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[383] Let go

"Okay, okay, you are a fart, I will directly let the sunset drive me out, and Brother Wang and Brother Li can't see it. How do they know. Xi Yu scolded on the side.

I shook my head, "Did your brother fly in in the car?" Don't you go through the gate? No, it's so irresponsible, another day, I'll have to reason with him. ”

Yuyu hugged his other arm. smiled and said, "Okay, go to theory, lazy to care about you, poor bastard." ”

"That's what I really thought."

"I don't care what you think. It's right that I didn't think about Lin Ran anymore, you were like that just now, I thought you really thought you really missed her again. ”

After listening to Xi Yu's words, I turned my head to look at her, and then I didn't know what to say, and lowered my head again.

Xiyu first froze for a moment, then let go of my arm, and stopped hugging, "What's wrong?" ”

I lowered my head, lit a cigarette, and took a few puffs, "It's fine." Haven't I always been like this? ”

"Aren't you getting along with her again? Liu'er" was not loud. Indeed, there is a lot of anger.

I looked at Xiyu and didn't speak.

Xiyu hit me, "Say, isn't it okay again." Don't stay like that, old man, what's the matter?"

I glanced at her, then nodded.

Xi Yu "hummed", then turned his head to look at the other side, and didn't look at me, so he smiled, "I said that I feel this way, how can I be surprisingly accurate, maybe I think about it once, it's difficult" and then "hehe" a few times.

I tugged at Xiyu's arm, "Don't do this. ”

Yuyu took a few steps back, dodged my hand, and crouched down in place.

I took a step forward. "Don't touch me, I just want to stay like this," Xiyu threatened.

I sighed, "Don't do that, okay. ”

"What kind of thing am I, can't I squat."

"It's not no, let's change places, at the gate of this hotel, let people see, what is it like?"

"I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere."

"Don't make a fuss, it's such an adult, squatting here, what do you look like."

Xi Yu smiled, "Okay, then you say, where to go." ”

"Anything, don't be here anyway. There are too many people. ”

"Okay, let's go to the cinema, there's no one." Xiyu said.

I nodded, "Let's go," and then I was going to pull the sunset.

Yuki stood up and dodged to the side, "Get out, don't touch me" After saying that, he stood in the middle of the road and reached out to stop a taxi.

I looked back, and I didn't bother to go back to say hello to them, anyway, I drank too much, and then I got into a taxi, and we arrived at the cinema, and Xiyu got out of the car and paid for it, and left. I glanced at her and waited helplessly for the driver to find the money.

When I entered the cinema, the conductor smiled at me, "Here we are." ”

"Yes, sister. Which box did she go to? ”

"What about inside," the conductor pointed out, "What's wrong, are you arguing again?" Look at the little girl so angry"

I smiled and said, "Sister, it's okay."

"Yes. Hehe. Kids, don't mess around. ”

"Yes, got it"

I entered the box and saw Xi Yu sitting on the bed, staring at me with big eyes and not speaking.

I sighed and walked over to her, "What's the matter with you. ”

"What's the matter with me. I also asked you what's going on," Yuyu said.

"What's wrong with me?"

"You said what's wrong with you, why did you get along with her again."

I looked at Xiyu, sighed, and sat to the side, without speaking. I really don't know what to say. The more I thought about it, the more I had a headache, and then I took advantage of the situation and lay down on the bed.

Xiyu looked at me and didn't speak, and was silent on the side, "Did you put down the shelf and apologize to her?"

"Nope."

"Pull it down, if you don't beg her, how can you say it's okay. I'm sure you're begging her, and if you don't admit it, it's useless. ”

"I really didn't admit my mistake, and I don't know."

"Then you can say whatever you want."

"I don't know."

"Do you still love her?"

"I don't know"

"You know what."

"I just know I can't let go." I said slowly, "I don't know anything else. I don't know why that's happening. ”

Xiyu looked at me, "I don't know how much more my heart can give you, I don't know how much time I can endure you, Liu'er, can you, or don't continue, don't continue, can you pick it up and throw it out again." It hurts."

"I shook my head, I don't know why this happened, right"

"I'm sorry again, huh?" Xiyu interrupted me, "You don't have to say I'm sorry, I know you're only going to say this, I'm only 15 this year, I don't want to be made like 25 by you, with you, I don't know how to say these words." I'm only 15 and I'm tired. Really tired. ”

"I'm sorry."

Xi Yu smiled, "I'm sorry again, can you stop talking to me all day except I'm sorry, I don't know, you don't know, that's good, I know, I just know that I can't live without you, I like the feeling of being with you." Is there something wrong? As soon as Xi Yu finished speaking, he reached out from my pocket, took out the cigarette, and put it to his mouth. Then it lit up.

I sat up, naturally snatched the cigarette out of her mouth, and took a few puffs myself, "This is not a good thing, you little girl, if you don't learn this, don't learn it, it's not good for the body, you have to quit after being addicted, it's not good." ”

Xiyu looked at me and smiled, laughing for a long time, "Liu'er, it turns out that you will also care about me, it's fresh." Will you care about me too? ”

"I've always cared about you, but you just didn't realize it."

"I realized, I know everything, you won't deal with these problems, right, okay, that's it, I'm not in the mood, I don't have the energy, I can't afford to play ambiguously with you, okay. You don't want to contact me again, okay? Let's go our separate ways, and that's fine. No one wants to be in the world anymore. As soon as Xi Yu finished speaking, he turned around and was about to leave.

I stood up, blocked the door, and looked at her.

She walked over and pulled me by the arm, "You get up." ”

I shook my head and said, "Don't get up."

"I really can't stand you anymore, you get up, don't stand it, I'm going home, you're not afraid that my brother will come to you."

"Don't be afraid," I continued to shake my head, "If you go home, I'll send you back"

Xi Yu smiled, "What, you still want to, do you?" ”

After listening to Xi Yu's words, my body couldn't help but tremble, and then I looked up at Xi Yu, I couldn't say anything, but I was very uncomfortable, really uncomfortable. Feeling the words of the sunset, like a needle, slowly pricked my heart.

Xi Yu looked at me and stopped talking, and suddenly smiled, and after laughing for a while, he yelled at me, "Don't you like to pretend to be eggs?" Don't you love to be responsible, you go and be responsible, get out. Get lost. When he had finished speaking, he reached out and pulled me hard.

I shook my head, "Xiyu, don't be like this. ”

After Xiyu listened, he continued to smile at me, "Responsibility, what about my responsibility, what about the responsibility you give me?" ”

I lowered my head and said "I'm sorry"

"I didn't have to be responsible for you before, and now I want you to be responsible, why aren't you responsible for me, why aren't you responsible for me. I'm human too, and I'm sad too. I'll also be sad, you're still endless, I really can't stand you anymore, in the future you go yours, I'll go mine. You get out of the way. Yuyu shouted at me, "Get out of the way." ”

Reaching out and grabbing her arm, she was thrilled and I looked at her "I'm sorry." ”

Xi Yu struggled to break free of me, and reached out to hit me with a mouth, the sound was very loud, and it hurt. "Get out, don't get in my way, I've had enough, you get out."

My face was hot, but I didn't say anything, I glanced at Xiyu, sighed, and didn't move.

Xiyu started to hit again, but when his hand reached the side of my face, he stopped, and I don't know why, he didn't fight.

I looked at Xi Yu's eyes, why did it hit me, I was still so uncomfortable in my heart. Why do I feel so heartbroken.

Xi Yu didn't do it this time, pulled his hand back, then covered his face, squatted down, and slowly, began to sob, crying.

I crouched down and reached out to wipe her tears, "I'm sorry. It's all my fault. ”

Xi Yu's voice was choked, "Liu'er, why do you hurt me so much, treat me like this again and again, you are responsible for him, don't you have to be responsible for me." You are always responsible, have you really done it, she is responsible, isn't mine? I need you too, I need you more than she does, mine is the first time, is she? ”

I shook my head and sighed, "Don't do that. Don't cry, I'm uncomfortable, it's all bad."

Xiyu shook his head and buried his face between his legs. "I haven't complained about you for anything, well, I brought it all on myself, it has nothing to do with you, I'm to blame. Okay, now on, can you let me go. Xi Yu cried as he spoke.

I looked at her so sad, and I didn't know why, tears flowed out. And it's done, and it's done, it's done, and it's gone. Why do you keep crying? I just know that I'm having a hard time.

I looked at Xiyu squatting on the ground, sobbing body, very distressed, I reached out and hugged Xiyu, she didn't resist, I was a little struggling, or hugged her to the bed.

After Xiyu sat on the bed, he raised his head, wiped his tears, and stared at me.

I was so weak that I didn't even dare to look at her again, I just said numbly, "It's cold on the ground, let's go to bed again." ”

Xiyu smiled, "Could it be that this is your answer?" Really? ”

I shook my head, "No, I don't know what to say, don't cry." Then I reached out and wiped her tears.

Xiyu knocked my hand off and looked up, "Can you, don't run away, can you, let me go." Then Xi Yu smiled, "Why am I like a child, I just can't figure it out, what do you have to like, what are you good about, but why am I so useless, I just can't let you go, I can't refuse you, just let you call me and linger." I'm useless, I asked for it. I deserve it" After Xi Yu finished speaking, he continued to laugh, full of helplessness.

"Don't be like this" I grabbed Xiyu's hand "I don't know how to face it, I know, I'm sorry for you, don't be like this, I'm not lying, you're like this, I'm really distressed." ”

Xiyu looked at me, "You know, you understand, I love you more than her, I need you more than her, you know everything." But you just let it develop on its own, and you never take the initiative to deal with these things, you are hypocrisy, aren't you? Actually, you understand everything."

I sighed "We are still young, there is still a long way to go, and there are many more in the days to come." ”

"Can you stop talking to me about this? I've heard enough, I'm tired of listening, okay. I'm fine. I'm going home, you can send me home. ”

I stood up, "Let's go, then." Then he sighed.

"You don't want to contact me in the future," Xi Yu also stood up after finishing speaking, glaring at me, "Did you hear that?" Don't contact me once. Live your own life. ”

After listening to Xi Yu's words, I looked at her blankly and was silent.

ps: The day before yesterday and yesterday, a total of nine chapters were updated, nothing was done, headaches, I was really a little tired in the past two days, and I slept to death. It's really a little unbearable to break out in such a row, so I won't break out today, resume normal updates, I'll rest for a few days, and then continue to rectify. Thank you brothers for your support, and I won't say some polite words, brothers, let's go.