Chapter 90 Her Ups and Downs

"Second Brother ......"

"I've always been there."

"I've been feeling bad lately, and my eyelids are jumping so badly."

"Silly girl, you believe those too." After speaking, Li Zilong gently rubbed her hair with his hand.

"You know, I'm most scared of dealing with these things, and I'm going to be at a loss when it happens. I've always felt that I'm not afraid of heaven and earth, but now I realize that I am afraid of too many things. ”

"Only newborn calves are not afraid of tigers, and you are afraid so much now, which means that you are now progressing, more experienced, more worried about doing things, and thoughtful." Li Zilong continued to comfort.

"What if I don't handle it well." Mu Yan looked out the window, and her heart was fragile.

"Girl, you can do what you want, don't worry, I've always supported you behind your back. What you want to do, just let it go, and whatever happens, I'm here. ”

Mu Yan turned around and looked at his deep gaze: "Second brother, thank you." ”

————

When Lei Li left, she went through the voluntary resignation procedures, of course, other people in the office didn't know about this matter, and thought that she left automatically.

Mu Yan thinks that she takes care of Lei Li's feelings, and there will always be times when a person makes mistakes in his life. As long as she learns her lesson and changes her ways in the future, then Mu Yan will feel that everything she has done is worth it.

She didn't want to push her into the abyss just because of her mistake, which would only push her to the point of no return.

When Lei Li left the next day, Mu Yan was not in the office. She didn't want Lei Li to look at her embarrassed appearance either. Maybe it's best not to see. So the next day, Mu Yan had to go out, and she didn't return to the office until she was about to get off work in the afternoon.

"Sister Yan." Han Xu hurriedly shouted when he saw Mu Yan coming back.

"How's it going, is there anything special today?" Mu Yan asked as usual.

Now Han Xu has almost become a pair of eyes for her, when she is not in the office, things related to her and irrelevant things are known through Han Xu's eyes.

Of course, she is also very satisfied with her little assistant.

"There's nothing special about it, it's just that when Director Lei left, he said that I must hand over this letter to you."

Mu Yan stretched out her hand and took the envelope in Han Xu's hand: "Okay, I know, you can get off work early if you're fine." ”

Now that things on the project are basically stable, there is nothing to do in everyone's hands. As long as everyone handles the things at hand efficiently, it is okay to let them go back as soon as possible.

There's no need to put everyone in the office and burn it out.

After everyone left, Mu Yan sat on a chair alone and opened the envelope:

"Manager Mu, I know that what I did was not worthy of forgiveness, and I knew that what I did stained your eyes and added trouble to you, all of which I am to blame.

Although you are younger than me, I am conquered by you from the inside. Your attitude towards the world, your ability are all attracted to me. So I've been trying to make a difference.

For the first half of my life, I was facing pots and pans at home, and I only had a college degree. According to my thinking at the time, it was useless for girls to read too many books.

After graduation, I will find a man to marry, and then rely on a man to support him. In my youth, a woman who does well is not as good as marrying well. So my entire youth was spent looking for a quality man.

Later, when I got married, I was raised by a man at home, and I tried all kinds of ways to please him, knowing that later we had a child, and I felt that the mission of a woman was completed.

The daily task is to teach each other husband and children, and I feel that I am particularly accomplished. I know that he has always looked down on me, and his marriage has hit a wall and is full of holes.

I was forced to come out to work, and later, I realized how fulfilling a woman with her own career can live every day. It seems like you can learn a lot every day.

This sense of accomplishment is something that men can't give.

Especially when I met you, I have always regarded you as the direction of my efforts. I regret that I didn't try hard in my youth.

When you promoted me to supervisor, you don't know that I didn't think it was realistic at the beginning.

I will do my best to complete the tasks you have assigned.

I've always known that Donglin Ventures is a thorn in your heart, and I know you're soft-hearted. That's why I'm secretly fighting them without your permission.

Later, we got my wish, and the eastern border venture capital was beaten by us, and the western part of Guangdong was also successfully zoned to our scope. I'm really, really for the good of the whole project, and I have no other ambitions, and it's your favor to me, even though you don't accept it.

My prestige in the project is getting higher and higher, more and more employees are convinced of me, and I am firmly established in the project. When I got home, my husband and children were also impressed with me.

This kind of open life is something I didn't dare to ask for before, but now I have done it. I can't even thank you, I definitely didn't want to hurt you secretly.

It's just that it's gradually a little longer in this industry, and there are too many temptations of interests and money. I've seen a lot of people touch these things, and they're all just as good.

Gradually, I lost my judgment, and I began to be dissatisfied with the immediate interests, and my heart began to swell. I'm going to get more.

It wasn't until I played myself in that I realized there was no going back. I had no choice but to do something against my will, and I was already driven crazy by all kinds of calls calling for repayment.

Coupled with the fact that you made Han Xu's year-end bonus coefficient higher than mine, I felt a little jealous, and I made a big mistake without holding back for a while.

I admit that it is not a pity for me to die, you are kind to me, and in the end I will repay you once, which can be regarded as two clear.

Your other proudest supervisor is definitely not a clean-handed master, and he does things ten times more sinister than I do.

You can check the rest for yourself, and you can verify whether the number of people on the project matches the number of people registered in the company's system.

Maybe he doesn't seem to fight, he's completely harmless, and he looks the most patterned, but he's not what we see. ”

————

After reading the letter, Mu Yan felt a headache. What's wrong with her other supervisor, that is, Zhu Chen. Why did she ask her to verify the number of people in the project???

Headache!!!!

When she went to dinner with Li Zilong in the evening, Mu Yan didn't want to talk to him about the project. She knew that Li Zilong's daily work was also oppressive.

Since it's time to get off work, it's time to relax. She didn't want the relationship between the two of them to revolve around work.

So when Li Zilong asked her about the project, she just took it lightly.

"Second brother, how is your poverty alleviation project doing?"

"Girl, nothing can stump the second brother, why do you still care about me?"

"Second brother, you are so good, I feel that you don't need me anymore."

"Silly girl, what's going on. I like you, and whether you can share it for me are two different things, my feelings for you are pure, you can enjoy it. There are no impurities in our relationship. ”

"But what if I want to care about you?"

Li Zilong put down the chopsticks in his hand, smiled and touched her head with his hand: "Okay, since the girl cares about me so much, I will tell you about my recent poverty alleviation project." ”

"Yes, I'm listening."

"In fact, it is a difficult problem to really do a good job in poverty alleviation."

"What's so difficult about poverty alleviation? Isn't it just spending a lot of the money that has been allocated? I'm the best at spending money. ”

"Haha, my silly girl, where is it so easy." Li Zilong looked at Mu Yan dotingly and continued: "Some poor people are used to living the previous life, in fact, it is very difficult to change them, and now the poor have various subsidies.

Our poverty alleviation may not be of interest to them. As I told you last time, they feel that the poorer they are, the greater the subsidy, but the more industrious they are, the less they will receive the subsidy, so many of them don't want to get rich through hard work at all. ”

"This poverty alleviation also helps out the lazy?" Mu Yan was a little confused.

"They have subsistence allowances, medical insurance, family planning insurance, education insurance, maternity insurance, and all kinds of benefits are also good. There are also gifts and cards for the New Year's holidays, so all kinds of guarantees are still good.

Therefore, usually in a village, the contradiction between the poor and the poor is who has more subsidies and those who have less subsidies will also be jealous. There is also a conflict between the poor and the rich in another village.

So you know, if you don't handle it a little bit, you get out of balance, and you have social problems. After speaking, Li Zilong shook his head helplessly.

"Second brother, how do I feel that I have helped out a group of fierce and vicious people."

"Girl, you can't say that at all, some people may have grown up in that environment since childhood, and sometimes it's hard for you to change him.

It's like I'm going to make you unemployed now. Sometimes a general environment is like that, and they can't blame themselves. So you have to slowly infiltrate them.

Change slowly, many things can't be rushed, you have to take your time, there will always be a transitional period of time. ”

"Second brother, if it were me, I guess I would have collapsed a long time ago. The worst thing I'm good at is procrastination. I have a relatively anxious personality, I can't tolerate things in my heart, I have something in my heart, and I can't wait to solve it immediately. ”

"Girl, if you are in my position, you may do a better job than me, so I will not allow you to be self-effacing in the future, huh?"

"Hmmm......"

"Well, eat well."

…………

Early the next morning, Mu Yan still arrived at the office early. Last night, she pondered in bed, and Lei Li's words were worth believing.

But she will secretly investigate.

There are some things that are much more effective to solve by yourself than to mobilize the people, and it does not affect the internal stability. At the moment, there is nothing more important to her than the stability of the project.