413: Peace
The guests had dispersed, and the people had already cleaned up the messy yard. After the excitement, it showed a bit of depression.
Nalan Jinxiu held Ji Boyan in her arms, snuggled up to Ji Hongye, and looked out the window. Ji Hongye's one hand wrapped around her waist, letting her upper body lean on her arms. Occasionally looking down at the little guy in his arms, his heart is very ironing.
"It won't be long before the weather gets better, and we can take Jiming to the city. ”
Nalan Jinxiu pulled the small quilt up with his hand, looked at the little guy in his arms and said with some hesitation: "His body is used to being weak, and I am afraid that going out to blow the wind will cause a chill." ”
"No, it won't. Ji Hongye hugged her into his arms again, and said softly: "Our child can't be too squeamish, and I think he looks pretty good." Although I was weak when I was born, I was carefully cared for by you, and now I am very strong. ”
Nalan Jinxiu was a little embarrassed when she heard him say this. She had been raising confinement before, and the third brother was afraid of delaying her rest, so she was not allowed to contact the child.
She told the nurse in person what she had any ideas, and the nurse did it according to her method, but after all, the executor was not herself, and she could only be regarded as having an idea at best. So, she felt deserved.
Ji Hongye was originally a very transparent person, and he loved her with all his heart, and she could interpret what her small movements or small expressions meant. In my heart, I think his little wife is really cute enough. He bowed his head and pecked her on the forehead, very cherishing.
Nalan Jinxiu couldn't help but think of what happened during the day, and she was still a little worried. She hesitated for a long time before asking, "Third brother, what do you say Zong Xuanyi will do if he doesn't let go and still troubles you?"
Ji Hongye rubbed her shoulder, and her voice couldn't hear emotion: "This is not something you should worry about. ”
"But I'm still upset. ”
Yes, whenever she thinks of Zong Xuanyi, she must be uneasy in her heart. Because I know him too well, I know his style of acting, and I know that he is ruthless.
She is really worried that the third brother is now fledgling and cannot compete with him. Moreover, if the third brother is hurt because of her, she will never be able to forgive herself.
If it weren't for the fact that she saw that the third brother would be the head of the cabinet in the future and could compete with Zong Xuanyi, how could she deliberately approach it? If she knew that one day she would even give him the heart of others. She will stay away from him when she first comes into contact with him.
She is a person who has experienced vicissitudes of life physically and mentally, and she has died once, so naturally she will not be as bright and brilliant as other women in this world. Her third brother is such a good person, if it weren't for her, she would have the best marriage, and her career would be smooth.
But she didn't regret it.
She never dared to think about whether she was selfish or not, she just wanted to do things according to her own heart. She knew that the third brother was the only thing that could make her feel relieved in her reborn life, so she didn't want to let go. She also knew that the third brother loved her with all his heart and couldn't hurt him.
"There are some things that you can't control, so I don't want you to be depressed because of this. Ji Hongye didn't want her to frown and look preoccupied.
"After all, this incident started because of me......"
"That's how much you think about. Ji Hongye tightened her hand a little, and said lightly: "The Tao is different, I am not the same person as him, sooner or later there will be a day of-for-tat." ”
"But without me, this day wouldn't have come so quickly. ”
"Actually, sooner or later, you can't avoid it. The soldiers will block the water and cover the earth, and we will wait and see what happens. ”
"In a few years, your chances of winning will be much better than they are now. Nalan Jinxiu can even be sure that the third brother will definitely win, because she sees the future in the sea of death, and because she has faith in him.
Ji Hongye was already very keen, and after listening to her words, he lowered his head and looked at her: "Ah Jin, what do you know?"
"I ......" Nalan Jinxiu stopped talking, she didn't know if she should tell him what she saw in the sea of death.
As the saying goes, the secret of heaven cannot be revealed, if she says this, I don't know if it will change the fate of other people. If it is really changed because of this, the original development trajectory will be unfavorable to her third brother.
The hesitation in her eyes, Ji Hongye could see it clearly, in fact, he just asked casually, and he didn't really want her to say it: "If you don't want to say it, don't say it." ”
Nalan Jinxiu's cheek rubbed against his shoulder, obviously flattering, and his tone was very well-behaved: "I didn't mean to hide it from you, but I don't know if it will hurt you if I say these things." ”
Ji Hongye's eyes were as soft as ever, and he gently rubbed her hair: "Then tell me what you don't think is important." ”
Ji Hongye just wanted her not to be so nervous, and he always felt that Ah Jin's experience was too unbelievable, maybe she knew something very important.
What she knows may be able to determine the outcome of him and Zong Xuanyi. He trusted her completely, and looking at her relatively safe now, he could see that maybe he had a promising future. Zong Xuanyi and King Xun, King Hui and his teacher cannot be a stumbling block to him.
"If it comes to the last resort, I will definitely tell you what I know, and if I don't say it now, I am actually protecting you. Sometimes seeing things you shouldn't be looking at may not be a good thing. ”
Ji Hongye already understood what she meant, and knew that she knew these things, and she was actually very uneasy in her heart. It's like every head of the Internal Affairs Office, who ends up dying of worry.
The reason is because they know the secrets of the palace, and they also know that whenever the master wants to kill him, he will not hesitate to kill himself. It's not good to know more, that's why people say it's hard to be confused.
He was also sure that Ah Jin's experience in the previous life was not good, and now he knows these things, which is why she is so insecure. As her husband, what he wants to do most is to protect his wife and children.
He used to be a particularly ambitious man. He wanted the world to be clear, and now this thought is still there, but it is not so strong anymore, and he begins to plan for himself.
He wanted his wife and children to be with him all the time, and that their family would always be like this. After all, no matter how clear the world is, it is also the world of the people of the world, even if he does it, but without them by his side, he is still alone. No one will come into his heart and spend a long time with him. Therefore, the ideal premise is to ensure the safety of the family and give them the best placement.
"You don't have to think about anything in the future, just take care of your children and yourself, which will be the biggest help to me. Ji Hongye paused here when he said this, and then said: "Only if you are safe and sound, can I rest assured to do my own thing." Otherwise, even if I succeed, it doesn't make any sense. ”
Nalan Jinxiu suddenly felt a sour eye socket. She had thought more than once that she was afraid that she would be destined to end in tragedy if she lived again. She can't trust people easily, she can't fall in love with people easily, she is very guarded, and she doesn't want anyone to walk in.
Even after expressing his heart to the third brother, after marrying him, he felt like a child stealing candy. Although candy is very sweet, it is not justified after all.
She always had the fear that she could lose at any moment. When the third brother knew the truth, she was even more desperate. She thought that everything was over, but she didn't think that there would be today's peak and loop.
"I feel like you have too many tears, don't cry in the future. Ji Hongye wiped her tears with his sleeve. felt that her tears were the most lethal weapon that could easily defeat him.
But after saying this to her, he felt that it was inappropriate, and if his little wife was wronged or sad, could it be that she couldn't even cry? ”
Nalan Jinxiu's heart was just a little sad, and it disappeared without a trace. She hugged Ji Boyan in her arms tighter, leaning on Ji Hongye's arms, thinking in her heart If it wasn't for you, how could I be so vulnerable?
It's because you have given me too much care and love, so I feel that I can have no defenses in front of you. I don't have to pretend to be strong, because I know that even if I'm tired from pain, you won't laugh at me. You will be the one I can rely on to walk with me.
Nalan Jinxiu suddenly raised her head and kissed Ji Hongye lightly on the cheek. Her voice was a little hoarse, and she had a thick nasal voice when she was about to cry, but every word was extremely precious: "Third brother, in my heart, your safety is the most important thing." So you can do anything as long as you keep yourself safe.
She paused for a moment at this point, and her tone became more serious than before: "But if there is a risk, I also hope that you don't pay for it alone." We are husband and wife, and we should share weal and woe. ”
Ji Hongye rarely saw her so serious, which made him feel a little disobedient, as if a child was reasoning with you seriously. He chuckled under his breath, and was about to make a few jokes about her, when she glared at her fiercely, and he had to nod.
Nalan Jinxiu was still unwilling, she pursed her lips and complained: "The attitude is not positive enough, as if someone is forcing you." ”
Ji Hongye can't do anything with her now, and I'm afraid that she will think too much. Now her mind is much more fragile than before because of Zong Xuanyi's affairs. It can even be said that it is a thorn between them, but whenever it is touched, it will hurt non-stop, and he can only take care of it patiently.
At this time, Ji Boyan fell asleep in Nalan Jinxiu's arms, and the nurse came over to carry him away. She lowered her head and pecked him on the forehead, reluctantly letting go......