Chapter 194: I Just Want to Tell You
Genius remembered for a second, "Love โ รท small? Say โ', provide you with wonderful novels to read. Without warning, I was guessed into my thoughts, and my heart trembled, and I looked at her with a surprised face.
I can't find any words to describe Lin Qiaoman's current expression, it is an uneasy and expectant face, and the two eyes are looking at me quietly, as if waiting for my answer.
I don't know why she asked this all of a sudden, but in my heart, liking Wang Jiaci is one of my most precious secrets.
I didn't think about sharing this secret with anyone one day, let alone with another girl.
You must know that a person like me, who is ordinary in all aspects, likes an outstanding sister like Wang Jiaci is not a thing worth showing off, not to mention that I have been rejected by her, how can I be embarrassed to tell others that I like her
So at this time, I hesitated for a while, shook my head at Lin Qiaoman, and continued
"Ahhh Why did you suddenly ask about this?"
I was too embarrassed to say "I don't like her", so I could only shake my head as a hint.
Maybe I don't want to tell this lie, it seems that I, a veteran of lying, still have a bit of professional ethics.
After noticing that I shook my head, Lin Qiaoman's expression seemed to relax, and I saw that she quickly shook her head as well, and said with her two hands
"Ahhh I.. I'm just asking.. Nothing else.."
After saying that, she paused and added, "I just feel like you're always with her... So.. That's how I asked. โ
Lin Qiaoman's words reminded me that if I think about it carefully, I do often be with Wang Jiaci, as if I have unconsciously added such an important role in my life since that chance encounter in an Internet cafรฉ.
But at this time, I looked at her and smiled, and said something different
"Uh, it's okay.. I often bump into her, and sometimes she sneaks out of school to play. โ
After speaking, I looked at Lin Qiaoman and said jokingly
"And, speaking of which, I spend a lot more time with you than with her, sitting together almost every day, and I have to like you according to you, right?"
When I said this, I was completely joking, but I didn't expect Lin Qiaoman to look at me for a while, and soon blushed, and lowered his head a little embarrassed.
I felt inexplicably funny when I saw Lin Qiaoman's reaction, I thought that people like her, who had long been accustomed to being liked by others, should have a very flat reaction, but I didn't expect her to feel embarrassed, sure enough, Lin Qiaoman is a good girl.
At this time, I smiled and waved my hand, and said
"Ahhh Just kidding, don't mind.."
After saying that, Lin Qiaoman raised her head and glanced at me, and at that moment the light in her pupils dimmed, as if she had been sucked into a black hole.
Later, Lin Qiaoman and I stayed at the school gate for a while, and I realized that if we went on like this, we would undoubtedly be cheap mosquitoes for nothing, so I suggested that I take her around for a walk.
Because the time was indeed early, Lin Qiaoman nodded and agreed.
I drove her around the county, and suddenly I thought of a good place, and I spoke again
"I've thought of a place where I'll take you over to see how about it"
Lin Qiaoman, who was behind him, immediately asked in a low voice
"Where, yes, yes."
Seeing that she agreed, I said, "You'll know if you go," and then accelerated the speed of his feet and rode to the east of the county seat.
After riding for a while, after climbing a high slope, I finally arrived at the place.
I pulled over and pointed to the water
"You've been here before, and it used to be a tourist dock, but now it's deserted, and there are only some boats left to run the water town." โ
When Lin Qiaoman said this, she got out of the car, only to see her take a step forward and look under the dock, although there was no one, but by the night, she could still see some boats docked side by side.
Soon Lin Qiaoman turned his head and shook his head, and said in a low voice
"I haven't been here, it looks good here, why should I abandon it?"
I put the car aside and walked over to her, thought for a moment and spoke
"When I was young, it was very lively, and people had to take boats from here to go to the island, but then a new pier was built on the north side, and it became a new place, and it was abandoned, and there were only a few small boats left. โ
Speaking of this, I couldn't help but sigh and muttered
"My family lived here when I was younger, and I used to come here to play, but it always seems that once there is a new one, the old one will gradually be forgotten. โ
When I said this, Lin Qiaoman turned his head to look at me, and I also noticed that I was inexplicably literary and artistic, and hurriedly smiled at her with some embarrassment, and said
"Do you want to go down and see if these boats are empty at night, so you can go up and take a walk." โ
Seeing me say this, Lin Qiaoman pointed to my car and motioned for me to lock it first, and then said
"Well, let's go down and have a look.."
I turned around and locked the car, and followed Lin Qiaoman down again.
It used to be a really prosperous place, but now the cracks in the stairs are overgrown with weeds and dirt.
And these boats are not guarded at night, at first people always sleep on the boats, but later it turns out that this is undoubtedly thankless, after all, the difficulty coefficient of stealing ships is still relatively high, so slowly there will be no one at night.
I walked on a relatively small passenger boat with Lin Qiaoman, and when I got on the boat, I signaled Lin Qiaoman to be careful, don't fall, because I can't swim, and I can't be a hero to save the United States when the time comes, otherwise I will be a martyr if I jump.
Hearing me say this, Lin Qiaoman smiled and said softly: "Don't worry." โ
To be honest, every time I see Lin Qiaoman's smile, I feel a particularly subtle feeling, maybe it's because I'm too serious on weekdays
In the days when I didn't talk to Lin Qiaoman, she was a learning machine in my eyes, and I admit that I sometimes peeked at what she was doing, but every time she was almost expressionless looking at the book.
And since I got to know her to a certain extent, I have always felt that the nature of her body is actually not like this.
She is a very ordinary girl, or she has the thoughts and thoughts that an ordinary girl should have.
But she hid it all and instead trapped herself in a world where there were only books and grades.
I think it may be because the family conditions are not particularly good, there are always people in this world who believe that knowledge changes fate, and I don't know if this sentence is right or wrong, anyway, with my knowledge level, it is estimated that there is no way to change fate.
At this moment, Lin Qiaoman and I walked to the stern of the boat, because the water shook and the hull of the boat heard the sound of colliding with each other from time to time, and Lin Qiaoman stood on his feet and suddenly looked at the mouth and said
"The moon is so beautiful."
Her words almost made me think that she was Wang Jiaci next to me at this time, and soon I raised my head and looked at the sky, the moon was indeed round, and I could see a moon halo next to it, which looked very beautiful.
I was a little dumbfounded, and said slowly
"yes, it's pretty good.."
Unexpectedly, as soon as he finished speaking, Lin Qiaoman, who was beside him, spoke again
"The new pier is much better than here, there is a chance... I want to go there too.."
Obviously, this sentence was said to me, I looked at Lin Qiaoman and nodded, and said
"Well, but it's a bit far away, it takes about half an hour to ride, and it's definitely not possible today, so next time I have a chance.."
After saying that, I immediately thought of something again, and spoke again
"You shouldn't have escaped the addiction of late self-study?"
Lin Qiaoman immediately shook his head and spoke
"No, sometimes I just feel a little tired of studying like that. โ
"Every day, I read books in the classroom, listen to the teacher's lectures, and there are some courses that I have mastered very well, but I have to listen to the teacher over and over again... Slowly.. It's also a little boring. โ
This is the first time I have heard Lin Qiaoman complaining, and I looked at her in surprise for a long time before I couldn't help laughing.
Damn, is this the legendary master lonely, it is true that Lin Qiaoman studies so much every day, and he must have taught himself many courses, and it really hurts to listen to the teacher over and over again.
And hearing me laugh suddenly, Lin Qiaoman also noticed that she was different from her usual self when she spoke just now, only to see her bite her lower lip and say a little embarrassed
"Ahhh I.. I'm talking a little too much."
I shook my head with a smile and said, "No, I just suddenly felt that you were quite contradictory, these words must have been hidden in my heart for a long time."
My words made Lin Qiaoman's face red again, and she nodded lightly and muttered in a low voice
"Some words. . . I just want to tell you.." Reading, a better reading experience.