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【085】Low

Dazhi and they talked and laughed for a few minutes, and then went out. I got up, sat down, had a pause, and smoked a cigarette. Thinking about the knife just now, I was a little afraid. Then he hit the ashes on his body. Take off your coat. I washed my face vigorously with cool water. calmed down. I felt that I was very embarrassed and aggrieved, so I didn't go to class, I climbed outside the school, took a taxi, and arrived at our only small bar.

After entering. Bought 5 bottles of beer from the bar. I went to a corner. This grievance in my heart. Start drinking. 3 bottles of belly, I don't know why I can't control the discomfort in my heart. It's been a long time since I've been so wronged. It's a shame. Then the tears flowed. Listen to sad songs in the bar. After drinking 5 bottles, I watched a big TV screen. I don't know why, I lay on the table and fell asleep.

After a while, someone patted me and woke me up, I looked up and saw Chen Ran, I thought I was dreaming. He shook his head vigorously and pinched himself again. It's true that it's confirmed. I looked at her and asked, "Why are you here?" ”

Chen Ran said: "I come every week. When I came in, the guy at the bar told me that a friend of mine was there, but he didn't know what he was doing. I came here to see you. I should be asking you, why are you here. ”

I said, "What time is it now?" ”

Chen Ran said: "It's more than 6 o'clock in the evening. ”

I picked up PHS, and there were more than 10 missed in it. It's Brother Xu and Brother Fei's. I picked up the phone and called Brother Xu back, and the phone was answered quickly. Brother Xu asked, "Liu'er, where are you?" Listening to Brother Hao, you suddenly disappeared, and no one told anyone. Brother Hao, they will help you with the class. Why are you so old. It's not worry-free. ”

I endured: "It's nothing. I'll be back to work in a while. Brother Xu, help me tell Brother Fei. It's okay. I drank too much just now. Fell asleep. Damn it. I slept for so long. ”

Brother Xu said, "Well, it's okay." Brother Hao also said that something happened in your class, and it seems that someone else was hacked. Your homeroom teacher and the school are also dealing with this matter. ”

When I heard this, I said, "Brother Hao is okay, right?" ”

Brother Xu said, "What's the matter with Brother Hao? It's okay, it's alive. He also said so. The ones who were beaten were the ones who were with Xu Liang, who was expelled from your class. He's fine. You're all right, right? ”

I gritted my teeth: "It's okay. There's nothing to do, I won't tell you, I still have a girl here. No more talking. I went on and on. When I was done, I hung up the phone. ”

Chen Ran said: "Who was beaten? ”

I said, "It's from our class." ”

Chen Ran said, "What about you? ”

I asked, "What's wrong with me." ”

Chen Ran said: "It's very dirty. Although the light is not good. But I see it. And on your arm. Just now when I lifted you. You cry out that it hurts. Do you still need to pretend?"

I said, "Are you not happy that I was beaten?" Don't you hate me? “

Chen Ran thought for a while: "I hate you, right?" Speak from the heart. When I reported you, I was also very determined. But I did it anyway. But I found out that I reported you and I didn't get the excitement and joy that I deserved. There is also some condemnation of conscience. Am I being too kind? ”

I smiled, "Yes." It's so kind. The most evil. That's me. There is nothing worse than me. ”

Chen Ran touched my face: "You're still crying, what's the matter, it's like this." After being beaten, I could still cry. Really? Who did this to you? Aren't you, pretty powerful? ”

I rejoiced: "I'm a man." Often sentimental. It's nothing, after two days, it's recovered, it's fine. I can endure it, I am the earliest of the earliest of the oldest. I've been bullied a lot, and I haven't been bullied much since then, at least. It's never been so embarrassing. I was bullied seriously this time. I scared myself a little, I didn't react a little, and I didn't fit in. It's a bit of a shame. It's going to be fine. Whoever bullies starts from being bullied. ”

Chen Ran said: "You still want to take revenge? ”

I said, "If I want to think about revenge, when I called Hui and Xu just now, I just said that I was beaten." Naturally, there will be revenge, the problem is, I'm not afraid of your jokes, I'm afraid of the machete. I haven't shown that courage yet. What can I do, it's a shame. It's okay, you can just laugh at me. ”

Chen Ran said: "You should cheer up." Since you won't retaliate, let's adjust it well and don't let everyone know. You're thinking the same way, if it weren't, you wouldn't have run here to drink by yourself, and according to your personality, you must have gone to gather people a long time ago, didn't you? ”

I looked at Chen Ran and said, "You seem to have matured a lot suddenly." ”

Chen Ran ignored me: "You seem to be 2 years younger than me." Hehe. I went to school so early, and I didn't know if it was good or bad. All said. The age of girls' hearts is much more mature than that of boys. ”

I got up and stretched, "Are you going home?" I'll send you back. ”

Chen Ran said, "You are here, wait for me." "I got up and went to the bar and said something to someone, and then when I came back, I came over with a bottle of red potion and a towel, the towel was wet, she picked it up very carefully, and wiped it on me very lightly for a long time. I didn't move. looked at Chen Ran. Didn't speak.

Then Chen Ran said to me, "You stretch your arms a little apart." Tap, or, take off your shirt, just know your shoulders, there are not many people here. I know them all. ”

I didn't say anything, I just took off my coat and everything. Then the guy at the bar looked over here, turned around, and ignored me. Chen Ran took the red potion and rubbed it on my body little by little. When I was done, I asked, "Does it hurt?" This man is so ruthless. Take this potion back to the dormitory. If you don't want people to know, just wipe it secretly. You'll always have a way. After that, I took the towel and went back to the bar.

I put on my clothes, and Chen Ran came back: "I'm going home." ”

I said, "I'll send you." ”

Chen Ran said: "You don't have to thank me, I hurt you in the detention center for 15 days." That's what I'll pay you back. But just remember what you owe me. "When he was done, he walked on. I opened the door and went out.

I thought about it and followed. Arrived at the door. I saw Chen Ran just stopping the taxi. I followed and got in the car. She didn't speak. I dropped her off the floor of their house. As she entered the hallway. I took her hand. Say, "Wait." ”

Chen Ran looked at me: "What's wrong?" ”

I said, "Anyway, thank you for today." ”

Chen Ran said: "Didn't you say it?" Don't thank me. ”

I hesitated, "I'm sorry. ”

Chen Ran was silent, and after a while, he breathed a sigh of relief: "These words of yours are the most sincere words of all the words you said to me." I can't forgive you, though. The harm you have done to me. I can't forget. I don't know how I can make myself not hate you. You've done more than that. Okay, be strong. Let's go back to school. With that, he went upstairs.

I was in place, watching her back. My heart was full of guilt. Full of remorse.