Qian'er's words surprised Yi Chen, and he didn't know how to react for a while, but his heart ached.

"I'll never forget that scene, my grandmother was lying motionless on the bed, I tried my best to call her, shake her, but she just wouldn't wake up. I begged the doctor to save my grandmother, but they didn't do anything, just shook their heads and didn't know what to say. Then someone is going to push the grandmother away. I clung to the bed, but I still watched my grandmother get farther and farther away from me, so far away that I felt my heart hollowed out. How could my grandmother be willing to leave me? She knew that without her, I wouldn't be able to live well. She promised to make me a wedding dress when Ruichen and I officially had a wedding ceremony; promised to watch me be a mother and take care of the children for me. How could she break her word, how could she bear to be left alone. ”

Qian'er seemed to be back to that moment, helpless, and the tears that had just been wiped off flowed down again. Yi Chen had already burst into tears. I have the impression that the amiable grandmother actually left Qian'er like this, she is the dependence of Qian'er's life, how can Qian'er stand such a heavy blow.

"I sat in the hallway all night. During this time, a nurse tried to persuade me, and I just nodded blankly. My mind went blank all night, and all consciousness was drained. I just feel that everything is just a nightmare, and everything will return to the same state when I wake up from the dream. Grandma will cook at home and wait for me to go back and eat.

But the next day, I looked up out the window, and the sun burned my eyes, telling me clearly that everything was true, and that I had really lost the dearest person in my life. I returned to my grandmother's house in a daze, only to see two teacups, a divorce agreement and a bank card. In an instant, I understood what kind of storm I experienced at home yesterday. It turned out that it was me, it was I who killed my grandmother, I ignored her for my love, and I hurt her for my love, so I suddenly had a myocardial infarction. ”

Qian'er was full of self-blame, and Yi Chen hugged her, "It's not your fault, don't think like this." Everything was just an accident. ”

"Even if it was an accident, I was an accomplice and killed my dearest person, for a so-called love."

It was the first time Yi Chen saw Qian'er with such a look, she was usually a gentle and caring mother, an approachable teacher, and an understanding sister. And at this moment, she has mockery, remorse, and self-loathing.

"I couldn't stay in that house where my grandmother was everywhere, and her voice was everywhere. My whole body was throbbing and was about to tear me apart, and I ran out of the house as fast as I could, trying to get rid of the constant echoing voices around me. Then it was a blank slate... When I woke up, I was lying in the hospital, and my father and brother were watching over me. It turned out that when they went to look for me that day, they saw me lying unconscious at the entrance of the community. They said I was in a coma for two whole days and had to be hospitalized to recuperate. In the next few days, they dealt with my grandmother's funeral, and I was alone in the hospital bed, not knowing how to face it, and I didn't dare to face it. ”

"What about him? Have you not been looking for you? ”

"I looked for him, but, when I saw him again, his first words were, let's get a divorce. Do you know, Chenchen, I thought that my grandmother's departure would no longer hurt, but it still hurt at that moment. Is he in such a hurry to leave me? Qian'er thought that he would hug herself and comfort herself, but she didn't think that he just walked up to her coldly, and didn't look at herself again after saying that. Qian'er didn't shed any more tears, and Yi Chen understood that she was in extreme pain, because her heart was already full of holes.

"The divorce process was done very quickly. I left that sad place that night. I don't have the courage to stay there for a minute or a second, but I don't want to die, because my grandmother will be angry. Grandma said that no matter what kind of ups and downs you encounter, you must cheer up and not be defeated. I've let her down once, and I don't want her to feel sorry for me again. So when I got here, my father and younger brother saw that I had no intention of going abroad, so they stayed with me for a while and left. When I was ready to start over, I found out I was pregnant. I thought about giving up, but I don't have any relatives anymore. I can't bear it. But God still treats me very well, and I met you again, as well as uncles and aunts, Haoyang, so that I can experience love again. ”

Qian'er smiled, but Yichen remembered the reunion with Qian'er that day, she was five months pregnant, skinny and depressed. If it weren't for everyone's care and encouragement, I really don't know what kind of life Qian'er would live.

Qian'er patted Yichen on the shoulder and comforted her, "Chenchen, don't feel sorry for me. I've come to terms with that. Now that I have Yeonyu, my life has a new beginning, and nothing else matters. Well, the story is over, and I went to sleep. After saying that, Qian'er entered the room and drowned her loneliness and pain in the night.

Yi Chen sat on the sofa, thinking about Qian'er's experience, her grandmother's sudden departure, and the person who made Qian'er love and pain. Yi Chen had many questions, but everything didn't seem to matter anymore. Because everything is like a broken circle, even if it is carefully glued, it will be difficult to restore its original state, it just makes Qian'er hurt again. Yi Chen has always hoped that Qian'er can let go of the past and start a new life. But when he understood everything, Yi Chen lost his confidence.