"Shu Lan, what's wrong with you!" I was so noisy by Wang Xiaofei's broken gong duck that I couldn't love it. When you meet the saddest person at the saddest, it is a very heart-wrenching thing.

But it's not surprising that he appears here, anyway, this guy never shoots truth, goodness and beauty, and the film is all fake, evil and ugly.

At this time, he had a heavy camera around his neck, and the camera was aimed back and forth, and I said you turned it off for me...... Don't take a picture of me in the bird!

"Shu Lan, were you shot or ...... Or what's wrong? He pressed one hand on my waist, and his aunt was red when he touched it, and his eyes turned white with fright on the spot. Last time, you told me that you had a gunshot wound, and when you were recuperating, I thought you were bragging. Whether this Jiang Zuoyi is the Yama of the East or the Satan of the West, you don't have a good place to stay by his side.

"Jiang Zuoyi! I'm just going to leave you here alone?! ”

I said, I beg you to shut up, okay? Send me to my ex-husband's, I want to see my daughter.

"No way!" The boy stubbornly pouted and snatched me into his arms like a backpack: "Are you still unreasonable?" One by one, if you want to lose it, you can throw it away, Shu Lan, you can't fucking have a little luck? You can't live without those two men! ”

Wang Xiaofei tore off the placket of his shirt and pierced my waist, and then he breathed a sigh of relief and said that it didn't matter, it should have been rubbed flesh: "When my sister came back from the battlefield, she had several shrapnel wounds like this on her body." Don't delay my brother-in-law's love for her, love for the dead and alive.

You hold on, I'll pick you up. Let's go to the hospital! ”

I suddenly felt that this scene was very familiar-

The last time I fought against Long Er, Ling Nan was seriously injured and dying, and Jiang Zuoyi also left me like this.

It was also Wang Xiaofei who stood in my most helpless and lonely interval, saying those distressed and helpless words.

I don't doubt Jiang Zuoyi's feelings for me at all, just as I don't doubt my feelings for him.

But this is not simply a question of who loves whom and who chooses, but a horse race that is not fair at all. I have love, they have bonds. They used twenty years of bonding against my love for two months, how can I win?

Because I understand the significance of the Ling family's brothers and sisters to Jiang Zuoyi, they can always be above all love.

Even if Jiang Zuoyi and I go out of the next twenty years one day, we can't change anything......

Little by little, my tears soaked into the collar of the boy's shirt, and he leaned his scarf and camera back, telling me to lean my head more comfortably.

I could smell the pure smell of laundry detergent on him. The automatic brain makes up a lazy child, who soaks his clothes in a basin and doesn't like to wash them for a week. Finally, pour some laundry detergent into it, and just float it and dry it out.

Squinting, I looked at his green stubble from this strange angle, and looked at his clean cheeks, strong Adam's apple and beautiful persistent eyes under his delicate countenance.

I said Xiaofei, in fact, I don't want to be picked up by others immediately from a loss. Like this...... Why does my Jiang Zuoyi feel sorry for me?

"I feel sorry for him, I want him to feel sorry, so why didn't you say it yourself?

Shu Lan: Do you know crazy roots? Wang Xiaofei shoved me into the car and yelled at the taxi driver to hurry up: "This grass is the stupidest plant in the world, it will deliberately release tender and delicious fruits to attract insects, and wait for the prey to take the bait and then wrap it around with a whin." In fact, the fruit that serves as bait is its own roots. Sometimes they get too greedy and accidentally hang themselves up in order to attract bigger and better prey.

Shu Lan: What's the difference between you and this grass? Whether it is for Ye Jinliang or Jiang Zuoyi, you will only use your own blood and pain to absorb the sympathy of others in exchange for deeper love.

But men's guilt will be exhausted, and what they want is always a strong and uplifting freshness. Think about it, what is it that you really attract to others!

Can't you just wear a shiny tracksuit and wait for your own man on the tennis court!

Eat when you're hungry, cry when you're wronged, and speak out when you're hurt and hurt. How can there be so many deaths and separations in the world, it is worth you to endure yourself like Lin Daiyu! ”

Oh, a man's guilt will run out. What Wang Xiaofei said is not bad at all.

Otherwise, how could Jiang Zuoyi give up on Ling Xue and choose me?

After experiencing drunken dreams and death, after a series of purgatory full of struggle and hatred. Jiang Zuoyi's real excitement does not come from whether he can avenge his lover or change his peace of mind. The reason he chose me was because he wanted to live with me!

"I see...... Thank you, Dumbo. Grabbing Wang Xiaofei's sleeve, I picked the corners of my lips and swallowed the tears. At the height of love's threat, I can't give it up anymore......

Alas, although this child is very out of tune on the surface, it is just his exaggerated and obedient style.

As a lonely man who lost his parents and his eldest sister since he was a child, his mind ...... In fact, I am much more mature than my peers......

It's a pity that I love Jiang Zuoyi, not any other man.

"What do you say when you get to the hospital? Gunshot wound? "I was picked up from the taxi by Wang Xiaofei and rushed all the way to the emergency room.

I said that I had a period, and I got lost and came out of my waist during the period.

As a result, Wang Xiaofei cried and said What if you keep being so cute and I like you more and more? I know you don't have me in your heart at all...... Woooooooo

Then I passed out, maybe it was too painful, or maybe I was too tired.

When I woke up, there was a group of people around me, Li Dongye and Du Chenfeng were there, and Ye Jinliang was also there.

My good sister took marriage leave during the Chinese New Year, and went to Basha Island on the second day of the Lunar New Year, and today is already fourteen.

"Shu Lan, I think I'd better live in your house." Li Dongye slapped me with hatred: "My dad has been a private doctor for your dad for a lifetime, do you want to buy me for the rest of your life?"

Do your own calculations, in the past six months, have you spent more time in the hospital than at home?! I only came back to work yesterday and saw you again when I passed by the emergency room downstairs, and now I'm more afraid to see you than hell! ”

I laughed so hard that my wound hurt and said your honeymoon is back. Isn't it fun?

As he spoke, Du Chenfeng took out a play from his bag and I didn't see it clearly, anyway, he threw it directly on me.

"The local beliefs of Basha Island ward off evil spirits. Winter Night said that you were beheaded, buy one for you. I didn't expect it to be a step too late......"

I looked at this ugly, heartbreaking thing and took a long breath before saying thank you.

"Oh, it's a working day, isn't it?" These days have been in a blur, and the company has already started to work. I said Chenfeng, I still have something to talk to you about.

"Shu Lan, I will take care of the company's affairs, you can recuperate with peace of mind."

Hearing Ye Jinliang's voice, I flipped up with a stir: "Where's the leaf?!" ”

"I sent her back to kindergarten. She's fine, she came to see you yesterday. When you're sleeping, I don't wake you up. ”

I said I'm fine, can I be discharged? I'm going to see the leaves.

"Nope." Ye Jinliang held me down: "You...... Why don't I go and get the leaves? The doctor said you need to rest and observe for a few days. ”

I agreed.

Later, Ye Jinliang and Du Chenfeng both went out, and only me and Li Dongye were left in the ward.

Maybe it's telepathy with my sisters, I said Winter Night, do you have something to say to me?

Touching the bandage on my waist, I don't think I'm seriously injured, why don't you let me be discharged from the hospital?

"Lan Lan, do you know you're pregnant?"

I opened my eyes and blinked twice quickly with eye drops, and I said what are you talking about on a winter night?

"Twenty-one days." Li Dongye said that when he helped me change my clothes after the operation, he thought I was on period. But there is only a little pink blood, and the tampon is not used.

She also suddenly suspected that I couldn't be pregnant, so she took blood for a test.

It turned out really is!

"...... kid," she asked, staring into my eyes.

I nodded and said it was Jiang Zuoyi's.

"It's not particularly good." Li Dongye told me truthfully: "Catching up with you being injured, I have tried my best to let the doctor take into account this state and strictly use the medicine."

But...... Lan Lan, it's only been more than 20 days, if you think it's not the right time, you can either make a decision early. ”

"What about Jiang Zuoyi...... Did you tell him? I gently folded my hands on my lower abdomen and felt the illusion of a slight throbbing.

Li Dongye shook his head: "I haven't seen him." He hasn't been there since you were admitted to the hospital. Lanlan, what's wrong with you? ”

I said oh, he could be ...... It's too busy.

It's been a few days since I was admitted to the hospital, and after so long, Jiang Zuoyi hasn't come to see me?

What about the phone? The phone calls have always been called. I picked up my phone and pressed the screen in a frustrated way.

Wait, wait, toot burst into a row of text messages. In addition to garbage is garbage, there is only one missed call from Jiang Zuoyi.

"Are you going to tell him?" Li Dongye asked me.

I picked my lower lip and said sure. It's the two of us kidding, why don't I tell him? In my life, I should have a child who knows who his father is, right?

"I asked Ye Zi yesterday, and she said that Xiao Ling hadn't been with her for a long time. Jiang Zuoyi has never appeared. I thought that in just ten days, you two ......"

I leaned back to the head of the bed weakly, and I said that the winter nights are not too short for ten days.

It is enough to bring some people back from the dead, and some people live like they are going to die.

Between me and Jiang Zuoyi, it's hard to say, but I still love it.

"That's good." Li Dongye helped me pull the quilt, saying that she was really afraid that I would be hurt again. The emotional wound is invisible, but it hurts to die.

"Shu Lan." The door creaked open, and Ye Jinliang pulled Ye Zi in: "Go and see Mom." ”

He nudged his daughter gently, but Ye Zi stood motionless.

My heart sank because something was wrong with my daughter's eyes.

Li Dongye said that she went out first, and at this time, only our family of three was left in the ward.

I sat up with my body propped up, Ye Jinliang came over to help me, and I didn't refuse.

"Yezi, come to Mom." I waved at my daughter, and it took me a long time before she squirmed and rubbed on my bedside.

I cautiously asked, are you a leaf, or are you smiling?

"Mom......" Ye Zichang's little face flushed, and he was silent for a long time before saying, "Mom, I'm ...... now Whose child should it be? ”

I was breathing and bent over in pain.

"Shu Lan!" Ye Jinliang hurriedly supported me: "Does it matter if you want it?" ”

I burst into tears, shook my head again and again, reached out and grabbed my daughter's arm and grabbed her over: "Yezi, I'm sorry it's my mother's fault." Let the leaves suffer. ”

"I haven't seen Xiao Ling for a long time, and Uncle Jiang is not here. It's been my dad who has been with me for the past few days, and I went to kindergarten today, and it's not fun at all...... Mom, where the hell is my home? ”

After several twists and turns in life, even I am about to lose my breath as an adult, not to mention my daughter who is not very mature in mind?

My heart was so uncomfortable that it was like someone was pressing me to the ground and sobbing incoherently.

"Yezi, in the future, will you live with your parents?" Ye Jinliang hugged her daughter and also hugged me. I almost forgot that he also had such a big chest.

But Ye Zi didn't say anything, only shook his head.

"I don't know when you'll all leave the leaves...... "The daughter just broke free from the arms of the two of us, like a slippery little fish: "I'll go to Aunt Winter Night to play with the little medicine bottle, you can talk." ”

After speaking, she pushed open the door and ran out, and before I could react, her head stretched out: "Mom, I'...... Can you still play with laughter? I miss her so much......"

"Leaves!" I lifted the quilt and was about to chase after me, but Ye Jinliang got up and held me down: "Don't move, I'll go!" ”

Seeing him chase him out, I couldn't hold back my tears.

I can carry any grievance or pain, only the leaves...... Seeing my daughter's little heart being torn apart by all kinds of frightes and confusion, and watching my daughter's loneliness and loss impregnate her soul layer by layer, I couldn't be stronger.

Without Jiang Zuoyi's life, would I really be in such a difficult situation!

And now, I'm actually pregnant with his child!

He likes children so much, but he doesn't have a biological one until now. It stands to reason that I should have left this little life for him, but why didn't I even know where he was when I needed him so much.

In three or five days, there was only one phone call. I didn't answer, and he didn't even say anything else.

He has thousands of eyeliners, don't you know that I am injured and lying groggily waiting for him in the hospital?

I tried to call him, but my pride and strength forced me to grit my teeth and not take the initiative.

Ling Xue is back, this level is ...... I always have to cross over by Jiang Zuoyi by himself, except for waiting, I can only wait.

Later, Ye Jinliang came back and said that he put Ye Zi in the lounge to play with another doctor's child, and it didn't matter if someone was watching.

He lifted my face and forced me to cry on his chest.

While stroking my messy long hair, he said, "Shu Lan, how did I lose you?" ”

I cried so much that I couldn't speak, and the pain of the wound was heartbreaking. I leaned feebly on my ex-husband's shoulder, clenching my fists and almost pounding into his flesh.

"Jin Liang...... I suddenly felt ...... I regret why I hid it from you in the first place. ”

I said that I should just jump in front of you like a wronged resentful woman with the evidence of the guilt of Shu Yan, and slap you a few times, maybe everything will be different.

"It's not your fault, Shu Lan...... It's all me, it's all stupid things I do!

Now that everyone has left our lives, will you come back to me? ”

"It's too late, Ye Jinliang ...... I'm really in love with Jiang Zuoyi. ”

"But he can't give you happiness!" Ye Jinliang shouted, pushed my shoulders and pulled me up: "Do you know who he is by his side now?" Do you know how many enemies he has and how many dangers he has?

What kind of purpose does he have, and even how much he can't help himself! You can't be the only one in his life......

Shu Lan, you are not a world in the first place, only I can understand what you want.

I've missed, I've missed, but I love you, and I'll never make such a shameless mistake in my life again. I will cherish you and love you more than I have for the past 30 years.

Shu Lan...... We're all alive, we're all ...... We still have to go on. ”

"Ye Jinliang," I reached out to caress his tear-stained face, and looked into his familiar eyes: "I'm pregnant, and I have Jiang Zuoyi's child." ”

I thought it was just a one-trick kill that would cut off his repeated reappearance in my life to shake my faith.

Sure enough, Ye Jinliang was silent for a long time.

Eventually, however, he said, "If you want it, give birth to it." I'm going to ......."

"What did you say?"

"I said I wanted to. It doesn't matter who your child is, I want it. ”

"Ye Jinliang, do you know what Wang Xiaofei said when he sent me to the hospital?" I gently let go of my hand and sat back on the bedside: "A man's guilt is limited.

Your love for me has long stayed at the moment when you decided to marry Shu Yan. The rest is just the nightmares and torment that the truth brings you.

The two of us have been operating in the company for so many years, do you remember Lu Zhaoxin's employment principles every time you recruit?

- Applicants who have become a voice worm for the sake of a job will not be admitted.

Because the two parties to the job search and recruitment should be in an equal and independent direction, just like you now, as long as you can come back to me, you can agree to anything......"

"You're not a job seeker, and we can't apply those weird theories to each other.

Shu Lan, I haven't stopped loving you for a day, and it has nothing to do with guilt or compensation.

If I had known that you gave birth to Ye Zi because you were bullied, I would have loved her as my own child! ”

He hugged me and kissed me insolently along my forehead and the corners of my eyebrows. I didn't have the strength to push it away, and I didn't really want to. The confusion of my brain and the pathos broke me down, and I admit that I still crave arms, even from any kind of primate.

Until—

Jiang Zuoyi pushed the door in.

I lied to myself that I didn't have the strength to push Ye Jinliang away, but in fact, I was just lazy and fragile. As soon as I saw Jiang Zuoyi enter the door at this time, I knocked my ex-husband open with a bang, as if he was repelled by a magnet of the same pole. But Ye Jinliang pulled me firmly, and my wound hurt like fire.

"Go out, I want to talk to Shu Lan."

"Why!" Ye Jinliang stood up, but refused to back down half a step: "Since she provoked you, has there been a good place on her body!"

Jiang Zuoyi, Shu Lan is just the most ordinary woman, and she can't stand the toss of your gangs. If you really like her instead of playing with her, you should know what kind of man is suitable for him. ”

"What kind of man is suitable for her?" Jiang Zuoyi grabbed Ye Jinliang's shoulder with one hand, and I knew that his move was very painful. I've seen him grab his little brother before, and his huge palm is pinched on the tendon behind his collarbone. If it's the kind of martial arts with internal strength, it's a mistake in the muscles.

"In my opinion, even Wang Xiaofei is cooler than you Ye Jin, and she is suitable for her."

"You-"

"Get out!"

"Jiang Zuoyi, you kind of kill me, otherwise I will never give her to you."

"Shu Lan, who are you calling out?" Jiang Zuoyi sneered and looked at me in a humble tone.

I skimmed a pillow and said, "All out!" ”

I don't know what happened for the time being, because the nurse came in to help me change the dressing. I pressed my bloody waist and gritted my teeth.

In a daze, I knew that Jiang Zuoyi had sat back in front of my bed. The smell on his body is not at all like Ye Jinliang, because Ye Jinliang's aftershave and cleanser are all brands I placed, and he has been using them for many years, and he has long been used to that taste.

But the breath on Jiang Zuoyi's body is not fixed, often with a faint smell of smoke or blood.

I felt as if he was lifting my quilt and then my clothes. Damn, there's no humanity, when do you still want to do this kind of thing.

Later I found his hand on my abdomen, examining my injuries. I didn't dare to move, but I just gently pressed it on the gauze and flipped it.

In the whole room, all that was left was breathing.

Ye Jinliang is gone, it is estimated that he lost the battle and was buried by him......

I woke up after a dazed sleep, and my face finally became clearer.

"You're here?" I asked in a whisper.

"Well, does it still hurt?"

I shook my head. Ask Little Zero...... How is Ling Xue?

"Little Zero has Andy taking care of her, Ah Xue ...... her"

I was shocked, I only remember that she seemed to be injured a lot that day in the warehouse, but then she was able to get up and talk, and it didn't look like her life was in danger. Why is Jiang Zuoyi's expression really as if it has been buried.

"She's terminally ill."

"What did you say?!" I stood up all at once, tearing the wound in despair.

"A malignant brain tumor, which has metastasized to the lungs. Even Ling Nan didn't know ......"

I was directly blindfolded, I said that after being caught by Ryuzo that day, I thought she was so injured that she kept coughing up blood. It turned out that she was terminally ill, so ...... That's why I hesitated to ......

Want to spend more time with your kids?

Obviously, it can be lurked deeper and camouflaged better......

"Shu Lan, I may ...... Will ......"

I said don't talk about Jiang Zuoyi, you go and accompany her.

Rolling over, I dipped my tears in my pillow.

"I know everything, I understand everything. You Jiang Zuoyi, there is no way to watch Ling Xue die in front of you for the second time. ”

"Next month, I will take her abroad for surgery. Though...... Hope is almost zero. ”

"Good...... Don't worry, I'm here, it's okay. ”

"Shu Lan......" He reached out and put his hand on my back, stroking it gently like a bunny.

I bit my thumb to keep my voice from choking.

"There you go."

"I'll marry her before I go. Her identity is all fake, and it will be a little difficult to leave the country, so I have to help her deal with these things first. And—

And she kept saying that she hoped to walk ...... in her wedding dress."

"Oh."

"Shu Lan."

I said don't call me, I'm not dead, I'm just a little sore and tired, and I want to rest for a while.

"You turn around with me!" Jiang Zuoyi grabbed my waist and twisted me directly, that action was really inhumane, and the wound I had just tied was moist again!

"What are you doing! I'm not a three-year-old child, you said it yourself, Ling Xue doesn't have a few days. You go and accompany her well, and when she hangs up, I will go with you to send chrysanthemums! ”

"Shu Lan!" Jiang Zuoyi grabbed me in his arms, grabbed my knee with the other hand, and hugged me on his lap like a child.

I wasn't too short, and I was all over him like a frozen tuna.

He kissed me on the face, but I bit the tip of my nose.

He bit my lip, but I didn't show any weakness in bringing out blood to him.

At the end I cried and laughed: "I'm really fine...... It's true......

You always have something to do, right? I'll wait for you. ”