Chapter 447: Yi Xiaoyi: Lu Zhengnan's Crush (Extra)
"You think so." He said it was a little lonely.
I smiled, "Then why can't you think about it?" There was a pause, "Tell me about it." ”
He picked up the teacup and took two sips, his eyes became soft, and he slowly spoke after a while, "Her grandfather and my grandfather are relatives and friends, my family lives in City C, her family is in Rongcheng, I have known her since the fourth grade of primary school, I liked her in junior high school, I was just ignorant at that time, and I didn't know how much I liked him, but when it came to the summer vacation, I would look forward to my father taking me to Rongcheng to play, as long as I went to Rongcheng, then I would definitely be able to see her, because my father would definitely go to Lin's house to sit as a guest." ”
"When I was in high school, because of the nervousness of studying, I didn't have the opportunity to go to Rongcheng to see her in the summer vacation, and when I applied for college, I could apply for a better school with my grades, but I only chose S University in Rongcheng, and I wanted to be closer to her. But I never imagined that someone would be ahead of me. ”
Speaking of this, his eyebrows were full of sourness.
"At that time, I thought about giving up, but I was unwilling, I thought let's wait, anyway, it's still young, and no one can say what will happen in the future. Soon the man's family had a car accident and were all gone. I underestimated their relationship, she loved him so much and depended on him, and during that time she almost lost half her life without eating or drinking. ”
"At that time, I thought to myself, after a long time, I can always heal her wounds, and after a long time, I will definitely be able to take the man's place in her heart. But soon, she also had an accident and almost died. After that incident, her temperament changed greatly, and her originally lively and cheerful personality became taciturn, and no one was allowed to touch her. Every day, it seems like I have lost my soul. ”
"In those years, I spent all my free time with her, and gradually she got better, but I still couldn't touch her. She said that she had a strange disease, and I was afraid that she would not be better in this life, so I asked me not to be so good to her, and began to deliberately avoid me, I went to see her, and she didn't see me, and her attitude was resolute and desperate. ”
"Later, I went to England, but ...... I am used to thinking about her every day, even if she is separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, she is like engraved in my mind, and it is becoming clearer and clearer day by day, and I can't forget it. All my painting assignments are all drawn by her, and his smile is in my mind, and it is as clear as yesterday even after many years. ”
Speaking of this, he beckoned to the waiter and asked for a glass of wine, I didn't hinder it, just put my hand on my cheeks, and looked at him quietly, waiting for the following.
He drank half a cup in one go, and the compassion in his eyes was even worse when he raised his eyes, "We didn't have any contact in those years, in fact, she didn't want to have any contact with me, but I knew her affairs clearly." Later, she suddenly got married, and you don't know how shocked I was when I received the news, and at the same time regretted it to death. But less than a year later, she suddenly divorced again, and I returned to China without hesitation. ”
"When I saw her again, she had changed a lot, she had become much more familiar, and she was more beautiful than before. I figured I'd have to hold on to her this time and never let her slip away from me again. A soft smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, as if he was drunk, and said, "I confessed to her again, and she finally agreed to try it with me." You don't know how happy I was that night, barely slept all night. I've been waiting for this day for ten years. ”
The soft smile on the corner of his mouth suddenly became astringent, "But we haven't had time to start yet...... Zou Zichen snatched her away from me alive. He picked up his wine glass, drank the rest in one gulp, and let out a long breath, "What I can't accept is that she fell in love with Zou Zichen." ”
"I'm a step too late...... Then she suddenly disappeared and I don't know what happened to her? Zou Zichen looked for her everywhere like crazy, and then I realized how much he loved her, and even if he was blind, he insisted on getting her back. Later, I also went to the northwest, where to find her for more than a month, there is no news, I dare not look for it, I am afraid that what I will get in the end will be ...... Bad news, after dealing with domestic affairs, I went back to England. I'd rather never see her than hear anything bad about her. ”
"But I never imagined that I would meet her in Las Vegas more than a year later, and she would appear in front of me as if she had come down from now."
"Goodbye her, she's so thin, like a spiritless elf, like a walking corpse, I don't know what happened to her, I didn't think much about it at that time, I just wanted to take care of her and let her go to London with me, she was like a homeless child, found a temporary reliable point, and went back to London with me."
"I didn't ask her what happened to Zou Zichen, I just wanted to give her a peaceful life. Actually, I'm still a little selfish. I hope I will have a chance, because Zou Zichen was married at that time, although I knew that the man also loved her like life, but he married another woman, because I don't want to know anything. So I didn't dare to touch her wounds, for fear of arousing her pain. As long as she lives well. ”
"Half a year later, because of the project, I took her back to China, at that time I didn't know that the company I negotiated with would have a relationship with Hengyuan, so I took over the project, and secondly, I actually wanted her to face the reality, because it had been so long, and she should let go. But I never thought that Zou Zichen was actually Ye Zhe, the person who disappeared in the car accident and his whereabouts are unknown, he is still alive, but he has a different face. ”
Zou Zichen is Ye Zhe's business, I knew it when I made that short film for Lin Tong.
I heard him say again: "I was surprised by this truth, no wonder she couldn't forget him for so many years." After a pause, "After knowing the news of Zou Zichen's divorce from Ouyang Xue, I subconsciously didn't want her to know, no matter how much they loved each other, but she suffered too much because of him, I didn't want her to be hurt in the slightest." What's more, Ouyang Xue is a revenge master, if she returns to Zou Zichen, Ouyang Xue will definitely not give up, and she will be the one who will be hurt at that time, so I didn't tell her, in fact, I was also selfish. ”
"But on the plane back to London, she told me everything, they had a child more than four years ago, and they were going to get the certificate, but because of a big misunderstanding, the two of them fell into endless pain, and the reason for this misunderstanding made me no longer have reason to stop her."
"Actually, that's when I should have let go, and I tried to let go completely. But when she returned home, I realized that I couldn't do it, and if I couldn't see her, I felt like I had no soul and couldn't lift my spirit. I got used to her being around me for half a year, even though we were just friends, but I could see her at least every day. And I'm still not at ease, Zou Zichen didn't keep her when we left, I'm afraid that she will be helpless when she goes back alone. ”
"So when the company decided to open a branch in China, I decided to come back without hesitation. As long as I am close to her, I will be content to see her once in a while...... It's good to be able to stay by her side and watch her be happy. ”
"But I still overestimate myself, I don't have that kind of love and selflessness, I know that after she and him Zou Zichen got back to the old days, my heart felt like it had been dug up, and the pain was unbearable."
He looked up, "That's why I came here that day to drink away...... I don't want to run into you. As he spoke, he lowered his eyes again, "It was also that time that I completely understood that she had always been a good friend to me, but I ...... I'm used to loving her, and it's not easy to let go and forget about it. ”
"After that happened to Zou Zichen, I couldn't let it go. Of course, I have been by her side for the past two years, and I have some expectations in my heart, but I know that there is no one to replace that man in her heart...... I never thought about replacing it, my idea was simple, as long as I could accompany her and the child. ”
"Zou Zichen can come back alive, I am really happy for her, of course I also feel sad for myself, but all this is my willingness...... I can't blame anyone. As the words fell, he lay on the table, as if he was very tired.
Looking at the man in front of me, I was inexplicably a little distressed.
Although Lin Tong is outstanding in all aspects, he can't reach the point where he can overwhelm all beings, but Lu Zhengnan has been in love with her since he was a child, and he has waited for so many years, no one knows how strong and deep this love is, and only he knows the pain and pain in between.
Except for Lin Tong in his life, is it difficult for others to do it? He is so good, there must be many women who love him, as long as he lets go of his obsession a little, or his world will be different.
Why is this man so stupid?
"Oh, don't be upset. Although Lin Tong doesn't love you, I believe that you are different in her heart. I persuaded.
He smiled bitterly twice, then raised his head again, and looked at me with a little dizzy eyes, "From today...... I'm going to forget about her. As he spoke, he suddenly slapped the table and called out to the waiter, "Bring me another glass of wine." ”
"Are you still drinking?" I looked at him with some concern.
"Well, you drink with me." He smiled silly at me, his eyes were a little moist, and his fingers poked at his chest, "I'm really having a hard time here...... It hurts. ”
Seeing him like that, I couldn't help frowning, "Okay, drink with you." I got up and beckoned to the waiter, "Two more beers." "Drinking beer doesn't hurt your stomach, and looking at him like that, it probably won't take a few sips to pour it.
Soon the waiter brought two beers.
As I thought, Lu Zhengnan couldn't drink half a draft beer, so he lay motionless on the table and drank the fragments completely.
I looked at him and sighed a little worried, I don't know where he lives, where will I send it in a while?
The mood became more and more depressed, picked up the beer, I took a few big sips, and as I put the cup heavily on the table and propped up the table, I got up and walked around to Lu Zhengnan.
"Hey, wake up, I'll send you back."
Lu Zhengnan remained motionless.
I had no choice but to ask the waiter to help call a substitute driver, and I also drank a lot and couldn't drive. I didn't know where Lu Zhengnan lived, so I had to take him home.
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