Chapter 170: It's too late to come back
Mu Xiaobei said as he couldn't help but secretly look at Zhou Yan's expression, but saw that he was always with his eyes down, his expression solemn, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
She couldn't help but panic slightly in her heart, because she suddenly realized that five years had not left a single crack in her heart, but in the heart of Zhou Yan, who had always thought she was dead, it had already left indelible damage. Now, even if the two of them were so close, even if she was right in front of him, she couldn't see him clearly.
He is no longer the boy who held her hand back then.
Such an idea made Mu Xiaobei tremble for no reason. She couldn't help but threw herself into Zhou Yan's arms again, and asked unconfidently as if she was about to grasp some life-saving straw, "Ah Yan, you miss me too, right?" ā
Looking at the hopeful eyes of the woman in his arms, Zhou Yan suddenly felt that the ecstasy he felt when he saw the living Mu Xiaobei at first glance was suddenly like a stone sinking to the bottom of the lake, causing more ripples at the beginning, but now, it can no longer float.
"It's been five years, why don't you come back in the meantime?"
Zhou Yan didn't have the woman holding his waist tightly in his arms, but he didn't reach out to hug her thin body, he just lowered his head, looked at her lightly, and asked lightly. The tone was calm, as if to state an irrelevant fact.
Time is the best medicine to heal wounds. In five years, no matter how painful the wound is, it is enough to heal, and no matter how deep the love is, it can be cooled. The only thing he wanted to know now was one thing. Five years later, he thought she was dead, but she was still alive. Since she was alive, she should know how much he had suffered, and how painful he had been!
"Tuesday, how can you talk to Xiaobei like that!"
Seeing that Zhou Yan's attitude towards Mu Xiaobei was not as excited and close as he imagined, but was still a little cold, Jiang Wei angrily accused. Mu Xiaobei loved Zhou Yan so thoroughly, for him, she rejected all the people she admired.
Five years ago, she once said to him, "Avi, I am willing to treat you as my best friend, but I must not go any further, there is only one person I love in my heart, and there will only be this one." I love Ah Yan and I will not betray him. ā
Five years later, when he finally found her, she said, "Avi, I want to go back to Yan's side, can you help me?" ā
The helplessness in her eyes was so intense, the pleading in her eyes was so intense. At that moment, he knew that the woman he loved deeply was humble. He loved her so much, but he couldn't help but help her get back to someone else's man.
Under his persuasion and comfort, she finally had the courage to return to China and return to the man she loved so much, but when he saw her, his attitude was so cold! It was as if she was alive or dead, whether she came back or left, it didn't matter much to him!
In this case, what is Xiaobei's love and persistence over the years? What did she come back for!
Jiang Wei's face turned pale, and he glared at Zhou Yan angrily. Seeing this, Mu Xiaobei hurriedly said, "Avi, don't do this!" IāI don't blame Ah Yan! It's me, it's me who is not good, it's my departure that hurts Yan's heart. In the past five years, although I have not been by his side, I know that Ah Yan must have lived a very painful life! I'm already feeling guilty and uncomfortable, Avi, don't make me feel more guilty, okay? ā
Seeing that Mu Xiaobei was still wholeheartedly protecting Zhou Yan, even if Jiang Wei was angry and unwilling, there was nothing he could do, he snorted heavily, turned around and sat back on the sofa.
Mu Xiaobei looked up at Zhou Yan cautiously, his face was gloomy, she was a little scared in her heart, and only whispered after a while, "Ah Yan, are you angry with me?" ā
"Nope." Zhou Yan shook his head slowly, in his heart, there was resentment towards Mu Xiaobei, just like she said, since she knew how painful he had been in the past five years, why didn't he come back? Why don't you let him know she's still alive?!
"I'm just wondering, why didn't you come back?"
Mu Xiaobei lowered her head, a trace of sadness flashed on her face, although Zhou Yan's questioning of her made her feel very uncomfortable, but she knew that the bullying of life and death in the past five years must have hurt Zhou Yan a lot, she wanted to come back to Zhou Yan's side, she must explain the things of the past five years clearly, otherwise, Zhou Yan will always have a pimple in her heart.
Biting his lip, Mu Xiaobei's face showed a sad and sad look, "I was seriously injured and in a coma when the plane crashed five years ago...... It wasn't until half a year ago that I came to my senses. I knew that I had been in a coma for more than four years, and I wanted to come back to you as soon as possible, but ......" said this, I don't know what I remembered, except for tears in Mu Xiaobei's eyes, "But I have been lying on the hospital bed for too long, and all the functions of my body have been seriously degraded...... I had no choice but to go through rehabilitation for half a year until I met Avi. ā
Mu Xiaobei just took it simply, but several people here could imagine how much effort and hardship she had to put in to complete the rehabilitation of a weak girl in half a year.
And all this is because she wants to see her lover earlier......
Zhou Yan was silent for a while, and suddenly asked, "You...... Did you call me? ā
Mu Xiaobei's face turned pale, as if she had thought of something bad, she blinked, lowered her head and said, "Yes...... I called you. However, the signal was not good, and it was quickly cut off. And, and I was in rehab at the time, and I wanted to surprise you when I was completely well, so I didn't call you again......"
Zhou Yan glanced at Mu Xiaobei with a complicated expression, after reading it so much, Mu Xiaobei still retained the habits of his childhood. As long as she doesn't speak fluently with her head down, it's likely that she's lying.
He remembered the night he was in the holiday villa with Ye Baiwei, and he asked Ye Baiwei to help him answer the phone, but after the phone was answered, no one spoke, but quickly hung up after hearing Ye Baiwei's voice.
The next day, Zhou Yan recognized this phone number as Mu Xiaobei's, and was surprised by this, and immediately returned to the company to check this number. However, it was found that this number was an international call from the United States, and when I called it again, it had become an empty number.
Although Zhou Yan didn't expect that Mu Xiaobei was not dead at that time, he recognized that this number had something to do with Mu Xiaobei, but the clue had been broken.
Now that I think about it, that call was really made by her, and when I contact her now, she should have known that there were other women around her, but she was still immersed in his relationship with her back then, and she didn't want to admit it.
Seeing that Zhou Yan had a calm face and didn't speak, Mu Xiaobei suddenly felt a fluster, Zhou Yan's appearance, she couldn't understand him at all. She hugged Zhou Yan suddenly, and tears poured out involuntarily, "Ah Yan, are you angry with me?" ā
She had always been 100% sure of Zhou Yan's love for her, but now, seeing Zhou Yan, who was completely unfamiliar in front of her, Mu Xiaobei suddenly felt uncertain.
It's been four or five years. If she had simply left for five years, Zhou Yanyue would have been able to understand her and wait for her to come back.
But isn't it, in Zhou Yan's heart, she is dead, so in the past five years, if there is someone else around Zhou Yan, it is a matter of course.
So even when she heard that there was a woman next to Zhou Yan at the first time, she subconsciously told herself that it was an illusion.
No matter what the woman Zhou Yan is with now, now that she is back, it is impossible for her to give Zhou Yan to anyone.
Mu Xiaobei looked at Zhou Yan with teary eyes, and seeing that he still didn't react, she couldn't help but get anxious, what does Zhou Yan mean by this? He can't be really angry, right?
Mu Xiaobei hurriedly cried, "Ah Yan, I was wrong, I shouldn't have left you back then!" Ah Yan, can you forgive me? ā
Looking at Mu Xiaobei's familiar face, looking at the familiar eyes of this once beloved one, Zhou Yan's heart couldn't help but feel sour and reluctant. But he knew that some things had to be made clear, and the longer it dragged on, the more damage would be done......
"Xiaobei," he closed his eyes and sighed helplessly, imagining Mu Xiaobei's sad appearance in his mind, "You're back...... Too late! ā
Mu Xiaobei never thought that Zhou Yan would say such a heartless sentence, paused, the tears in her eyes flowed uncontrollably, and she shook her head violently, "No! It's not too late! Ah Yan, did you lie to me? You love me in your heart, you love me! ā
Looking at Mu Xiaobei's emotional appearance, Zhou Yan's face was complicated for a while, but he still said firmly, "No, Xiaobei, it's too late." Did you know that shortly after you called me? I'm welcome to come back to you, but the rest...... The past is gone! ā
Hearing Zhou Yan's words, Mu Xiaobei was suddenly stunned on the spot, she couldn't believe that Zhou Yan, who loved her so much back then, could say such ruthless and decisive words to her at this time!
She didn't doubt Zhou Yan's love for her, even after five years, she believed that Zhou Yan loved her.
She thought about it for a long time, and suddenly an idea popped into her head, and this idea was so strong that once she got up, she couldn't suppress it. She endured it, but she still didn't hold back.
Mu Xiaobei looked at Zhou Yan with resentful eyes, and she blurted out, "It's for her, right?" It's because there's already a woman around you, so you can't take her down, right? ā
Zhou Yan didn't expect Mu Xiaobei to guess his mind all of a sudden, and froze for a while.
Seeing Zhou Yan's reaction, Mu Xiaobei's heart was even more bitter, he actually protected that woman like this!