This time Su Hongwen and Han Jin went to Sanyuan County Hospital without makeup, the news that they were coming was learned by the leaders of the county hospital, and the leaders of the hospital didn't know whether they were afraid that Su Hongwen would find out something wrong with their hospital, or welcome Su Hongwen to interview Lin Jiale with Han Jin, in short, it made the hospital as festive, neat and clean as the hospital celebration, all the doctors and nurses changed into brand new white coats, and there were many young and beautiful nurses wearing red banners in the waiting hall who patiently served as guides for the patients who came to diagnose and treat, and the banners in the hospital yard, red carpet, flower baskets, and everything, Su Hongwen couldn't cry or laugh when he saw this situation.

The leaders of the hospital have been waiting outside, and when they saw Su Hongwen coming, they immediately greeted them, these people were talking about flattery, which made Su Hongwen a little irritable, how could he interview like this? Thinking of this, Su Hongwen said directly: "Leaders, we are here to interview Lin Jiale's students, you don't have to accompany us, let's go separately." ”

Su Hongwen gave the order to evict customers, and the leaders of Sanyuan County Hospital looked at each other, feeling that this Su Hongwen in front of him was really different from other leaders, and other leaders liked such a lively welcome scene, because such a scene seemed that they were valued, welcomed, and loved, but Su Hongwen was a little impatient in the face of such a welcome scene, which was really a bit strange.

Everyone thought so in their hearts, but no one said it, the dean snorted and then instructed the director of the emergency department to receive Su Hongwen and leave first, Su Hongwen asked him to go, how dare he not go.

Seeing that the big and small leaders in these hospitals were scattered, Su Hongwen breathed a sigh of relief. Turning his head, he found that he and Han Jin were being watched, and there was a circle of people outside, pointing at him and Han Jin, Su Hongwen didn't want to be a monkey being watched, so he pulled Han Jin and walked outside, and they finally arrived at the emergency room under the escort of the hospital's security guards.

There are a lot more emergency people coming today than the night before yesterday, but Su Hongwen knew at a glance that many of these doctors and nurses were not from the emergency department, and nine times out of ten they came to see Han Jin by taking advantage of their positions, after all, she is the most beautiful female anchor in China, and such celebrities are not usually seen by doctors and nurses in these county hospitals. Now that I have the opportunity, I naturally want to see her with my own eyes.

What Su Hongwen didn't expect was that the doctors and nurses from these other departments came to the emergency department, but they didn't just want to see Han Jin. They also wanted to see Su Hongwen and see what his medical genius really looked like.

Su Hongwen did not disperse them, and followed the director of the emergency department into the doctor's duty room, where the interview was conducted. This is also Su Hongwen's request. He didn't want to go to the conference room in the hospital for interviews. This kind of well-arranged conference room will reduce the authenticity of the interview, and it is far less realistic than coming in the duty room where the doctor usually eats and rests.

Su Hongwen and Han Jin finally met Lin Jiale here, and he was not in a very good state. His face is very haggard, and his beard has not hung up for several days, but it is no wonder that he has just lost his mother, and his love is definitely not good, and there are few people in the emergency department, and his workload is very large, so it is normal to be haggard.

Facing Su Hongwen, Han Jin and the camera, Lin Jiale was a little nervous, and he was at a loss to stand or sit, Su Hongwen hurriedly said: "Don't be nervous, Doctor Lin, we just want to chat with you, relax, sit down." ”

Lin Jiale nodded at Su Hongwen, and then sat down, but he still had a nervous look on his face, and he didn't dare to look at Su Hongwen and Han Jin when he lowered his head.

Su Hongwen turned his head and glanced at Han Jin and said, "I'll come, I'm a doctor, and I can talk to him even more." At this time, Lin Jiale, who was still nervous about Han Jin's interview, was obviously not the right choice, he would be so nervous that he would stutter in the face of Han Jin and the camera, which was far less good than Su Hongwen, a doctor, interviewing him or chatting with him.

Han Jin nodded and didn't speak, and sat quietly to the side, the cameraman gave this doctor a few close-ups in the duty room at this time, there were white bedding on the bed on the bunk bed, these were prepared by the hospital for the doctor on duty, it could be seen that these bedding had been used for a long time, not very white, slightly yellowish, but very clean.

There are a few pairs of green and blue slippers under the bed, which are the personal belongings of the doctors, and there are several locked white cabinets next to the bed, which are the doctors' lockers, and there is an old wooden table next to the cabinet, which seems to be not a short time, and such a wooden table is somewhat incompatible with the environment of the duty room.

The current inpatient building of Sanyuan County Hospital is the same as the county hospitals in other regions have only been built in recent years, the environment is very good, there should not be such an old wooden table in such an environment, and the environment commensurate with this wooden table should be the old hospital, that is, the upper half of the corridor is white and the lower half is green, and the old hospital built in the 60s or 70s is the place to put this kind of wooden table.

But this table just appeared here, apparently the people in the emergency department were reluctant to move this table when they moved.

There were some medical books on the wooden table, as well as a few disposable lunch boxes, which should have been left by someone who ate here last night, and the smell in the duty room was still the smell of disinfectant water.

Su Hongwen was familiar with this kind of taste, he looked at Lin Jiale and said, "Doctor Lin, how many years have you been working?" Su Hongwen's voice was very easy-going, just the tone of chatting with friends.

"It's been three years." Lin Jiale spit out three words a little shyly.

"Always in the emergency room?" Su Hongwen's second question followed.

"Yes, I entered the hospital after graduation and didn't rotate, I was directly assigned to the department, and there was no way to be too short of people in the emergency department." Lin Jiale said that he was finally not so nervous, and he talked a little more.

Su Hongwen smiled gently: "After working for so many years, you must have an evaluation of the emergency doctor in your heart, tell me about it." ”

Lin Jiale sighed and said: "I can't talk about the evaluation, I'll talk about the emergency doctor in my eyes, 365 days a year, all year round, shouting at any time, not to mention the wind and rain, even if a knife falls from the sky, you have to go to the doctor." ”

Speaking of this, Lin Jiale said helplessly: "I have met a lot of patients in the past few years, there are all kinds of things, some are grateful to us, some are hostile to us, some are drunk and beat and scold us, in short, I will meet all kinds of patients, I feel that being an emergency doctor is just one word - tired, three words - very tired, young doctors like me, it is difficult to talk about a girlfriend, and now girls look down on our profession, earn less, do more, stress, and have less time, we are so busy that we don't even have much time to spend with our parents." ”

Lin Jiale's eyes were red, thinking of his mother, he said in a deep voice: "I am tired like a dog after a day's work, I sleep when I go home, and I can't say a few words to my parents for a month, I actually regret choosing to be a doctor and an emergency doctor, if I don't choose this profession, I will have more time to accompany my mother, but I ...... But I ......!"

Han Jin thoughtfully took out a tissue from his bag and handed it to Lin Jiale, who was in tears, he took it and said softly "Thank you" and then wiped his eyes and continued: "In our case, if the child is not in front of the parents before their death, it is very unfilial behavior, that day I went to the doctor, I didn't see my mother for the last time, my father was anxious with me for this matter, and gave me a slap in the face, I was very uncomfortable, but when I saw the patient I took back to save the life, I felt that what I did was worth it, at least I saved one person." ”

"I'm in a conflicted mood to be honest, I'm tired of my profession, I like it, I'm annoyed that I didn't see my mother for the last time, and I like this profession because I am very happy every time I save someone, and I will be even happier if patients and their families can say thank you to me." Lin Jiale's words are very simple, there is no flowery rhetoric, but this simple words are touching between the lines, and let people see the joys, sorrows and sorrows of an emergency doctor in a grassroots hospital.

Su Hongwen said sincerely: "You are really good, you are a good doctor, don't be sad and blame yourself, we have to face the helplessness it brings when we choose this profession, busy, tired, and less time, this is what we have lost, but what we get is the joy of saving a patient, no profession can bring this sense of joy, it should be clearly said that it should be a sense of achievement." ”

Lin Jiale scratched his head embarrassedly and said: "Doctor Su, you are serious, I am not as good as you say, I am just an ordinary doctor, and I should do these things." ”

Su Hongwen exhaled and said, "These are indeed what we should do, but how many people can understand our joys, sorrows, and sorrows?" Can understand the ups and downs of our doctors, the current medical environment is getting worse and worse, everyone doesn't understand our doctors, the environment we are in is getting worse and worse, I heard that many people in your emergency department have resigned this time? Now counting your director, there are only four of them? ”

Lin Jiale nodded helplessly and said: "Yes, after the last incident, our work has become more and more difficult to do, and many people can't stand it and stop doing it." ”

Su Hongwen said: "Why did you persevere? ”

Lin Jiale looked at the white coat on his body and whispered, "I can't bear it." ”

These simple five words instantly made Su Hongwen, Han Jin, and the cameraman feel that the circles under their eyes were sour, Lin Jiale didn't say any high-sounding reasons, but only gave a very simple but most authentic answer "I can't bear it", these five words make people's eyes and hearts sour, and people are moved, a sentence I can't bear it contains too much sadness, pain, grievances, and the pride and pride that this dress brings him.

"Thank you for your persistence." Su Hongwen said this sincerely.

The interview is coming to an end here, and when he got out of the hospital, Su Hongwen didn't look back, and the sentence "I can't bear it" echoed repeatedly in his heart! (To be continued......)