Chapter 98: You can't hide from it

The sadness in Gu Xiyan's eyes at that moment already said everything. She's feeling sorry for that man, isn't she? Just because Wei Zhe saved her. And he was not by her side at a critical time. That's why she's going to give up on herself, isn't she? Why? Just because he was absent once. Is she going to sentence him to death? But he's a soldier. The mission of a soldier is to obey his duty. God knows how desperately he wanted to come back to her at that time. But he ...... I can't.

"Let me go. So many years. That's enough. There is no such thing as love between us. As for Yan'er. I know she likes Vice Master He very much. I think. She will also be willing to accept Deputy Master He as her mother. Business...... Eldest brother. Let me go. Okay?" Gu Xiyan almost prayed. It's not easy to get her to talk about divorce. His reaction made her even more uncomfortable.

Gu Xiyan. Be sure to remember what your purpose is today. Million...... Don't change your mind. Think of Wei Zhe. Think about him. There aren't many people you're sorry for in your life. But Wei Zhe is particularly prominent. Fall in love with you. It's his calamity. So. for him to survive this calamity. It's your life.

Why can women change when they can say that they can change. Shang Yiqi felt that his atrium had been poked out of a big hole. Weren't they all right? Even. He's ready to propose to her. And now. She told him so cruelly that she was going to get a divorce.

It's a divorce. Divorce is not child's play. How could she be allowed to say it so easily. What the hell did she think of him? Be kind to him when you're happy. Kick him aside when you're not happy.

"I'll give you one last chance. You tell me. You only want to divorce me because you feel indebted to Wei Zhe. I can get away with it." Even he began to look down on himself. She trampled on his sincerity like this. He actually wants to do the last dying throes. Scold. Really in front of love. He was truly humbled to the ground. He didn't know how to love a woman before. Now he's tried so hard to love her so hard. But she's leaving.

Can't she wait for him? Even if she doesn't love him. He still wanted to keep her with him. Even if you can only hug her every day. Kiss her. So that her heart is not on him. He can also lie to himself that she likes him a little bit.

Gu Xiyan shook her head. Even if that's the case. She would never admit it.

Seeing Gu Xiyan shaking her head. Shang Yiqi's heart suddenly rose with a sense of betrayal anger. It's even more painful with an unknown feeling." Then you give me a better reason. You give me a reason to die. You say."

Gu Xiyan's lips were sealed. He told her to give himself a reason. But he was cowardly afraid that her mouth would really reveal something that would break his heartbreak. So he kissed her. Even tearing her lips.

"You don't want that...... Hmm...... "The smell of blood appeared on the lip flap. Gu Xiyan pushed the chest of the man in front of her. Don't do that anymore. It didn't work." I say. I said......"

"Good. You say." Shang Yiqi stroked Gu Xiyan's side cheek. Take a look. Gentle and incomparably gentle. You said. I listen to you. Say a reason that I can accept so that I don't feel bad.

"I'm sorry. Brother Shang. I love...... Wei. Please...... Fulfill me. Let me go back to him." That's it with your eyes open and talking nonsense. But she said it so sincerely. So that Shang Yiqi can no longer find a single reason to let himself hope that she will stay.

I'm amazing. Gu Xiyan held back tears in her heart and admired herself. Look at. She said how sincere. Saying that you love another man in front of the man you love deeply. Is it not only she who can do it. So she's great, isn't she.

"You love him. Hahaha...... You love him. That's not what you said before. Didn't you say that you were no longer related to him, and at most they were just friends. Didn't you say that you and him were already in the past. You now say you love him. Do you say I want to believe it. Do you want to believe it. Ahh Shang Yiqi punched Gu Xiyan's right earlobe to the door. The storm raged in the eyes. Love him. Ai Weizhe. Shang Yiqi felt that he was really feeding the dog.

Love. He's her husband. How could she say love for another man in front of her own husband.

"Brother Shang. You don't want to be like this. I know you're a very good, nice man. There will also be very good women who love you. I'm not a good woman. I'm not worthy of you. You don't need to be mad at people like me. Unwanted. We've all been entangled for so many years. Don't bother with me anymore. Find a woman who loves you. Are you doing well? Wei Zhe, he loves me very much. I also...... Love him. I want to be with him. You know I loved him more than eight years ago. I can't live up to him." Right. She can't continue to live up to Wei Zhe. Gu Xiyan's eyes became firm. Just that firm behind it. But it's fragile and vulnerable.

"So to speak. You lied to me when you said you didn't love him. Gu Xiyan. How do you have such good acting skills. Yes. I didn't even know. It turns out that my wife has such a superb disguise skill. You say I'm a good man. Then why don't you fall in love with me but love Wei Zhe. You say." Desperately yelling at her. Will the pain in his heart disappear? Gu Xiyan. You say I'm fine. Then why don't you love me? Is it so hard to give me a little love? Have it. You say you're not a good woman. But I like you. I don't want any good women. I just want you. Is.

"Emotional things can't be forced. Brother Shang. If nothing happens. I want to go first, okay?" Gu Xiyan lowered her head. I don't want to talk about this anymore. It doesn't make sense. Nope. Don't you love me and don't love me. Now why are you so crazy? I can't give you anything. In addition to freedom. There is only freedom." Brother Shang. Let's set each other free. All right. I won't interfere in your life from now on. You have someone you like. I bless you. I also have men I love. Let's divorce peacefully. Okay?"

"Not good." Shang Yi Qi Qiji. Furious. It's also hateful. It hurts." What is Wei Zhe in your heart. What am I? I want to hear the voice of your heart."

A hand was wrapped around Gu Xiyan's heart. Shang Yiqi felt the frequency of his heart beating from under his palm. A pair of eyes that are almost scarlet. What kind of woman did he fall in love with? Chao Qin and Twilight Chu are half-hearted, and their bodies are in Cao Ying, and their hearts are in Han. How could she be like this. But she's like that. He was hatefully reluctant to let her go.

"I'm sorry. It's all my fault." Gu Xiyan couldn't help but shed two lines of tears. Her hair was messy, but she couldn't take care of it. Snorted. She pressed her trills and said, "Brother Shang. Have you ever loved someone? Love so much that you want to be by his side desperately. Love so much that you just want to be with him, even if you have to bear the infamy of a thousand husbands. I was willful back then. I shouldn't have run away so fast. I shouldn't have left him behind. I shouldn't have let him follow in my footsteps for seven years. I shouldn't have hurt him again and again. I shouldn't have thrown his sincerity into the Pacific Ocean. I shouldn't ...... The last thing I should be. It's forgetting that I used to love him like that. Now he's lying in a hospital bed. I just knew. I love him. Very much love, very loved. Even if you have to bear the reputation of abandoning your husband and daughter. I'm going to go back to him. I owe him. I owe him so much love. Brother Shang. Please. I know you're good to me. But. You can have other women. But Wei Zhe can't. There is no me. He's going to be the walking dead. I don't want to make him miserable anymore. He's been in pain for so many years. I'm really reluctant." In the last sentence, Gu Xiyan didn't lie. She really couldn't bear to make Wei Zhe miserable anymore. She'll forget about the man in front of her. She will. Forget about this man. And Wei Zhe started anew. Here's what she's supposed to do. This is a fate that she can't escape.

If she could. She didn't want to fight against fate. But she didn't have that ability. It's lucky to have escaped. If you can't escape, you accept it. It can take her seven years to fall in love with a man again. How do you know that you can't have another seven years to fall in love with Wei Zhe.

"You only thought of Wei Zhe. What about me. What should I do. What the hell do you think of me? I just want to hear the truth. You tell me." The pain that swept through Shang Yiqi's eyes, Gu Xiyan didn't notice it. His body was trembling, and she didn't notice it. She wouldn't know the fury and frustration and despair that were rolling in his heart. You only know Wei Zhe. All you have in mind is Wei Zhe. What about me. He loves you. Am I not in love with you? He needs you. Don't I need you? You can't bear to make him hurt. You can't bear to make me hurt, don't you? You ask me if I've ever loved someone. I have. But that person won't be rare in my love. She already has a beloved. She won't want my love anymore. My love. She won't ask for it. Don't want it......

"We've always been a nominal couple. We got married for Yan'er. Now Yan'er is almost seven years old. I can retire with my work, can't I? Brother Shang. Maybe we can continue to be friends in the future. Ordinary friends. All right. Now I'm tired. I want to leave. You also rest early." Friend. It's ironic. Gu Xiyan wanted to laugh. But I don't know whether to laugh at myself or the relationship between them.

Shang Yiqi suddenly tore Gu Xiyan's clothes like crazy. Gu Xiyan couldn't resist. Soon all she had left for her upper body was a base layer. Wrap your hands tightly around your chest. Gu Xiyan was a little scared of the man in front of her.

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