your sister said true?" ”

I don't speak, I bow my head and don't look at him.

He gritted his teeth and said, "Very good, very good, I'll see how long you can fight." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he received a whip on his shoulder, and even a whip on his neck.

I gritted my teeth and stiffened, but I didn't speak.

"Your wings are stiff, don't you, see if I don't kill you, a scourge of insulting winds. Say, is what your sister said true? ”

Another whip came over, I stood up and shouted: "Yes, what she said is true, I just became a rich man's junior, I just messed with others, I just took birth control pills." I did all this, you can kill me, I don't want to live anyway. ”

I finished in one breath and took a step in front of my dad.

I was ready to be beaten to death by him, and I knew he would never relent.

He gritted his teeth and shuddered as he took a step back, leaned against the armrest of the couch, and suddenly swung his whip at me.

"Kill you, kill you, see you don't fight, see you shameless, watch you die, see you ......"

By the end of the day, he was speechless, just hitting me harder and harder.

I curled up on the ground in pain, gritted my teeth, and didn't hum or cry.

Maybe it was my disobedience that made my dad lose his mind, and the last few lashes were particularly painful, one of them hit me in the neck, and then I saw blood splattering out and splashing on the teapot on the coffee table.

This is the so-called skin and flesh blooming, it really hurts.

But compared to what Luo Ange gave me, these are really a drop in the bucket.

I clutched my neck and felt the blood run down my fingers and onto my clothes.

Looking down, the sleeves of my clothes were torn by the whip, and I was covered in blood.

I felt like I was going to die, and I even thought of an epitaph, which was easy to understand and wrote "This person has been hung", and "She loved the world, but was ruthlessly abandoned by the world".

But I still want to say a few words to myself before I die: "You will always only believe in Yi Huayang, in this case, you should not have given birth to me in the first place, you should have covered me to death." ”

It was my angry words, but my dad took it seriously, and he whipped me again with all his strength.

The whip was on my ear, and there was a buzzing sound just a moment ago, but now it was just a loud bang, and then one of my ears was inaudible.

I still didn't cry, just one hand around my neck, one hand over my ears, and I was bleeding all over my body, like a person who had been beaten all over his body in a shootout movie, and I didn't know where to cover.

Suddenly, there were several loud bangs in the ear that was pumped, and I could faintly hear my mother's cry outside.

My dad suddenly panted and threw the whip and sat on the couch and I saw him crying.

He didn't make a sound, just wiped his tears vigorously, and finally said, "You are so young, what can you do in the future?" ”

When I heard his words, I suddenly started crying without warning, but as soon as I cried, I pulled the wound, and I wanted to get up and tell my dad not to cry, but when I moved, the heart-rending pain spread.

I let go of my hand and was startled when I saw that both palms were covered in blood.

The door was kicked open, and in the haze, I saw my grandfather standing there with a kitchen knife, and Shu Congxuan followed in a panic.

I called out to Grandpa, couldn't breathe up, and fainted.

I fell asleep for two days, had a high fever and talked nonsense, crying and laughing like a psychopath.

The doctor said that I had injuries all over my body, but the most serious injuries were on my back and ears.

My back, bloody and rotten, and the doctors who stitched me said they had never seen anyone so badly injured.

My right ear was bleeding and I was temporarily deaf.

These are all things that Shu Congxuan told me later, my grandfather rushed in with a kitchen knife, put the knife in front of my father, and said viciously: "Yi Guangshan, if my granddaughter has three long and two short, I will fight with you." ”

Yi Huayang and Rong Luo were about to say something, but Grandpa pointed at them: "You are not qualified to speak, get out of me." ”

My back was so badly injured that I could only lie on the bed, and because one ear was badly damaged, I could only use one ear to listen to Shu Congxuan's thrilling scene.

I told him I wanted porridge, and he didn't suspect him and quickly agreed to buy it for me.

When he went out, tears flowed out like a broken faucet.

I don't want to investigate what role Rong Luozheng and Yi Huayang played in this matter, and I don't want to resent my dad for beating me ruthlessly, any dad will be angry if he knows this.

He didn't kill me, and he already gave me a lot of face.

I have always been a person who hits the south wall and does not look back, even if fate hints at it again, I will not look back.

But this time, I felt like my dad woke me up and it was time for me to turn back.

Maybe this is my life, I don't recognize it, I have to admit it.

When my grandfather came to see me, I was a little weak-hearted, afraid that he would ask me what was going on.

I don't want to lie to him, but I don't want to tell the truth either.

Fortunately, he didn't ask me, he turned his back to me and helped me peel the apples, babbling something.

With only one ear, I struggled to hear, and I moved closer to him, but I still couldn't hear clearly.

I had no choice but to speak: "Grandpa, I can't hear what you say." ”

I saw that his hands were shaking and his voice was not right, so I shouted again.

He continued to peel the apple, and his shoulders twitched, and I jumped out of bed and knelt in front of him, and saw him in tears.

I also started crying: "Grandpa......"

He wiped a handful of tears and looked at me with a smile, and this time I heard his voice: "Grandpa didn't cry, grandpa is, I feel that I am old and can't protect you." ”

I said, "Grandpa, hit me, you beat me hard, it's all my fault, you beat me to death." ”

He was still shedding tears: "Granddaughter, if it is useful to beat you, grandpa will want to beat you to death, because you are not angry." But it's useless, something happens, and you can't go back. ”

In the end, he helped me to lie on the bed, and cut the apple into small pieces and fed it to me, and I ate it with tears in my eyes, feeling so bitter in my heart.

People came to see me one after another, Li Wanqiu and Wen Yuan seemed to have taken a plane, and the things they brought were almost filling the ward, she sat on the edge of the bed and gave me imported cherries to eat, her eyes were red like rabbits.

I quipped to her, "Stop, stop, the hospital hasn't stopped water." ”

She suddenly put down the bowl and hugged me, leaning into my ear: "Don't worry, don't worry, I can't wait to hurt you, I can't wait to kill those people......"

I patted her and asked her how things were going with Xia Qi and Jiang Chenghuan.

She made a look, and Wen Yuan went out like a little daughter-in-law.

Li Wanqiu took my hand, her mouth opened widely, and her voice was very loud, but I sounded like a mosquito, and after a long, long time, I barely listened to it.

Li Wanqiu didn't tell Xia Qi about it, she felt that it was not time, she felt that Jiang Chenghuan was a scumbag, and she must give him a fatal blow.

Shu Congxuan has been with me in the hospital, he is quite capable, even my grandfather is full of praise for him, the two of them can talk very well, and have a few drinks from time to time when they go out to eat.

When it was just the two of us, no one spoke, he just watched TV with me for a while, or accompanied me to flip through magazines for a while, and more often he pushed me downstairs to bask in the sun.

It seems like the days are back to the way they were, and only I know that everything is different.

In the past, I was carefree, innocent, lovely, and clean, but now I am full of stench, and even I feel dirty.

My mother also came, and every day she cooked food and sent it to the hospital for me, and when she saw me, she cried, and I was annoyed by crying, and drove her away.

Yi Huayang and Rong Luozheng didn't come, I guess they didn't dare to come, my grandfather wouldn't let them come.

My dad didn't come either, and it is said that my dad locked himself in his study that night, and when he woke up the next day, his eyes were swollen from crying, and he couldn't speak.

I felt very sad when I heard it, since I was a child, they all said that I was not angry, and it was the first time I cried for me, and it was really ironic that this was the case.

I didn't hear what my mom said to me, she said it again, I only heard her call my name, I couldn't hear anything else.