I really want to rush forward, I really want to tell people that I was the culprit who killed Zhu Dani.

— and not the immovable man in front of him.

But after all, I didn't have the courage and qualifications, so I could only hide in the black crowd like a soft and cowardly shell.

The flowers in Jiang Zuoyi's hands have been torn and trampled off, and the broken fragrance in the house is dancing. Zhu mother's cry was an octave higher, and in the madness that relatives and friends couldn't pull back, they pounced on this sculpture-like man one by one.

"You brute surnamed Jiang! What the hell are we doing to provoke people like you! You obviously didn't really treat our girl, but you let her do such a dangerous thing and provoke such a dangerous person!

She has been innocent in this life, how can she die so humiliated! You tell me, who harmed our Xiao Dan, is it the woman next to you!! ”

I remember Jiang Zuoyi once said to me that he is a person who has never been afraid of slander.

If you don't care, laugh it off. If you care, you can either kill it altogether.

He never bothered to shout for explanations, nor did he want to justify any of his actions. But I really didn't expect him to say today: "My wife and I are primarily responsible for Dany's death." We'll give her an explanation. ”

His gaze was as calm as water, and his expression was as cold as ice. Even if he repents, he refuses to bow his head.

I thought that this was Jiang Zuoyi that I had never known.

He said I was his wife? He said he, "Come with me in the punishment."

I saw him stuff a white envelope to Zhu's mother with his own hands, and I didn't have to guess what a shocking check it was.

But the people tore their hands to pieces and raised their heads and shoulders on his face.

I reached for my sunglasses and tried to push my way through the crowd. There was an awe-inspiring tightening on his shoulders, and looking back, Lin Yuqing shook his head at me.

"You have to give men some opportunities to be on their own." He said.

At that moment, I couldn't stop crying, and I said that I had always understood that the bitterness in Jiang Zuoyi's heart was exponentially expanded.

I caused this disaster, and he can only be like a stern master who is determined to expel his apprentices from his master. A palm slash down to abolish my martial arts, but my heart hurts more than anyone else.

Lin Yuqing said, it's not all your responsibility. In terms of responsibility, he is greater.

In the sleepless week, we didn't even understand what the purpose of the disclosure was made and Zhu Danni was exposed early.

Later, Lin Yuqing called up the entire recording of the girl and Shu Yan's first negotiation in the café, and listened to every word and sentence in a loop.

[Miss Shu, you mean, Xiao Ling is actually in your hands, right? 】

When Lin Yuqing told me that he had caused trouble, I was still very surprised. I said that at that time, Shu Yan first offered to her that he was willing to help her find out Xiao Ling and let her take it to Jiang Zuoyi. Isn't it normal for her to ask this question?

Why are there goofs?

Lin Yu said lightly that the problem lies in the word 'you'.

Shu Yan asked Zhu Danni to meet, and all the motives and rhetoric were random from the layout.

It's because she happened to meet Zhu Danni and was jealous of me in the company, and wanted to use this woman to deceive Gao Shanfeng.

So for Zhu Danni, who is 'unaware', she only knows that Shu Yan and I are sisters with deep hatred, and an ally who can fight against common enemies.

The word 'you' has a different meaning. This shows that Zhu Danni already knows that Shu Yan has her mother Lu Linshuang behind her.

At that time, I chewed on the difference over and over again, and I slapped myself with a slap in the face.

Why didn't you find it? Even Shu Yan can find it, but I don't find it!

After all, Jiang Ling is Ah Xue's son, if Lu Linshuang still has a trace of humanity, the child is not in danger even in her hands. But Zhu Dani is different, and the high mountain peaks are different......

She's giving me a bloody dismount. Tell me that I should have been out of this game a long time ago.

The chaos of the funeral lasted for more than ten minutes, and finally people took away Zhu's mother, who had fainted from crying. I stood still by the chaotic petals that shattered the ground, so gradually, I was left behind by the departing crowd. It seems lonely and abrupt.

Jiang Zuoyi turned around for a long time, his gaze swept over my cheek like a ray. His steps were arrogant and insistent, and he walked without even the slightest hesitation.

My fingers were pounding on the line of my trousers, when suddenly a spirit, reflexively grabbed his arm.

"Jiang Zuo Yi ......" came out, and the three words choked the rest of the text. I want to ask him where you have been, whether your injuries still matter, what are you going to do with Xiao Zero, and what are you going to do next!

I wanted to ask everything, but I couldn't ask anything.

Because I never confirmed as I do today, whether he can close his love for me is only a matter of time and will.

— but he had really closed his heart to me.

Today's Jiang Zuoyi is like a wolf king who has just been expelled from his dominant position.

dragged a body of injuries, only his eyes were as bright as the stars and the moon.

I know it's not that hard for him to pick up the glory of the past and the arrogance of the past.

For so long, he had only tried to reason with a world that was so alien to him.

He thought that the word "hand washing" was simpler than he thought, and that revenge was as refreshing as rock-paper-scissors.

But the world forgot to tell him that there is blood in your rivers and lakes, and in our sunshine - it's just that it's too dazzling to see blood.

If you pick up a gun, you can't hug, and if you put down a gun, you can't protect. All harm comes from caring, and all sacrifice is directed at desire.

Unless, slaughtered. Under the light breeze of the clouds where everything is calm, light a cigarette afterwards to pay tribute to the lost conscience.

Because life is inherently cruel.

I grabbed his arm, and the bubbling veins were so clear that the current-like bubbling veins were so clear.

His strength and his resistance don't need to be expressed in words, just a contraction and tense gesture can quietly knock me back into the hotbed.

My tears stretched across two lines of my cheeks, and I said, Jiang Zuoyi, can we still go back?

"I can't go back."

Those were the only four words he had ever said to me since he disappeared.

Breaking away from my hand, he never looked back.

"Jiang Zuoyi!" I staggered and caught up two steps: "Kid...... Do you still want it? ”

"Whatever you want." His words were sharp, as if he had bloomed the indifference that had been hidden all these years: "I'm not...... The first time I asked a woman to have an abortion. ”

This spring rain fell on the face, and it was as cold as winter snow. My ears are buzzing and my heart is empty.

A figure behind him quickly pounced, it was Andy.

"Mr. Jiang! You..... where are you going! ”

"You go too." The man said.

"What......" Andy said in a hoarse voice, probably too anxious, and opened his mouth in a string of English.

I can probably understand what he said, what he meant was that from the moment he came to Jiang Zuoyi's side, it was to accompany him on a different path than before.

"So, you go. I don't need you anymore. ”

"I don't!"

The stubborn boy is like an innocent girl who was suddenly broken up, with a pair of beautiful eyes full of dreamy grievances.

I didn't expect Jiang Zuoyi to suddenly shoot at him, the action of dodging was like a phantom, and the arm that had been thinned by half a circle pressed Andy's shoulders as tight as steel. Then he kicked the boy in the chest and abdomen, and the force was so strong that even I could feel the emotion of the wind when I was standing on the side two meters away!

Andy struggled in the rain puddle for a long time before he could get up, and there were tears in his stubborn eyes.

"A dog has been raised for a long time, and if it can't be beaten, it can only be slaughtered and put in the pot. Hello for yourself! ”

Jiang Zuoyi took out a handkerchief to wipe his hands, and his figure disappeared into the rain curtain of the morning light.

I leaned down and picked up the boy, who threw himself into my arms and cried so much that he couldn't stop crying.

I stroked his rain-soaked hair and said it was okay, he needed time and needed to think about what he was going to do.

He is a man, and a man has the dignity that a man must redeem. There are some accounts that he must settle, and I just want to have a name for him to wipe his blood, and that's enough.

"It's like I'm not a man......" Andy cried as he unceremoniously rubbed tears into my arms.

"I was rescued by him when I was seventeen years old and followed him for more than three years. I vowed to follow him for the rest of my life, unless one day he doesn't need me anymore. But now...... He obviously didn't want to drag me down.

Shu Lan, do you know that the reason why Mr. Jiang suffered these losses is because he has never really been ruthless to turn back.

He doesn't like the days when he has to put a gun under his pillow even when he sleeps, and he also wants to work from 9 to 5 like a normal person, with a wife and children.

He had sworn that if he was forced to return to that world one day, it would be because he had met a fierce enemy who had to set himself on fire.

Shu Lan, please save him, now only you can save him! ”

I laughed miserably, and I said can I?

He didn't even recognize the child, and he didn't even care about Xiao Ling. Once he releases the beast in his heart and doesn't kill the whole world, will he stop?

He left me because he really hated me and blamed me, or did he hope that Jiang Zuoyi in my mind was like dead......

Don't have any illusions about him again?

"Andy, you know him better than I do, you tell me...... What would he want to do? ”

The boy cried like a chicken cub and burned my motherhood little by little.

I said what are you going to do? Where are you going?

Andy shook his head and said that he had this premonition when he received a sum of money from Jiang Zuoyi a few days ago, but he didn't know what else he could do.

"Either follow me. You're in good condition, but I'm short of manpower. Lin Yu said lightly.

"Oh, but...... I'm a ..... ......."

Lin Yu stared at the peach blossom eyes lightly and said I know! Could it be that the crooked ones will like all men!

"Shu Lan, you can get up too. Come with me to the café first, and we'll talk. ”

So the three of us drove directly to Lin Yuqing's café without waiting to reach the intersection. I was blocked by all kinds of congested police cars, fire trucks, and unknown onlookers!

"What's going on?!"

Jumping out of the car, we pushed through the crowd. The first thing that catches your eye is the chaos of the free-range pet market.

Cats and dogs in one place, drenched in rain and splashed with mud. It may be that they are frightened, some are curled up and do not dare to move, and some are screaming as if they have taken the wrong medicine.

Lin Yuqing's café has more than a dozen of them, and they are lazily distributed in the front hall and backyard on weekdays, and they don't feel too irritable.

"Boss, you're back!" A few small workers cried with sad faces, which probably meant that a group of people suddenly rushed in in the early hours of the morning and smashed everything. dragged all the employees on duty up, and then directly lit a fire.

At that time, several of them were tied to stools, and the leader was very fierce and forced them to ask ......

Where's the basement?

As soon as I heard about the basement, I understood, because Lin Yuqing had always hidden the high mountain peaks in the basement of this café.

The storefront is where he works, and there is a lounge upstairs, but he doesn't live there all the time. Putting Gao Shanfeng here is also a plan for his interests, and his original intention was to find an opportunity to talk to Jiang Zuoyi calmly.

But if the high mountain peak was also robbed by Lu Linshuang and them-

"It wasn't Lu Linshuang's people who did it." Lin Yuqing negotiated with the police, and then came to talk to me: "Otherwise, these young people will have their lives until we come back?" ”

I think about it, with Lu Linshuang's methods, I'm afraid that the cats and dogs in this yard may not survive.

So if it weren't for Lu Linshuang, it would be-

"Mr. Lin, let me finally confirm with you, apart from these losses, there are no other abnormalities?"

The police officer who came to interrogate was tall and thin, but his tone was a little strange.

What can Lin Yuqing say? Putting Gao Shanfeng in his own hands is already very difficult to deal with, and he is already anxious, so he can only find a way to prevaricate the police first.

"Yes, maybe I offended some of my peers. It wasn't open early in the morning, so it was just a loss of some facilities. His explanation was an understatement, but the police officer who didn't appreciate it at all pulled out the handcuffs and directly stopped Lin Yuqing: "Mr. Lin, now we suspect that you are suspected of illegal imprisonment and harboring wanted criminals, please go back with us to assist in the investigation." ”

I was blindsided on the spot, what kind of reversal of painting style is this?

"Hey, you...... You're new here, aren't you? Your commissioner used to be in the same class as me-" Lin Yuqing seemed to want to say something more, but the iron-faced and selfless police officer shocked the scene with one sentence: "Just now, Gao Shanfeng, a wanted gangster who is on the run, has been escorted to the police station to surrender.

He has admitted that the hiding place is with you. In addition, Mr. Lin, we all know that you resigned from the police ten years ago and started a detective agency on your own.

But that doesn't mean you can do anything to hide that is above the law.

Let's go—"

Standing in place, I didn't even hold an umbrella, but a high-speed brain turned very clear-

Gao Shan Feng has already been sent to the police station? Not only was he sent to the police station, but he also poured some and urine on Lin Yuqing's body.

Jiang Zuoyi, this is already starting to break the kettle.

My heart ached, and I crouched down with my knees hugged. I still vividly remember Jiang Zuoyi said to me when I knew that Gao Shanfeng was not dead, and he was brought back from T country like a dragon and a phoenix-

He said that he had no relatives left, the only stepfather, and he just wanted to protect him in his old age.

But now, he sent him to the police station with his own hands!

So what is he going to do next?

The dazed rain, the ruthless dripping, I said Andy, you better go to the police station to have a look, and contact me at any time if there is any situation.

He asked me, what about you? Where are you going.

I said hehe, I don't know.

Luckily, I don't know, so when my phone rings, I can still lie to myself and say that it might be good news.

The call was from Ye Jinliang, and he asked me what I was going to do, it's been three days, have you contacted Jiang Zuoyi?

I said, where are you?

"In the hospital."

"Wait for me, I'll be over right away." I called a car and rushed to the hospital where Jiang Ling was. This is a very remote small hospital, and the child himself does not have any major trauma, but the psychological blow is really difficult to heal in the short term.

Jiang Zuoyi is ignoring it now, and I don't know what to do with this child at all.

So I mentioned it to Ye Jinliang and asked if I could send him to Ye Zi as well.

Ye Jinliang said that he didn't expect it, and now I am willing to believe him.

I said what else, although I hate you, I know you won't hurt him.

So according to what we thought before, if there is no explanation, let's send the child out.

When he arrived at the hospital, Ye Jinliang hurriedly went downstairs and almost bumped into me: "What's wrong with you?" ”

I asked, didn't you say that you would take Xiao Ling out of the hospital together? Where are you going?

Ye Jinliang didn't even put on his coat well, and he couldn't say anything to me.

"What's hard to say?" I tugged at his sleeve and said what the hell was going on!

"Regarding the company's affairs, the most authoritative business investigation department in S City sent a whole team of people to come over for questioning, and now that all the executives are in place, I will go there immediately."

I was shocked, secretly surprised. I said okay, what's wrong? Could it be that they are the ghosts of Shuyan again?

Ye Jinliang couldn't say clearly: "Just now the doctor said that he would also help the boy do a brain scan, and if there is no problem, he will be discharged from the hospital today, you can accompany him." I'll contact you if I have something. ”

In this way, leaving me with a capital bewilderment on my face, Ye Jinliang ran faster than a rabbit.

But as soon as I entered the door of the ward, my mind was big.

I saw Jiang Ling sitting in Jiang Zuoyi's arms, and he was wearing socks while being coquettish.

"Godfather, shall we leave now? Don't you wait for Aunt Shu? ”

"Well, let's go, in the future, Xiao Ling will slowly forget everything here, you know? There will be a new life-" Jiang Zuoyi lowered his eyes, and his voice was hard and cold, as if he had changed his soul.

"But, but I miss the leaves, godfather, are you going to take me to see the leaves?"

"It's not."

Such a refusal cut off the child's thoughts alive, I can't figure out if Jiang Zuoyi's cruelty really wants to penetrate every inch of skin? I almost rushed up, but I knew I wasn't qualified anymore.

Standing at the door in such an open and honest manner, I didn't deliberately show up, nor did I deliberately hide. So I know that Jiang Zuoyi can see me and know that I am coming. But it's just pretending not to see anything.

"Aunt Shu!" Little Zero called me.

But Jiang Zuoyi hugged the child and picked up a small bag he was carrying: "You read it wrong, she is an aunt I don't know." ”

Just put it on my shoulder—

"I read that right! It's Aunt Shu! I've seen her look with short hair - "The boy doesn't buy his account, or he says that the child will go all over the world."

I walked two steps quickly and stopped in front, I said Jiang Zuoyi, I have no right to ask where you send Xiao Ling, but ...... But let me say goodbye to him.

"I promised him to let him see the leaves......"

"It's your business that you promised him, and you can feel guilty about the promise you can't make. But please stay away from my children.

Zero is my son, is that okay? It was me and Ah Xue. ”

"You-"

I took a deep breath and said Okay, then you at least tell me that Mr. Gao was sent to the police station by you, right? You......

Jiang Zuoyi, what do you want to do now?

"Guess you're not very smart." He sneered, raised his hand and touched the child's hair, walking out of tune.

I stood there without tears for a while, only to feel the deepest part of my heart being pulled and jumped.

Jiang Zuoyi, can I still lie to myself and say that everything you are doing now is still to protect me?

Do I still have the courage and capital to be narcissistic?

Back in my empty home, I threw away my phone, emptied my brain, didn't want to do anything, didn't want to think about anything.

A reminder came from my notebook, and I realized it was time to video with the leaves.

It's been almost a month since my daughter left me, and the thoughts, greetings, and well-being of each other form a unique bond that we have across the ocean.

"Is Ye Zi good today?" I wiped away the dry tears from the corners of my eyes and smiled brightly.

"Yes~ Mom, look, I went to the lake with my aunt and uncle yesterday to catch a big trout!" Ye raised his little hand and dangled a fish bone in a plastic bag to show me!

My eyes swelled, I covered my mouth and ran into the bathroom.

First I gagged, and then I cried uncontrollably.

The bright plastic bag wrapped the transparent fish bones, and I felt like I had a neuropathy, and I suddenly thought of Zhu Danni's helpless body under plastic wrap.

All day long, I had nightmares and was exhausted.

I thought that the only person in this world who could comprehend the same pain was Jiang Zuoyi, but he stood taller, farther and stronger than me, and he didn't even give me the opportunity to lick each other's wounds.

In addition to the leaves...... I really, nothing.

I cried in the sink for a while before I cleaned my fancy face and returned to the computer.

"Mom, what are you doing?"

I said mom was not feeling well because she had a baby in her belly. Yezi, you're going to have a younger brother and sister, are you happy?

"Really!" Ye Zi jumped up happily on the other end of the computer: "Mom! I like a little brother, or a puppy. White! ”

I smiled and wiped away my tears, I said that if Ye Zi is a little better, my mother will give you a puppy. Not to mention that it is white, it is all made of milk patterns.

"Nonsense, can a man give birth to a dog? Born with a dog? Hey, you little brother, who's his father? ”

I was stunned for a moment and said, "Hello, smile." ”

"Excuse me, are you going to marry another man? Think it's too troublesome to send Ye Zi out of the country with your daughter? ”

I said of course not, I sent you out because I really can't take care of you right now. Smile, comfort and comfort the leaves, okay. When it's all over, mom will go and pick you up.

"But Ye Zi really misses you, secretly crying at night, and pretending to be a good child during the day, so as not to cause trouble to your aunt and mother-in-law."

My heart hurt even more, and I said you don't say it anymore, or ...... I flipped through the calendar, and I said I'd go over this week. Mom, go see you, okay?

I really wanted to go.

It doesn't matter if it's a turtle with a shrunken head, or if it's cowardly. Things have developed to this point, and I have fed the dogs even the last bit of fighting spirit.

I don't think it's Shu Yan's insidious viciousness that defeats me, it's not Lu Linshuang's scheming, and it's not Zhu Danni's tragic death. It was Jiang Zuoyi, who was desperate when he sentenced me out.

I am not qualified to fight with him, nor do I have the courage to love him to the point of unprincipled love.

Since I lost, why am I not convinced?

I just want the leaves, I just want this child in my belly.

After finishing the video with the leaves, I spread the whole person on the bed.

The moonlight crept up the window, and even the bedding that had not been dried in the rainy season emitted a thick musty smell.

Before I could fall asleep for a few hours, someone was frantically gouging through my door. It made my heart beat for a while—

Dangling in my pajamas and getting up, I looked through the cat's eyes.

Then turn your back and slowly slide to the ground.

I said you go, you still come to me...... What for?

"Shu Lan, I know I'm sorry for you, but I'm a mother."

Since the day I met He Xiaofeng, she had never spoken to me, or even anyone, in such a tone.

In my eyes, she is the thirteenth sister of Hongxing who can cross two kitchen knives on the horse, and the head of the family who can do laundry and cook to support the family.

She has the most unimaginable charm of a forty-year-old woman who is wild and uninhibited and unwilling to dying, and she also has the tactfulness and self-interest after being accustomed to seeing the officialdom of the rivers and lakes for decades.

I quite like to make friends with this frank and straightforward woman, but only if there is no betrayal and no loss of life.

I can't blame her, but I don't want to see her either.

So I didn't get up and open the door immediately, just hugged my shoulders and said in a cold voice that was almost trembling: "Sister Feng, Xiao Teng is fine." ”

"Shu Lan, they put Xiao Teng back...... But...... But as soon as he landed at the airport, he was robbed by Jiang Zuoyi's people. ”

"What?!" I jumped up all of a sudden, opened the door and dragged He Xiaofeng, who was full of tears, in: "You said that Jiang Zuoyi took Lei Teng away again?" ”

"Shu Lan, he wants me to come to the door tomorrow night, ...... by myself" He Xiaofeng grabbed my arm: "I'm not afraid, you know that I He Xiaofeng has been going on all these years, and no one dares to call out!" It's his Jiang Zuoyi's nest, and I dared to take care of it before. But now it's different, he's crazy......

See for yourself! ”

Trembling, He Xiaofeng flipped out a newspaper. It's not the kind of financial times or Minsheng Weekly that has a hard background, because most of these newspapers are unlikely to disclose news from another world.

There are media in the white way, and there is news in the rivers and lakes.

He Xiaofeng told me that "Wind Vane" is a tool publication that provides media support and news dissemination in circles like theirs.

I said that I don't quite understand the forces involved in the division of the territory of the various ports and terminals, but judging from the degree of chaos of several conflicts and tribals this week or so, it seems that there will be a big change in the entire S City.

"Jiang Zuoyi, are you sure you're going to come back out of the rivers and lakes?" I pinched the newspaper, and Shi Shiran said: "Does he still have a team and resources?" ”

"Shu Lan, you're naïve to think about it." He Xiaofeng said that a force like Jiang Zuoyi, with big roots and deep roots, thinks that the so-called retreat and washing hands is really to pick up all his swords, guns, swords, and halberds, and then wait for people to be swords and I for fish and meat?

"Do you know how many 10,000-ton freighters we have in our port? It's like a giant sperm whale that doesn't hurt or bite. He can not make a move-

But as soon as these freighters are loaded with guns and runways, they are aircraft carriers.

How many branches does Jiangyuan Group have? It is mainly engaged in investment and credit, and is extended in dozens of different fields.

He washed his hands, should the people under him wash their hands?

He eats clean food, so do the people under him want to drink clean soup?

He can remember the names of each of his subordinates, their family backgrounds, their qualifications, and even the merits they have made, the people they killed, and the crimes they have committed.

Grace and power are used together, and weal and woe are shared. He can give everyone an upright identity to continue to live, and he is absolutely unwilling to issue another assembly order unless he has to.

But once it gets to the point where they have to make a move, at the sound of an order, all the people will be in the knot!

They followed him, partly because of respect, and partly because of fear.

Because he is a man, very, very untouchable. ”

After listening to He Xiaofeng's words, I silently shivered.

Is this such a man who is more terrible than a wolf who has been a sheep by my side for more than half a year? Jiang Zuoyi, what kind of person are you?

I said Sister Feng, what did he want to do when he arrested Lei Teng?

"I ...... I don't know, so Shu Lan, can I ask you to help me? ”